Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Tornado

In a hotel with jq. Making out? Then the hotel turns into a bath. I'm taking a bath. My sister comes into bathroom and I'm trying to hide him behind me in the water. She walks off after getting or telling me whatever. Then we quickly get out and I run out of the room and try to distract people so he can get out without being noticed. I forget which room it is though. And go through them all trying to find the room I was in so that I can grab a souvenir from him. 



Before this, I was in a car with my aunt (driving), my mom, and my sister. Suddenly we see a long spout of a skinny tornado. My aunt follows it so we can get a video. I think we lose sight and accidentally go through it. 


Also I remember seeing my dad and asking him if I can write down his life story for the kids. He asks why and I try to explain that my grandparents never told theirs. He's hesitant because he feels suddenly old and dying. 

Mall

Dreamt I was in a big city with my sister. We had to study for a test for school but I was trying to convince her to go shopping at a huge mall or going to see a movie at a theater instead. It was late 80s-early 90s. Woke up warm and with a weird tummy ache. 

Thursday, March 27, 2025

Test

(In real life, my two sons have these 'reading screeners' meeting today where they have to read in front of a teacher to see if they need help with progressing).... Anyways, I dreamt realistically. 'woke up' exhausted and kept wanting to sleep in. Need to clean house, make sure boys look presentable, put on makeup etc, and it's getting close. Well just now I woke up to a nightmare. I dreamt I finally decided to wake up and my husband is dressed in his work outfit. He says he works today. Also he tells me he made lunch and it just looks like deli meat in some gravy in a casserole dish. I quickly look for another casserole dish and find one in dish washer and start scraping it (because it's not totally clean) so I can make the lunch we were supposed to have. Then my husband is gone and I tell me daughter she'll have to sit with each boy that isn't doing the test at the time, so that they aren't distracting the other. I start cleaning the house some. 

Then I woke up. Thank fuck that my husband is off today. 

Saturday, March 22, 2025

Bathroom

Dreamt I was in a public bathroom. Couldn't lock the doors and some scary guy was trying to get into my stall. I was maybe done swimming? I was wearing a revealing swimsuit, so I was worried about that being why he wanted in. Had nothing to change into. Had to call someone for clothes or a way home. Called Mm. Maybe flirted? I don't remember much. 

Friday, March 21, 2025

Cleaning

Dreamt I was cleaning the floor of my room as a teenager. Found a negative pregnancy test. Don't remember anything else but will add if I do remember. 

Smoke

Dreamt I was in bed sleeping and could smell cigarette smoke. "Woke up" and found my 7 year old smoking under his blanket. Completely shocked. Thank fuck it was just a dream. 

Thursday, March 20, 2025

The Store

Dreamt I was trying to flirt with some younger guy in a grocery store. Bending over, etc. also dreamt there were shoes or slippers with different characters in them. Dark green had Shrek and Donkey in each top of the foot, a medium brown suede material had I think Hank Hill and Bobby Hill. There was also one or two others but I forgot the characters. My sister and my daughter were with. We were looking for our sizes but having trouble. Suddenly all the shoes were gone. Couldn't buy them. Then I was in a car worried I was going to jail. Terrified, I tried to wake myself up. I could FEEL how deep my dream was. I started shaking my head to wake myself up, worried it wouldn't work. Thankfully it worked, but it felt like going through layers in waking myself up. 

Monday, March 17, 2025

Field Trip

Dreamt me, my daughter, my sister and my mom were living at the old house with my dad and my husband. The house was messy, and my daughter's classmates and teachers were over (Ms. S and Mr. B) plus others with unrecognizable faces. My daughter almost changed her clothes in front of everyone. Had to explain to art teacher that my daughter is awkward and of course as I said that I looked super awkward myself. 

Then I dreamt groceries needed to come in and my husband bought ALL the Aldi eggs he could find. Like five different types, with four of the same type. There were so many and stuffed so much into a grocery bag, that a corner of a carton was broken. I told my mom and was annoyed with whoever ordered the eggs and at first blamed my dad and said 'good thing you divorced him, haha' then realized it was my husband who ordered them so said 'wait it was my future ex husband' (was joking in the dream). 

Then I dreamt that the class of my daughters were wandering out in the woods so we could t talk about them in case they walked in. 

Thursday, March 13, 2025

School

Dreamt my kids started going to public school. My daughter didn't really want to go, so I told her she could stay home. Had to find the phone number and tell them that my kids have COVID or something . Then I dreamt that my ex friend sent me a message and I couldn't figure out how to message back so I considered calling her back. 


