Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Monday, April 22, 2024

Carpet

For the last month or so I've been going to my mom's and pulling out carpet. Dreamt I was doing this. Also dreamt about Hanson for some reason. Something to do with Taylor first... Like maybe I was talking to him first? Then Zac? I can't remember. 

Sunday, April 21, 2024

Tornadoes At A Party

Ugh, more tornadoes. Dreamt there was a party going on.. Halloween? Went to the party with a random boyfriend. We were really annoying and we're kicked out by the host who looked like John legends wife. she and her boyfriend/husband in the dream (wasn't John.. this guy was a major asshole that listened to metal) she hated me mostly and the rest of us because we were annoying at the party. Young, drunk, having sex etc. We get kicked out and are wandering the town, drunk and dressed in costumes. We're a bit loud again on the streets, and I can hear the girl Chrissie (?) screaming how much she hates me specifically and that we ruined her party. Suddenly there's tornadoes everywhere. We run into boyfriends house, looks very cabin-like, to hide out. Tornado is wrecking havoc outside. It's pulling up roofs. I realize the house were in is right next to the Chrissie lady's house. Her roof gets taken and shortly later she comes busting into our door terrified out of her mind and we're all huddled waiting out the storm. Eventually the storm settles down and Chrissie apologies. Woke up. 

Wednesday, April 17, 2024

Crocodile Rollercoaster

Dreamt I was in the big limo with husband and his mom. We were parked in this city and his mom and him had to go into a building and I was supposed to go but I was changing my shoes or looking for one or something. My door was opened. Suddenly this black girl with glasses came into the car to look inside. Her mom and dad walked up and kind of followed. They were just curious what the insid looked like. I let them sit in and I helped them take some pictures. When it was time for me to leave I realized I didn't know if mother in law left keys with me or kept them. I called my husband and I don't think he was sure either. I looked at my phone and somehow saw I could unlock with that but wasn't sure if that function would go away once I left the car. Husband just took a chance and we locked the car. Anyways we walked up to building I think and it kind of changed and I was showing my mom a video on my phone of this kid rollercoaster where you sit in a crocodile shaped coaster seat and real crocodiles are trying to attack you. My youngest son was on one. The video stops just as he's getting close to one and I freak out a little because it's a live video and I'm worried he got hurt and the person stopped the video to check on him. 

Tuesday, April 16, 2024

Rich Like Batman

Dreamt I was having sex with a musician, but he looked like my husband. Also I was rich like Bruce Wayne (and I might have had powers like Batman) and had a bunch of fancy things in my house like a transportation device etc.

Monday, April 15, 2024

Driving

I forgot a lot, but I do remember the gist of it being that I had a "friend from school" (this friend I've never met in my life, also I'm way past school age) was kind of stranded on side of road (I don't think anything was wrong with her car but herself.. like sick or super tired, etc.. also the road was a few miles away from my childhood home) so I told her I'd help get her to her house. My aunt was driving, but I realized it'd be a good idea to try and get her car home with her too, so I said I'd drive her car home. I must have known where she lived because my aunt didn't wait for me.. also I felt weird driving like I didn't know how to. 

Sunday, April 14, 2024

Grandpa's House

Dreamt my sister and I were at Grandpa's house. It's weird because some of the time he was gone, but other times he was still alive. What I do remember was we had to go through grandma's clothes and miscellaneous things to clear out the house kind of. I found some pictures and clothes and kind of looked through but felt weird going through stuff, so when I heard grandpa downstairs I stopped. I can't remember what happened after. I think I remember wondering how my sister and I will get home, since any cars that were parked there looked broken down. 

Friday, April 12, 2024

The Cabin

Okay.. dreamt I was in a whole new life. I had a mom that looked like Alice from Riverdale. I fell for this guy that looked like the long-haired dude from Wednesday. He went 'missing' one day and I had an inkling I knew where he was. I ran off, away from home, into the woods and went to this cabin. Found him and several other people. I walked into the cabin, found him at a table with others. They were playing this game and I joined in. It was a game where there are situational questions and you answer how you'd react (had photos next to answer, too). The question was something like if he and I were alone or something, and I answered one where we'd make out. We went off and it gets really confusing here.. I remember seeing blood on someone's pants. Might have been my sister's. I wondered how she got blood and she pointed at me. I look down and I've got blood on me too. I realize that the guy I liked might be violent during sex, which was a shame. I was in total denial. My 'mom" and a cop found the cabin and got me out of there. The cop sat a baby on my lap and then another one. I realized at least one of these were mine that I had with this guy. (I assumed the other was my "mom's"). 

