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Thursday, September 4, 2025

Jersey

I had a birthday party that was going to happen but it kept getting pushed back an hour or two because people couldn't show up til later. Then I lost some of my clothing.. had to find my tights, shoes, dress.. 


Right after that, a split second before waking up, I remember being in a car with my mom, aunt, and sister and my kids and we sropped at a thrift store. I saw a cute jacket that looked kind of jersey like and was black and pink and white. Had a bunch of patches stitched on it. Woke up shortly after buying it. (It was $90 originally and had a 70% off. My brain thought that meant $7.99 but whatever. I ended up buying it and had enough money.)

Wednesday, June 11, 2025

The House

Interesting dream. I'm in the car with my mom, aunt, and sister. They're showing me photos of an upstairs of a house. They tell me that The Rezins own it (I don't know this family, but know of them). The pictures she shows me are very cool. It's three giant blue and orange rooms with like a swing in one, library in another. Then they tell me they're selling the house for like 110k. I get all excited and ask if I can see it so I can take photos for my husband to see. They take me over there and we walk in and I start taking pictures. The downstairs is also huge, with two living room-stile rooms. The kitchen is slightly cramped but there is a separate dining room at least. Anyways, I lose my family at some point and walk into the second living room and there is an elderly couple sitting down eating and watching TV. I apologize and explain I'm there to look at the house and I'm part of my mom's group of people. They seem really nice. I head back out the way I came and get to the outside. I forget how to use the camera my mom lent me. We get into the car and drive away. I realize I never looked the property. They tell me it's big. I call my husband and plan to show him the house.. curse myself for not looking if there was a garage. 

Thursday, May 22, 2025

Jeep

At childhood home. Black van is parked up by big chicken coop. Aunt E is there and wants to know who owned our jeep before we did because she may know 'the guy' (now that I'm awake I realize it was a girl).. I'm looking a bit through paperwork. Mom is looking at tea flavors. 

Just before I woke up, a man with a reddish mullet came outside with me and my aunt and, looking suspicious, asked if we plan on 'driving it in water'. I said maybe, and then I followed him to his own car and thinking 'what if he kills me? Kidnaps me?' I didnt want to be rude though, so I kept telling myself he's probably just going to his car to give us parts for the jeep to go offroading in water more. 

I remember giving my husband a kiss too. 

Sunday, May 18, 2025

No sleep. Dreamt I'm was sleeping in an old beaten up truck. Me, .y sons, my aunt, and others. The truck had rats. I kept waking up to one crawling undery blanket over me. I grabbed it fast, yelled for my aunt (suddenly I'm in her old trailer instead) telling her to open the back door to throw the rat outside. A bunny follows as well as a kitten and I grab those and bring them in. Can't sleep. I notice my friend Kayla is outside. Apparently her grandpa died recently in the dream, so she starts to veer the conversation to that so I ask her and she starts crying. I feel bad. Neighbors or friends of hers come I want to go back to truckl. It's dark so when I get back to truck I tell her to I'm tired and headed back. I try to keep it dark inside so we can sleep. 

Friday, May 2, 2025

The Past

Weird dream! Half dandy's world, half the past. Obviously I had to fill machines and look for stuff. The other thing was the weird part: I dreamt I was in the past when my mom was little. I saw he parents who were about my age, my mom about my kids age (6 or 7). So in one part I dreamt that there was a ghost at my mom's house and it scared her when she was little. I was trying to get rid of it. Another thing I dreamt was my grandma at a dining room table, eating dinner. It seems like Grandma had a slave/maid and she was really rude to someone staying with her. There were friends of hers and Grandpa's that needed to stay and live with them and she was sometimes mean to them. I told my mom and aunt and the brushed it off and explained some excuse to make up for it, like stress and the friends staying were being rude first. 

There was another part where I was outside I think and at a zoo. There was a dog I think and a big snake, a gecko, a bird. The gecko and bird got along, for some reason. 

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Tornado

In a hotel with jq. Making out? Then the hotel turns into a bath. I'm taking a bath. My sister comes into bathroom and I'm trying to hide him behind me in the water. She walks off after getting or telling me whatever. Then we quickly get out and I run out of the room and try to distract people so he can get out without being noticed. I forget which room it is though. And go through them all trying to find the room I was in so that I can grab a souvenir from him. 



