The Hypnagogic Heroine
"well I could sleep forever, but it's of her I dream.."
Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..
Sunday, August 10, 2025
Vote
Dreamt me, my husband, my mom and dad, my sister, etc, were all together in this room that felt like a humongous version of my childhood kitchen. Toms of people were there. It was an election party and there were sooooamy maga people and my whole family were trying to convince these people that they were voting for evil basically. It was just no use though. They were happy with trump.
Saturday, August 9, 2025
Parking
Dreamt I was in car with husband. He parked kind of and got out to go into a building quick while I stayed in. For some reason the car started moving forward. It hit a car in front of us. A lady got out and ran over to behind our car and I noticed there was a child behind the car too. She was more worried about us possibly hitting the child over her car, thankfully. I was too. We both were nice and just worried, not rude to each other. She left and my husband came back. I tried to break the news to him gently, but then I noticed another kid that looked homeless was behind our car and had his hand stuck/hurt between our car (like a heavy door and the road). I was thinking in my head "let's just bring him home and keep him" lol. It seemed easier than worrying about it now.
Before this I think I dreamt we were in a school getting books for the kids schools.
Wednesday, August 6, 2025
Apple
Dreamt I couldn't find things for my kids' school/proof of learning and whatnot. I remember one thing was a tiny little toy apple like you'd see in the board game hi hi cherry oh or whatever. First I started in my grandma's trailer but then had to walk and was in dad's driveway when I noticed the apple thing and grabbed it. I was so relieved to find it! My uncle Thane was in the dream (in grandma's trailer) and my sister was there too (maybe on the driveway?).
Monday, August 4, 2025
High School
Gross. Dreamt I was back in high school and dealing with a weird school schedule and which classes I had to go to. Carrying around books etc.
Sunday, August 3, 2025
Mansion
Dreamt I was in this big house that sometimes was a department store. It was like a skyrise mansion but had different floors for random other people. It was husband's Uncle's house tho didn't know whose. There was a small dog in a shopping cart and I asked my husband if I should get the dog out so he could walk around and my husband said no. We were gonna separate floor than the Uncle at the time I think. I just remembered that at the end of my dream I was laying down on the couch and my husband's mom and sister and her older daughter were all there in the kitchen/separate room. I had makeup with me, blush. I was trying to put it on but heard one of them coming into the room (set up like my uncle Larry's old house) so I quickly sat it down and maybe tried to act asleep. It was the older daughter and she had her own blush in her hands and I was thinking 'oh great, she's going to think I stole this from her' when she picked up my blush to inspect it. I think she was just admiring it tho.
Woke up to the smoke alarm going off. There was no smoke, so hopefully all is okay.
Wednesday, July 23, 2025
Health
Dreamt cleaning the house upstairs. Messy. Found a bunch of presents in a corner under a tree. Forgotten.
Okay I heard footsteps and see husband's mom walk in. She had a cane or a crutch and I noticed she had no shoe on and was missing her toes. I first was worried about the mess. She seemed disappointed and maybe mad about it but didn't say anything. My son and I were by the stairs when she came back out and I kind of asked very subtle what happened and she started crying a bit and sat down on the floor. I pushed my son to her to hug her and I pttted her back. Whatever she was talking about scared me thinking it'd happen to me..
Ahhhhh another dream. Husband wanted sex so we were about to (no shorts on me) and I heard kids coming up.i ran over and leaned over and saw them coming up. Ran to the bathroom and didn't even have time to turn a light on when my two oldest came in while I was picking up a blue crayon off the floor to pretend like I was cleaning. Kids were sad because they didn't know where we were.
Then I dreamt that I got emails that were happy first but turned threatening because someone had read some on my book and finished where I stopped (handful of chapters in) and wanted more. I complained how I'll have to write more. Sister in law was there and overheard and wondered what site I was writing on etc i started showing her the website (this one) and realized I was logged into my kids' school account and accidentally failed a test. I freaked out about that but didn't really do anything.
After that, I was looking at the mirror and noticed my teeth were AWFUL. Some missing, one of them really loose. I could wiggle it. I freaked out.
I dreamt about the teeth issue because I had just taken my kids to dentist. Husband is taking his family to the country fair today, so maybe that's why. Got an email from kids school this morning when I woke up for a second and I'm thinking that's why I dreamt that.
So tired now.
Gonna stop.
Sunday, July 20, 2025
Cleaning
Dreamt me and husband were cleaning the camper out but it was also dad's house/childhood home. Clothes everywhere, furniture everywhere.. found a console TV and hid that in a corner behind other furniture because I didn't want my dad seeing it and wanting it lol. I remember walking into the kitchen and seeing the counters were flipped the wrong way (my sister and mom cleaned this room), and dad's kitchen was extremely clean. Also remember when I was cleaning stuff out, there were a bunch of toys of my daughter's and I was trying to stuff what I could in bookbags etc.
