Evil Nurse

Dreamt my sister's friend Becky was having a child. Me and my husband stopped by to visit in the hospital and we had to bring a new puppy we had because Becky's older daughter wanted to see the puppy. I let one of them hold the puppy for a photo and couldn't see well but it sounded like the puppy ran across over the baby's head. Suddenly a nurse ran over, grabbed the puppy and threw it on the floor and started hitting him hard in the face with something heavy. She just kept hitting him sooo much that I was sure she bashed in his skull. I tried running over but everyone kept pushing me away from getting to her and the dog. Eventually she stopped and everyone cleared out except for the dog. He was lying on the floor with a blanket already over him. Becky came back in asking if I'd sign something and I remember thinking 'fuck that, this is probably something where I can't sue them for this". And told her no, fuck off." Or whatever. Screamed at her for being on the nurse's side. 

Wow. Shortly before this I dreamt that I was still on high school and dad worked for 🤮 trump. We were rich and I remember us walking in a parade for school and I saw someone from my high school that was really popular and I told her she always seemed really nice to me/most popular. That made her smile. 

The Neighbor

Ugh bad dream. Dreamt I lived in my dad's house/my childhood home). There was this heavier set lady that was our neighbor. My husband told me as t some point that the neighbor lady is jealous of me. (Three kids, husband, nice house) He said he thinks she's going to try to kill me. I look out the window and I see her walking up to the house. I quickly ran around the house shutting blinds and locking doors. I lay on a couch and hide. My sons are with me and they want to come over by my couch and hide with me. My youngest is about to run when we see her pass a window near us. He stops and waits and then runs over to me when she isn't looking. I think before this I was killed and I'm like a ghost or something and I'm trying to find my daughter who is hiding in the woods. Her dog is nearby and I run over worrying it'll give away to the neighbor where she is but it fooled even me and she isn't there. I help my daughter run to the house. 

Hiking

Kind of all over the place but what I do remember was that I had two dogs and I was traveling or hiking with them. I needed to get home. I asked for a ride from someone and they helped me a little bit but eventually I just had to walk. I got to a hospital and took the dogs through it because it's be faster. Couldn't find proper normal stairs. Almost carried two dogs down a ladder. Finally found a strange crooked set of stairs that I could jump over to. Dogs followed me. Got down to lobby and remember feeling awkward about having the dogs. Asked the front lady if it was okay. Went outside with dogs. Magically teleported myself to my grandma's old trailer because I thought this journey would make a good game where of you get back you win a prize. Told my mom who was standing next to the table. 

Mansion

Dreamt I was in this big house that sometimes was a department store. It was like a skyrise mansion but had different floors for random other people. It was husband's Uncle's house tho didn't know whose. There was a small dog in a shopping cart and I asked my husband if I should get the dog out so he could walk around and my husband said no. We were gonna separate floor than the Uncle at the time I think. I just remembered that at the end of my dream I was laying down on the couch and my husband's mom and sister and her older daughter were all there in the kitchen/separate room. I had makeup with me, blush. I was trying to put it on but heard one of them coming into the room (set up like my uncle Larry's old house) so I quickly sat it down and maybe tried to act asleep. It was the older daughter and she had her own blush in her hands and I was thinking 'oh great, she's going to think I stole this from her' when she picked up my blush to inspect it. I think she was just admiring it tho. 

Woke up to the smoke alarm going off. There was no smoke, so hopefully all is okay. 

Dog Fights

Deep sleep. Dreamt I was in a dream and that I was laying in bed. I could see my two childhood dogs (technically they were my mom's) dogs fighting. I kept trying to break them up from a fight but couldn't do it myself so I had to yell for my husband, my mom, etc... no one came to help. Then I'm back in bed. My music starts playing so I try to turn it off quick and move my phone over to my bedside table. My husband comes in to wake me up and I try to fake sleep but suddenly when I try to open my eyes I can barely do it. Can't really move my hands either. Everything feels heavy. I tell my husband the dream I had and that I was yelling for him or even mom and no one came to help etc... I'm getting out of bed and it's soooo comfy looking. It's tall, a four-poster style, the sheets are a dark coral pink. I walk down to the living room and I can't remember what I did but I pissed off a cat we own accidentally. After pissing her off, she wouldn't fucking stop trying to scratch me/hurt me. I tossed her away and she landed her claws into a door (I was suddenly in my childhood home again). 

