Orbs Of Power, Like Suns

Dreamt that Devin and I were driving down the interstate. It was flooded in areas and Devin was still driving the speed limit, so we hydroplaned off the road and were driving on a big, hilly ditch. I called Sarah to tell her we might not make it (I think I meant to tell Sarah to tell Scarlet we loved her, because I was thinking of Scarlet when I said that).

Then I'm outside, flying. Sarah is also there. She is creating these big orange orbs that have powers. From a far enough distance away, they look like setting suns. She's making a bunch of them and plans to absorb them into her so that she has powers, or more powers since we're both flying. It seems like we were superheroes or something, fighting something bad in the world. I also remember everything outside was broken buildings, trash and graffiti everywhere, etc.. We were next to the ocean and a gas station or something. It was flooded in areas.

Then suddenly I am talking to some random female author. She is asking me if I read her books. I explain I've read some, but not all. She hands me one book and tells me that it's her best, then she hands me two books stuck together and tell me that it's her personal favorite.

A Bad Guy Had Scarlet

Dreamt an old family friend had a baby and she visited my dad's house to show the child off. Sarah wouldn't hold the baby, so I did. I think I ended up having to change the baby's diaper.

Then Devin and I were in a building and we were looking for Scarlet. A bad man had her, and we had to do something in order to get her back. I don't remember what.

The Monster Behind The Door

Not a dream: Scarlet woke up around 6 AM and immediately begged for one of us to turn a light on. We turned a light on, but it wasn't enough, she wanted to stay up. So Devin took her downstairs where it is brighter (she asked for every light on in the house). She told him that monsters were in our room. Felt like having a light on might keep them away. She told Devin that she had a nightmare. Later that day I asked her what happened and she told me that she found a monster behind the bedroom door and at first she thought he was really mean, but he ended up being really nice and actually more scared of her than she was of him.

Planning To Break Him

Dreamt it was Xmas time and Sarah and I were visiting my brother and his family, although their house was my dad's house. They had a bed set up for me, and Sarah just wanted to sleep on the couch.

Then suddenly I'm back home. Devin leaves with two co-workers (these people don't exist, I do not know this people in real life) to pick up something he wanted to buy through a Craigslist ad. One of his co-workers was really creepy, trying to flirt with me, etc,

Then my sister and I are in my dad's porch, setting up Xmas decor. It feels like we are back at Joran and Jen's, but they weren't in the dream anymore. Music (the music I had playing in waking life) was playing. I'm putting ornaments up on the tree when Devin's weirdo friend walks in. He starts acting friendly again and tells me that Devin is indeed buying whatever the hell it was he went to look at. I just nodded, trying to get him to leave by seeming distant, but instead he comes closer and checks out my ass while I'm reaching to the top of the tree to put an ornament up. I pretend not to notice so that he leaves eventually, but instead he walks over, puts his hand up my skirt and touches me. Before I can even turn around to freak out, he's already leaving and out the door. Sarah has her head down, clearly saw what happened, but is too embarrassed to admit she saw it. I run after the guy, planning to break him. Destroy him. Instead, I yell/cry out the door that "I look like I'm fucking 12 years old. Does that make you a molester?"

Woke up.

Vintage Car

Dreamt I was at my aunt Erin's old house. (Her house was on my dad's property, to explain the next part..) Some of my cousins on my dad's side of the family were there. My dad had gone somewhere and asked us all to feed his animals (he owns rabbits and chickens in waking life). My cousin Mike tells us he wants to look at his brother's vintage car he just bought. All of us start walking around the property looking for this car. At some point I remember wiping my face with my hand and getting peanut butter on my mouth. Suddenly my mouth felt numb and swollen, although it apparently looked fine.

Scarlet and I

I dreamt I was walking through my childhood hometown. I don't remember much, but it seems like there was something big and scary up in the sky. Don't quote me on this, but the best mental image I can come up with is Godzilla-like. I don't remember for sure, though. I also don't remember much of what happened. I was with some people, and it seems like we were looking for others or some thing.


Scarlet woke up saying "I want to play a game, Daddy." I don't know if she dreamt this or if she just woke up fast, but she said it as she was opening her eyes, so I figured I'd write it down.

Alien Egg

Dreamt someone put raw (cracked) eggs in a bunch of individual Ziplock bags and hung them up all over in a kitchen. I think this kitchen was at a workplace, and that it was supposed to be a prank of some sort. I remember looking at the different bags and suddenly saw an egg with a face that resembled the creature from the movie "Alien". It was biting at nothing really in particular, but was gnashing its teeth around violently. It terrified me. I started yelling for Devin and suddenly instead of being in a Ziplock bag, it was in a plastic grocery bag and was falling to the floor amongst a bunch of other similar bags. I searched everywhere for it but could not find it. At some point I started looking for it on videos, as if I had seen it on a tape before. I was looking on my parents' old console TV we had for so long when I was a child. After awhile I started thinking it was a fish I had seen and was looking for that (with the creepy Alien face) instead. I also thought I had seen it in a video of Abraham Lincoln, so I was looking for him, too.


