Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Sunday, October 13, 2024

Party

Couple dreams. First one I dreamt that Sarah gave up her dog Bernie. I searched everywhere on Dad's property worried he was lost. Found him under a chair. 


Next dream. Dreamt that scarlet had a bday party. We invited some family I think a rich family? No wait. Celebrity family. I remember Bieber was in it or something. Anyways one girl needed to change because she had dirtied the back of her shorts, so I had to take her to the side to let her know and then find clothes for her. 

Tuesday, October 8, 2024

Stroke

Dreamt I was having a stroke. It was noticeable in my face. I was trying to smile and one side couldn't very well, and then I tried to lift my arms and one side could only lift so high. It felt so real. Couldn't breathe in the dream either. Scary... 

Sunday, September 22, 2024

Help

Dreamt I was working as a social worker of some sort for this boy whom we suspected of being abused. Had no proof and his dad had super powers. My sister and I both went to a library and looked through books to help him for the meantime. We found a couple books, one being a witchcraft-like book to help protect him until we could provide the proof to get him out. I wanted to drop these books off so I drove around hoping to find his house. I was driving on the road my dad lives on. We passed a white house with multiple garbage bags outside and my immediate thought was that the dad did something and was hiding his body. Then I saw a flash in a window and worried it was a gun going off. Somehow I was my husband and still driving and I slowed down further away where I could still see the house. I saw something move and realized it was the boy hiding behind something and walking with it to get to the car. We drive to Walmart (I think I was going to buy him stuff to just run away with or something) and then I woke up. 

Best Teacher Award

Dreamt I found out that an old old old childhood friend won an award for best teacher, so I went to the school for find her. Through hallways, bathrooms, library, etc. Nada. Couldn't find her. Went up to every teacher a student to ask where she was. At some point there was even a tornado. 

Never did find her. Explained to a librarian how we knew each other, that we weren't exactly friends but acquaintances.. woke up. 

Thursday, September 19, 2024

Kiss

Dreamt I was walking up to Dad's house and a whole bunch of celebrities were there to greet me. Like someone heard I was a fan of them and wanted to celebrate that or whatnot. Okay change that and I'm in a city/store that's also outside. I'm looking for clothing because I'm naked. I'm being looked for by police or a hospital or something. I quickly find clothes and try to get them on. Running around through hospital again. I see k. He looks nervous to see me but also not. Like he's heard bad things about me but also doesn't want to believe or something. Anyways we try to find privacy on some basement stairs. We kiss. 

Honestly I can't remember much.. 

Tuesday, August 20, 2024

Lost Cat

Dreamt a cat/kitten got out and a dog chased it. Walked around block to look for it and found it came into a veterinarian clinic or morgue or something. Looked like a warehouse. I walked in (I'm not me, some random lady) and asked a man that owned it if he saw the kitten or dog. He helps me look and I switch to being him and I tell the lady to hide in a room with her dogs. She does. Then I open a door that has a sky light opened up and see the cat is in the room. I pick him up and carry him through the hallway to the lady. I plop him in her arms. She's super happy. I turn into the woman again. She hugs the guy and wants to start a relationship with him. 

Sunday, August 18, 2024

Grandma

I can't remember much but I DO remember being in a living room and a movie was on the TV and there was an extra in the movie.. she was older with shorter red hair. There was a woman next to me and she said that the woman actor knew my grandma Milly and they were really good friends. I didn't think to ask her name or anything but I started trying to search for her and just couldn't find her. 

Tuesday, August 13, 2024

Garage

Owned a big house with Devin. Business garbage attached to it's old friend Chels and her family stopped to get their car fixed.n

Sunday, August 4, 2024

Diabetes

Horrible dream. Dreamt that my bug bites on my feet turned into diabetes ulcers and I had a huge caved in area on the top of my foot and also my right foot was missing a 'ring finger' toe. Terrifying. 

Thursday, August 1, 2024

Tornadoes

Dreamt I was at a beach with my husband and kids. There was a bad guy or something that we were trying to stay away from. My two littlest boys that can't swim were in water and I had to help them both up and down and get out. We were all running..


 Then I dreamt I was with my kids and at least my aunt Erin but probably my mom and sister too. My aunt was driving. There were bad storms and tornadoes everywhere. We were in Tomah kind of near Burger King and I saw two tornadoes. One of in the direction of my house and another in the direction of theirs. The one by my house was coming towards tomah. Erin thought she could go extremely fast to pass the tornado getting closer. I was worried about the speed because of my kids and also I was worried we wouldn't be able to pass the tornado. Just way too close. She floored it though and I don't really know what happened but suddenly were in a tight alley but way up off the ground in a high riser style building. Windows everywhere. I'm looking for doors to get to safety and I see one door curves up. I yell out and there's this weird glitch in my voice. I peek around the corner and see a man in a tan rain jacket facing towards a wall. He does NOT want us in his room, so I usher my kids back out and lock the guy in his own room as he's running after us. We're about to go through another set of doors when I wake up. 

