Don't Fear The Reaper.

Dreamt I was on my parents' property just near the outskirts, close to the neighbor's cranberry marsh. My sister and I were being chased by this angry bear and we were running towards this truck. I see an asian woman on the other side of the truck and I yell to her about the bear. I see that her truck is smashed in through the windshield, so my sister and I crawl in that way and the asian woman follows. She takes her time getting around the car and as I try to pull her in through the windshield and the bear is getting closer, I appear next to my parents' house, so I don't know what happened to her. There was a guy that was standing near me and and he told me that Death has been watching me and following me. I kind of freaked out and ran into the house, thinking I was going to die or something. Then I freaked out even more when this other guy flew into the house. He had these black wings with purple smoke emitting off the wings and he was wearing all black.. I was terrified. I thought he was going to kill me and I asked him if I was going to die. He said, "Not if you'll let me help you." Then he pointed to my stomach and told me that a while ago I had a baby but lost it and that he needed to get rid of it because it was still inside of me and killing me. He took out this sack of seashells and put them in his hand. He told me to take it and it'll help with the pain. I asked him if I had to take one or the whole handful, and he laughed and told me to just take one. So I ate it and he laid me down on the floor and cut me open and pulled out my stomach and produced these tiny things that looked like Jelly Bellies. When I saw the jelly bellies I knew there was always something wrong with my digestion, and seeing this confirmed it. Then my sister Sarah came in and I told her what was going on and I showed her the incision, though I wasn't looking, and she freaked out and told me I was losing a lot of blood. Then all I see is her in the room, narrating the whole thing and showing pictures of our childhood and how much of a good sister I was to her. As if I died.

The Invisible Troll.

I just spent an hour online looking for the dream I swear I posted somewhere on some site and finally realized that an hour searching is a lot longer than ten minutes writing the damn thing all over again, so I'll just do that.

I dreamt I was at my aunt's house and Tegan and Sara were having a concert outside. My boyfriend's birthday was that day apparently, so they called him up and invited his family and they were about to invite me up but I noticed my mom wasn't with me and the rest of my family, so I wandered off to look for her. I walked to where I grew up and went to the chicken coop on my parent's property and searched for her in there. There were two people in there, so I asked them if they saw her and they told me that she and two others were kidnapped. They just disappeared, all on separate occasions. I rounded up my sister and some other girl and we all held hands and were about to head back to my aunt's house in the dark, but I saw movement in the woods. I pointed and told them that I knew that whatever was moving in the woods is what kidnapped mom. Suddenly I also knew that whatever kidnapped her was this invisible creature.. Like a troll-type of creature. We keep walking through the woods, still holding hands, until we get towards the swampier areas of the woods on my parent's property. Somehow we gain weapons.. Pickaxes and things like that. And then I'm being dragged by something I cannot see. I want my sister and this other woman to just kill this beast now, but I know that if they do, we will never see Mom again. Eventually he lets go of me and we immediately kill him. Then we notice what looks like a fresh and unpacked dirt-mound. I begin digging with my hands, hoping that this is the beast's lair and that Mom was somewhere nearby. I make a good-sized hole in the ground and I yell really loud for Mom. I can't tell if I am hearing her or my echo, but something inside me tells me that I know that if I dig further down, I'll find a tunnel and that this is why my voice could be echoing or why hers could be so quiet and that maybe it's her echo I'm hearing. I wake up before I have a chance to dig any further down.

Robots Attack!

Dreamt I was this married black woman and I was with my husband in this fenced in area that was on my parents' old property. We were trying to run away from this stuffed animal robot that my friend made me, because it was trying to kill us. The fence is an electrical one and the wires are splayed all over in the area we were running around in and it is also raining, so eventually I lay down on the ground next to my husband to keep from getting shocked so much. Suddenly we are in a run-down cabin, but it is still raining and there are still so many electric wires all over the floor. I poke my head up and peer out a window and I see the robot run past outside. Then I see a man heavily suited in some kind of protective wear. He has these big scissors and he starts cutting the wires from the fence outside, the fence that the wires inside the cabin are attached to. When he does that, the shock from the wires disappears. My husband and I hear noises outside. It sounds like a woman running. We rush out of the cabin and I turn into myself and my husband turns into Devin and I am carrying a little girl in my arms, our daughter, supposedly, along with the robot that was trying to kill us. Although this time, the robot is not the one my friend made me, but the one I made my sister for Christmas. Devin and the girl disappear at some point, and I walk up to this burn barrel and I threw the robot in the fire and I start to watch it melt. Suddenly I get this uneasy feeling that my sister won't believe me that the robots are killing people, so I grab the robot from out of the fire and when I look at its once-happy-looking face, it has a very angry, unhappy, melted face. Originally, the robot has a very happy anime face with its eyes closed, but after burning him for awhile, the eyes warped into an angle of anger. It scared me. I thought the robot would start to attack.