Yeah.. I don't get it, either.

Circular Cage

Was about to fall asleep just now. Super, super close to asleep. Opened eyes a split second and saw what looked like a ball of some sort made of wire (like a circular bird cage or something. Size a bit bigger than hands). It was kind of in midair, in front of window, falling. I bolted upright, turned on light, looked around everywhere, and I'm still not completely convinced I dreamt it.

Shadows against window blinds look a lot like I could have imagined it... Sounds I hear coming from that area tell me it was something else. When I woke up I immediately thought it was a big bug and I was just seeing its wings it something.

Slightly terrified to fall asleep now..

Three Years

This is a short dream, because I don't remember much. I dreamt I was living at my aunt Erin's old house. I accidentally let my dog and cats out and couldn't find them. While searching, my uncle Thane stopped me because he wanted to show me something. I explained I couldn't see what it was, because I was busy looking for my pets. I searched a long time and finally found one cat. He seemed bigger (he's still kind of a kitty in real life). At some point while searching for my pets, I saw these kids playing in a park and they looked really young - maybe 4 or 5. After finding my cat I saw these same children and they were a few years older, so I assumed it took me 3 years to find just one cat.

Blood Clot

Dreamt there was a pain in my left side, under my rib cage. The pain kept moving higher and higher. I was still living with my parents and was in the kitchen when I yelled for them to take me to the hospital. They slowly carried me to the hospital (in reality this hospital is a half hour drive away because my childhood home was metaphorically in Timbuktu, but they were carrying me the whole way on foot). At some point Devin takes place of them, and just like in my waking life, he stops and chats with people during important times. In this case, while I'm dying. Anyways, finally we get to my doctor and she ends up being the midwife that helped me deliver my daughter. While telling her what's wrong with me and begging her to get this clot out, she tells me that just getting it out won't work. She tells me she would have to put something in me (she calls it a 'lean-to' but I assume she's talking about a 'stent' or something.) I throw all of these kids' toys off of a table (similar toys of my daughter's, similar table I own), and lay onto it, begging her to hurry, because I am afraid I'm going to die any minute. Suddenly the left side of my face goes numb. I try to smile but can't on that side. Right before she puts me under, I ask her to give me a toy of my daughter's that was on the floor for good luck. I start to become half-asleep and think to myself that if I turn onto my back (or on my right side, I don't remember), then my arm and face, etc, will stop feeling so numb. Also while being worked on, my 'dream-within-a-dream' was of Stevie Nicks playing piano in a room that had a very '70s-'80s trailer vibe.

End-Of-The-World Windy

My sister and I are at my dad's house. We are either outside or looking out, and it is incredibly windy. We're talking end-of-the-world windy. I somehow manage to get myself in and shut the door. My sister is inside. It's dark in the house and we are using flashlights. We look around everywhere (my dad's house is apparently humongous, because we are searching many, many non-existent rooms) for our families. I find my daughter's backpack and pack some essential items. I also find one of our cats and I hold onto him while we keep looking around for anyone. We get to what looks like an unfinished basement. The ground is still dirt, the walls concrete/brick. We find a family sleeping on different beds spread about the room. We wake them up and tell them what is going on. They start gathering things. We look outside of this door that walks up from the basement - it's very dark outside (it was dark in the beginning), and at first it looks calm again, but when I start to head up the stairs, I can feel the wind is still too strong to survive walking around out there. We wait it out a bit. I looked around the basement some more and find this door that opens out to this hill with a short (3 ft?) wall next to it. I start noticing water creeping over to us from over the wall/down the hill to us. (This is a really small hill -- the wall is maybe ten feet away from the door. I notice the wind has stopped, and I yell to everyone that water is coming. In my head I know that this is probably a tidal wave of some sort that is headed towards us. I run out and my sister follows. Water is starting to come into the house and is very tall. The parents of the family come out next and RIGHT before I wake up, I wonder why the hell the parents didn't have their children go first or with them. I didn't see the kids come out.