Before this, I was in a car with my aunt (driving), my mom, and my sister. Suddenly we see a long spout of a skinny tornado. My aunt follows it so we can get a video. I think we lose sight and accidentally go through it. 


Also I remember seeing my dad and asking him if I can write down his life story for the kids. He asks why and I try to explain that my grandparents never told theirs. He's hesitant because he feels suddenly old and dying. 

Thursday, November 28, 2024

Weather

Dreamt I was with a group. My aunt E, my mom and dad, my sister, and my husband and kids. We were outside trying to to get into a car and it was raining. I looked up at the sky and the clouds were awful. We all started running to the mall for shelter and I was going slow enough to listen to others talking to see if they had heard. Finally I just asked someone and she said yes. We get to the mall and I'm looking out windows trying to locate it vibrun around the mall trying to see where it's coming from. Finally I figure out that it might miss us but I see dad walking out of the building wanting to watch. He's have been fighting in the path. I yell to Sarah who's closer. She runs over, yells at Dad to come back in, my middle child is following, and I'm freaking out. Somehow they get in in time and we see the tornado. It passes us in the area my dad was going to and then we see it start to curve. I tell them we need to start running. 


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Then I dreamt that I was sitting next to husband. He's trying to have sex under a blanket practically in public. I kept pushing him away because our kids were in the room. Other stuff happened, can't remember. But then I remember being on a couch again but this time with a different guy. This time I'm letting him. My daughter walks in and I feel so awful. I explain that her dad would definitely leave me, for a good reason. I think other stuff happened after that but I don't remember what. That's all the main stuff. Oh wait! I dreamt I had to do a job. I had to climb into this what looked like a telescope and hit some buttons to set off a weather alarm because a tornado was coming. 

That's all I really remember. 

Thursday, August 1, 2024

Tornadoes

Dreamt I was at a beach with my husband and kids. There was a bad guy or something that we were trying to stay away from. My two littlest boys that can't swim were in water and I had to help them both up and down and get out. We were all running..


 Then I dreamt I was with my kids and at least my aunt Erin but probably my mom and sister too. My aunt was driving. There were bad storms and tornadoes everywhere. We were in Tomah kind of near Burger King and I saw two tornadoes. One of in the direction of my house and another in the direction of theirs. The one by my house was coming towards tomah. Erin thought she could go extremely fast to pass the tornado getting closer. I was worried about the speed because of my kids and also I was worried we wouldn't be able to pass the tornado. Just way too close. She floored it though and I don't really know what happened but suddenly were in a tight alley but way up off the ground in a high riser style building. Windows everywhere. I'm looking for doors to get to safety and I see one door curves up. I yell out and there's this weird glitch in my voice. I peek around the corner and see a man in a tan rain jacket facing towards a wall. He does NOT want us in his room, so I usher my kids back out and lock the guy in his own room as he's running after us. We're about to go through another set of doors when I wake up. 

Sunday, July 21, 2024

Book Party

Dreamt I was cleaning my house (but it was my childhood home) because I had gotten stuck with a dumb MLM-buy-party thing, and didn't think about it til the day of. I realized I have no food at all to feed people, so I call my aunt but she doesn't answer. Called my mom next and she does answer. I ask her if she could stop at a store and pick up some pizzas and then maybe some sides like Cole slaw etc. we start talking about the party and I list off a couple people going to be there like her cousin Mina (and then mentally realizing that everyone there will be family and I have no friends). I remember cleaning counters, sweeping, moving clothes, and then thinking I should take a shower because I was stinky, so I took these tall black crew socks off my sweaty feet and threw them in the closet. At this point I start thinking it might be dad's house and I probably won't get those socks back. Did all that while talking to Mom on phone. She tells me her and my aunt won't be able to make it. She asks me what the party is selling and I try to think and that's when I realized the party I was stuck hosting was from an online party, and that it's probably all online. Immediately I try to get online. I see it's 8 something pm and I might have missed it entirely. 