...Somehow my dream has a slight distraction.. I am in Warrens and I am at this farm. Devin is trying to sell a pig that we (don't really have in real life obviously but) own in the dream, but the farmer tries to pay for the pig for little of nothing. I talk back to the farmer, angry, telling him that he wants to murder the innocent creature and he's only giving us a couple bucks? That's ridiculous. Devin's dad is leaning out of the car window and he's telling Devin to shut me up and that I don't know anything about buying, selling, meat, or farming, and that I need to respect the guy that is trying to buy our pig. I march over to his dad and I yell at him telling him that he needs to respect my own opinions and beliefs. He refuses to, so I walk off. I start walking down this road and I get a text from my friend Anna and she tells me she is having problems with this guy she likes....

My dream goes back to where it ended in the beginning and I am walking down a long dirt driveway, holding the stuffed animal robot like it's a baby and I start singing the song Bloodletting really slow, hoping to calm the robot down enough so that it won't kill me. For some reason though, I thought that my grandma was a ghost in this dream and that singing to the robot would make me seem crazy to her. I start walking up to my aunt and uncle's trailer and see my uncle outside cleaning the deck. My mom and aunt are coming outside with boxes, apparently moving out.

Into The Woods - Part II

Dreamt I was walking in the woods and had my dogs with me. I kept telling them to stay home, not to follow. One of them almost mauled a girl.

The Mario Dream.

This dream was a lot like Mario in a way. I haven't played Mario in ages, so I have no clue why I dreamt this. I'm holding onto this vine that is hanging from the heavens and sliding back down to Earth. There are even coins connected to the vines. (No joke.) I am a guy in this dream, too. When I reach the ground, a woman comes up to me and tells me that she's my mom. I tell her that she can't possibly be my mother, that I already have one. Somehow she gets killed by some evil guy, so I bury her in this shallow, flooded grave. I start climbing back up the vine with coins to reach the heavens (I guess I was killed as well), but I get scared of the heights I am at and I start sliding back down. Suddenly my dream plays-over the beginning of the dream and when the woman comes up to me to tell me she's my mom, I believe her this time.

The Jail Cell

I'm sick..

Dreamt I was taking my temperature but that the thermometer would not stay in my mouth long enough. When it finally beeped saying it was finished, I checked it and it was at 99.something.

Then I was in this prison visitation/trial. It was more set up like a I was supposed to pick someone out of a lineup, only they were all in on it. The guy on the left started moving his bare feet around (he was sitting in a chair, in handcuffs, and was wearing bright orange clothing). I noticed he was fidgeting with his toenails. Suddenly I see something underneath a nail and I sense it's something that will help him unlock his handcuffs. I tell Tegan Quin, who happens to be beside me, and she tells me to go get help. I rush over to this guy that looks like Tom Waits when he played in Bram Stoker's Dracula. He's a janitor and is cleaning jail cells on the opposite side of this big room we are all in. At first he can't hear me very well because his hearing is bad, but eventually he understands. I go back to where Tegan was but she and the rest of the people I was with are gone. Apparently the bad guy had taken them somewhere. I see the bad guy come at me so I run down this hallway and into this bathroom and try to lock the door but I somehow end up UNlocking it instead, so he walks in and puts me in a jail cell with Crystal Bowersox from American Idol.

The Evil Couple.