*Maybe this dream is a piece of my previous dream about the moon falling to Earth? lol

College Life

I was with some guy I like (not Devin, though). We were with this other guy, and the guy asks if I can drop a "package" (drugs) off to his friend. I'm at this college campus, in a dorm room, and tell him that I have a class to attend and that "a friend might stop me at some point, so I can have her do it." Whoever this friend is, I tell him that she's really against drugs, so she might not do it. I told him that he'll just have to deal with whatever consequences, because I was late for class and we were running out of options. (Whyyy he couldn't do this himself, I don't know.) For some reason, though, maybe before this part of the dream, I actually dropped this package off with her already, because I somehow knew that she would end up doing it. I don't know.. confusing. Anyways, now I'm with a woman in a shower and we are making love. We are in a basement. It's very bachelor pad-like, messy, studio apartment kind of. I don't know what happens to the lady, but afterwards I am in this bachelor pad, and I am searching for Devin. He comes down the stairs with a laundry basket, and I hug him as hard as physically possible. Woke up.

The Zombie That Wouldn't Die

I can't understand my handwriting half the time, but I wrote a couples of sentences and the only phrases I understand is that I saw money and that I was going somewhere with my sister and told her I would pay for her to come with - wherever this may be.  I am at our dad's house, maybe waiting for her to get ready, and am looking out the screen door. I see the moon and suddenly it is getting closer and closer. I yell to my boyfriend Devin and BOOM, it hits Earth, but not in a catastrophic way. It is like this humongous ball of broken moon just a few miles away from me. Devin comes in and I tell him what happened and he says, "Didn't you hear?", like it had happened awhile ago. I walk outside (and now it looks nothing like my dad's property -- more like alleyways and sandy/concrete/shelters/brick walls on both sides of windy paths to the shelters). It's sunny in areas and dark in other areas. My sister is following me, and we are winding along through this area. I see a group of people eating at a picnic table. I look around and also see what kind of looks like the black hooded version of the Nameless Ghouls from the band Ghost sitting on this bench - except there are no masks, it's this empty/blank/invisible space. I point over at them to my sister because I'm not gonna lie, the invisible aspect of it was frightening. My sister tells me to quit pointing because I might get their attention and they could hurt me or something. Then this zombie-like person comes at me from behind and tries to suffocate me with his own shirt. I pull his shirt off of me and turn around to suffocate him with his own shirt and he just won't die. (durr..) Then the man-zombie turns into a lady-zombie and she tells me I need to die. I tell her that's not happening. She tries to kill me, so I try to embarrass her instead.

Wizards Fighting

So.. I don't know why, but I dreamt a Harry Potter dream. It seemed like it was the end of the world, and like all end-of-world dreams I have, everyone gathers. Devin and I are driving through town and we see my brother Joran and my mom on the corner of the intersection by Walmart. We park the car and get out and stand next to them, staring up in the sky at two wizards on brooms (my brain decided to imagine Dumbledore and Voldemort) that seem to be fighting to the death. One of them (the bad guy) says he will "see you on the other side" and then disappears. Then the other guy disappears. When the bad wizard spoke, I seemed to understand and open this suitcase I am suddenly holding and grab out a coin. I put the coin in this slot to what looks like an ATM machine or old payphone. Doing this transported me to this other world where these wizards are now fighting.

Icky Snakes

Dreamt I was watching videos of alligators, but suddenly a snake popped up on the screen. Woke up disgusted. Then suddenly felt dread. Felt like I was going to die today, or soon. (and then noticed I had the start of a sore throat -- daughter has had a cold for a few days now.) I actually Googled alligators and snakes right after the dream (because I was on the verge of a full blown panic attack thinking I was dying) and read that alligators in dreams can sometimes mean healing powers, and that snakes mean something is threatening me. So, I am going to assume this dream is telling me that my health is being threatened and that I am about to get a cold. (It's tonight now, and I can confirm that I have a cold coming on. Waahh.)

Oooookay.

Dreamt I was in two astral planes at one time. First was in the bathroom, near the bath tub, writhing in sexual ecstasy. The second was possibly at a bar, watching a video of a demonic-looking man, telling me he wanted to "plant his seed" in me. I'm guessing this man was Satan. He definitely had that vibe.


* I don't know why I dreamt this. I am Atheist/Agnostic. Talk about embarrassing, yo. lol

Silver Family Reunion

I'm going through cabinets. I'm playfully singing what I find in the cabinets when I grab each item to move out of my way. I find a VHS tape that says "Silver Family Reunion" on it. (My grandma's maiden name was Silver.) I take this with me.

So...

I have two entries that I don't remember at all (this was a couple days ago), so I will write them word-for-word. With the first one, I should explain that I watched the movie Pacific Rim recently.. With the second one, umm.. Yeah, I don't remember it at all, and I wrote it down with my eyes closed, so it's written with phrases all jumbled on top of each other.. It's a mess.



The first dream:

Pacific Rim-like. Seems like I switched something in my dream to make it safer - can't remember what.


Second:

Parking lot for zombie apocalypse. Dev likes some, I mine. I leave at night, testing a car. Try to leave quietly, was eating cookie batter. Bad for me.

