Hole

Dreamt I'm back at childhood home. In the back porch. There's apparently a basement in the house in this dream. Anyways, house is really run down and there's a spot in the floor that is really soft under a bed. I keep trying to see if it's safe or not and when it seems to be I walk away a bit. Then there's a huge party. There's a band playing and a group of teens are jumping on the bed. Of course it falls through the floor. The "basement" is flooded and there's almost a well underneath. Some kids get stuck. I'm too scared to help so I watch others do it. Eventually I freak out, leave, and try to call my sister. She doesnt answer. Then I call mom and tell her. But then I'm unsure if it really happened. 

Oh and there were also monkeys that were like babies. Had to rock them to sleep etc.

Then the dream shifts. I am in a thrift store. Eerily nostalgic, like I've been here in another dream before. It's always the same on in the same area of town. But never actually real. I walk in and see a skirt and consider trying it on. Then I'm walking through rooms in this thrift store and see some Amish in a kitchen and they're barefoot. So am I. I see them making bread and even kneading the dough with their feet. 🤢 I walk out. I see my sister in law. Then I see my sister's old friend Sarah. I remember now. I'm back in the house. I'm looking for a place to change. There's a girl who keeps also needing to change and we are waiting for the other to go lol eventually I get it and I leave and let her change first and then I walk in and tell her I need to. As I'm fucking changing, she walks up to a window in the room I'm in from another room and she starts singing or playing music and I sing back to her. Some ballad by a female singer. Forgot which. Had a really good voice. Woke up. 

Cats

Cats. So many cats in my dream. I was at my childhood home and my mother in law was there and I remember she brought a cat into the house (though came in from further into the house - not the front door) asking if it was alright to bring the cat in. Then there were other cats before that. 

Possibly dreamt of a circus. Currently reading a series about that, so not surprised I guess. 

Ride

Dreamt two things:

First, I was driving illegally with I think my kids in the back. We were almost home and I saw that our road had a bunch of signs and flags all over saying the road was down, but I drove through anyways and backed up once the road was fully closed and then drove over our lawn to park. 

Then the next dream.. I was in a hotel room I think and an old classmate was there, Melissa p. We were watching a music video for Alice in chains and it was just a bunch of people on a room that kept fully spinning around, like the ceiling became the floor, etc. Suddenly, she and I were outside in a line of people waiting to go on a ride for a similar contraption. We had to start by sitting on this gurney looking thing and not strapped in at all, and then it would slide into the room. Woke up or dreamt something else before I ever saw the room I believe. I do remember warning Melissa that I wouldn't be able to handle this ride because I'm a big fat baby. 

Field Trip

Dreamt I was dropping my daughter off on a field trip or something and I overheard some girl telling my daughter not to play with someone while on the field trip. It pissed me off, so I walked up to the bus while everyone was inside and I yelled to my daughter 'dont forget to play with ____!" And then I smiled huge and then glared at the girl who told my daughter not to. Then I walked back to my car 

Before this.. dreamt I was on the beach of a lake and my mom or husband told me that a tornado was passing in the lake, and that if we went a little further into the lake (I was thinking waded into the lake, but no, my mom and husband and a couple other just start swimming in with clothes on and going out further) we could see it better. I just stayed where I could touch and used my husband's phone to zoom in and try to record, but I couldn't really get anything. I think I was busy opening his dumb phone when it passed by. Then someone had the gall to scold me for getting my bag wet when I didn't even get in as far as everyone else! 😠😒 Whatever. 

Kids

Dreamt I had three kids, all toddlers and babies, and they were all deformed. I tried my best to care for them, and they were all happy babies. Then my old high school friend stopped by (I remember now I was at my childhood home) and stood on the front door steps. It was raining. I walked up about to hug everyone because I thought it was my kids and maybe husband or babysitter? Stopped when I realized. We sat and chatted about our hectic lives. Woke up incredibly exhausted. 

Wait. Then after. Just before waking up. I dreamt I was at my grandma's trailer and my actual boys were there. There was candy randomly splayed around the living room and my kids kept asking for some. Then we were talking about commercial jingles (wait I remember why now. Lol). We had a dog that would open his mouth anytime we spoke, so I joked about getting a video of the dog looking like he was singing, so we were thinking of a good/easy jingle to sing to make it look like he was doing it. We were torn between Mentos and something else. 

Melatonin Dream

Melatonin dream. Special no less. Dreamt him. He was in a room with others and I was sitting on a couch and I felt him looking at me, but I was too scared to look at him. I remember changing my phone background, looking at food some lady handed me.. anything but look at him. 

Before this, I dreamt I had both boys and we were in what looked like florida. There was a tornado. I kept spinning around to make sure it wasn't coming at us, because I couldn't see it. I also remember looking out childhood home, my middle child was on a chair and I was looking out the window and noticing the house was not where it should. A rotted, abandoned garage was in view when it shouldn't be. I wondered why everything was wrong in my dream. 

Strange

Currently reading the book Strange The Dreamer by Laini somethingorother, so I had elements of that book in my dream. Can't remember it really though. 

Hysteria

I was in a car with husband's family, especially my niece Vanessa, and Bonny Doon's Saw A Light came on the radio. Vanessa complained and said she preferred the song before, which was kv's Hysteria. I told her though both are great, Hysteria is my favorite, so I understood. 

Then I woke up. 

JCM

Dreamt I was in this big theater and I have no idea what was happening but everyone was sitting down in the audience and someone on stage announced director jcm was in the audience and there were several claps but I jumped up clapping like a giddy idiot (I would never do that in real life) and he looked over and acknowledged me. Then a bunch of the audience ran up to him for photos - not me lol. After, I just remember being outside the theater being very happy about seeing him. 

Pretty sure I dreamt this because shortly before bed I was scrolling Instagram and he had posted something. 

Bangs

I only remember one thing in my dream last night. I was cutting my hair/giving myself bangs, and I cut them WAY too short. I was so embarrassed. 

Ex

Dreamt there was a huge event going on in a basketball court area/gymnasium. I wasn't really near the front, but I knew that my ex, his wife, and their kids were up at the front doing something, can't remember. Like a speech or something. Started walking around to get through/outside and was hoping no one saw me. 

Essay

I remember it was a really long dream but I don't remember much. I think jenny, an old friends sister was in it, and we were talking about whether we needed to write essays in order to graduate or something. 

Nesting Doll Stores

I was in this store. It kept turning into more stores. Like a store in a store in a store, etc.. I was with my sister and maybe some old friends of hers? I believe Niki was one. Accidentally took scissors and a sewing kit from a store so I went back to give it back. One lady addidentally took one of my sister's earbuds. 

Oooo. I remember on the way. We were driving fast over this huge rickety bridge. I was taking photos and decided on a selfie but hated how I looked. Felt like a rollercoaster. 

choking

Dreamt I woke up to my youngest coughing and telling me he was choking in bed. Suddenly jolted up in my waking life and looked over at my son, still sleeping. 

make him appear

Dreamt I was in a building maybe an airport or mall or something? I can't remember what was happening but suddenly I realized I was dreaming and said if that's the case, I'll make cfc appear. He did. He walked up and we started kissing and touching. It was nice. 

After, I dreamt I was in childhood living room and this girl with a hard to understand accent (maybe really think German?) was talking about tea and her braces