Dreamt I was pregnant and in the closet at my parent's old house. I was putting clothes on and Devin kind of pushes me or something, and I say that it's unsafe for the baby. Then, during the day, Devin and I are walking from the old house to my Grandma's old house (just down the driveway). Mine and Devin's outside dogs got out of the fence and wandered off somewhere and I also couldn't find my dog Moses. I thought he was mad at me because I was pregnant and he wanted to stay being my 'baby'. When I get to my Grandma's, I notice two cars in their driveway. A red truck and a black hatchback. I elbow Devin, confused. An old couple get out of the truck and they walk up to us. The guy introduces himself and asks us if we've ever met Doug (my dad). Apparently my dad is throwing a party at the house (and also, apparently he and his girlfriend are living at my grandma's now). I say yes, I have met Doug (I don't mention he's my dad, though). By now, the old couple got younger. Maybe in their mid-to-late-fifties. About my dad's age. The guy gets a weird look on his face and says, "He's okay. But I heard he was gay."

I'm fuming.

I snap back that even if he was, it wouldn't make him any different than if he wasn't. The guy gets angry with me for responding this way.

It's nighttime now and I am walking with my sister Sarah, who's behind me with her hands on my shoulders, my mom, with her hands on my sister's shoulders, and my dad's girlfriend, with her hand's on my mom's shoulders. (FYI, this would never happen. My mom and my dad's girlfriend have never met and never intend to.) We're scared of the dark and walking back to the old house because it's the only house with electricity on. (In real life, both houses are abandoned now.) I get to the front door and reach for the light switch just inside. I turn around and Mom and Joanna are gone. Sarah and I walk back around the house towards the driveway and see people crouching behind a car. I notice the older couple has both Mom and Joanna on the ground and they are trying to kill them. The woman has Mom and she's mutilating her fingers. The guy has Joanna and he's just forcing her into the ground at the moment. My sister and I are full of dread and can barely move. She has scissors on her and I grab them from her and first I try slicing across this guy's back to make him stop, but he won't. So then I start stabbing him and I start yelling for my dad as loud as I can, but realize that my dad is half-deaf, and unable to hear me no matter how loud I was. Then I worry this evil couple has killed my dad and now they're killing his girlfriend and my mom. The couple kind of has my mom and Joanna underneath the car, this is why we can barely reach anyone.

He Turned Everyone I Knew Into Statues.

Dreamt I was in this bar and a bunch of people I knew were in there. Devin and his co-workers and some friends. I walked around at one point and saw this girl I used to like so I talked to her, but noticed she didn't actually look like herself. So I thought in my head, "Look what is happening to us. You're out of my life, and now I'm forgetting what you even look like." So I had to leave her. I went to this back room that looked like my old bedroom. I felt like I was in a hotel room, though, because on the floor was a telephone and I called Tegan & Sara's hotel room and asked (because I knew they wouldn't want to come to my hotel room) if they knew this girl's hotel room number so that I could ask her to come back. I hung up right away, though, before they answered. Then I heard a phone alarm go off, when I found it, I turned it off. (It was my boyfriend's. It said "Devin signature" on the screen or something, which meant something to do with his credit card and the signature, I was thinking.) Then I heard my own phone go off, and I found it underneath my old TV in the living room at my old house. I answered, and it was this old man with a distinct english accent. He sounded suspicious. He tried to keep the conversation going even though I wanted to hang up. I had a feeling he was on his way to come to the room to get me. I walked out of my old house and walked around to the driveway. Then I saw all the people from the bar as statues. All grey marble-looking. It freaked me out and made me think this old man was a gargoyle or a vampire and he was killing everyone close to me so he could get to me. I turned around and then saw him wearing this black cape and he was coming at me, I backed up and repeated to myself "wake up.. wake up.. wake up.." while flinching in my dream body and feeling myself writhe in my real body. Then it started getting hard for me to breathe. I seriously thought in my dream that I was dying in my real body and that if I didn't wake up soon, I never would. Finally, as soon as my face writhed out of the covers I was under, I felt like I was surfacing from underwater or something. I could breathe and I woke up taking that breath in. Then my head started hurting really bad.

A Killer Transformed.

Dreamt a man that looks like Anton Newcombe is trying to kill me and a bunch of other people. I'm outside and there are two women with me. I tell them that this man is trying to kill us and I push them to flee. They both go in different directions and soon enough I hear a shrill cry in the distance..

Before this, I remember being in this house that looked similar to the basement/family room of an old friend's house. I was with ll of these people and I remember there was mail on the coffee table that I was looking at. Two men were killed in the house, and one of the women that I told to run off had been dating one of these guys and was grieving the whole time.