Everyone's Listening

I am at my sister's house and apparently she has a second story deck, because I am sitting on a chair there with this dude. I like him. We're talking about something - don't remember what. My sister wants to take our picture together.

Somehow we end up in a town that is kind of cartoon-ish. We're walking around, and I point up at the sky. It looks like there are cop cars off in the distance.... in the sky. The guy says something that is meant to explain what's happening, but I'm still really confused. We start to head for shelter, towards a school.

 I'm in the school looking for a radio station area. I see the dude I like, and he stops me and hands me these cups and tells me he has to go back home and grab something he forgot. I take the cups and head into the radio area. Lost, looking for something. (Something bad is going on, I just don't know what, and I am panicking.) A woman comes up to me with a microphone, about to hand it to me, and says "We're just going to start. Everyone's listening." (I'm assuming this guy I liked was supposed to be the speaker or something, I don't know.) I back away from the lady with my hands up, nervous, and tell her I don't know what's happening. I walk off into a darker area of the room, waking up.

Oh good lord, someone give me better handwriting..

I can't read my own handwriting.. So this is a bit jumbled and confusing.


Dreamt Zig still alive. (He's my dog that we had to put down this past spring. Rough year..)

I'm at my Dad's and I head down the driveway with Ziggy to go get the mail. I tell my mom where I am headed and say something like "I wish that dumbass wouldn't have taken my dog." -- My mom assumes I'm talking about my ex, but for some reason I am talking about his brother. (Okay, I don't understand this part at all. No association between any of my animals to my ex or his brother. Anyways..)

Zig is good until a Winnebago comes around the curve of the road. I push him towards the driveway/house, and he runs back up. I grab the mail and apparently my mom followed, because she starts talking to the people in the Winnebago. I think maybe the person in the Winnebago is an old park manager where I used to work. She asks someone how "Karen" is. The mail I grabbed wasn't mail, mementos. I remember seeing a picture/card that says "If/when I die" and on the back is my handwriting in gold, written to my sister. There were also pictures of my mom and aunt when they were little, my great uncle Walt, etc..


Before all of this I dreamt I was back in high school. I was wearing this black dress that was too short. I was a new girl - again - lame. I am looking for a bathroom and find one in a locker room. The bathroom was humongous, had many stalls. I leave the bathroom and there is a long line forming, so I get in line to wait my turn. Because I'm a moron.


Also dreamt I was getting food at Hu Hot (the best restaurant ever), but it was set in a house.

No Clue..

Okay, this was awhile ago. I also don't know what it means/is about, so I'm just going to write what I wrote, word for word:

Dreamt dreaming. Was tough life. May have been aging.

Party Pooper

(I need to explain.. This Saturday Scarlet is invited to a family Halloween party, but she's afraid of Halloween decorations, masks, etc.. I told her she isn't going to be forced to go, but Devin at first told her she has to (she whines when we mention the party and says she doesn't want to go). Small fights leading up to this dream..)

Dreamt I was at a party that may have been at my dad's pond. Devin's family and some random dude I've never met in real life, but apparently knew in my dream, were all there. They tell us there is a Halloween party they have to go to suddenly and that Scarlet has to come. I tell Devin that it's totally up to Scarlet whether she goes. Of course she says no, so now everyone is mad at me. I'm getting mean looks from his family, who are now getting into cars, and this random guy starts yelling at me. Everyone is leaving for the party but him (suddenly we are near my dad's house and I'm about to walk in). Then he hits me in the face. I. am. pissed. He leaves. Devin is somewhere still on the property, but we're both so mad at each other that I don't even care where he is. I don't even think Scarlet was actually in this dream, but I'm pretty sure she stayed 'home' with us. I start cleaning up the house from this party that was happening and start to wander upstairs (now the dream is set in my own home). I see my sister up there and I start to talk to her about what happened, but then I hear Devin walking up the stairs. I'm ready for the impending fight we will have, but wake up instead.

Blah.

I don't remember this dream at all (was taking my temperature at the same time of trying to remember/write down), but okay:

Dreamt I was in a house, but it looked more like the wheelchair ramp in front of my aunt's old house. I was pregnant. The band Ghost was in this dream. I don't know the plot in this dream at all, sorry..

Idiot..