Tuesday, July 30, 2024

Goodbyes

Had a bad dream about Uncle Clint (in law, but my dad's best friend, so I've known him since I was a little kid and always thought of him as an uncle). He was dying and we were all kind of saying our goodbyes. Seems like we were on Dad's property and I was moving some stuff around so it'd be easier to move him around (outside kind of by pond road). I stopped husband's mom and asked her an update and she told me he's still alive but people were saying their goodbyes etc, so I asked my sister if she was going to and she said she didn't want to, but I did. I wanted to make sure everyone got a turn though that mattered so I kept waiting. Woke up. 

Friday, July 26, 2024

Obstacle Course

Playing an obstacle course game in my dream with a bunch of people and I remember carrying my bottle of water with me and losing it at some point. There was hay all over so I assumed maybe it fell into that. Kept doing the course when I bump into my uncle Dave who was also doing the obstacle course and I mention losing my bottle and he says he uses it as a marker to remember someone or something he saw or something like that. I had dropped it while going from one obstacle to the other and he saw it and used it as a way to remember something he needed to do after the game. Anyways after that I think I had a lil romance with CS. 

Thursday, July 25, 2024

Family Reunion

Dreamt I was at my mom's cousin's property (Dave and barb). We were eating outside having fun with a family reunion when (dad was there for some reason) I look over at him talking about being able to see his property from theirs. My sister and I walk closer to be able to see. We pass what looks like a garden but I hear a bullfrog I had stepped on. I look down and they're everywhere. Someone yells to watch for them. We are running trying not to step on any. We get towards the house and instead of looking at my dad's property, we go inside the house. I see there's another party inside and suddenly remember that we were celebrating a birthday, a family reunion and I think an anniversary or something? We keep walking through the house which felt like a big hallway. I see paper bags filled with papers and some photos etc. we are told to take the stuff and keep them safe. I see one bag had my aunt Heather's family's paperwork in it, so I make note to give her that. 

Okay the dream changes a bit and I see a girl on a motorcycle driving on the street. She hits onto a car and most likely doesn't make it. 

Wait before all this. Or maybe during? We were in that area for sure and my husband was there and I had remembered another dream I had years ago where there was a thrift store with tons of furniture and some clothes in a corner, books in boxes etc... so weird because I suddenly rememberes the store in my dream vividly. Anyways I was asking family and husband if we were near because it felt like it was close to this area. Husband was trying to make me think it wasn't close. I really wanted to so and look at stuff. 


Wednesday, July 24, 2024

Graduation

Dreamt I was graduating, so I was shopping for nice jeans at Maurice's. Haven't gone there in ages, but that's where I wanted to look for clothes. Saw gold nail polish and was about to get it but the cashier yelled behind me that it's not gold nail polish but just like a foundation/moisturizer for your nails. I put it back... Next I'm at school and I'm in a line. I don't think we were being called and this was the ceremony or anything, we were just in line. 

Oh gross, I remember my sister in law was getting back together with her ex. Also her and my in laws needed me to write out the pronunciation of the word 'doritos' for them so that when my MIL went to the store to buy them she could ask where they were and correctly pronounce it or something? I have no idea! Anyways I had paper and pen and was trying to write it down but I was having problems writing with the pen and then while trying to get the pen to work I was writing the pronunciation wrong too. 

Oh no... I dreamt I had dyed my hair jet black and missed some spots so it looked patchy silver blond in spots. It started looking cooler as I looked in the mirror and shook my hair, though. 

Last thing I remember was getting more books in the mail for my littlest (kindergartner) and they were books I was thinking might be a couple grades too high for him. 

Tuesday, July 23, 2024

Vodka

First dream: dreamt I was grocery shopping with husband and sis in law. Sis in law was looking for a specific vodka maybe on that was orange infused? 

Second dream: lived in this huge mansion. Got a little lost and could tell it was just too big because I had to work with my brain for it to make sense. I had to tell my brain where to put stairs etc. just as I'm telling my husband about the stairs, a man walks up behind us and kind of hovers near my husband like he's angry with him. I tell my husband and he turns and they talk. Husband acts like it was normal. 

That's all I remember.