.. after the scream I heard in the distance, this Anton-looking guy comes up and is about to kill me but I try to seduce him. I have a fluffy light blue dress on and I'm wearing fishnet stockings. He's slightly on the ground and I'm leaning against/sitting on this car and I'm lifting my leg/skirt in his area. He really likes it and eventually stands up and puts his arms around me. I start freaking out in my head, I don't know what to do now. I start thinking that maybe if I have us get to a bedroom I could handcuff him and then make my escape, but he transforms into a Rosario Dawson-look-a-like with with freckles and red (super long and super layered) hair, wearing a black headband.

Catholic School Girls.

I dreamt I was in this catholic school, in this bathroom. The bathroom was kind of grungy, pretty grimy.. I was with some random girl and we were caked in cement. I remember first she showered off and got herself pretty cleaned up afterwards, but for some reason I couldn't take a shower, so I went to the sink to wash my hands/hair, etc, and after washing up a bit, she turned me around, away from the sink, and we started fooling around. Like pulling each other close, kissing each other, but nothing more than playful cuddles. Anyways, the door of the bathroom was open and these two men, priests (with suits similar to what Billy Corgan is wearing in the music video Ava Adore) notice what we are doing and they both stalk into the room and one of them walks up to this girl I am with and I get in between them, afraid he'll hurt her. He then grabs my hand instead and says "Two pokes!" and pulls out this really really strange, demonic knife/tool out of his coat. It was double-sided; One side was this poky end, like a really big needle, and the other end was this sharp blade. Before anything else happens, I shit you not, demonic music started playing in the background, like a bunch of men chanting! (Think Mike Patton-meets-swampy-cemetery sound. Or in a way I could explain it more simply: It sounds like Lurch from the Addams Family, when he whines "Yes, Mrs. Addams.") Anyways, now that I've explained the chanting I heard in the background, I can get on with the scary part. He grabs a hold of my arm tightly, and pokes me with the needle side of the demonic instrument in a strange angle, like how doctors do when they put an IV in you, and then with swift motion, he slices across my arm with the blade half of the instrument. The cut is really deep, though it doesn't bleed. I can literally see the flap of skin he tore into, though. Then he does another slice across my arm. And with that, I wake up.

The Ride At The Fair.

Dreamt my sister Sarah, my boyfriend Devin and I were at this fair near an ocean. We were on this really big rollercoaster that looked more like a huge bus without any walls. We had cameras and were taking pictures of everything we were driving past. This rollercoaster was on this road, passing other cars, and going in a circle around this fair. It was about the size of a ship. The ride itself inside was supposed to disgust the people aboard. The director of the ride gives me a syringe and forces me to stab someone with it. I do it to some person behind me. I have to do it a few times or else the director will kill me. At one point I draw blood. Someone pukes behind me. Then I see this girl I like that is on the ride with us and she looks intrigued. I want to take a picture of the two of us after the ride is over. I ask Sarah and this girl when the ride will end and the point at a McDonalds, telling me that we end there. They mention the word "scene", as if the ending "scene" was McDonalds. My dream then switched to the driver and the director. The driver turns into the other lane wrong and gets scolded.


At some point in the dream I am in my boyfriend's parent's house. This girl I know asks me if I can print out a copy of Tony Shaloub's autograph. I say yes and also make a copy for myself to show off to people.

That Man I Shot

Dreamt that the personification Jack Frost took me out on a date. He starts out very Ville Valo-like, but as the dream progresses, he gets more on the husky side. It's nighttime and we're on a bus. I am sitting in the seat behind him and leaning in towards his seat with my arms around him. Then he disappears. As he disappears, I hear him tell me to find him. I get my sister Sarah and my boyfriend (lolol) Devin to help me find where he is. We search the coldest place on earth. We are walking carefully around this snowy mountain cliff. The path is narrow. Eventually the path leads to a house. We walk into this garage and up these stairs into this kitchen. I see a fridge and I open it. Icicles are EVERYWHERE. I keep walking through the house until I get to the living room. I tell Sarah and Devin that this is the house he planned for us to live in. I look out a window in the living room and notice two headlights parked about a quarter of a mile down the road. Then I see red and blue cop siren lights. Sarah and Devin and I start running off, thinking that Jack was in one of the cars parked on the side of the road, and that the cop probably killed him and was after us next. I run downstairs and into the garage, towards the door to the outside. Before I get out, a man with a knife walks in. I yell, "WAKE ME UP! WAKE ME UP! WAKE ME UP!" I start blinking my eyes really wide, trying to wake myself up. Sarah and Devin look at me funny from my behavior. The guy with the knife then stabs my hand into the wall and wakes me up.

