Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Sunday, July 30, 2023

Cats

I remember a dream... Not sure if last night or night before... So backstory: last week I took my kids to a school playground and we found a kitten up in a tree. I called my aunt to help get him out of the tree, and she took him home as he was very thirsty, hungry, and just exhausted. They've been taking care of him since and plan to keep him is no one claims him as lost. 



Okay dream time: dreamt I took my kids to that school again and it was CROWDED with cats. Like everywhere. I was terrified of how I was going to be able to take care of all of those cats. 

Friday, July 28, 2023

The Movie

Dreamt I was a kid again and a bunch of people were over. Not sure if party of dads or a family get together but Sarah and I had a homemade video and there was a really embarrassing part at the end, so I kept having to distract people from seeing the end. It was exhausting. I don't know why we didn't just destroy the whole movie - I think we were proud of most of it. But yeah I kept having to turn it off. Eventually at the end people got distracted and I tried to fast forward to the part in question and find a record over button to the part I hated, but realized there wasn't one on the vcr ... Woke up.. soooo tired I can barely keep my eyes open or read what I'm writing. 

Wednesday, July 26, 2023

Breathe

I don't remember my dream but I did wake up half in a panic attack or something. I was breathing in but couldn't feel myself breathing in, just warm (sauna-like) air. Had to get up and walk around to feel and breathe normal. 

Dream was boring, I remember that. Felt like everyday kind of stuff maybe. I think dad was in it. 

Monday, July 24, 2023

Time Traveling For Bands

I almost forgot this dream but it kind of came back to me after getting up and ready for the day...:


I was in an extreeeeeeemely packed movie theater. I think. It was weird because there were bands playing also, but also movies playing? Or like.. maybe bands playing somewhere else and when they finished playing they came here to the movie theater? I dunno. Okay. I dreamt that there were two bands that had played, one I don't know the name of but I've seen them online and the other was KV. The two bands kind of left with big crowds surrounding them and I was able to snag a piece of paper with signatures on it or something. I sat down next to this stranger and he told me we could try going through a backstage door or something, so we tried that and a stern lady came out and said we weren't allowed back there...... Okay then it switched to a huge flood/apocalyptic type environment, and there is this family with a teenage boy that had diabetes or something and he needed medicine so I told them I'd go find some.. Somehow I found a way to go back in time before the apocalypse, before the weird movie theater/band thing happened, and the guy I was with that wanted to go backstage and I were both trying to figure out how to meet the bands now that we kind of knew there moves in the future. 



Julian dreamt he was in Flinging People And Things and that someone was throwing a person in water head-first. He peeked his head under the water and saw that it wasn't all water and instead was a huge pocket of air under the surface part of the water, but there was a deep hole and the person that was thrown in died anyway and an octopus grabbed him and threw him out of the water. He went to the police station with us (his family) and found that the police were going to try to kill the octopus. 

Sunday, July 23, 2023

Trip

Dreamt Scarlet was going on a trip with Kaelynn. Literally just them, unsupervised, on a trip, with maybe a bunch of other kids. I had a wad of money and gave it to Scarlet and told her to be responsible and Kaelynn asked if she could borrow money too. Dev handed her some money. Seems like there were piles of clothes and stuff she still need e to pack. 

Saturday, July 22, 2023

3D Painting

Don't remember most, but I remember Cherish showing me a painting she did (apparently she was doing classes through a college or something) and had painted something of mine or whatnot, so she gifted the painting to me. It was like a pillow or pillow-shaped toy for a dog or something and looked 3D. We were discussing how you could hang it carefully and whether they made shadow boxes that deep. I think maybe we were at her old apartment? Denise was there too. 

Monday, July 17, 2023

Shoes

Sarah and I were wandering these woods. We needed shoes for some reason and found a shed with a bed,curtains, like 5 pairs of shoes. As soon as it got dark we turned a light on and started looking for a pair of shoes. Sarah heard someone so we turned light off and hid behind curtain on bed. That person left after turning light off and acting suspicious, and Sarah went back to turning light on after a minute. We looked for a good pair of shoes and honestly I think we went with heels. Sarah wanted to stay in shed til sun came up. Guy showed up again. I think we hid, but he realized we were there anyways. I can't remember what happened after but I know we were hiding because we weren't supposed to be there. 

Sunday, July 16, 2023

Ziggy

Dreamt in a big house. Devs family there, I'm waiting for my family to show up (it's a birthday party.) I remember calling Sarah and telling her she has to come since she went to one of the boys' bday parties already.. then a dog jumps into a pond and doesn't come up.. dog looks like Ziggy (Springer spaniel of mine I had in my teenage years) and he doesn't come back up so I jump in and get him to shore. 

It was such a weird and wacky dream. So much going on. I'm exhausted waking up now. 

Saturday, July 15, 2023

Forbidden Love

Such a weird dream.. me and a bunch of others were brought to a new world but we were locked in it - couldn't leave. I wasn't myself, I was some girl. Fell for some guy. We both had to hide our love for one another. Even as we were navigating hallways to get back to the new world and into the new world... Forbidden love. 

Friday, July 14, 2023

Patti

Dreamt Mom, Dad, Sarah, and I were at The Wades' old house. We were walking away from their house, towards the fireman's building parking lot area to get our car. Dad kept looking over his shoulder, worried his ex Patti was following us. I told them to head out and I would follow her (I could fly?), so I started flying around looking for her or her car. I had an idea about where I thought she lived in this dream, but wasn't totally sure. I looked inside windows (I was invisible.. ghost like) and then it kind of switched dreams slightly. I was with a guy and there was another guy like a brother chasing us. The brother was helping Patti I think. The guy with me was helping me escape or find Patti still. I can't remember the end, but it's almost like we needed to come up with a spell or something along those lines to get me out of there. I dunno. Woke up before escaping.


Seems like in between this I was a teacher or I pretended to be one, and I flew around a school building looking for a good place to hide, because my family and I were worried she would kill us. Maybe I hid them in a classroom and then it switched to me flying around looking at roads and cars trying to find her. 

Thursday, July 13, 2023

Games / Party




Dreamt I was in this big squid game-like arena where I had to do five different games and try to win. No death, though. I think you just did the games and at the end you see how you did after completing all of the games. Tons of family/friends were in it too, though I couldn't see them. I mostly just tried looking around for anyone I knew. 

Second dream was that I was at a party. There were really weird phallic-shaped cookies with perfectly placed icing. I remember having to change or something and I was having a hard time finding a private place to change.