Forgive me.. I cannot read my own handwriting sometimes, and even more so after only being awake for a few seconds:


Dreamt I was in my dad's front yard. (He lives in the woods and the long driveway actually comes to the side of the house with the yards on either side of view.. so it's debatable which is the front and which is the back. This is the side next to his kitchen window. I've always called it the front yard because it's the first part you see, even though the way the house is set up it would probably be called the backyard.. Moving on..) I remember sitting down in the grass because my foot felt funny. I took my shoe off and see that it is deformed. It was like there were a couple other toes attached to my left foot. It was weird.. I assumed that this happened because I had a baby (and I'm always thinking about how having her made my feet grow out of all my favorite pairs of shoes.. dammit all..) Then Devin had this brilliant plan (riiight) for me to get pregnant. I didn't understand this plan in my dream and of course I don't in my waking life, but he seemed to think he could sleep with some lady, and I with some guy, and that somehow in this plan he would still be the father of the baby I'd be carrying. Like somehow in that whole mess, all of the things I seem to be doing wrong might end up right, and this baby he would make with this lady, and this baby I would make with this man, would transfer only to me. Confusing, but whatever... I ended up breaking up with him because he seemed to eager to sleep with someone else, and I thought it was the dumbest idea ever.

Backseat

Dreamt I was a well-dressed man sitting in the backseat of a car. My sister was driving. I don't know anything that happened - plot, dialogue, etc.. I could barely remember this dream at all. Did not sleep well, or enough (thank you, Scarlet, for waking up from 2 AM - 4 AM), and I basically had to lay in bed for 5 minutes just to recollect what I did.

Opposite Sex 

• To dream that you are the opposite sex suggests that you need to incorporate certain qualities of the opposite sex. Ask yourself, how do you feel being a man or a woman? In what ways can you incorporate those feelings into your waking life.

Doormat

Dreamt Devin and I were living in an apartment and next door to us was my sister, mother and aunt. Somehow my family couldn't afford to live on their own so my sister forced Devin and I to move in with them. Being the doormat in real life that I am, I started moving our things into their apartment. I remember the apartment building was very retro looking - '70s. Orange shag carpet, dull floral sofas.. I was the only one that seemed to be moving things around and everyone else was just going about their thing. At one point I noticed my dog was near a closet in a bedroom, so I went over to the closet to pick him up. Suddenly my sister lets out this blood-curdling scream that there was a skunk near us. I looked over to the right of me, just against the wall outside of the closet was this creepy-looking (DID NOT LOOK LIKE A SKUNK, MORE LIKE A HUGE, DEMONIC, BROWN WEASEL) skunk. My dog started off towards him, but I snagged him up before he had a chance to get the skunk to spray..

Other things happened, but how long it's been since I've written down in a journal.. I just can't remember as well anymore.

Moving 

• To dream that you or someone is moving in or out of a place signifies your desire or need for change. It may also mean an end to a situation or relationship; you are moving on. Alternatively, it indicates your determination and issues regarding dependence/independence.
• To dream that you are helping someone move indicates that you are afraid of change. You are not quite ready to confront some new situation by yourself. Alternatively, to help someone move implies acceptance of some new change, even though you may not agree with it.

Skunk 

• To see a skunk in your dream suggests that you are driving people away or turning them off. Alternatively, the dream indicates that your suppressed anger is on the verge of exploding. You are not expressing your true feelings even though you do not agree with a decision.

Romance.

I couldn't remember my dream last night, but do remember it was romantic in nature and the person I was with did not look like himself.

Romance 

• To dream of romance suggests that you need to be more affectionate in your waking life. Perhaps you are longing for more romance in your personal relationship.

Sandbox.

Devin, his mom, a random old family/childhood friend, and my sister and I were going to take my daughter Scarlet to the beach. We were trying to fit everything (including one of those green, plastic turtle sandboxes) into a small car. Weren't sure if we could fit everything. I think we were at my dad's house/childhood home.

Car

• To see a parked car in your dream suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor. Alternatively, a parked car may symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life.

Sandbox

• To see or play in a sandbox in your dream suggests that you are taking a situation too seriously. You need to lighten up and enjoy the experience. Alternatively, the dream refers to your childish or juvenile behavior.

..So, I need to stop being so serious and enjoy my life?

* Scarlet did not remember her dream last night, although did complain that her toys she thought next to her were missing.

Scarlet Dreams

Scarlet told me she dreamt that she was painting a picture of Olaf, Elsa, and Anna. She said a balloon had popped, and then she fell in water.

Painting

• To dream that you are painting a picture indicates that you need to express your creative side more.

Balloon

• To see a balloon pop in your dream  symbolizes an unrealized goal or dream. It may also represent the stresses in your life. The pressure may be starting to be too great for you to bear.

Falling

• To dream that you are free-falling through water indicates that you are feeling overwhelmed with emotions. You may feel that it is easier to give up, then to try to stay afloat or prevent yourself from going under. 