Saturday, July 19, 2025
Walmart
I don't exactly remember what my dream was about... There's a bad guy or group of people.. I just remember there's this key we found that was shaped like a hair claw or barrette or something and we had to sneakily use it in a Walmart next to a pillar so we could open up a door and get to this area that people were taken to (we had to save them). First though I remember me, my sister, and my cousin were the people trying to save everyone. We had to change our hair color but we didn't have anything good to use so we had to use natural things. I started putting this stuff in my sister's hair and noticed she was balding on top of her head. I was worried it was the stuff we were putting in our hair but when we started putting it in my cousin's hair I noticed she had it too. I don't know why it gave me relief but instead of thinking oh no, it's the hair dye, I was thinking oh, cool, it's just genetic stuff they're dealing with, so it won't happen to me.
Anyways... We dyed our hair very slightly, unlocked the door thing, went in, and we got into what looked like a huge hall for a hospital sort of. We started walking and met up with some people who were either in trouble or also trying to save people. One group I remember having a secondary dream where I was at cranfest with one and we were searching for someone.. also found my dog Moses that died maybe 5 years ago. Hugged him, knew he was gone in real life, so it was a nice feeling to see him again.
Cancer
Just woke up to a bad dream. Dreamt my husband and I were visiting with his mom and she told us that his Uncle Clint's doctor's were 'pretty sure he had cancer'... And that he would have to do some 'bark test' the next morning where he would have to sit up against a light to see if he had it or not. Woke up right away.
Thursday, July 17, 2025
Hair
Ommmmmmmg. Woke up with no memory of my dream, but five hours later I look down at my legs and remember I dreamt that I had gross, man-hair-like legs. But like worse. Way, way worse. Like pelvic area-thick worse. I remember looking at my legs in my dream and thinking "oh God, I forgot to shave..............., anyways.." and just went back on with my day in my dream. Crazy.
I am pretty sure I dreamt this because I cut my kids' hair last night before bed.
Wednesday, July 16, 2025
Devil
Dreamt my husband was the Devil. Feels like I either knew but was in denial or didn't know at some point and lost my memory. I was a witch like in bewitched where I could blink my eyes and take me anywhere I wanted to go. I'd grab my friends, blink and say take me to my husband. For some reason I was taking us to a beach that was problematicly high tides. Grabbed the last friend and said take me to my husband and it took me into the ocean. I freaked out, worrying my husband was dead. I kept repeating it. Still ocean. Finally I started realizing I'm dreaming and forced him to be somewhere else so that when I got to him I would see he was the devil.
I remember now before this. I was walking up to a house, starting with going to the garage. So my ex with his wife.
I think I dreamt that my real-life husband and I were divorced.
Alien
Ugh nightmare. Dreamt I was cleaning a house/playing some task game. Fill cat food, clean out stuff,next. Got into a living room that might have also been my grandma's bedroom and I saw my plant acting too heavy hanging up. I had my sister help me and we started lifting it some and moving it. Next to window outside in the dark, we saw a glass orb like a cover of a bathroom light fixture. It was zooming away as soon as we saw we freaked out and thought aliens. I peeked out window one last time and saw a green alien staring back.
Freaked out, crying, woke up
Sunday, July 13, 2025
Cleaning
Dreamt I was on my phone and saw that my favorite musician was posting a video and the background has all these familiar names etc, and then I realized they were in the area. I freaked out and was worried they were going to stop at my house. I started cleaning the house (it was my childhood home), and the house was a complete mess. Woke up exhausted, thankfully no one stopped by, I don't think lol. Oh I forgot. While cleaning, I got a really weird number and I can't remember if anyone ever talked or not, but it made me clean faster.
And now I remember another dream. My daughter and I were in a car. My daughter was driving on the interstate and we were looking for my husband. We weren't sure if he was supposed to work that day or not, but needed to get a hold of him fast. We stopped at some business thinking he'd be there if he was, and didn't see him.
Wednesday, July 9, 2025
Auction
I kept waking up every 20 mins probably, so I had some random small dreams... I can only remember a couple. First one was me, a couple of my kids, my husband and some other adult were on a road and a tornado was passing by. We went under an overpass (don't know why, as I know this is a bad idea now) and just stood there... We didn't hold onto anything. In my head I was thinking, as the tornado was about to pick us up, that it was just a dream, so I should be sat down normal or woken up, which I did wake up.
The other dream I had was my husband telling me that he put a bid in for a new house and that the house was my dentist's house. (In reality, this guy didn't look like my dentist at all, but maybe because he's newer since my older one retired and his son took over). I remember my husband showing me pictures of the house and there were random cringe-y photos of my dentist doing yoga poses maybe thinking it'd look cool for his house auction photos.
Oooo.. I do remember a separate dream now but not much of it. I dreamt that my sister was sleeping in the porch at my childhood home. I was looking at her shelf of books etc.
Sunday, June 29, 2025
Name
Wow. Dreamt I was in a car and a woman came in of Indian descent and sat in the passenger side. Though she looked nothing like the person I was thinking of, I told her I recognized her from an old sleepover I once had. She told me her name and it was a name of a girl I remember having a class with in high school. In my head I remember thinking how strange that I wouldn't have remembered her name outside of my dream, but that someone in my dream could remind me.
Anyways a little later on I remember dreaming I saw some home videos of a sleepover of one of my birthdays. I was wondering who would have taped them. Figured maybe Chelsey's family since I didn't think my family would do that. (Which is hilarious, because I am literally searching my house in real life for some home movies from when I was a kid. Lol)
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