Friday, July 19, 2024

Curious

Dreamt my sister invited me and my family over to her and my mom and aunt's house (but it was actually my childhood home). I remember bits and pieces. I think I was playing a game on my phone at one point, was looking at their shower and saw they had some nice looking soaps and stuff and I was nosing around. Then I saw a store setup with a bunch of boxes of various Christmas cards and some calendars. I was just nosy and curious what all they had (I think in the dream they all worked together still at a store and was given this because it was going to get thrown away.) anyways my sister got really annoyed with me looking at stuff in the set up and asked what I'm doing (like I was wanting to keep one or something) so I sat it back down and huffed and said "I'm not taking anything I was just curious what you guys had! I'm just looking!" One of the box of cards was a nightmare before Christmas theme. 

Wednesday, July 17, 2024

Rocks

Dreamt I was in Erin's house and sometimes it was dad's. Mostly Erin's. Littlest was born because I see dad come out of Erin's hallway by laundry and up to us near dining/living area and explain that my littlest shouldn't have rocks because he just threw one at his tablet. I get annoyed and take the rocks and throw them outside dad's house. I walk out and littlest is a dog now and he runs out with another dog and goes towards the woods/playground. They pass the playground and go a little ways into the woods and I hear this sound like a big ball is rolling. It was on the playground standing area and rolls towards the dogs that ran off. I yell for them so that the ball doesn't start rolling towards them. One of the dogs is Ziggy. I walk up to the playground and push one of the dogs/Jeremy on a swing once or twice but I realize it's really dark, foggy, and the trees have an eerie glow. My glasses were really bad and only showed me a portion of what I could see, so it was kind of blurry. I yell for them all to come in because I'm scared. Once inside I am at my own house in the computer room/by stairs and I see a cousin (he's younger in the dream) kind of curled up on the floor. There's a bed also in that room and I assume it's in case a child is sick, they can lounge on that all day. I ask the cousin if they're okay. Then I woke up (orrr, it is possible the cousin part was first and then the rocks/dog part was after). 

Wednesday, July 3, 2024

Stones

First I remember being a jellystone. I stopped in to get food and I noticed behind the counter a schedule..  my name was at the end. I was weirded out but thought nothing of it. Then I remember being with my Aunt Erin and my husband. I think (I could be wrong about the order here but this seems more right).. Erin was driving us home but she was really tired. I was in the back with husband and my aunt was driving. I was watching the road and suddenly I noticed she was getting awfully close to two bicyclists. I said "Erin, you're getting kind of close" and she kind of bobbed her head to the side and I yelled her name out and she sat up straighter and slowed down. I suggested she park on the ramp of the interstate (at this point we were in front of Jellystone). My husband was going to take over but he was pretty tired too. For some dumb reason he was about to drive from the passenger side but I yelled at him and he sat in the driver side. We started pulling up to a toll area and I looked down in the car and found some mail on the floor boards in back. I picked up two envelopes and saw one with the wrong address and was addressed to 'current resident' at the wrong address, so I sat that one down again. The other one was to me. I opened it and saw a tax info thing and it made it seem like I was set to start working at Jellystone this week. I look up and see my husband just kind of drove through the toll and some lady was poking her head out. The road turned into an alleyway.. 

Now I'm in a store at Jellystone. It looks like a gift shop with random clothing etc. I remember seeing a cat condo/bed thing too for almost $400. I noticed I'm absolutely wet and in a swimsuit maybe? Or naked? Lol I can't remember. I asked my mom to buy me something so I wasn't so naked feeling. For some reason she didn't, I don't know if the store was expensive or what. 

