Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Monday, May 12, 2025

Shopping

Dreamt that I was in a store with my husband and people kept bumping into us and staring at us. One did it on purpose, probably the second person, to be funny. After the third one bumped right into me straight-on, I laughed and explained what was happening and she seemed surprised. 

Other thing I remember is I was with my mom and maybe my aunt or sister and we were looking at these booths/garage sales and I had no shoes on and felt weird for that, so I asked my mom if I could borrow her shoes a minute so I could venture further into the booth to look for shoes to buy. She let me borrow them and I told her they fit and some nosy lady told my mom they definitely don't fit lol. It was just weird. 

Sunday, May 11, 2025

Knickknacks

Dreamt I was at my grandma's old house, I don't think I went in ever but was by the ramp and near the driveway. Very messy outside. S of gvf and I were dating for some reason. Kissed a lot. I remember having to type something into a computer. Also there were all of these random (think hoarders) knickknacks everywhere. I found a glass orangutan, a light up fan (that I took and ended up carrying around). 

Saturday, May 10, 2025

Stroke

Dreamt I looked in the mirror and saw my smile was off. First it looked better, but then when I pulled them up to blame my lips look bigger only one side came up. Tried the other and only that side would go up. Thought for sure it was a stroke. 

Thursday, May 8, 2025

Kidnapped

Dreamt that me and a group of people were kidnapped. We were driving and had to stop at a place and some guy and his other kidnapped teens grabbed us. Husband was with me also kidnapped. I tried to stay close to him the whole time. I don't remember a lot. Seems like we were stuck, but able to move around in this huge building. 

Wednesday, May 7, 2025

Stalker

Such a weird dream today! Dreamt that there was a killer going after me or my daughter. It was just her and my husband - didn't have the boys. Okay so I remember bits and pieces. Daughter had her teachers, except that one of them came to the house, and it ended up being a childhood friend of mine that teaches in real life. We always had a weird friendship maybe based off jealousy, so there was a bit of tension and we grew apart as we got older in real life. Anyways, she came over. She was teaching my daughter and we knew we needed to leave the house because of this killer. I told them I needed to pack some things. I quickly stopped at a library where I met with my daughter's math teacher and he gave me some homework for her. Then I came back to the house and me, daughter, and childhood friend all were quickly leaving the house and walking out into a busy city but looked like Tomah, near the library. We all walked quickly and tried to act different, happy, to not look like ourselves in case the killer was there watching. Saw another child of mine - another random daughter - and also a random daughter of my childhood friend's. They came over and we all put our arms around each other to look like more people / less like us. Woke up. My husband was in the dream in the beginning and so was childhood friend's husband. Seems like her husband was telling a joke but he was being so so sooo quiet so I had to fake laugh the whole time hoping it sounded like I could hear him and thought the joke was funny. Childhood friend's cousin (another childhood friend) was in a part in the beginning also. We just talked for a split second. 


Before all of this I was at my mom's and I made pistachio fluff but was out of an ingredient, so my mom had to go get something. 

Friday, May 2, 2025

The Past

Weird dream! Half dandy's world, half the past. Obviously I had to fill machines and look for stuff. The other thing was the weird part: I dreamt I was in the past when my mom was little. I saw he parents who were about my age, my mom about my kids age (6 or 7). So in one part I dreamt that there was a ghost at my mom's house and it scared her when she was little. I was trying to get rid of it. Another thing I dreamt was my grandma at a dining room table, eating dinner. It seems like Grandma had a slave/maid and she was really rude to someone staying with her. There were friends of hers and Grandpa's that needed to stay and live with them and she was sometimes mean to them. I told my mom and aunt and the brushed it off and explained some excuse to make up for it, like stress and the friends staying were being rude first. 

There was another part where I was outside I think and at a zoo. There was a dog I think and a big snake, a gecko, a bird. The gecko and bird got along, for some reason. 

Thursday, May 1, 2025

Ghost

I'm not going to remember what order things happened..  

I remember physically running around like I'm playing real life Dandy's World. 

Husband and I were doing something. Seems like a ghost was haunting a house - maybe one we lived in? - and we were trying to get rid of it. I don't remember a lot of what happened to get rid of it, though. Maybe also some Dandy's World stuff? Or trying to make the ghost fall in love while me or husband does something else to 'kill' it? Or time traveling?? Can't remember. 


