Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Saturday, January 27, 2024

Killing Time

Bad people going after us. It was like they could kill us multiple times coming back to life or we could come back to life. I know me and Sarah were for sure together in the dream.. I don't know who else was with us, but a family of us. I think I was young, so must have been my parents. I know we were right in warrens. I remember someone coming at us with a gun or something. I remember a fire started. I had to run out of the house and quickly grab people. I think I became an adult for a second, because my kids were there in the dream, so I had to carry them with husband. He carried one and I the other. Then we ran off away from the bad guy enough to hide out. We were in an old abandoned house. It looked familiar to me and I saw a flashback to a little girl swinging from the ceiling doing some trick... It was my cousin's daughter with her auntie (another cousin) teaching her how to swing that high up. I was with my sister and she started remembering this place.. it was like we were back in time? I was wearing a shirt with the band Hanson on it, so I became a little kid again. 

Monday, January 22, 2024

Singing Test

Don't remember much except these people were making me do some singing test and they weren't even listening... And it was like life or death or something. I was in the woods I think with these two people? One might have even been my sister? 

Friday, January 19, 2024

Kansas Catfishing

Dreamt husbands dad needed help getting ahold of someone on Facebook. I was supposed to go through a group called Kansas Cat fishing to find a member he could send a message to. When I got to the members list, he told me the name but kept walking off, so I couldn't hear well. It was E-something-s. Still never knew, because after a few listens I just gave him my phone to look through members but somehow he didn't know how to work my phone and he took a picture of himself for a virtual reality thing. 

Thursday, January 18, 2024

Baby

Dreamt I was pregnant again. I was so scared I was going to lose the baby. I drank something or inhaled something for a game or whatnot and felt sick all over like I was going to doe and I was so scared the baby wasn't okay. 

Monday, January 15, 2024

The Hotel

Horrible dream. Dreamt I was at a hotel with husband and his family. I guess maybe it was my birthday but there was a lady there with us. Just some random lady that wanted to hang out with us. I was so upset she was there because I was worried she was trying to steal husband away. We were supposed to celebrate my birthday and I was so distraught that I couldn't even talk or want to be there, so I told everyone I was tired and wanted to go up to my hotel room. Everyone stayed to swim. Up in my room, the lights flickered and I looked around in the room and noticed an area was opened up to let another room in if they wanted. I freaked out, shut and locked that door immediately, and warned of some random person that was supposed to be my friend that the door was open to another door. We got a little worried someone could enter. I decided to go back down and husband is creating a trampoline under the pool so people can jump while they swim. I warn him about this lady trying to steal him. Heaughs it off and just gets annoyed by me. I get angry. Mean to his family who want to have a dinner for my birthday. We are sitting down and I was allowed to pick a movie or music or something and I'm trying to search up the best media related to harming a lady trying to steal a husband (they don't know this tho). The lady looks over and grabs the list I'm looking at and puts it in the middle of the table and says we can all help pick and I snatch the list back and tell her it's my birthday. I leave the table. I explain to my niece V what's going on and what this lady is doing. She's mad too, but can't do anything. We all end up in a thrift store. I'm so depressed... I wander around and find this lady looking at something and my husband is right there next to her. They're looking at things he would have had no interest in. That's when I know he's with her now, since he's hanging around her for no reason. I run off and try to buy something quickly so I can leave.. Wake up with a headache. 

Sunday, January 14, 2024

Candy

Dreamt I was eating a bunch of candy and worrying about my blood sugar
 Whole all this is happening, I'm watching TV and waiting for a type of candy to be called off because of it's the one I'm eating then I have to stand up and do something.. I forget which. Mom, dad, Erin, Sarah.. they are also doing this. None of us have the same candy name, so we all have to go separate. Wait maybe we had to do a game or something? Like a bingo or some kind of numbers or work game?? Seems like I got confused and was mixing up who had what candy... Mostly everyone left to go do something so I had to message them when their turn was. 

Also I remember being with someone (a guy) and we are swimming or in a boat or something and we're looking for something specific. Like penguins? We find a rollercoaster and he wants to go on and I decline. He goes by himself I think. 

Right before waking up I'm asking Sarah about the game and she goes to her room and kinda shuts door in my face. 