... Husband called me in real life, so it woke me up. 

Through The Woods

Dreamt the kids and I were in the woods looking for a really pretty place we had gone to before and it was getting dark.Dev worked this day so it was just us. It looked like Dad's woods but we were a ways from the house. Nova had gotten out too, so I decided we needed to turn around and say screw the pretty area. Wait no. Just before turning around we hid out in a small trailer clustered around a little community of other trailers. I wanted to walk ahead a little bit to drop something off to my sister Sarah. I heard me middle child screaming for me, so I turned back around to just have them all come with me. Then we head back home/turn around.. Immediately when we turn around and make our first curve around a path, we run into Nova. I pick her up. I don't know how it happened because I'm sure I kept her tight in my arms but somehow she shows us a shortcut back. We get to my grandma's trailer and I see my sister is trying to fix something on the deck or clean something maybe. Her, Uncle Thane, Erin, maybe Mom. I drop off things to Sarah. Seems like Thane played a slightly bigger part but I don't know how. Anyways then I remember going down this staircase and seeing my husband's cousin's wife. She gave me a hug. Woke up. 

Party

Couple dreams. First one I dreamt that Sarah gave up her dog Bernie. I searched everywhere on Dad's property worried he was lost. Found him under a chair. 

Next dream. Dreamt that scarlet had a bday party. We invited some family I think a rich family? No wait. Celebrity family. I remember Bieber was in it or something. Anyways one girl needed to change because she had dirtied the back of her shorts, so I had to take her to the side to let her know and then find clothes for her. 

Rocks

Dreamt I was in Erin's house and sometimes it was dad's. Mostly Erin's. Littlest was born because I see dad come out of Erin's hallway by laundry and up to us near dining/living area and explain that my littlest shouldn't have rocks because he just threw one at his tablet. I get annoyed and take the rocks and throw them outside dad's house. I walk out and littlest is a dog now and he runs out with another dog and goes towards the woods/playground. They pass the playground and go a little ways into the woods and I hear this sound like a big ball is rolling. It was on the playground standing area and rolls towards the dogs that ran off. I yell for them so that the ball doesn't start rolling towards them. One of the dogs is Ziggy. I walk up to the playground and push one of the dogs/Jeremy on a swing once or twice but I realize it's really dark, foggy, and the trees have an eerie glow. My glasses were really bad and only showed me a portion of what I could see, so it was kind of blurry. I yell for them all to come in because I'm scared. Once inside I am at my own house in the computer room/by stairs and I see a cousin (he's younger in the dream) kind of curled up on the floor. There's a bed also in that room and I assume it's in case a child is sick, they can lounge on that all day. I ask the cousin if they're okay. Then I woke up (orrr, it is possible the cousin part was first and then the rocks/dog part was after). 

Lost Love

Had such a weird dream. Dreamt that my husband was someone else and that we weren't together anymore. His new girlfriend or wife was a lady that absolutely hated me. We had kids together I think and I really missed him Everytime I saw him. Okay things get a little weird and there's like a murder mystery going on or something. I have to help him solve it and we're kind of fighting, I'm still missing him. I remember us walking in the dark talking about this mystery and I was talking about how this phone call or something with the name 'Polly' being said could be an acronym (?) for something from x files. 

Oh! I had a dog. The dog was small. I also remember a house. Huge house. Felt familiar like I'm in this house a lot (I think I dream about this particular house often.. big house,blind of still in process of being built ) ... Woke up to me and husband fighting and almost making up (out).

Lost Dog

Been awake awhile so I don't remember much but I DO remember having a bunch of dogs I had to watch at my dad's house and one got out and didn't come back. I yelled and yelled its name but it never came back. I felt soooo bad. He was a bigger dog with a sandy color..

Ziggy

Dreamt in a big house. Devs family there, I'm waiting for my family to show up (it's a birthday party.) I remember calling Sarah and telling her she has to come since she went to one of the boys' bday parties already.. then a dog jumps into a pond and doesn't come up.. dog looks like Ziggy (Springer spaniel of mine I had in my teenage years) and he doesn't come back up so I jump in and get him to shore. 

