Strange, Strange Dream

Dreamt first that I was in the future but possibly a parallel future. I was searching everywhere in a big house that Mom owned, jearching for my old stuffed animal jolly. I kept telling myself he HAS to be in this house. I needed to find him so I could see his face and remember what he looked like so I could recreate him from scratch when I woke up. Heavy heavy dream. I dreamt I was talking not in my dream but my actual body, about trying to find him and explaining that even though I forgot what his face looks like, he would still be like he always was in my dream because our brains never forget... I searched everywhere, and there were so many closets and shelves with doors etc, but I never found him in the dream. 

Then I dreamt of had an evil younger brother or something and I had to hide a knife so he couldn't hurt me. He had a disability so I was able to be kind of sneaky getting rid of the knives. 

Then I dreamt that ... Okay my brain is starting to shake off the etch-a-sketch.. starting to forget. I dreamt that I was watching a movie and it was a documentary about two elderly actresses that were never seen from again and in the documentary it led you to believe that they might have been killed but I was thinking because one of the ladies drank a cocktail before they left for the night that maybe they backed into a boat ramp and died.... Then I dreamt that I was in an older car and we were backing up, getting into water etc, and I just remember laying on my back and kicking the ceiling of the car. It was made out of thick wool. Finally I made a hole and I started tearing everywhere to make the hole big so that hopefully my family would float up. I was running out of air so I decided to bob up to the surface and go back down but just as I hit the surface my dream changed again. 

Okay I was in a room and there was a killer that was living in the house with me and others (maybe this was a whole apartment building?) and I was looking for evidence to get him to prison. I was again searching everywhere for a video, writing, I don't know. Somehow we were getting mail and one of the pieces of mail was this HUGE poster in some strange geometry shape.. like D&D dice shaped, only 2D. I knew the evidence was on it, there were small writings everywhere on it and it looked creepy lol. Only problem was some lady came over and said it was hers. I offered sexual freaking favors just so I could get it back or take a bunch of pictures of it just so I could look at it and find the evidence. I don't know why I didn't tell her what I was doing, but I couldn't for some reason. Anyways she grossly accepted and we're making out and doing stuff, but I wake up and my purse and stuff are gone lol. Same with her poster. I walk into another room and she's in there and I look around behind cabinets and I find my purse and assume the poster is okay too. I'm soooo stupid and offer again. I don't really understand this part but afterwards I am dreaming that the cast of Fresh Prince are 'coming home' to this apartment I live in and I'm trying to hide the evidence that I did sexual favors but I find out there's a video or something and it's in a gift that Uncle Phil is giving to his mom (but he doesn't know it's in there). I'm freaking out... I must be Will at this point. Anyways I wake up before she sees the video. 

Regular Show

I'm kind of jumbled right now. Half asleep. Dreamt the wades were with me and we were in the woods. There was this shed or something? Or maybe the start of a wall? I tried climbing it no luck. The woods then turned into maybe the VA, kind of dark and abandoned. Wades are gone. Cherish and her kiddos are there. I can't see them (for some reason I'm hiding) but I can hear them complaining about a TV show that's playing. I thought maybe it was one show but when I physically look over at it I see it's Regular Show. 

I don't remember much after that. Honestly it might have changed back to the woods again..

Babysitting

Dreamt I was babysitting an ex's kid (never met in real life). I don't remember a whole lot though.. 

Houses

Ooohh. I just remembered more dream as I was about to write. First, there was a bad storm. I was in this glass building with a bunch of people. We were eating ibuprofen like it was candy. Had to do a race of some sort for something. 

Then I dreamt I was outside of my grandma's old trailer. I was hanging up Christmas lights on the railing of her deck and singing a non-existent song (I was just humming, going la la la) but I remember thinking in my dream that it was a really pretty song and I should remember it when I wake up... I didn't  😢

Then I dreamt that I was wanting to move. My husband was dracula or something. Gothy anyways. I was looking for him in this huge house but couldn't find him. I started going through other houses for sale. I wanted a HUGE house. I remember as I walked into a house I could FEEL myself telling my brain where I wanted everything as it happened. It was soooo weird. I'd open a door and I'd feel it changing to what I wanted on the other side. Anyways this house for some reason I wanted the kitchen and living room set up like the Neitzels (spelling? Old old old neighbors and friend of Dad's) trailer. Bedrooms were different and I wanted them behind the kitchen as opposed to the Neitzels living room. After that it got much bigger and complicated. Rooms within rooms etc. I didn't like this house so I left and wandered the city some more. I told myself to stay out of the downtown area because those houses would be too small. I went back towards the lake I was at. I jumped in and swam like a mermaid. It was lightning a little off in the distance. 

