Tuesday, July 21, 2026

Kids

Dreamt I had three kids, all toddlers and babies, and they were all deformed. I tried my best to care for them, and they were all happy babies. Then my old high school friend stopped by (I remember now I was at my childhood home) and stood on the front door steps. It was raining. I walked up about to hug everyone because I thought it was my kids and maybe husband or babysitter? Stopped when I realized. We sat and chatted about our hectic lives. Woke up incredibly exhausted. 


Wait. Then after. Just before waking up. I dreamt I was at my grandma's trailer and my actual boys were there. There was candy randomly splayed around the living room and my kids kept asking for some. Then we were talking about commercial jingles (wait I remember why now. Lol). We had a dog that would open his mouth anytime we spoke, so I joked about getting a video of the dog looking like he was singing, so we were thinking of a good/easy jingle to sing to make it look like he was doing it. We were torn between Mentos and something else. 

Sunday, July 19, 2026

Melatonin Dream

Melatonin dream. Special no less. Dreamt him. He was in a room with others and I was sitting on a couch and I felt him looking at me, but I was too scared to look at him. I remember changing my phone background, looking at food some lady handed me.. anything but look at him. 



Before this, I dreamt I had both boys and we were in what looked like florida. There was a tornado. I kept spinning around to make sure it wasn't coming at us, because I couldn't see it. I also remember looking out childhood home, my middle child was on a chair and I was looking out the window and noticing the house was not where it should. A rotted, abandoned garage was in view when it shouldn't be. I wondered why everything was wrong in my dream. 

Friday, July 17, 2026

Strange

Currently reading the book Strange The Dreamer by Laini somethingorother, so I had elements of that book in my dream. Can't remember it really though. 

Wednesday, July 15, 2026

Hysteria

I was in a car with husband's family, especially my niece Vanessa, and Bonny Doon's Saw A Light came on the radio. Vanessa complained and said she preferred the song before, which was kv's Hysteria. I told her though both are great, Hysteria is my favorite, so I understood. 


Then I woke up. 

Monday, July 13, 2026

JCM

Dreamt I was in this big theater and I have no idea what was happening but everyone was sitting down in the audience and someone on stage announced director jcm was in the audience and there were several claps but I jumped up clapping like a giddy idiot (I would never do that in real life) and he looked over and acknowledged me. Then a bunch of the audience ran up to him for photos - not me lol. After, I just remember being outside the theater being very happy about seeing him. 

Pretty sure I dreamt this because shortly before bed I was scrolling Instagram and he had posted something. 

Sunday, July 12, 2026

Bangs

I only remember one thing in my dream last night. I was cutting my hair/giving myself bangs, and I cut them WAY too short. I was so embarrassed. 

Monday, July 6, 2026

Ex

Dreamt there was a huge event going on in a basketball court area/gymnasium. I wasn't really near the front, but I knew that my ex, his wife, and their kids were up at the front doing something, can't remember. Like a speech or something. Started walking around to get through/outside and was hoping no one saw me. 

Sunday, July 5, 2026

Essay

I remember it was a really long dream but I don't remember much. I think jenny, an old friends sister was in it, and we were talking about whether we needed to write essays in order to graduate or something. 

Friday, July 3, 2026

Nesting Doll Stores

I was in this store. It kept turning into more stores. Like a store in a store in a store, etc.. I was with my sister and maybe some old friends of hers? I believe Niki was one. Accidentally took scissors and a sewing kit from a store so I went back to give it back. One lady addidentally took one of my sister's earbuds. 

Oooo. I remember on the way. We were driving fast over this huge rickety bridge. I was taking photos and decided on a selfie but hated how I looked. Felt like a rollercoaster. 

Thursday, July 2, 2026

choking

Dreamt I woke up to my youngest coughing and telling me he was choking in bed. Suddenly jolted up in my waking life and looked over at my son, still sleeping. 

make him appear

Dreamt I was in a building maybe an airport or mall or something? I can't remember what was happening but suddenly I realized I was dreaming and said if that's the case, I'll make cfc appear. He did. He walked up and we started kissing and touching. It was nice. 


After, I dreamt I was in childhood living room and this girl with a hard to understand accent (maybe really think German?) was talking about tea and her braces 

Sunday, June 21, 2026

I Wanna Be There

Dreamt I was in a bedroom that was supposed to be mine at childhood home. Waking up.bibthink my sister was sleeping on the bed too? Music was playing in these pillows that had speakers built inside. Many pillows. Song was I Wanna Be There by Blessid Union Of Souls (playing in waking life). Going through all the pillows trying to turn off the song so it's less loud. Woke up to song still playing. 


Also dreamt earlier this night that I was looking on this store for some pants to wear for a thanksgiving dinner. Had to hurry because the guests were on their way to the store and I don't think I had my pants on but I couldn't find a good pair to wear.

Friday, June 19, 2026

Wedding Gifts

Dreamt husband and I got married again? I think. Maybe.. We wew at home and he was looking at something I can't remember but it was a gift from family for getting married. 


Wait. I remember before this we were walking through warrens and I saw my dad walking through the crowd and I came up to him. I think that maybe husband and I almost eloped or something because nobody could find us and it was like we had ran away and everyone wasn't even sure if we'd show up... I don't think I was in my dress but I was still knowing that I had to be married that morning. I tapped his shoulder and he turned around and saw me and husband and smiled. 

Then we were in the house... I can't remember one of the gifts but I do remember one of them was a really nice staircase for our basement. My sister, aunt, and Mom bought this gift for us.

Woke up right after.

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

Grandpa's

Dreamt I was at Grandpa's house, packing to head home. Singing along to July by Noah Cyrus (cuz that's what was playing in waking world, as I woke up soon after this.) I remember Snickers was there, still sleeping possibly, and I was trying my best to sing along sweetly and beautiful (well what I could do with my ugly ass voice lol). As I was packing I saw some old notes I wrote down on a notepad that I had left at Grandpa's a long time ago and felt embarrassed because I knew a cousin had cleaned the room previously and probably saw what I wrote. 

Saturday, June 13, 2026

Thrift Store

I really can't remember lots, but I do remember I was with a group of people. Perhaps we were trying to hide from bad guys? We were in a thrift store or something and I was with this guy, I think the leader of our group. Flirting. I was happy about it. I had a basket of stuff I found, and he distracted me with flirting to wander off and grab something with him. But after a few seconds or whatever, he just walks off and outside and I'm all wtf?? I'm calling out to him through this big window but he just keeps walking to our car I notice the lights of the thrift store turn off and people are leaving, so I walk out to the car. I ask him why he left so suddenly without me and then I bitched that I didn't even get to buy what I had in my cart. 


That's all I remember. I know the beginning of my dream showed me who and why we were running away from someone, but I can't remember.