It was such a weird and wacky dream. So much going on. I'm exhausted waking up now. 

Three Years

This is a short dream, because I don't remember much. I dreamt I was living at my aunt Erin's old house. I accidentally let my dog and cats out and couldn't find them. While searching, my uncle Thane stopped me because he wanted to show me something. I explained I couldn't see what it was, because I was busy looking for my pets. I searched a long time and finally found one cat. He seemed bigger (he's still kind of a kitty in real life). At some point while searching for my pets, I saw these kids playing in a park and they looked really young - maybe 4 or 5. After finding my cat I saw these same children and they were a few years older, so I assumed it took me 3 years to find just one cat.

Oh good lord, someone give me better handwriting..

I can't read my own handwriting.. So this is a bit jumbled and confusing.


Dreamt Zig still alive. (He's my dog that we had to put down this past spring. Rough year..)

I'm at my Dad's and I head down the driveway with Ziggy to go get the mail. I tell my mom where I am headed and say something like "I wish that dumbass wouldn't have taken my dog." -- My mom assumes I'm talking about my ex, but for some reason I am talking about his brother. (Okay, I don't understand this part at all. No association between any of my animals to my ex or his brother. Anyways..)

Zig is good until a Winnebago comes around the curve of the road. I push him towards the driveway/house, and he runs back up. I grab the mail and apparently my mom followed, because she starts talking to the people in the Winnebago. I think maybe the person in the Winnebago is an old park manager where I used to work. She asks someone how "Karen" is. The mail I grabbed wasn't mail, mementos. I remember seeing a picture/card that says "If/when I die" and on the back is my handwriting in gold, written to my sister. There were also pictures of my mom and aunt when they were little, my great uncle Walt, etc..


Before all of this I dreamt I was back in high school. I was wearing this black dress that was too short. I was a new girl - again - lame. I am looking for a bathroom and find one in a locker room. The bathroom was humongous, had many stalls. I leave the bathroom and there is a long line forming, so I get in line to wait my turn. Because I'm a moron.


Also dreamt I was getting food at Hu Hot (the best restaurant ever), but it was set in a house.

Doormat

Dreamt Devin and I were living in an apartment and next door to us was my sister, mother and aunt. Somehow my family couldn't afford to live on their own so my sister forced Devin and I to move in with them. Being the doormat in real life that I am, I started moving our things into their apartment. I remember the apartment building was very retro looking - '70s. Orange shag carpet, dull floral sofas.. I was the only one that seemed to be moving things around and everyone else was just going about their thing. At one point I noticed my dog was near a closet in a bedroom, so I went over to the closet to pick him up. Suddenly my sister lets out this blood-curdling scream that there was a skunk near us. I looked over to the right of me, just against the wall outside of the closet was this creepy-looking (DID NOT LOOK LIKE A SKUNK, MORE LIKE A HUGE, DEMONIC, BROWN WEASEL) skunk. My dog started off towards him, but I snagged him up before he had a chance to get the skunk to spray..

Other things happened, but how long it's been since I've written down in a journal.. I just can't remember as well anymore.

Moving 

• To dream that you or someone is moving in or out of a place signifies your desire or need for change. It may also mean an end to a situation or relationship; you are moving on. Alternatively, it indicates your determination and issues regarding dependence/independence.
• To dream that you are helping someone move indicates that you are afraid of change. You are not quite ready to confront some new situation by yourself. Alternatively, to help someone move implies acceptance of some new change, even though you may not agree with it.

Skunk 

• To see a skunk in your dream suggests that you are driving people away or turning them off. Alternatively, the dream indicates that your suppressed anger is on the verge of exploding. You are not expressing your true feelings even though you do not agree with a decision.

Waves.

Dreamt I was at a house and a woman (I think she was a mix of my friend Dana's grandma and Devin's aunt) had three jigsaw puzzles going on at three different tables. She couldn't find all the pieces to one of them. She also had a wet load of laundry just sitting on a chair, so I asked my friend for a basket so I could finish it for her. Then I dreamt that Dev's family, my sister Sarah, my dog Moses and I were in a pool at Jellystone. Everybody was jumping at once, making really tall waves, while I recorded on video. Sarah had my dog Moses and someone else, maybe Scarlet? She needed me to carry something and handed me Moses so it was easier. Woke up shortly before my alarm.