I think I woke up? I dunno. While typing this out some pieces seemed to also sound better after other scenes from my dream, so the order might be wrong. I thought I woke up looking at houses but as I was typing I could only remember past the swimming part. 

Airport

Dreamt me a d someone else were at an airport. We were talking and not paying attention when the ticket taker was turned around and we just walked through. We get to another area and the person sees we don't have tickets. We get kicked out. 

Also dreamt that I was somewhere maybe goodwill and mother in law comes up and tells me that her niece Serena wasn't paying attention and lost my daughter at an amusement park. I immediately ran. I ended up finding her. She went to a ride and had to wait awhile. 

Gas Station

Dreamt I was in a gas station holding Jeremy. I thought I spotted cw. Kept walking to look at drinks and suddenly he comes up from behind me and asks me a bunch of questions like why I moved on suddenly after breaking up etc. I didn't even know what to say. I think maybe I said we both have someone great now, both have kids etc. He then tells me his wife left him. We keep talking and the hubs shows up and gets really angry seeing me talking to cw. He breaks up with me. Suddenly everything seems to go fast. I'm sitting down at a restaurant with the kids and cw. It just feels weird and awkward. I miss hubs. I try to look for him but worry he moved away. I don't remember the rest.

Vet

Seems like a wiener dog is sick (I think he got ran over?) and I don't know why but mom and crew help me get the dog to a vet. It's the bad vet. Sarah and I are wandering the old house and I'm finding all kinds of lost things. Hard to carry everything. 

Finally get back to car to check on the dog. Apparently bad vet won't see us because we can afford anything. I get dog back. We take him to Wilton. He'll see the dog. Flirting with vet? I dunno. I can't remember anymore. 

Snakes

Dreamt I was with the kids, or maybe just littlest, and we were walking around a pond. I saw a bunched up green thing and littlest went over towards it just as I was realizing it was a snake. It was green with brown patterns on it. I ran over and got him away. The pond starts turning into a bed. My bed. I see another bright green snake beside the other one and I start figuring out how to grab them and get them away. Somehow mom helps me and they're put away somewhere but I'm still freaking out a bit wondering how we will comfortably be able to sleep. Then the whole place turns into a baseball field/the stands mostly. I'm scrambling still trying to figure out which wad of clothes has the snakes in it. I'm also noticing some of these clothes are mine or my mom's or sister's. I wander around in the seating area way in back by the wall and I try to grab anyone's clothes that look familiar. Another thing I figured out is that my favorite musician was supposed to play or be there or something? So I'm kind of looking out into the sea of faces just to see if I can spot him real quick. Never do see him. I walk off with a bunch of clothes, hoping no snakes are in the clothes I'm carrying. 

Talking

I don't remember the gist of it, but I do remember at one point an old friend of mine was in a car or a rundown hotel room or something with me. Seems like me and a whole bunch of us were all sleeping or trying to, and I was chatting with her and talking about how we still considered each other friends etc. Kind of apologizing for past crap and just being kind to one another. 

Mad

Dreamt that Greg said something REALLLY rude and then said something mean about my oldest child. Something like how she's weird and he wouldn't want to have her in his house or something like that. I remember being irate and telling him he doesn't have to worry because we wouldn't be coming over ever again or vice versa. I was so pissed and was screaming across the parking lot at them etc .. we went back "home" to this huge, abandoned-looking thing. Wood-paneled walls that were falling apart on some places. Reminded me of a mix between my childhood home and my grandma's house that really was falling apart on her and caused her to have to move. 

Apartment in Warrens

I barely remember anything... I remember hiding in a public bathroom at one point, and also that my sister was showing me pictures or house plans of an apartment she once lived in in Warrens (she never did) but it felt so real. WAIT. I remember now that her and her friend also named Sarah lived "across the street from it" but she really missed THIS apartment. It looked to be on a lake, too. She was talking about how she had also lived nearby with her friend to help me remember this house, but yeah.. it had a fenced-in backyard. It was quite open as the living room and bedroom were all in the same room (started where you'd walk in the living room and her bedroom was just past that as you're walking to the kitchen). 

Cat

I don't remember most of my dream... I feel like I was in a bedroom or a hotel or something most of the time? But when I do remember was seeing a small orange kitten in a box of clothes and it was very still, so I thought maybe it died. I was going to pick it up to bury but he moved his head slightly/wasn't dead. 

I think Sarah was also in this dream but I can't remember what she did in it. 

Neighbors

Dreamt the neighbors that like to bitch were living in our camper and had a cop outside talking to them. I think we had just got home and out of the van when we noticed the cop. Dev went over to the cop because he knew they were bitching about us or something.. I can't remember what it was this time, but the cop just told him that they were complaining about something again..