When I woke up, I was kind of disappointed. So I went back to sleep to try and find Jack. I locked myself in a basement. I had this HIM pin attached to my hat and I took the pin off to look at it and it was blank. It made me realize that Jack vanished off the face of the earth. He didn't exist anymore. I cried. Then I unlocked the door and the bad guy tried slashing me with a carving knife. I had a gun on me and tried shooting him but he wouldn't die. I finally shot myself in the head and woke up that way.

10/2/10 - Sugar.

I dreamt I was at my childhood home. I was getting sugar out of these old-time-looking thermostats. I guess that's where we kept the sugar. I remember having to break open the thermostat to get to the sugar, except the sugar looked more like rice. I also kept thinking there might be dead mice in the thermostat/sugar holders. My dad made me tea after that, and it was three cups stacked on top of one another. It seemed normal to me to have three cups of tea. My dad then grabbed at his back like he was in pain and asked me if I ever had "railroad bones". I asked him what that was, and he said it's when your bones are weak and you start to fall, your bones will start to slide down until they "catch" onto another bone so that you don't fall. I told him I never had that, and he said, "Oh, you just wait!" like it was arthritis or something simple like that. We decided to watch a movie but we couldn't decide on one. Then dad noticed another movie that was sitting up high on a shelf. At first, I thought it was this porn movie my boyfriend and I owned at one time, and I was embarrassed if my dad saw it, so I tried to snatch it up so I could name some boring movie off to him. He grabbed it first and it ended up being a movie called La Vie En Rose. (This is scary, because I've never seen this film or even heard of it, really. Though when I woke up, the title sounded familiar, so I searched and there really is a film called that.) When the movie played, it was Leslie Bibb and Shiri Appleby. The two were having sex against some door, and on the floor was a bunch of dead people. After the two finished having sex, the dead awoke or arose and one asked, "Is she still alive?" and started searching for someone. Then I woke up.

10/1/10 - Nostalgia.

People were eating plants and gaining super powers. These people were bad, though. They moved vines of ivy and things to kill people by strangulation.

Then I dreamt I was at this concert. Andrew WK, My Morning Jacket and Bonnie Raitt were (strangely) playing together on this circular stage. I was with my mom, and we were both dancing near My Morning Jacket.


Then I was at a birthday party for Pry (from the heartagram boards), everyone from the board was there. I tried to take a picture of her, but the camera was fuzzy and I couldn't see her, so she took a picture of me and it turned out looking like my lips were bright red.

Then I was in a garage. There were a bunch of old childhood clothes of mine and old toys scattered about the floor. I was trying to find my toy I cherished most in my childhood, but could not find him. Instead, I found this weird baby toy where he was nestled in this weird clam shell that would open and close. When you open it, music would play. Then I walk to the bedroom and see all kinds of teenage-style clothes from the past and try a bunch on. My sister walks in and yells at me that I'm wearing something of hers and stalks off in a pissy mood.

9/13/10 - Most Disgusting Dream Ever.

I dreamt I was getting ready to go camping with Devin, my sister, and a BUNCH of others. It was almost like a game, or a scavenger hunt, instead of camping. I remember someone telling me that someone misplaced their snake, and that "Now we only have thirteen out of the fourteen snakes." I was freaking out, I hate snakes. Anyways, I looked everywhere for the snake outside, and couldn't find it anywhere. It was also supposedly a 16-foot snake. So I can't find it outside, but Devin, Sarah and I all drive to Warrens to get gas to go camping and I get out of the car while Devin pays and I start looking around town for the snake. I see Jay Manuel from America's Next Top Model and I walk over and ask him if he's seen the snake, and he tells me to follow him. I magically appear in this warehouse with all these plastic dolls with blood smeared all over them. It seems like a storage unit for a horror movie's props or something. A woman that slightly resembles Milla Jovovich of Resident Evil is telling us that the snake is one of these dolls, and gives us all guns to shoot at them. So I watch her shoot at a bunch of them, and then walk away. I start thinking the woman is a bit loony for thinking the snake is a doll. When I walk away, I notice this REALLY disgusting REALLY big worm slithering out of the ceiling. I stare at it for a few seconds like a dope (like the dumbasses I see in horror movies, when I tell them to RUN AWAY but they don't) and the worm (it was wormy colored and wormy shaped) /snake (the right size for one) SHOOTS out of the ceiling and attaches to the lower right part of my stomach. Kind of where my appendix scar is. As the worm attaches, it also feeds itself into me and jolts me and gives me these uncontrollable tremors. I was waking up when this happened, and when I opened my eyes, that part of the body that the worm was eating into felt really weird.. Like it was still shaking from the worm eating at it.