Searching For Bear And Avalanche.

Dreamt my dog Bear was still alive and that we were watching my dad's friend's dog Avalanche. We were in a house in town, although it looked like dad's house (house I grew up in). Must have been living with mom, Sarah and Erin. I saw that a door was open and my dog Bear ran out, then when I went to go after/shut the door, Avalanche escaped, too. Apparently I was pregnant. I ran after them both and eventually Erin and I were driving around town searching for them. We went into a gas station at some point and asked the cashier, no luck. We went back on the road to look for them in the residential areas. I was driving but not paying attention to the road, suddenly a cop car passes us and turns around with its lights on. Suddenly I forget how to drive, but I'm super calm. Maybe this was the future.. The cop somehow was able to get his voice to go through Erin's phone and he said something and all I answered back was that I was still out looking for my dog and hadn't found him. I pulled into a parking lot ahead of us (again, having a hard time remembering how to drive). It seems like the cop stopped me because he knew I was pregnant and was worried about me stressing out.

-- this morning (in real life) I took my temperature and it shot up (I already ovulated). This is called a triphasic pattern when your temperature shoots up twice in one cycle. I think my stupid idiotic mind is subconsciously hopeful I'm pregnant. I was pregnant last November through the end of January when we lost the baby. Around the time the baby died my dog Bear died, and I cried buckets, and was so worried I'd miscarry and did anyways.. I think my body is just on high alert this time in case maybe I am pregnant. Which I highly doubt I am, but I think subconsciously I feel I might be, maybe. Too many months of not being pregnant, I don't want to get my hopes up over a triphasic pattern on my bbt chart. (It isn't an indicator of pregnancy anyways, it can happen without being pregnant, too.) Blah.

Help me.

Dreamt Sarah and Dana and I were in Dad's living room, our old house, at night, sleeping on couches or something. Both of them asked me if I loved my dog and I said yes and snuggled down next to him. Sarah fell asleep. As soon as she did, Ziggy stood up fast and started howling/barking/growling like someone was in room with us. I asked if Dana was still awake and she said yes. We both gripped hands and suddenly heard a sound from behind us. I had blankets trapped over me and couldn't move well. Sleep paralysis in dream. Then I heard a strange, high pitch, doll's voice loudly screaming "help me". Dana motioned for me to turn on light and each time the doll screamed, I tried to hoist myself awake, over towards the light switch. I tried to swing myself in my body very slowly until I was able to turn light on and was still trapped. The doll voice got louder until I was able to shake myself completely awake. Terrified.

Lots Of Tongue

Okay, I might have been going through major sleep paralysis in the first bit of my dream. I know it was lightning and down-pouring, I remember looking out the window. (In my waking life, it was actually storming that night, so maybe it was projecting into my dreams..) I was in the process of awakening, but couldn't move. I remember trying to yell to Devin, who was beside me in bed, "Wake me up! Wake me up!" I felt like I couldn't do it myself, and I could only whisper through my lips. I could hear myself, in my dream, yelling, and myself, outside of my dream, whispering. It was eerie. Finally Devin rolls over, tells me I'm fine, and goes back to bed. Eventually I finally awake completely, but right beforehand I felt someone touch my left hand. I was freaking out thinking a ghost tapped my hand. I couldn't sleep for awhile after that, so I wrote down what happened.

