Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Saturday, March 30, 2024

Harry Potter

Okay I dreamt I was in the Harry Potter world or whatnot. I don't remember the beginning but just that I was "waking" up and stood up, walked to a mirror and saw Snape. Realized that someone gave us a potion or something to change our bodies. Shortly after I realized in my thoughts that I shouldn't be Snape because Snape's body wasn't switched, so I decided I should be someone else - decided to be a girl so I can still make out with my boyfriend in the dream. So I end up being some random girl character and he's some random guy chatacter. We get in a car and make out. OG boyfriend looked like Jughead from the show Riverdale, I don't remember who he looked like switched but I wasn't too annoyed. (I couldn't wait for us to switch back tho 😂)

Friday, March 29, 2024

Console TV

Don't remember much but what I do remember:


Tried to get the console TV at my old childhood home to work, kept trying to move around dials and check cords to get random shoes to play. Couldn't really seem to get anything to work. 

Another thing I remember is seeing Adam Sandler in a movie but he was like trying to lift a skirt of some lady to expose her butt/underwear. 

Thursday, March 28, 2024

Snakes

I was in a dream with a bunch of other people. We were in a hotel, maybe sometimes it'd switch to childhood home. Dunno. 

Anyways, I kept dreaming snakes were everywhere. One of my kids - maybe middle? - was just able to pick it up no problem. It was red and black. Anyways it kept wanting to escape. This red and white snake at one point shot up into the air and unhinged his jaw and was inches from my face. I was so grossed out and pissed off it couldn't be contained. 


Another part of the dream was where we were driving. I could feel my door slightly open and we could hear a noise outside. There was a cord sticking out. I told Devin to stop when I realized the cord was a leash. I ran out and saw it was snowy that was being dragged. She was alive still but very weak. I got her in the car and sat down and was about to tell Devin to wait and see if all animals were in the car before we go but he just started slowlybl driving forward. I screamed and saw my other dog sunny just barely make it out from the front of the car and not get ran over. Like she was almost hit by a tire within hairs. Very close. 


This is all I remember. 

Tuesday, March 26, 2024

Lost Love

Had such a weird dream. Dreamt that my husband was someone else and that we weren't together anymore. His new girlfriend or wife was a lady that absolutely hated me. We had kids together I think and I really missed him Everytime I saw him. Okay things get a little weird and there's like a murder mystery going on or something. I have to help him solve it and we're kind of fighting, I'm still missing him. I remember us walking in the dark talking about this mystery and I was talking about how this phone call or something with the name 'Polly' being said could be an acronym (?) for something from x files. 


Oh! I had a dog. The dog was small. I also remember a house. Huge house. Felt familiar like I'm in this house a lot (I think I dream about this particular house often.. big house,blind of still in process of being built ) ... Woke up to me and husband fighting and almost making up (out).

Monday, March 25, 2024

Aladdin

Miscellaneous stuff here happening and different settings but this is the gist. 

I remember Pauline W or Sheri W or maybe both were in my dream. Maybe hanging out with my look mom? Then husband and I were walking through what looked like cranfest. I see a few dresses of mine hanging up on a rack as I'm walking past and assume my mom took some of my clothes to sell there, so I stop and tell my husband. I think his mom is with us? I have a cart with a child in it and I find a dress I want to wear for a wedding, so I go to check out. I see my cousin Mel is the one selling stuff, so I chat with her a bit as she's ringing up the dress. There's a guy behind me waiting, so I awkwardly try to move my cart and myself out of his way so he can pay... Now the location changed. I'm at my childhood home. Suddenly I'm half naked (I think wearing just underwear and bra?) and my husband and his mom are there. I'm grabbing my dress I bought and quickly walk into the middle bedroom and try to shut the door, but it won't shut right and stays open. Someone is knocking on the house door, so husband and his mom are letting me know someone is here and I'm letting them know what I'm doing and will be out soon. I get the dress on and suddenly stuff changes again.tube  Now I'm in a desert. A Ghost song is playing and I'm wearing this dress and husband is wearing some Aladdin outfit and we're on some camel looking thing, but it's going really fast and even go in the air at some point. Finally we stop and I see the door to the bedroom just sitting in the sand. I can hear husband's mom and the visitor at my childhood home knocking/asking us if we're coming out, so we try to leave and go through the door but the door is suddenly a tight inflatable tube/floatie and my husband gets stuck. I think I was carrying MIL's dog Coal at this point, too.  I might have woken up as we're just about to get him out. Woke up to my heart racing. Been feeling really high anxiety since I woke up previous to this dream to let my dog out. Also in the dream but not sure where in it, I also dreamt I was looking at these homemade soaps in a box, but I wasn't sure who made them when my MIL asked, so I said it's probably either SIL that made them or my friend Heather who bought them from a friend's small business because that's something she'd do. Eventually I figured out it was a mix of both. 

Sunday, March 24, 2024

Surveillance

Dreamt I was at my grandma's trailer. I was looking at a surveillance video and saw that two men were wanting in and one was telling me he was my Uncle Thane. He looked completely differenfem black curly hair, seemed younger, longer afro... I mentioned how different he looked and that he looks so much younger. Still, he was with his husband, so I assumed he was telling the truth. Of course I open the door and it's not him These two men are hoping to steal the house or something. 