It was the most disgusting dream ever. Ewww..




Worm

• To see a worm in your dream, represents weakness, degradation, filth and general negativity. You have a very low opinion of yourself or of someone in your life. The dream may also relate to self-esteem issues or a skewed self image. Alternatively, dreaming of a worm may be a metaphor for someone who is untrustworthy or slick.To dream that the worm is crawling on your body, indicates that you feel someone around you is taking advantage of you and feeding off your kind heartedness.

Lose

• To dream that you lose something, indicates that you may really have misplaced something that you had not realized yet. It may also be a signal for you to clean out and reorganize your life. Perhaps you are overwhelmed and distracted with the hustle and bustle of day-to-day life.

• Snake

• To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality.

9/4/10 - Looking For Dana.

Dreamt I was chatting with Dana, a friend, with a webcam. At some point, a bomb went off in the room she was in, and all I saw was fire on the camera. I freaked out. I was in my parents' old house in the porch on this bed (the porch in the old house was very rectangular, and we sometimes used it as a big bedroom when I lived there), and I seemed to think Dana was in one of the other bedrooms in the house. I went up to the living room and found my sister Sarah, Tegan and Sara, and a bunch of strangers in the room. I bawled while telling everyone what happened, and that I thought for sure that Dana had died. They didn't seem so sure, so we all went into the rooms and checked for her. I guess Dana must have been babysitting, because there were a bunch of kids hiding in parts of the room, trying to find shelter from the explosion. Everyone grabbed the kids and I kept trying to find out where Dana was and if she was alright. I went over to the closet and opened the door to see if Dana was in there, but it seemed empty and pretty dark. I noticed something tan-colored fly up from a coat that was hanging and do a few circles in the air above my head and then land on my back. I could feel the claws ripping into my skin. It hurt so bad and I was so frightened, I ran over to Tegan, who happened to be a man although I knew he was still her, and asked him/her to help me pull off the bat that was embedded into my back. S/he pulled it off carefully. Then I ran back to the closet to keep looking for my friend and I couldn't find her in there. I lost hope, and started crying. I noticed a big jeep/hummer parked outside next to a trailer near the house and it was a bunch of bigger latino men carrying something I couldn't see into the backseat. I rushed over to the guy that was driving and knew that this person was Dana's boyfriend Matt (he doesn't look like this man in real life at all, though). I asked Matt if that was Dana they put in the jeep, and all he told me was "I need to get to the hospital". I started crying, with joy now because I knew she was at least alive, and ran to the house I was in and told this Tegan-man what I heard. Before I woke up, I hugged this guy/girl and was crying, still of joy, into their chest.

Bomb

• To see a bomb in your dream, indicates that you are going through a potentially explosive situation in your waking life. The bomb could represent repressed desires and unexpressed emotions that are on the verge of exploding or bursting if not dealt with soon.

Closet

• To see a closet in your dream, symbolizes something in your life that you have kept hidden. It may also signify an unveiling of previously hidden aspects of yourself, as in "coming out of the closet".

• Bats

• To see a bat in your dream, symbolizes uncleanness, demons, and annoyances. Alternatively, bats represent rebirth and unrealized potential. You need to let go of old habits. Your current path is not compatible with your new growth and new goals. It may also indicate some unknown situation and how you are blindly entering into a situation or deal. You need to evaluate the facts more carefully. The dream may also been a pun on feeling "batty" or feeling crazy.

9/3/10 - Digging Up Bodies.

Today I dreamt about being outside with these strangers. We were in this dirt, and there was apparently a bunch of bodies buried in the ground. We were all assigned the task to dig these bodies up, some of the bodies were in these locked boxes, so we needed to find the right key to unlock these dead/dying people. I also remember seeing fingers poking out of a dirt pile. It was a pretty grotesque dream. I remember at one point I found a box and I tried to use a screwdriver, but the screws and the screwdriver weren't the right size.