Finally I went back to sleep, and I dreamt that I was visiting my dad and he told me he read my dream blog, about some dream where I was kissing a Quin Twin with "lots of tongue". I was blushing in my dream, embarrassed that he read my blog, but in my waking life I have seriously never dreamt about kissing either twin with 'lots of tongue', or any tongue for that matter - god dammit. :( That was a weird dream, too. The next part I wrote down I don't remember the details, just that my dad's workplace was making a documentary. Then I'm walking to my childhood home. I get to the back porch, and enter the utility room. There are dog beds in the closet area of the utility room, and my dog Bear and Ziggy are there, along with two dogs, Wyatt and Tuffy, whom have passed away in my waking life. I remember my dog Bear kept wanting to bite Tuffy. Tuffy was a fat dachshund, so he was a small little guy compared to Bear's St. Bernard/Lab mix. I was really scared Bear would tear Tuffy to shreds, so I kept forcing myself between them to protect Tuffy. At some point, Bear quit bothering him, so I walked to the living room and looked out the door. It was raining really hard and then these fish the size of big northerns started falling to the ground along with the rain. I got scared and backed away from the door. Then I went back to the utility room and instead of the dogs there, my boyfriend's sister Cherish and her boyfriend Monte were there sitting on a couch (in the utility room, I don't know why). I decided to call Devin, my boyfriend, to see where he was and I heard a little kid's voice in the background. I joked about hearing a kid and tease him about cheating on me and having a family started with some other woman. He got quiet and really defensive then. I bawled, realizing it was true. Cherish gets mad at Devin for what he did, but I leave the house and hang up on him. I decided to walk into the woods, towards the road. I call my aunt Erin and tell her what happened. Then I hang up again and walk some more in the woods. I meet up with Sara Quin and strangely we seem to be in a relationship or something. It doesn't last for long, though. First, Devin's cousin Trevor starts chasing us in the woods. Then, I project out of my body and some woman is taking the place as Sara's girlfriend/the one getting chased. I'm just a third wheel trying to help them get to safety. Eventually we get to the road. It's autumn, cold, rainy. Leaves are falling from the painted-orange trees. A car pulls up and I look over at the other two and think "We're safe." They have the same look to them. Then a guy gets out and he looks like Taylor Handley (again, I had to look this guy up. I've only seen him in one thing, and it was Dawson's Creek a few years ago. It's strange how the brain stores hidden, insignificant information and visuals.) When I saw him exit the car and tell us to get in, I thought, "Great. Just like in the movies, he's supposed to be my knight in shining armor." I don't know why I thought that, but he smiled arrogantly, so it just got worse from there. The guy chasing us was closing in, and although I was thinking over whether I wanted to deal with this guy or the one chasing me, I eventually got in the car with Sara and her new girlfriend.

At some point in this dream, I actually remembered dreaming about the denim clothes that I wrote in this blog. I think writing these dreams down for so long is starting to make the memory of my waking life better.

Invention

Dreamt I was at this bar I go to in real life and one of the bartenders needed help, so I got behind the bar to help out. I hear a scratch at the door and I see my dog poking his head into the window, so I run over to let him in and somehow every time I try to open the door, an alarm goes off. Then I left and got into a car with my aunt and mother in the front seat, and in the back was this older blonde chick and me. We held hands at first and eventually held both. Then she went in to kiss me (annnnnd some), but I stopped her because I remembered I was still with Devin. Then I worked at this place where people used their credit card like a barcode against this USB stick-looking thing. It was really cool in my dream and I woke up thinking it would make a handy invention.

Came In Through The Basement Window.

Dreamt I had to carry my old dog Skippy (now deceased) because he was trying to fight with another dog.

Then:

Dreamt I was in a pond and the water was cold. My dad and some other guy was on this small floatation device and I swam over and tried to get on as well, but it almost tipped over. They got mad at me and told me to get away. I swam away and somehow found myself on land, near my parents' old house. My dad and the guy is also on land and the guy with my dad is very, very evil. I run around the house to the front yard and I notice the grass is on fire. There is smoke everywhere. The evil guy is looking for me but since the smoke is so thick, he can't see me. He runs off into the woods thinking I went that way and I walk towards the house with this puppy and I'm about to go into the house but I notice this bigger dog wanting into this basement window near the front door. (My old house never had a basement, FYI.) I walk over to it and look inside. I pick the big dog up and set him down into the basement and crawl in through the window with the puppy. I start worrying that the big dog tricked me and was just luring me into the basement so the evil guy could get to me. Like they were both in on something. And of course, I notice a staircase going down somewhere in the basement and I see the evil guy. He sees me and he starts racing up the stairs to get to me. I crawl up through the window with the puppy and even try to grab the big dog and help him out as well. When everyone is out, I run with the puppy towards the road to get help.