The Axman

Dreamt this morning that I was in a house that was apparently mine (but not in real life). It badly needed cleaning. I was sitting at a table in the kitchen and there was an empty container of ice cream sitting out. Suddenly it started jolting around like a mouse was in it or something. I peered in but didn't see anything and my first thought was maybe it was a ghost or something, but then my brain told me there are no such thing as ghosts, so it couldn't possibly be that. Then the container flew up into the air a short distance and I saw that a fly was carrying it. He must not have been strong enough, because it fell after a few feet. I left the kitchen and walked into this hallway that felt like my aunt's old house. I walked out into their living room (but remember: in the dream, this is my house). Devin and his dad were working on stuff like the floors or something. Some kind of construction work. This part is fuzzy, but it seems like I was in a bedroom at one point and had to leave the house and tried to avoid his dad for some reason.

Before all of this, I dreamt that I was in this really narrow concrete tunnel (at times it was just wire like a cage) and we were being chased by this man with a chainsaw or ax or something. He was outside of the tunnel waiting for us on either side to get out, sometimes reaching out at us when we got to the wired parts of the tunnel. At some point we stupidly (or maybe not -- spoiler alert) separated and I was by myself. I remember finding a small door like for a rabbit or bird cage and pushed it open and started running for dear life.... ....towards the killer. I don't know why. I thought maybe I could knock him out, I guess. Once he got a couple feet away from me I got this, "Oh, shiiit." feeling and realized this man was a lot bigger than I thought. Think 'The Rock' or Vin Diesel or something. Humongous. I went for it anyways and tried to push him over but he knocked me down instead. We were outside in a wooded area, autumn season, dead leaves, etc. When he pushed me down I had this vision of the group I was with in the tunnels with their heads cut off... and for some reason their insides looked robotic.

* The dude that had the chainsaw or ax looked just like the axman from "American Horror Story: Coven". I am pretty sure I dreamt of him because I am currently reading a book about unsolved murders and the first story is about the real man that axed a bunch of people in New Orleans back in the day.


(I miss writing down the supposed interpretations.. I've been stealing the boyfriend's laptop lately, so I may as well do this again):

Ice Cream

• To see or eat ice cream in your dream denotes good luck, pleasure, success in love and satisfaction with your life. You need to savor the moment and enjoy it.  Alternatively, the dream may suggest that you need to cool off and not let your temper get out of hand. On the other hand, the ice cream may be a pun on "I scream". Perhaps there is something that you need to let out.

Fly

• To see flies in your dream symbolize filth and dirtiness, either physical or emotional. It indicatesfeelings of guilt or a breakdown of a plan. Flies may also forewarn of a contagious sickness.Alternatively, the fly could represent an irritating and annoying person in your life. Perhaps someone does not know how to mind their business.

Ax

• To see an ax in your dream indicates that you are overly controlling. It is symbolic of destruction, hostility, and the frustrations that you are experiencing. Perhaps you "have an ax to grind" with someone. Or the dream can be a metaphor that you are ready to "bury the ax" and make amends.

Tunnel

• To see a tunnel in your dream represents the vagina, womb, and birth. Thus it may refer to a need for security and nurturance. 
  To dream that you are going through a tunnel suggests that you are exploring aspects of your subconscious. You are opening yourself to a brand new awareness. Alternatively, it indicates your limited perspective as in the phrase "tunnel vision". Are you being close minded or narrow minded in some issue?

Behead

• To dream that you or someone else is being beheaded signifies poor judgment or a bad decision that you have made and regretted. You are not thinking clearly and are refusing to see the truth. You need to confront the situation or the person despite the pain and discomfort you might feel in doing so.  The dream also suggests that you have the tendency to act before you think.

Toxic Shock

Woke up in the middle of the night to the start of a sore throat, assuming I'm going to get a cold or something. Went back to bed and dreamt I realized I had a tampon in me for who knows how long. Pulled it out immediately but was getting sick before that so I tried researching the symptoms of Toxic Shock Syndrome, worried I was just getting that all along.

I don't remember anything else in my dream after that.

Prom.

Dreamt I was still in school and there was a dance coming up that night. I was in Warrens searching for all the people I was to go there with. My aunt (apparently she was going) told me to meet her with everyone else at some ice cream shop in town. I couldn't find a few people and when I found my friend, she said she didn't want to go anymore because she didn't have a boyfriend. I told her I didn't either so it would be fine, but she still wouldn't go. I spent the rest of the night searching for everyone else. It was raining, getting darker. I was upset and pissed.

Before this I was playing with my daughter at my dad's by his pond. She had this doll house that was like little apartments. You could open small doors in the back and each apartment had something unique to play with. (A table, a bath tub, a couch, etc..) I was also hopping from one outdoor furniture to the next fearing any snakes that might be on the ground.

Waves.

Dreamt I was at a house and a woman (I think she was a mix of my friend Dana's grandma and Devin's aunt) had three jigsaw puzzles going on at three different tables. She couldn't find all the pieces to one of them. She also had a wet load of laundry just sitting on a chair, so I asked my friend for a basket so I could finish it for her. Then I dreamt that Dev's family, my sister Sarah, my dog Moses and I were in a pool at Jellystone. Everybody was jumping at once, making really tall waves, while I recorded on video. Sarah had my dog Moses and someone else, maybe Scarlet? She needed me to carry something and handed me Moses so it was easier. Woke up shortly before my alarm.