Everyone else seemed to get the bodies out, except for me. Two bodies were unable to be dug out because I couldn't find them or couldn't find the right tools to open the boxes.

Digging

• To dream that you are digging, indicates that you are working hard to uncover the truth in a problem that is haunting you. You are overly preoccupied with trying to find out something about yourself, your reputation, or your self-identity. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are trying to get to the root of some issue. Or the dream may be a metaphor to imply an insult

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• Dead

• To see the dead in your dream, forewarns that you are being influenced by negative people and are hanging around the wrong crowd. This dream may also be a way for you to resolve your feelings with those who have passed on. Alternatively, the dream symbolizes material loss.

Lock

• To see a lock in your dream, signifies your inability to get what you want. You are being kept out of some activity or situation. Perhaps an aspect of yourself is locked up inside and it needs to be expressed.

8/17/10 - Decapitation.

I had two dreams on the 17th. Two very long dreams. This is what I get for writing down a dream, rolling over, and going back to sleep, having to write down yet another. I'm splitting them up into two sections. Here's the second one:


Dreamt I was in this barley field where a party was happening. There were a bunch of people there, including Jaime Pressly and Jason Lee (these two were making out on a blanket somewhere in the field).

At some point there is this girl with long dirty-blond hair that walks up to Devin and me. She tells us that she's got a surprise for us. That her boyfriend is coming over to the party. She asks if we could walk her up this hill so she can meet up with him. We oblige, and we follow her up this hill a good thirty yards from where the party was. Once we get to the hill, we stop. We hear younger gentleman up the hill with someone and he has this dog catching tool, a "snatcher", in his hands. I see the guy struggling to put the snatcher around the other guy's neck, but eventually he does. For some reason, I can hear a choir singing similar to the music in The Omen. Real creepy. At this point I'm looking away, burying my face into Devin's chest. I hear a slice, and then a thud. Then the girl that was with us is up the hill and she's screaming at the guy. The guy then grabs her and walks her off away from us. I start worrying about the woman, thinking she's going to die. Devin walks me away from the hill and back towards the party. When we turn around to head that way, a bunch of people are surrounding us. Devin assures me that these people are safe. I notice the guy in front of us has a bow and arrow and a "Irish" shirt on. He's aiming his bow towards the bad guy. I start to wake up as I hear the woman screaming again.

Barley

• To see or eat barley in your dream, signifies good health, progress, and satisfaction with your life.

Behead

• To dream that you or someone else is being beheaded, signifies poor judgment or a bad decision that you have made and regretted.

Arrow

• To see an arrow in your dream, represents the targets that you are reaching for and the goals you are setting for yourself. Alternatively, the arrow also signifies an end to suffering and the beginning of new-found pleasures and festivities.

8/1/10 -The Basement.

Dreamt I was in this dank basement and I was with a bunch of men. Then some other guy kidnapped these men, so I had to find them and help them escape.. I look everywhere in this basement, it has many rooms and is similar to my grandfather's basement. Finally I see this strange wall of yellow and pink insulation, and strangely I knew in my gut that I had to pull down on this string to turn a light on and push against this wall at the same time in order to open a hidden room. I opened the door and noticed three or four really wide grey cement steps that led to where the guys where held captive. The room was really really dark, though and in order to get to them I had to walk past this dark section of the room and I was too scared that the kidnapper was hiding in the shadows waiting for me. So I went back up the stairs into the basement, only the basement turned into an outside area. I grabbed a shovel that was nearby and decided to dig them out.. It only took a few times to make a good hole that opened up to this room they were in. I helped them all out and they disappeared from my view after that. I was alone outside on my parent's old property now. I noticed a shadow hovering over me and looked up and saw that my Quaker Parrot was out of his cage. He flew over me and onto this clothes line that was unbelievably high up. I talked to him for awhile, trying to coax him.. Then I command him to "Step up!" (this command is used when you want a bird to step onto your hand or finger.) He then flew down and onto my pinky finger.

- woke up, fell back asleep and dreamt this: -

Dad was driving and Devin was in the passenger seat. I was in the backseat singing along to music, and at one point, I sang something about how God doesn't exist. Dad craned his head around and yelled "WHAT?" and I mumbled something trying to cover u my tracks..