Sunday, March 17, 2024

Zombies

I was with this group of people we were walking outside of a house and saw tornadoes off in the distance everywhere, surrounding the house. Some straight, some curvy/zig zagged. We needed to get to safety. There were also bad people/perhaps sorcerers that were creating smoke in the sky in the shape of scary ass shit. They were threatening us... The guy I was with decided it'd be best to go back in time and fix things because there was no way out of the tornado/scary people situation. He went first to switch things around. Seems like his family were very rich/snobby and I just knew there was no way his family would ever let us hang out, so I just knew it'd be a lost cause to fix things and have us know each other sooner etc.. Somehow after he goes in the past, we've all switched and we're in a school (set in the garden maybe of my dad's property/where I grew up as a kid) and we're learning how to plant a picture/painting or whatnot with colorful flowers or whatnot on a plate. I'm sad because the guy I once was with romantically doesn't remember me anymore. I'm with another guy (not romantically, just from the same group in future, we both still have our memories and are standing next to each other)... We sit down next to my love from before and I'm just so bummed that he doesn't remember me at all.

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Dreamt before this all that there was something wrong with some of the people in the world, like zombies. I'm walking with my random family (not my actual family I don't think) in a dark alley way, trying to hide/perhaps blend in with these zombie-like people. Some of the family gets taken (possibly all or most of the kids I had with the "husband". Absolute devastation. I also remember dogs in this dream. It was really hard to tell if the dogs were bad or not, so we had to push them outside. We hide out in a house, clearing it by going through the house and getting rid of any bad guys.. I think that maybe this was the beginning of the first story/dream I'm talking about and the husband from this dream is the love that went back in time in the other dream. The sorcerers with smoke from the dream before were the zombie-like people trying to get us. 

Wednesday, March 13, 2024

Spiders

Dreamt I was with husband and husband's family. We are at a store looking at clothes. Kind of a mix between a shopping mall and 5below. I'm rushing through trying to find something to buy. Looking at shoes and just can't find anything my size. Everyone else is paying, leaving the store, getting annoyed because we have to leave etc. I finally leave the store and start walking down a road, through fields, not sure exactly where we parked. I call my husband and hear his phone off a certain direction so I head that way. Finally I find him walking down a road and we're both a little lost. Finally we walk through some bushes or something and find his family at a car. Then I wake up. 


Oh wow. I remember something else. I'm in a camper, cleaning the ceiling. It's caked in dust and cobwebs. Then I find a huge spider on a wall. It's humongous. The wall is practically made of plastic bag so I go from the outside and grab the spider that is the size of a baseball and I pop him/he so they die. Then, I am dreaming that we are driving the camper. Once parked I see that my son is over by the wall that had the big spider. I run over there worrying it has baby spiders and he could be infested. I see tiny white flecks all over him and now me. 

Friday, March 8, 2024

Wedding

P. And A. Wade were in my dream. Can't remember anything that happened but I remember that they were in it. Then I dreamt I was at T. And K.'s wedding and the dresses the bridesmaids wore were not very cute... I think they resembled pajamas? Can't remember. The music was bad too, even worse than what I'd expect. 

Tuesday, March 5, 2024

TV Dinners

Dreamt my brother and his family were up visiting. He showed us something Ashton made and I totally blanked on Ashton's name in the dream and I think I kind of pissed him off. Then his wife was making these TV dinner soups and every time I would go to stir it with a plastic spoon, the spoon would start melting. I felt so bad wasting one or two. There was also a cat or dog in the dream.

Monday, March 4, 2024

Holiday

Binging Riverdale, so had a Riverdale-like dream. Sole characters were in dream basically. 

Anyways mainly there was a holiday coming up o think Thanksgiving and we were trying to get stuff ready. 

So dreamt at husband's parents house and husbands dad was watching taskmaster and sister in law was annoyed and said she didn't like the dream.

Saturday, March 2, 2024

The Road

Dreamt I was driving on interstate with kids trying to get a hold of my husband. He was supposed to pick us (me and kids) up and take us a few hours away to pick up something we were buying. I had looked at my life 360 app and saw he was a couple cities away already heading to pick it up. He wouldn't answer. I knew his dad was going with us on the ride, so I toughened up and called his phone. He answered and told me just those two would go and that me and kids could stay with my mom til they get back. I'm freaking out because I'm driving this big truck on the interstate and I don't know what I'm doing. I hang up on his dad hoping he knows I'm pissed off and I try to figure out how to park on the side of the interstate. I get hit by another big truck. I get out and just know I'm in big trouble so I try to lessen the damage by making a deal with the other driver by basically giving him whatever I'm hauling in the back of the truck. 

The Motel

Dreamt that dev was at work. There was this building full of druggies and prostitutes, like a motel. Seems like I was looking through someone else's eyes first and seeing what goes on there. I was searching for something, like a game. Feels like I was on the roof at some point and the whole hotel was moving. The person I was was exposing herself to passersby and hoping to get clients. 

Okay now I'm myself and I'm looking at this building on my life360 app. I see that my husband works right next to the building and it looks like he's walking over to the motel. I immediately call a lady (I'm assuming the one I could see through the eyes of) and I ask her if she is about to see anyone tonight. She tells me she's supposed to see someone by his name, and was referred to by a 'Jill' (an old friend). I was bawling but begging her to keep me on the phone. I told her he was my husband. I needed to know why he was going over there. He knocked on her door and she was too scared and embarrassed to answer. I begged her to. She was still too scared, so he left and got back in his car. He was pulling out of the parking lot when she changed her mind and ran out to ask him what he was there for. He explains that it was something to do with his job (not his real life job, but some made up job on the dream where he's a maintenance man. 


Before this I remember taking my two boys to a church (I'm not religious, and frankly I'm surprised I didn't burst into flames when I entered the building. I was hoping that MAYBE going here will teach my boys to be good. I was desperate.