Fire

If I had wrote this down sooner I might remember. Anyways.. dreamt I was at childhood home property. Or maybe walking the town I think the house is located in. Saw smoke in distance while walking and told person I was with (maybe in laws?) that their cabin was on fire. I assumed some lady did it. When I was at the childhood home I dreamt I saw the girl/lady that set cabin on fire. She was walking in woods. She was talking to the woods and begging it to help her kill herself so she could be with her daughter. She poured kerosene all over her and lit a match. Woke up. 

Big House

Oh my god I wanna go back. Dreamt I loved in this big house with many doors to many rooms. I had more than just my own kids and they all slept in their own bends. One bedroom my oldest stayed in with another bed and like three closets plus a walk in. 

I remember getting up to change and looking through a drawer for my clothesmb

Tornado

*big storms are expected today...

Ugggh had an awffffffull dream kinda. Dreamt I was looking outside and saw a tornado a huge one was coming towards the house. But then I was on a couch and sleeping and I was trying to wake up to alert my husband and kids that a tornado was coming but I couldn't. I tried screaming and shaking my head to wake myself up which usually works in waking life but it wasn't working. Suddenly an old friend of my sister's came into the room and noticed I was whispering/shaking my head trying to wake up and she watches me for a couple seconds and then realized I was trying to wake up/was whispering to her to wake me up. 

I had another dream after that but when I woke up, my sister called and told me that a tornado was 45 mins away and headed toward the town lol. Thankfully it went north. 

Ring

Dreamt I was in grandmas old house in her bedroom/bathroom. I was searching for an old ring my aunt had given me. Couldn't find it anywhere. My mom came in and I told her and she helped look was also watching a movie and someone proposed to someone 

 

Hotel

Possibly dreamt of r maybe. He was in a band maybe? With a group of friends. We were all younger like young 20s. In a hotel room. I was only wearing my underwear/bra and had to leave maybe the bathroom and get to the bedroom. Someone was cleaning the floor (hardwood) and it was very soapy. I walked last r and watched as he turned his head to check me out and I remember secretly smiling/getting excited when I looked away from him. Sat down on bed in a big pile of clothes and realized I needed to find come clothes. Felt him sit down in bed. Then I woke up because my sister called me. 

Can't Talk

Wtffff. Bad dream. Dreamt my husband was coming into the house late. He had food with him and was on the phone. I overheard him talking about still going to hang out with his family. I walked into kitchen where he was (set like our old trailer kind of) and I couldn't speak normally. I kept unintentionally whispering instead of talking and it was making him angry. I had to repeat myself a lot hoping I could speak normal and not whisper. I kept asking him what he was doing because it sounded like he had plans to leave again with family. He got angrier and got closer to me and I cowered. He kept getting closer to me. Then he started to put his hands around my neck. Suddenly I am outside but I don't think I'm me.. I'm like just a random point of view/a camera or something. I see a dead body in a trash by me. My vision zooms in and I see maggots crawling all over the body. I think it's supposed to be me in there.

Before this, I dreamt I was back in school. Middle or high? Couldnt find my locker. 

Bar

Short dream. Dreamt I saw a insta post of k's and it was like a small bar concert and there were a few guys in the photo. K commented that "(some guys name) must have caught another one" like the guy was trying to flirt with someone and it worked or something. Then I appeared at the bar. There's like five people there and they're all on the floor like they're sleeping. One is wearing a tlog shirt and I want to compliment it lol. Suddenly tho I realize all these guys are jerking off and that's what this weird event is for at this bar. I walk out embarrassed, kinda grossed out, and annoyed I couldn't even compliment the dude's shirt now or it'd be awkward lol. 

That's all I remember. 

Edit: I remember a little bit of another dream. I was with my husband and kids but we were living at childhood home. My middle and youngest children are outside and the middle one comes up and tells me he's been stung by a bunch of bees. I worry he could be allergic, so I start carrying him up to the house. I walk towards two cars (one on real life was an actual car we owned, a mustang, just recently started on fire a couple days ago). I put my son in the mustang and see my husband was in the other car and he's backing out. I try to yell to him that we might need to take our son to a hospital but he doesn't listen. All of a sudden the mustang starts moving. With my son in the car still. I hold onto the open window as well as possible and get dragged with, hoping it won't hit anything too hard and hurt my son. Somehow it slows a bit down and a tree stops it. 