Then I see an older, bigger guy that looked like the actor that plays Jill's dad in Home Improvement. He was a worker and hebwas holding a pair of speedos. He was joking and saw two black men sitting down at a bench opposite me in the store and asked them if it was theirs, or made the assumption it was or that it was their 'type' of suit or whatnot. Everybody kind of laughed along, even the guys, but then I got weirded out by the old white guy and thought it had some racial undertones to the joke so I remember stopping from laughing and walking out. I was walking through Warrens playground and I saw the two guys but they were younger (so was I..  we were all kids now). My clothes were still wet. The boys were on the playground and I was walking through/past. I asked if they always lived around here or were new, can't remember their answer. They followed just out of politeness, since we were still talking. We were maybe where the fire department was or where the Wades lived but there was an old building there instead. We noticed these beautiful gravestones with holographic etchings on them. I was in love. I walked into the building and saw an older bearded man walk up. I asked if he made them and he said yes. I told him I would love for him to make mine someday, and he kind of laughed awkwardly and I realized he probably thought that I meant I'd die before him and he was a LOT older (I did mean that but I changed the thought process then) and explained maybe I could buy one well before I pass. I started getting gleeful thoughts of what picture I wanted on mine and what I'd put as my epitaph. Woke up. 

Pancakes

Only entering pieces and I just know I'll get flashes all day again like I've been getting lately, but what I remember just before waking up was my sister making pancakes and coffee for me the coffee was on top of a microwave and was dirty. Oh! My aunt was sleeping on a couch but was gone for the day to work. I saw her cat so I decided to give him a bath in the sink. As I was soaping him up o noticed a bunch of dead fleas and a couple half alive ones. I told Erin but was sure to mention they were dying so she knew I wasn't complaining. 

Saturday, June 29, 2024

So Much Happening

My aunt Kathi was in a doom metal band lol. It was so weird, but awesome in the dream. She sang the first song and then she sang as a secondary person for the other song. We were in a dark building and there was just a white spotlight on the band. She wore a Dorothy from Wizard of Oz dress. Came out of this white sheet for dramatic effect. He voice was really low. My nuclear dam was with and we were watching and we kind of all spaced out at the last song, so we noticed we were the only ones in the bar and it was really dark. I had to pick up a bunch of clothes in a bag because they were mine. I was worried if the band came back they'd think I was stealing their clothes but I knew they were mine. I think I woke up after that maybe? That was the more memorable part of the dream anyway. Okay I lied. I dreamt also that I was with my nuclear fam at a playground. Some bigger boy kept asking if people knew his name so we'd answer what he told us it was and it was always a different name he'd given everyone. 

Ooh. Also dreamt I was at my aunt Erin's house and I had just taken a shower and was in the dining room when Erin came out holding a bottle of shampoo or conditioner and asking if I showered and I didnt listen properly and answered no so she told me I should use that stuff because it smells really good. That's when I realized I'm still a little damp, hair still wet etc, so I had to correct myself and tell her I had already taken one. 

Damn. Also remember giving dad all of his father's day gifts.

Ommmmg. Another part. I remember my niece kaelynn had a couple parakeets. They didn't have a cage so much as a speaker like thing in the corner of a wall up high that they'd go to. 

Thursday, June 6, 2024

Garage

Dreamt I was at Sarah's and I was helping them with their garage or something. Sarah was scraping stuck on rocks on the ceiling and wall (similar to how you'd get off popcorn ceiling. I told her I could take over since it's tough work. Of course when I do it I managed to start dropping important stuff and suddenly the whole garage starts to slowly collapse in. I run out from under the garage as it's falling down. I feel awful for breaking it. I tell them the Devin and I would buy a new garage at some point.

Monday, April 15, 2024

Driving

I forgot a lot, but I do remember the gist of it being that I had a "friend from school" (this friend I've never met in my life, also I'm way past school age) was kind of stranded on side of road (I don't think anything was wrong with her car but herself.. like sick or super tired, etc.. also the road was a few miles away from my childhood home) so I told her I'd help get her to her house. My aunt was driving, but I realized it'd be a good idea to try and get her car home with her too, so I said I'd drive her car home. I must have known where she lived because my aunt didn't wait for me.. also I felt weird driving like I didn't know how to. 

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Work

Dreamt I was in the backseat of a car and my aunt was in the passenger. Somehow we were driving even though no one was in driver's seat. We were stopped at a fast food drive thru and my mom was at the window with someone else (a supervisor) taking our order. My aunt joked that the worker was 'rude' and I wasn't totally sure I heard her correctly so I loudly repeated back and the supervisor yelled at me for 'making fun of" my mom. I was so embarrassed lol. 