Monday, April 28, 2025

Choir

Dreamt I was in a choir for school maybe? A drag queen I've been watching more often was in the choir and helping me find where I needed to sit, because the map has numbers assigned, and the. There was a smaller list of what names connected to what numbers. Woke up before I could find my name. 

Sunday, April 27, 2025

Dandy's World

My kids got me into the game Dandy's World, so I dreamt I was playing it in real life. At least filling up the containers with ichor, not anything scary thankfully. 

Friday, April 25, 2025

Thrift Store

Dreamt I was in a thrift store with my sister. It was really early, like 6 or 7 am, and the store was saying they'd be closing soon in like 15 minutes. I didn't grab anything but did see a beautiful baby-pink velvet shirt with billiards designs on it. I showed my sister and she loved it, so we grabbed that for her. Seems like we were in there longer than 15 minutes so we went up to the counter to pay. A lady that looked like Della Reese checked us out. I saw a hoodie behind her in a room and I asked if these clothes were for sale yet. This hoodie was a brownish color and has a king of spades on it. I got a little mixed up and was thinking it was my favorite bad guy in a show I watch (king of clubs), so when she said it wasn't for sale yet, I said that it was fine. 

That's all I remember.

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Dog Fights

Deep sleep. Dreamt I was in a dream and that I was laying in bed. I could see my two childhood dogs (technically they were my mom's) dogs fighting. I kept trying to break them up from a fight but couldn't do it myself so I had to yell for my husband, my mom, etc... no one came to help. Then I'm back in bed. My music starts playing so I try to turn it off quick and move my phone over to my bedside table. My husband comes in to wake me up and I try to fake sleep but suddenly when I try to open my eyes I can barely do it. Can't really move my hands either. Everything feels heavy. I tell my husband the dream I had and that I was yelling for him or even mom and no one came to help etc... I'm getting out of bed and it's soooo comfy looking. It's tall, a four-poster style, the sheets are a dark coral pink. I walk down to the living room and I can't remember what I did but I pissed off a cat we own accidentally. After pissing her off, she wouldn't fucking stop trying to scratch me/hurt me. I tossed her away and she landed her claws into a door (I was suddenly in my childhood home again). 


... Husband called me in real life, so it woke me up. 

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

Baby

Yikessss. Dreamt I had another baby. It was a girl. Dreamt that she wouldn't stop pooping and that it was always a blow out and that we were running out of clothes for her to change into, so we had to go to the garage in front of my grandma's old house to look for old baby clothes from when my first child was a baby. Dreamt that when we got to that garage, my cat Stan ran up to me and wanted attention. Oh. Also that the clothes were all perfectly stacked up all over the place in the garage, so when I went to climb on them to look for the right sizes, there was a domino effect and a bunch of them fell over and I got yelled at by my husband for messing up his organized stuff lol. 

Not sure if this was before or after, I'm thinking before, but I also dreamt that there was this small trailer or camper that me or someone else was living in, and the landlord wanted someone out. I can't remember who. So we had to move someone out as fast as possible. Might have dreamt that someone got shot or OD'd, too, weirdly. That's all I remember. 

Saturday, April 12, 2025

Cranfest

Dreamt it was cranfest and very very busy in town. I spotted jq and slowly and awkwardly tried to watch him see where he's go so I could try to meet him. Lost him in the crowd but then saw gvf. They had their own booth that was set up like a bar. One of them was sitting at the bar facing towards the booth. I didn't stop or anything. Then I saw kv. Got excited. Decided I didn't want to meet him but did want to ogle. Followed a long distance away just to see him. Tried to be loud at one point to get his attention but not towards him or something. Woke up eventually.  

Before this I dreamt I was with a group of people (I think some I knew, like my sister and husband etc) and we were captured by some bad guys somewhere right in warrens at the park. Somehow we managed to escape and ran into the crowds of people at the festival. 

Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Camping

Dreamt I'm in a basement. I'm cleaning some clothes I think. Seems like the rooms I'm in switch to being in a basement or childhood dining room. I'm packing to go camping. I'm with my husband, but my husband comes downstairs and asks me if it's okay to celebrate my ex's brother's birthday when we celebrate mine and my husband's. 


I can't remember a whole lot. Just doing laundry so I can pack to go camping. 

Oo. At some point I'm making out with TQ. 

Destruction

Dreamt there was an advertisement on TV about tornado sestruyand they were showing my house. My husband jokes and said I'd never leave the house now (either because I was scared of a tornado or of criminals etc).