Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Saturday, September 30, 2023

Accident

Had a weird dream that I had an accident while sitting down with a group of people. One of the ladies was so confused.. she got angry at me. 

Friday, September 29, 2023

But You Gotta Have Friends..

Ugh. Dreamt an old friend contacted me on messenger but made it look like I was trying to get a hold of them instead... it was weird. I just remember panicking and second-guessing myself whether I accidentally video called them or regular called them.. I dunno. Again, they got into my head and made me feel worthless.. even in my own fuckin dreams. 🙄

Wednesday, September 27, 2023

Running Away

I dreamt Devin and I were standing and he started trying to rape me. He got violent just to be able to. I was so scared and terrified. When he finished or when I got away, I somehow eventually turned into a four year old girl trying to hide and run away from her dad who did the same thing. I had an animal or a robot with me and we traveled together. I'd go into random neighbor houses asking for food and after one lady gave me some food she seemed off so I asked her if she told my dad where I was. She shook her head yes and the robot or animal let me go ahead and try to escape but I got stuck hiding under a short window. I attempted to crawl under another ever lower window and a sibling saw me and alerted everyone. I started trying to run but the "dad" caught up I think. 

Woke up. 

Chelsey

I can't remember much, just that I was sitting down playing a game or something on my phone maybe? Or reading a book? And my old childhood friend Chelsey was sitting next to me and she was doing the same and we started talking about whatever it was and that we liked it. 

Wednesday, September 20, 2023

Powers

Okay so a few weeks ago I started reading a series. It's about this group of people coming to a new alternate world and gaining powers. Well today I dreamt that me and a bunch of people did just that. I don't even remember what I could do. We were first stuck in a hotel or mall and I was told that someone was going to kill us that was in our group, so we had to get away from her. She was someone I follow on Instagram. She has a power that is similar to what someone has in the book I've read where she could age objects. Like completely delete things from existence if she wanted to. So we all run from her in groups of three or so. I'm hiding with two other guys but they're loud as fuck. Suddenly I see a kid outside in our group and I see it's cold out so I open a door and let him in only to find that he was being held hostage by the bad lady. We all run, and eventually we all start finding some of us again. My sister can fly, so we tell her to take someone with another really good power that can help us get away from the bad girl. While they're doing this (I think they're trying to find a way to get a phone. Since we don't exist in this world, we can't buy a phone because they are government ordered or something, so that's why it's difficult.) We find a big van and we all get in l. While I'm outside the car, two homeless boys that look a little untrustworthy at first overhear me talking about the powers some of us have and the trouble were in. They tell us they can help since they live in this world and also have powers. So I let them in the back of the van and they get comfy, tired. My sister comes back with a nother trustworthy guy that lives on this alternate world and he's bought a phone and is going to drive us to a safe place. The van is his. I explain our new people and everyone seems okay with it. They hand me the phone to start registering it with one of the homeless kids. 


Woke up as we're driving away. 

Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Garden

Dreamt really random stuff. I was watching a movie and realized half the stars were from the L Word.. then I dreamt I was living in my childhood home and a boy came up and had asked if I had seen a cat and some other animal? I can't remember.. I said no, and he left, and then another kid slightly older shows up and he asks about a different animal and it made me think that his animal and the other kids animals got into a fight. Then I looked behind the kid and my dad's garden was dug up and somehow I assumed that the kid thought he lived on this property and was obviously mistaken. I dunno. Just a really weird dream. Then I was in bed with someone and were cuddling and suddenly he didn't want to be touched at all so I backed away as quickly as I could. Woke up right after. 

Monday, September 18, 2023

Nice.

Mmmm.. dreamt I was making out with my current favorite celebrity. 😍💫🥰 it was niiiice. 

Also dreamt that they were taking a shower so I had to go get them a towel, and I totally wanted to peek, but I didn't. We were also watching some movie or something at one point and I didn't realize he was behind me, so I turned around for some reason and there he was watching the movie, too. 

Wednesday, September 13, 2023

Makeup Mishap

Today I dreamt that Dad, Sarah, and I were heading to a concert. I had a bunch of makeup but it all sucked for me. I had a few bottles of foundation but the one I put on was extremely dark, so I put on a moisturizer to hopefully even out the tone. The rest is a little hazy, but basically I Mr. Bean'd my face pretty bad and had no time to fix it, so we started heading to the concert. Dad and Sarah were big sports about it though and weren't embarrassed by me at all, lolol. 



Sometime last week I also dreamt that I was at Sarah's and she had her life360 app open and for some reason/somehow she saw one of my exes and his wife/family on the app living right behind her or something? I dunno, I don't remember much of it, but I just remember that part. 

Saturday, September 2, 2023

The Bus

Dreamt first that scarlet was going to go with devs family for a trip. Like camping or something, but not the usual stuff. But before then, his dad said something about me that pissed me off. I couldn't say she couldn't go, so I continued to let her go with them, but then I felt so worried the whole time while she was gone. She came back safe though. 


Then I'm on this weird almost like a tour bus but it's very very futuristic. Shits going on outside with the weather and we feel very safe. Kind of like magic school bus. I have a huge crush on someone but suddenly can't find them amongst everyone. Right before I wake up we are driving kind of by the burnstads park and suddenly outside looks so weird. It looks like a line of water above us. I yell to everyone to look up/watch out and just as everyone is looking, we drive onto a road that changes us completely. Suddenly I don't even know.. it was like a Grand canyon or the ocean but no water. We're floating, though.