Chickens

Remember only bits and pieces. I remember driving in a car with my mom and it's dark out. I think we're headed from T to W towns. I see this bright red lightning along with fireworks up ahead and we eventually pass it going through W. 

Then I dreamt I'm at dad's/my childhood home and I'm walking in the front yard/kitchen side and there's chickens everywhere, it's muddy instead of grass. I was wandering with a purpose but I don't remember why. Possibly looking for all the chickens? Mom and dad were still together. I think the chickens were hers in fact and not dad's. 

Teens

Dreamt I was in this store and witnessing some dude pranking these teens with paying for something with a big bill and them not having any cash to give back etc. Eventually he revealed it was a prank. 

I think I also dreamt that it was like an apocalyptic and the teens were searching for food or something. A girl with shorter hair found some a bowl of strawberries and then pretended to sneeze on them as a joke that she should have them to herself. 

Halloween Costume

Dreamt I met and maybe already knew k's brother. He was showing me this fake arm thing for a Halloween costume or something? Woke up really fast just as I was asking him who was going to wear it and what the costume would be. 

bad dream

Ugh blogger sucks. Can't post properly anymore and have to schedule post now. Forgot to with this dream and it went straight to drafts so here's one from April first: Dreamt I was in my old childhood bedroom sharing with some goth chick I was in my bed peeking under covers trying not to cry. My husband's mom came in and I remembered that my husband had died. She looked around in the room and felt bad for me.. she noticed I was having a hard time letting go of anything of his. Things piling up, starting to hoard. she lingered over a piece of mail written to him. 

Woke up. 

Wedding

I don't remember most, but I remember a couple bits. First I remember that I was at a wedding. I was wearing a white dress as it was all I had. Worried the bride would mind lol. I also remember finding a white snake coiled in a tree but it was torn apart. Part of me felt like I still saw it twitching. Also saw a skinny tornado outside on my deck and it was coming closer towards me but I didn't move. Eventually it passed me in the front yard, wasn't RIGHT on top of me. Husband was in my dream but I don't know what he did in it. I think maybe I kept trying to find him at this wedding? Hard to locate?

Beanstalk

Dreamt weird shit. Don't remember much but it was magical, for sure. The very very end I was with a man and woman and they were messing with a cord attached to an extension cord. I was worried it'd start a fire because the were being idiots with it so I tried to distract them away from it. Then, the guy left and I saw this green barrel come out of the ground and it just kept going straight up. Turned into a giant beanstalk. I hesitated on whether I wanted to jump on and so did the other lady (and she spoke her hesitations) but I eventually said "nah.. how would we ever get back down? Woke up pretty soon after. 

Waterfall

Damn. Dreamt my husband and I were rich. The nightmare was waking up... Anyways.. dreamt we had a pool, a waterfall, etc. Devin had bought this thing you put in the water thatassages your feet while you sleep. I figured I'd try it out, so I was getting it set up but confused where to put this tablet thing that looked like a tums. I had to go find him and ask him where to put it (straight in water? In a little case thing directly where my feet do? Etc). I remember I had other meds with me and when I came into his room to ask, I jokes and said 'heloe with my pirin tablets." (Was referencing The Birdcage 

Slight other dream maybe. Dreamt that we bought this a slice of cake that was very expensive. It was a cake they had served at like the super bowl or something. I tried a piece and let the kids try also. It was peanut butter and jelly flavored. 

Evil Nurse

Dreamt my sister's friend Becky was having a child. Me and my husband stopped by to visit in the hospital and we had to bring a new puppy we had because Becky's older daughter wanted to see the puppy. I let one of them hold the puppy for a photo and couldn't see well but it sounded like the puppy ran across over the baby's head. Suddenly a nurse ran over, grabbed the puppy and threw it on the floor and started hitting him hard in the face with something heavy. She just kept hitting him sooo much that I was sure she bashed in his skull. I tried running over but everyone kept pushing me away from getting to her and the dog. Eventually she stopped and everyone cleared out except for the dog. He was lying on the floor with a blanket already over him. Becky came back in asking if I'd sign something and I remember thinking 'fuck that, this is probably something where I can't sue them for this". And told her no, fuck off." Or whatever. Screamed at her for being on the nurse's side. 

Wow. Shortly before this I dreamt that I was still on high school and dad worked for 🤮 trump. We were rich and I remember us walking in a parade for school and I saw someone from my high school that was really popular and I told her she always seemed really nice to me/most popular. That made her smile.