Wednesday, April 10, 2024

Muddy Water

I was in this big building. There were several different things going on.. like games or activities at least. Husband was with. He saw this muddy area and walked into it. I can't remember what he was doing but I remember a dog was near it's owner and there were these squishy balls that you use in pools near a muddy lake, so I grabbed one and threw it towards him. Looked back over at my husband and I see a man and woman near him. This will sound weird and complicated but the man was going in to hug his wife but my husband was kind of in his way and accidentally gets sandwiched into the hug. Suddenly I see the wife is being pushed down into the water, so I yell and realize the husband is trying to do it on purpose. My husband realizes too and pushes the guy away. The guy disappears and I ask the woman if she's alright. She reminds me of an old friend (dp) so I feel bad for her and ask if she's like to tag along with us. She agrees. So she and I are wandering this building, husband is nearby but trying other activities, so it's mostly just her and I. We walk into this area that's set up like a bar. I start to see a vampire with blood all over his face and neck walking over to us. I tell the woman we should leave.. I can't remember what happens after. I remember my mom was in the dream at the end, though. My sister, too, and there was something that reminded me of my childhood in the last half of the dream. 

Saturday, April 6, 2024

Tornadoes

Me, husband, my sister, aunt, mom, kids maybe, and husband's sister or mom are all at warrens mall. (A gas station). It seems so nice out. There's a school bus stopped off to the side near post office road. The kids and husband all get out and I'm watching my daughter wander through this crowd of children and it's hard to tell her apart because a LOT of the girls have tie dye pink and purple on similar to what my daughters wearing. I ask my sister in law if it's a common color for kids nowadays because I'm astounded I can't tell her apart.  Eventually I see her. Anyways now we're driving. I don't know if I have kids in car or if they stayed back at the gas station with husband, but he is definitely not in car. We are driving and get five miles out of town, going towards tomah, and I look out my window and see several long, skinny tornadoes off in the distance. I immediately tell everyone in car and try to call my husband. It doesn't go through. I tell my sister we also need to call Dad and warn him because he doesn't have a basement. Sister says she'll try to get a hold of Dad, so I try calling husband again. Finally I get a hold of him. I tell him frantically what's going on and that it's headed his way. As I'm telling him that I see we are passing ANOTHER tornado that looks even deadlier and honestly really, really close to us. We are just about to get into Tomah. We're all freaking out now. We hear a loud sound and see it's a red airplane coming down, and it's aimed straight for a building near our road, aimed to hit just as we're passing the building. We pass, it hits, explosions go off everywhere, and I wake up. 

Catnapped

Dreamt I had an animal. Can't remember is cat. I was just outside my uncle T's room and his room was an exterior door to go outside. I tried to keep my cat back but I got interested and peeked around l. Uncle T opened the door wide enough that the cat wandered out. I was trying to hold back other stuff so I couldn't grab my cat
 I was annoyed Uncle T couldn't grab my cat but assumed we'd get him right away. (Someone had knocked so he had to open the door). Anyways they finished talking and he went to shut the door and the cat is gone. I'm devastated. I just know it's a lost cause. I start to get suspicious tho. When he leaves, I snoop around in his room. I find miscellaneous things of mine that's been missing. I later assume that he has always kept missing stuff of mine to sell to weirdos who want kid's things. I can't find my cat but I find other things like lost toys (not Jolly 😢 was hoping tho) and also old permit IDs. I grab some stuff and confront my uncle just outside his room and he brushes it all off. Just as he's leaving I spot outside on a tree my cat high up in a tree sitting on a shelf. I act like I believe him it's all a coincidence my stuff is there and I let him go. I tell my dad we need to quietly and quickly grab my cat before at notices. I wake up before we're reunited again but I knew I'd get him back. 



Before this I think I was driving round in Mather. My sister was in this part of the dream. Seems like she's ahead in another car. 