Weird dream, cuz fuck nah. Not sure why I'd consider that I'm not a talking person. 

Friday, March 7, 2025

Swing Set

Dreamt I was at my dad's house and my kids were with me. I was inside the house and walking out to look for them and my dad. Found them all on the old swing set. Dad was also swinging and going really fast when suddenly one hinge flew off and he had to jump off onto the top of the swing. 

I can't really remember anything else. 

Thursday, March 6, 2025

Aliens

Kept having this horrible dream.there was a vision of the world ending. A whole bunch of shooting stars and then what looked like a tall bunch of fireworks stuck together. Everyone dies. 


Okay anyways first bit of dream I remember. I was wandering in this house. Felt like a castle from the 1970s or 80s. Everything made of wood or paneling. Huge house. I was wandering around upstairs and passing doors when I open one and find a really neat 70s lounging area. Big wrap around orange couch made out of a scratchy fabric. Walked in. Made someone else that was with me come in. I think it was their house? But then I opened a little cabinet door that looked secretive and I thought it was my grandpa's house because everything in there just seemed like his. Anyways we leave. I'm heading downstairs. I get down to the main level and it's my dad's house. I see my mom and sister in the dining room. Then I see my dad and his girlfriend. She's wearing my fluffy brown sweater I bought recently. I react to the mess in the floor of my bathroom (a bunch of pieces of dark wood all over the floor, but looked like was shit. Anyways my dad's girlfriend saw my shocked reaction and thought it was aimed at her wearing my sweater so I had to explain she can wear it. Anyways they all leave. I'm walking now in a field and I see a bunch of shooting stars again. I worry. Then I see the fireworks. I know something bad is about to happen and that nobody would survive. I fear it's aliens. Then I see an alien ship moving low and parking nearby the neat castle house. I run up and quickly grab the alien out. It looks like a huge rat or a cat or whatnot. It bites my hand but I don't let go. I try to twist it's neck but I'm so slow and scared. Finally I just do it fast enough and hope it works. He flops down like he's dead, so I drop him in a lake nearby. I worry he's still alive. 

Friday, February 14, 2025

Online Class

Dreamt scarlet was supposed to watch her math class but was exhausted (boy do I feel her pain now). The video kept cutting the sound out and we were both tired so it was always hard to notice. I kept having to nudge her to watch. Finally I turned the video on so that her teacher would see her and she would have to stay awake. I handed it to her and then I realized it was practically pitch black in the room. I was about to get up to turn a light on but he was ending the class anyways. Scarlet turned her nic on to say goodbye and said something like: "goodnight teacher! Goodbye Miss teacher! " (So like she said goodnight and he was about to joke that it was daytime and then she tried to correct herself and called him a Miss. Lol

Helicopters

Dreamt we were living at my old childhood home and that my sister and her friend Becky were all living with us too. Husband wasnt in dream or at least not in the lart I remember. I also vaguely remember my parents in it but not in the parts o remember as well. They may have gone to work. Becky had an extra kid. Toddler. She got cold easy and often. Okay so dreamt we could hear helicopters outside. I peek out and one is circling out house, coming back and circling again. Becky wanted to go outside and look but I told her not to because it seemed suspicious. I peeked around at other houses and saw that they were being shot at. I yelled for everyone to get in a car and do it discreetly under the house/hidden. I tell my daughter to grab the dogs and I try to grab my cat, Stan. We start tiptoeing as fast as we can to a cat. Someone notices us. They call on their walkie talkie  for backup. More come. We try to talk out of getting killed. A lady instead tries to give us stuff for a suitcase and I can tell it is a tracker. I mentally tell myself I need to get it off as soon as we aren't being watched. Woke up. 

Thursday, February 6, 2025

Treasure

Did a scavenger hunt to with a band thing from the band HIM. It was set up by fans, nothing official. Had the kids in the back of a car and the guy I was with was driving. Icy roads.. we hit a small hill, go up it and start to get out. As we were going up a hill and slightly down, I remember looking back and trying to hold the boys in place so they wouldn't expel out the car. Weade it safe and exited the vehicle. Kept working on getting the treasure I think. 

Thursday, January 23, 2025

Bar

Kind of remember the setting of my dream from last night. It was a huge bar. Honestly it was a square bar all the way around and most of the space was on the bartenders side. There was barely any room on the customers side. It was dark red velvet and gold colors. I think I worked there and had to clean up.