Searching For Bear And Avalanche.

Dreamt my dog Bear was still alive and that we were watching my dad's friend's dog Avalanche. We were in a house in town, although it looked like dad's house (house I grew up in). Must have been living with mom, Sarah and Erin. I saw that a door was open and my dog Bear ran out, then when I went to go after/shut the door, Avalanche escaped, too. Apparently I was pregnant. I ran after them both and eventually Erin and I were driving around town searching for them. We went into a gas station at some point and asked the cashier, no luck. We went back on the road to look for them in the residential areas. I was driving but not paying attention to the road, suddenly a cop car passes us and turns around with its lights on. Suddenly I forget how to drive, but I'm super calm. Maybe this was the future.. The cop somehow was able to get his voice to go through Erin's phone and he said something and all I answered back was that I was still out looking for my dog and hadn't found him. I pulled into a parking lot ahead of us (again, having a hard time remembering how to drive). It seems like the cop stopped me because he knew I was pregnant and was worried about me stressing out.

-- this morning (in real life) I took my temperature and it shot up (I already ovulated). This is called a triphasic pattern when your temperature shoots up twice in one cycle. I think my stupid idiotic mind is subconsciously hopeful I'm pregnant. I was pregnant last November through the end of January when we lost the baby. Around the time the baby died my dog Bear died, and I cried buckets, and was so worried I'd miscarry and did anyways.. I think my body is just on high alert this time in case maybe I am pregnant. Which I highly doubt I am, but I think subconsciously I feel I might be, maybe. Too many months of not being pregnant, I don't want to get my hopes up over a triphasic pattern on my bbt chart. (It isn't an indicator of pregnancy anyways, it can happen without being pregnant, too.) Blah.

War.

Dreamt Dev and I were fighting about everything. We were outside of a school or something and he walks up with his cousin. His cousin looks sad and Devin is acting goofy hugging him from behind. He asks me if I could explain to their family what happened to this cousin's wife. (Maybe she died, got in an accident, they never told me..) I'm about to respond and notice behind them, in the sky, are a bunch of airplanes, helicopters, etc, coming towards us. I point it out to them and we notice flares of light shooting out of these things, coming at us. Just before the fire comes at us, we get inside the school. We peek back outside and most of the planes and helicopters are already on the ground. We started weaving back and forth from building to outside to buildings again, trying to hide but escape the school. We walked into a building with bathrooms and hope to escape through the windows when I awoke.

Before all of this I slightly remember walking around in "my house" (definitely wasn't my house though, way bigger/different) in the dark. The house was a mess, like a hoarder's house.. I'm walking past a window and I notice a shadowy figure and it scares me. Suddenly it walks closer to the window so the light hits their face, and I see that it's my aunt. She tells me I need to wake up my mom immediately, something happened. I run upstairs trying to figure out where my mom is sleeping and finally find her. When I tell her what's going on, she is hard to wake up but eventually does.

Food

This summer my mom, sister, and aunt temporarily moved in while looking for houses to buy. They closed on one a few days ago and will move in this weekend. This weekend is also my daughter's birthday, so I dreamt my sister and I were arguing a lot and messing up Scarlet's birthday food. Before this, dreamt I was in a playground and found a child's binoculars. Don't remember a lot..

Baby Clothes

Dreamt I was following Dev from one house to another (driving a truck). The location was near Heather's parents' house that was in Shamrock. I remember taking note of that. Suddenly I lose track of which way he went, lots of cars on road. Brakes stop working. I ran into another car and everyone gets out (big pile up, it must not have just been me that had car issues) and we start running the opposite way as if a major disaster is happening up the way I was driving. Somehow I get to my house. I'm in the garage and see some baby clothes on the floor and ask Dev about it. He tells me that the Williams' came by and dropped them off and that the ones I saw fell from the boxes that were outside by the door (don't know how the hell that happened, but okay).. I walk to the outside of the garage and around to the area the boxes are stacked and peek through. Suddenly Chelsey and her brother come over and Chelsey tells me she still needs to go through them, so I let her look through everything. (There was also a bunch of little figurine toys that she mainly went through and kept most.) Woke up half asleep, head hurting.