Then I was back at my old job cleaning bathrooms. I went to a stall and started cleaning a toilet, and an old coworker was slightly confused but went to the next one to clean. 

Sunday, February 4, 2024

Dead Horses

Dreamt my daughter had gotten the start of her period. I had to find her a pad. We were at my dad's house, but I think it was my husband's and my house in the dream. Also dreamt that the house was kind of messy - this was just some weird house, nothing I know of. And I was trying to clean up and look for my water bucket for plants. Before this I remember now: my mom stopped by and told me they couldn't take care of their chicken (they don't really have one - they live in town) - Ifirst asked if Dad could watch it since he has some but they didn't listen and just started moving stuff around. Mom carried this huge cage that had two dead horses in it... So weird... I was thinking in my head why do we have to take care of your animal of we can't even remember to take care of our own? Okay so she plops the chicken down next to Dad's door (now my door) and I realize it's winter and this poor chicken will want to stay warm, so I grab these bulky warming lamp that was by the horses, and an even bulkier plug in for it. I try to plug it in but the adapter is soooooo weird and humongous and moves around like fricken transformers. I have to slide it around so it fits right into dad's plug in up above his door. Then I noticed my mom is also dropping off a huge, fancy, probably handmad table and chairs off. She tells me it's "the Allen's" and now that I'm out of my dream I realize that this is their neighbors, but inside the dream I had no idea who or where these Allen's were.. she had to get me to explain all the places/people dad ever took me to in the area and she kept saying no, not there. I dunno. Anyways I had to find a place for a bunch of these things she was getting rid of. End tables (I put the chicken cage on top and sat it next to the door) and a bunch of plants.) THIS is why I was searching for a watering can. I had to place them around the outside of the house so it looked nice. First though to get upstairs from the door I had to maneuver some things about the house around because of where the chicken was, so I moved things around like Legos to fit some stairs into the house. Unfortunately I realized later that I put the dumbest, hardest to crawl through kind of stairs/almost like a ventilation system as soon as you go through the front door, so I had to make note to fix that later. When I get up there to the second floor, my mom, aunt, and sister are up there and they give me a bah of old candy they didn't want anymore. After that, I realize I need the watering can to water the plants they gave me. The house was a mess and there was furniture everywhere. I remembered seeing the watering can under a desk but there are so many desks so I have to go through a bunch to find the right one. I'm kind of in my own house now set up-wise. I ended up finding it, and kind of picking up dishes along the way.. I think I woke up at this point. 


Sunday, January 14, 2024

Candy

Dreamt I was eating a bunch of candy and worrying about my blood sugar
 Whole all this is happening, I'm watching TV and waiting for a type of candy to be called off because of it's the one I'm eating then I have to stand up and do something.. I forget which. Mom, dad, Erin, Sarah.. they are also doing this. None of us have the same candy name, so we all have to go separate. Wait maybe we had to do a game or something? Like a bingo or some kind of numbers or work game?? Seems like I got confused and was mixing up who had what candy... Mostly everyone left to go do something so I had to message them when their turn was. 

Also I remember being with someone (a guy) and we are swimming or in a boat or something and we're looking for something specific. Like penguins? We find a rollercoaster and he wants to go on and I decline. He goes by himself I think. 

Right before waking up I'm asking Sarah about the game and she goes to her room and kinda shuts door in my face. 

Wednesday, December 27, 2023

The Tree

Okay I dreamt that I may have been young again. My aunt Erin took my sister and I somewhere a little further away from home (but parts looked like dad's property) to visit family maybe? I just know cousins showed up. Mel especially I remember. She showed up a bit late. I remember finding these two nuts in a Walmart bag and one fell apart so I started taping it back together with masking tape and it magically had a little foliage on it, except one little area. I asked my sister if she thought I'd be able to bury that in the dirt and a tree could still pop up. She said yes but that there might be one little area that won't have leaves in the bottom area and I said that'd be cool and it could make a little nook area to hide in for fun. 


Anyways, I forgot.. I remember before all of this, like right before my cousin showed up late, I dreamt that I was in a pond and had to do an obstacle course in water. There were younger boys ahead me, and I felt silly being the only older person. Could I fly? Might've been able to.