Basement

• To dream that you are in a basement, symbolizes your unconscious mind and intuition. The appearance of the basement is an indication of your unconscious state of mind and level of satisfaction. It represents primal urges, animalistic desires and basic needs. The dream may also be metaphor for "abasement" or being "debased". Are you feeling humbled or unworthy? To dream that the basement is in disarray and messy, signifies some confusion in which you need to sort out. These are things that you have "stored" away or put aside in your mind because you do not know what to do with it or you do not have the time to deal with it. It may also represent your perceived faults and shortcomings.

Captive

• To dream that you are held captive, suggests that you are feeling trapped in some aspect or circumstances of your waking life. You may feel trapped in your career, relationship or life in general. Alternatively, captivity dreams indicate something you are refusing to acknowledge or something that you are in denial about.

Stairs

• To dream that you are walking down a flight of stairs, represents your repressed thoughts. You are regressing back into your unconscious. It also refers to the setbacks that you are experiencing in your life. If you are afraid of going down the stairs, then it means that you are afraid to confront your repressed emotions and thoughts. Is there something from your past that you are not acknowledging?

• Darkness

• To dream that darkness comes upon you, signifies failure in some work that you are attempting. Darkness is synonymous with ignorance, the unconscious, evil, death, and fear of the unknown.
  

Digging

• To dream that you are digging, indicates that you are working hard to uncover the truth in a problem that is haunting you. You are overly preoccupied with trying to find out something about yourself, your reputation, or your self-identity. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are trying to get to the root of some issue. Or the dream may be a metaphor to imply an insult

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Bird

• To see birds in your dream, symbolizes your goals, aspirations and hopes. To dream of chirping and/or flying birds, represents joy, harmony, ecstasy, balance, and love. It denotes a sunny outlook in life. You are experiencing spiritual freedom and psychological liberation. It is almost as if a weight has been lifted off your shoulders.

7/11/10 - Ice cream, dogs, hiding, victims.

This one is in pieces and pieces.

First: I remember being at this real elegant party. I was drinking champagne and wearing the dress I wore in Heather's wedding. For some reason though, at this party, anytime a glass is empty, you have to dance with someone. I looked down and noticed it was empty and thought how much I really didn't want to dance, so I woke up.

Same night, different dream: This is the one in pieces. I remember a lot, just not which order or any details.


I was at my aunt's home, she lived next door to where my parents did growing up. There was this ice cream machine in the house, and I grabbed this big bowl and filled it with strawberry ice cream, and topped it off with chocolate ice cream. My sister and some guy was there, and my sister and I left with our ice cream to go home, and the guy said he'd follow as soon as he was done. Back at where my parents lived, my sister and I chatted a bit and I kept thinking that because I couldn't see her dog Romeo at all, that he must have died. I kept thinking she was covering it up, that she didn't want to believe he died. I even accused her of lying when she said he was fine. Of course I had to look like an ass, because eventually he came out from behind a chair. Anyways, I noticed that guy never came back from getting ice cream, so I walked over real quiet-like. I hid behind trees even. I don't know why.

Then it changed drastically... I was this psychic that could transport into certain bodies and find victims of this certain killer that was on the loose. First, I was this guy, and all I remember telling the cop was that he was badly hurt. He needed medical attention badly, fast. He was on the floor covered in blood. Then I was this high school girl and she was in this robe sitting on a sink. She had cuts all over her. I don't know how I knew it, because nobody said anything, but I knew that this woman that was dabbing her with alcohol swabs was her teacher. They were in love. The teacher lasted awhile trying to clean the cuts on her chest, touching her breasts. Then I was this autistic teenage boy, and he was excitedly talking to this group of kids about something. He was really really happy. I woke up while he was talking.




Marriage

• To dream of a marriage, signifies commitment, harmony or transitions. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life. The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself.

Wine Glass

• To see a wine glass in your dream, represents happiness. It may also be symbolic of a pregnancy. If you break the wine glass, then it may denote a miscarriage.

Ice Cream

• To see or eat ice cream in your dream, denotes good luck, pleasure, success in love and satisfaction with your life. You need to savor the moment and enjoy it. Alternatively, the dream may suggest that you need to cool off and not let your temper get out of hand.

Teacher

• To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and are ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, a teacher relates to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may be going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test.