Home Alone

Dreamt Dev and I were in some strange place.. I don't remember exactly what it was, but it seems like we were somewhere nostalgic, maybe looking at old things we owned. It was this big rundown building, water dripping everywhere.. I remember watching stuff on a laptop with both Steve Martin and Will Farrell. Suddenly I remembered that Scarlet was still at the house, napping. I knew Mom was there but worried that Scarlet escaped the house without Mom knowing and was just thinking all the possibilities that could have gone wrong. I reminded Dev about Scarlet and we booked it back to the house, carrying as many boxes as possible. We walked out of this white tunnel it seems and Dev found Scarlet with mom, both of them walking towards us. I was so relieved. Then I saw we were next to a church and a lady walked out asked us if we would like to go to church today and Mom gave me the look she gets when she likes an idea, and since I felt bad forgetting Scarlet and mom having to deal with our stupidity, I grudgingly looked over at Devin and told him we have to go, too. For a split second I thought maybe we could leave Scarlet with mom, but knew better. It'd only be for an hour or two, anyways. Woke up to me alarm before we got into the church.

If I Had A Million Dollars..

Dreamt Devin and I were rich 15-20 years from now. We lived in a humongous mansion (although sometime into the dream I was walking around the house and the siding looked really old.. So it might have been a cheaper mansion.). Anyways, I don't remember a lot of the details but I think I was talking to an ex and had expected a phone call or something - not cheating, just talking I guess? I was in the basement taking a shower and suddenly Devin was pissed at me. I assumed he heard a voicemail or something, no clue. So he was pissed. I got out of the shower and there were no towels or clothes or anything, so I walked out and into a bigger room that looked more like a work shop (a big one, maybe Devin was the money maker and had an auto mechanical business of some such). So I'm walking through the big work area looking place and its kind of dark in one area so it takes me a few times to go all the way through it (I keep running back to the first room, terrified of the dark). I get to an area of the house that has a bunch of windows, big, big windows and run towards it. I don't remember what happens next, but I somehow find myself outside, fully clothed. I walk around the house (this is where I see the house isn't much of a looker, old white sheds attached to it to make it bigger yet, etc), looking for a door to get into the basement again. I finally find one, but it led to the main floor. The porch looked straight out of a Better Homes & Gardens magazine.. White whicker furniture, darker blue accents.. It was pretty. I keep walking through and finally find a bunch of bedrooms and exercise rooms. I get into the exercise room and Devin comes out of a door on the other side with a woman wearing a bikini top, one boob sticking out. I'm so pissed at him since I never cheated on him but here I catch him doing what he thought I was doing..

I don't remember anything else.. Loved that big house, though.

Scarlet Dreams

"Good morning, beautiful. What'd you dream about?"
"I don't know!"
"You don't know?"
"Yeah! You be the mommy, and I be the.. And daddy be the.."

Scarlet Dreams

"What are you dreaming about, little lady?"
"Puppy."
"What?"
"Puppy tickles."
"Huh? What did the puppy do?"
"Puppy climbing on Rah-Rah." (Aunt Sarah).

Scarlet Dreams

Monday June 29

"Oh! What did you dream about?"
"Kaykay!" (Her cousin Kaelynn)
"What did you guys do?"
"Played Play-Doh!"

Scarlet Dreams

Sunday, June 28

This morning her Daddy was mixing concrete loudly outside our window, so I woke Scarlet up telling her we should go out and "yell" at him for waking us up.

"Hey. What did you dream about today?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing today?"
"Uh-huh."
"Okay..."
"We shouldn't get too close to Daddy though. We don't want to ride on polka dots."
"What?" I laughed.

Maybe she dreamt something about that.

Scarlet Dreams

Saturday June 27

"What did you dream about?"
"Doc."
"Doc McStuffins? What was she doing?"
"Fixing Stuffy up."

Scarlet Dreams

Friday June 26

"Quick! What did you dream about?"
"I was watching Strawberry Shortcake in the van. Then a fairy was mean to the princess."

Scarlet Dreams

Thursday June 25

"Quick! What did you dream about?"

"My candy. I want my candy!!"

Scarlet Dreams

Wednesday June 24

"Quick! What did you dream about?" I asked her, gently shaking her awake.
"I a puppy!", she said.
"A puppy? What did you do?"
"Woot woot!" (Barking).

Help me.

Dreamt Sarah and Dana and I were in Dad's living room, our old house, at night, sleeping on couches or something. Both of them asked me if I loved my dog and I said yes and snuggled down next to him. Sarah fell asleep. As soon as she did, Ziggy stood up fast and started howling/barking/growling like someone was in room with us. I asked if Dana was still awake and she said yes. We both gripped hands and suddenly heard a sound from behind us. I had blankets trapped over me and couldn't move well. Sleep paralysis in dream. Then I heard a strange, high pitch, doll's voice loudly screaming "help me". Dana motioned for me to turn on light and each time the doll screamed, I tried to hoist myself awake, over towards the light switch. I tried to swing myself in my body very slowly until I was able to turn light on and was still trapped. The doll voice got louder until I was able to shake myself completely awake. Terrified.