Saturday, January 13, 2024

Night Swimming

Dreamt Sarah called me and asked me where I was because we had plans to meet at Dad's pond to swim. I freaked out, looked at time, and realized we were running late and it'd get dark really soon (like by the time we get there).. I tried calling dev and no answer. Tried again, no answer. Suddenly two ex friends D+J and their families walk in and I'm confused but somehow remember they were coming with. They ask if I'm ready to go. I freaked out because I don't like people, barely like them as it is, and the house is a mess... I run upstairs (kind of looks like wades house) and look for clothes to wear, bras, etc. Finally I get a hold of dev (he was apparently supposed to pick up pizza and be back, but pizza is getting cold now) and he's already there and was talking to his cousin and forgot to come pick us all up. I scream at him to hurry because people are here and I don't want to wait with them. I go back downstairs and some of the kids are asking me questions.. they meet my corgi... Etc..

Thursday, January 11, 2024

Wednesday, January 10, 2024

The Movie

Dreamt the TV was on downstairs and husband was watching it. A commercial for a movie was on and he thought he heard a celeb kv would be in the movie as a younger version of a popular actor th (not a bio). I magically got to a theater and watched some.. googled and Facebook group'd and saw other fans thought the same, only to find he was never in the movie. 

I remember waking up shortly after dreaming I was on side of road by childhood friend cw house and mom was there. She had some weird thing like a prop from a show or something and I said something like 'what the heck is that?" And she got a lil bit defensive and said it's from a book she's currently reading. Woke up. 

Sunday, January 7, 2024

Happy Birthday

Hmmm. I was cleaning.. my sister and her friend John were there. Seems like I was pretending to be someone else? We had to sing Happy Birthday and was holding my dog Moses (he passed away awhile ago). 

Friday, January 5, 2024

Graduation

Dreamt I was graduating again but it was further away in Minnesota. I would have flown out(lol). I find out that mom and Dad won't be able to make it so I confront Mom and she explains they have to do a meeting with school that same morning and they probably won't make it. I tell them Sarah has the same issue and they made a way etc but they are just not changing their stance. I'm depressed no one will be there. I start packing and looking for a fanny pack thinking I'll want my lgonez a lipstick, etc. I can't find it anywhere in the house (dad's/my childhood home) so I start wandering outside looking in campers and the garage. I find it nowhere. I remember our newer camper is in woods so I start heading that way. It starts to suddenly get dark I turn back, feeling defeated and sad. I tell Sarah what's going on and she's not hearing me. She's ahead of me looking around peeking in woods, turning around. I'm screaming telling her to see me. 

Thursday, January 4, 2024

A Game

Was playing a game but also in the game real-life of that makes sense? Like Jumanji kind of? I was playing with my youngest. I remember we were wandering through what looked like a typical western deserted village. We were walking on this suspended wooden bridge in the air to get to these treehouses/wooden double-story taverns or something. Seems like we were picking up glowing orbs as we walked, must have been 'coins' for the game. They'd disappear when we'd touch them. Looking for something. I'm talking to youngest about our goal in the game and where we should go. I think at this point my youngest then turns into my sister and we separated kind of, looking in different buildings or maybe different stories of the main building. I find a huge radio and I start changing the dials on it and we find a bunch of Frasier audio from the show. 

That's all I remember. 

Wednesday, January 3, 2024

Red Shoes

Dreamt I was wearing these flat ballet shoes with some twisted straps on top, red.. I THOUGHT I was wearing red cowgirl boots and started walking outside and when I looked down I was wearing these fairly ugly red sandals. 

Monday, January 1, 2024

Dripping Fire

Wow...


Dreamt I lived in this big old house with my sister and mom. First I dreamt that my daughter was going to spend the night somewhere with her grandma and cousin. She seemed okay with it (in reality, she won't even leave for a few hours to go with anyone). 

Okay back to the dream.. I lived in this huge house, daughter was away for the night. Suddenly my sister noticed that there was this corner of the old house that was dripping what looked like water but was on fire too. We yelled for mom, we called the fire department. A lady came that looked nothing like a firefighter but said that it wasn't anything dangerous and that it was the paint.. old radioactive paint (not dangerous my ass 🥴). If we scraped the paint off, it shouldn't do that anymore. I went to call my daughter quick but she didn't answer (I was going to tell her what was going on).. anyways we all start scraping everything in the house. Ceiling, wall, stairs, etc. EVERYTHING. After scraping a while, my sister yells that it's back. We run over and see the same dripping fire.. we find out later that the lady that came by was not a fireman or a fired one or something. She wasn't good. I don't know if we called and other firemen came or what. That's all I remember.