Saturday, March 30, 2024

Harry Potter

Okay I dreamt I was in the Harry Potter world or whatnot. I don't remember the beginning but just that I was "waking" up and stood up, walked to a mirror and saw Snape. Realized that someone gave us a potion or something to change our bodies. Shortly after I realized in my thoughts that I shouldn't be Snape because Snape's body wasn't switched, so I decided I should be someone else - decided to be a girl so I can still make out with my boyfriend in the dream. So I end up being some random girl character and he's some random guy chatacter. We get in a car and make out. OG boyfriend looked like Jughead from the show Riverdale, I don't remember who he looked like switched but I wasn't too annoyed. (I couldn't wait for us to switch back tho 😂)

Friday, March 29, 2024

Console TV

Don't remember much but what I do remember:


Tried to get the console TV at my old childhood home to work, kept trying to move around dials and check cords to get random shoes to play. Couldn't really seem to get anything to work. 

Another thing I remember is seeing Adam Sandler in a movie but he was like trying to lift a skirt of some lady to expose her butt/underwear. 

Thursday, March 28, 2024

Snakes

I was in a dream with a bunch of other people. We were in a hotel, maybe sometimes it'd switch to childhood home. Dunno. 

Anyways, I kept dreaming snakes were everywhere. One of my kids - maybe middle? - was just able to pick it up no problem. It was red and black. Anyways it kept wanting to escape. This red and white snake at one point shot up into the air and unhinged his jaw and was inches from my face. I was so grossed out and pissed off it couldn't be contained. 


Another part of the dream was where we were driving. I could feel my door slightly open and we could hear a noise outside. There was a cord sticking out. I told Devin to stop when I realized the cord was a leash. I ran out and saw it was snowy that was being dragged. She was alive still but very weak. I got her in the car and sat down and was about to tell Devin to wait and see if all animals were in the car before we go but he just started slowlybl driving forward. I screamed and saw my other dog sunny just barely make it out from the front of the car and not get ran over. Like she was almost hit by a tire within hairs. Very close. 


This is all I remember. 

Tuesday, March 26, 2024

Lost Love

Had such a weird dream. Dreamt that my husband was someone else and that we weren't together anymore. His new girlfriend or wife was a lady that absolutely hated me. We had kids together I think and I really missed him Everytime I saw him. Okay things get a little weird and there's like a murder mystery going on or something. I have to help him solve it and we're kind of fighting, I'm still missing him. I remember us walking in the dark talking about this mystery and I was talking about how this phone call or something with the name 'Polly' being said could be an acronym (?) for something from x files. 


Oh! I had a dog. The dog was small. I also remember a house. Huge house. Felt familiar like I'm in this house a lot (I think I dream about this particular house often.. big house,blind of still in process of being built ) ... Woke up to me and husband fighting and almost making up (out).

Monday, March 25, 2024

Aladdin

Miscellaneous stuff here happening and different settings but this is the gist. 

I remember Pauline W or Sheri W or maybe both were in my dream. Maybe hanging out with my look mom? Then husband and I were walking through what looked like cranfest. I see a few dresses of mine hanging up on a rack as I'm walking past and assume my mom took some of my clothes to sell there, so I stop and tell my husband. I think his mom is with us? I have a cart with a child in it and I find a dress I want to wear for a wedding, so I go to check out. I see my cousin Mel is the one selling stuff, so I chat with her a bit as she's ringing up the dress. There's a guy behind me waiting, so I awkwardly try to move my cart and myself out of his way so he can pay... Now the location changed. I'm at my childhood home. Suddenly I'm half naked (I think wearing just underwear and bra?) and my husband and his mom are there. I'm grabbing my dress I bought and quickly walk into the middle bedroom and try to shut the door, but it won't shut right and stays open. Someone is knocking on the house door, so husband and his mom are letting me know someone is here and I'm letting them know what I'm doing and will be out soon. I get the dress on and suddenly stuff changes again.tube  Now I'm in a desert. A Ghost song is playing and I'm wearing this dress and husband is wearing some Aladdin outfit and we're on some camel looking thing, but it's going really fast and even go in the air at some point. Finally we stop and I see the door to the bedroom just sitting in the sand. I can hear husband's mom and the visitor at my childhood home knocking/asking us if we're coming out, so we try to leave and go through the door but the door is suddenly a tight inflatable tube/floatie and my husband gets stuck. I think I was carrying MIL's dog Coal at this point, too.  I might have woken up as we're just about to get him out. Woke up to my heart racing. Been feeling really high anxiety since I woke up previous to this dream to let my dog out. Also in the dream but not sure where in it, I also dreamt I was looking at these homemade soaps in a box, but I wasn't sure who made them when my MIL asked, so I said it's probably either SIL that made them or my friend Heather who bought them from a friend's small business because that's something she'd do. Eventually I figured out it was a mix of both.