Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Sunday, October 26, 2025

Airport

Dreamt I was in an airport with Devin. We were somewhere in an Asian country. The people that check your bags kept shooing us all to hurry through the line because there was doing to be a wedding taking place in an hour. It got busy and suddenly Devin was ahead of me by several people Bs being pushed forward into a hallway/almost like an underground tunnel. I freaked out but just kept trying to follow. Tried calling, no luck. Met a girl next to me in line and befriended her. She met up with her dad who worked in this underground tunnel/hallway. I wanted to write my name down and FB link to befriend her, but her dad also kept trying to rush me. I started heading forward and tried calling dev. No luck. I checked life 360. It was showing fires all over the map on the roads. 

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

Snakes In The Ceiling

Ugh. Dreamt that husband and I were in our house (tho set up more like childhood home) and husbands dad had found reason to believe that snakes were up in the ceiling. They brought a insulation gun thing to stuff the whole ceiling area with insulation to deter any snakes from getting in/out. I didn't believe it so I was looking around for my phone to Google if it was possible and it was. (Also looked on my phone after I woke up and unfortunately it's possible. 🤮)

Shortly before that, I dreamt that I was outside near a sidewalk that was supposed to be near my house on our property but it looked nothing like our property. I found an old vhs-c tape with a kv bumper sticker attached to it and knew it had to be mine. There were these boys on bikes near it so I picked it up before they could take it and I ran back home to see what was on the tape. I was hoping it was a recording my sister and our friends and I did that I had been missing, but it ended up being a tape with a bunch of hanson footage on it lol. I rewound the tape and fast-forwarded the tape to see if maybe it was the movie I was looking for, but it was all the same stuff. 

Monday, October 20, 2025

Tornado

First dreamt my period came and and I bled this watery stuff onto my bedding.cleaned that off and laid back on bed and I remember looking at a lamp when we heard a noise. I looked at my phone and saw it was a downstairs Echo. In the dream apparently my mother in law was staying over because it was my daughters birthday and she wanted to camp out in the living room with the kids for a sleepover. I told my husband and he walked down to see what they needed. I overheard 'weather" and saw a flash of blue from outside. I turned on my TV and looked at the weather and they were showing a large, large, large tornado was heading some way. I tried figuring out where I was looking and worrying it was my dad's town when finally the channel rotated the photo a little and zoomed in and showed it was headed for my town. I immediately started texting my husband to get everyone into the basement. Woke up. 

The weird thing is that I've noticed that when I dream, I'm always using a remote and TV that was complicated like when I was really little. My parents had this huge satellite TV that was really hard to understand the buttons and changing channels and this dream had that. I've realized all of my dreams do. Never the simple style I've had for the majority of my life now. Always what we had for the first maybe ten years of my life. 

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

Ossa

Lol weird dream. First I dreamt I was kidnapped. Tried escaping.oooo. I remember this bad guy was sucking the life out of people and turning their faces black in spots. Bad guy was a mix between Jake Gyllenhaal and Adrien Brody. Made out with him at some point in the end. 

Then I dreamt I heard on a radio or something someone say that "ossa means yours" and I thought in my dream levi could be short for levitate so maybe leviosa means up "yours" lol. I thought I was all smart but then I remembered that this isn't the bad magic, so it doesn't make sense lol. 



Saturday, October 11, 2025

Garage Sale

Dreamt I was laying on a bed with my husband
 Someone was sleeping in a bed across from us. They seemed like they were sleeping.. I was pretending to be asleep because I didn't want to do anything with my husband that night but he didn't care and r*ped me anyways, thinking I was still asleep. I don't remember much after this except that I was in a large building that was like a garage sale. I was pregnant and had to explain how I got that way (r*pe).

I also remember seeing this small action figures from the Arcane series and picked one up and one of the was $30 alone. I say it down and tried to look inconspicuous because I didn't want the sellers thinking I stole any. 

Wednesday, October 8, 2025

Hiking

Kind of all over the place but what I do remember was that I had two dogs and I was traveling or hiking with them. I needed to get home. I asked for a ride from someone and they helped me a little bit but eventually I just had to walk. I got to a hospital and took the dogs through it because it's be faster. Couldn't find proper normal stairs. Almost carried two dogs down a ladder. Finally found a strange crooked set of stairs that I could jump over to. Dogs followed me. Got down to lobby and remember feeling awkward about having the dogs. Asked the front lady if it was okay. Went outside with dogs. Magically teleported myself to my grandma's old trailer because I thought this journey would make a good game where of you get back you win a prize. Told my mom who was standing next to the table. 

Monday, October 6, 2025

Heaven

Whoke up half asleep and sweaty. Was dreaming about such weird stuff! First, I was trying to escape a library. I got to a back room area and found an old industrial kitchen and a girl on there. I asked her if it's be alright to 'use her house just to get out of the library'. She said it was fine, so I went to the door and walked out. I heard someone follow and turned around. A boy walked out and I asked him who he was and he told me he was my old dog Moses. I ran over and gave him a hug. We talked about going back together. Needed to get the whole family first. Found oldest daughter and husband and went over to them. We needed to do something to get to 'heaven'.