Wednesday, April 29, 2026

Ring

Dreamt I was in grandmas old house in her bedroom/bathroom. I was searching for an old ring my aunt had given me. Couldn't find it anywhere. My mom came in and I told her and she helped look was also watching a movie and someone proposed to someone 
 

Hotel

Possibly dreamt of r maybe. He was in a band maybe? With a group of friends. We were all younger like young 20s. In a hotel room. I was only wearing my underwear/bra and had to leave maybe the bathroom and get to the bedroom. Someone was cleaning the floor (hardwood) and it was very soapy. I walked last r and watched as he turned his head to check me out and I remember secretly smiling/getting excited when I looked away from him. Sat down on bed in a big pile of clothes and realized I needed to find come clothes. Felt him sit down in bed. Then I woke up because my sister called me. 

Monday, April 27, 2026

Can't Talk

Wtffff. Bad dream. Dreamt my husband was coming into the house late. He had food with him and was on the phone. I overheard him talking about still going to hang out with his family. I walked into kitchen where he was (set like our old trailer kind of) and I couldn't speak normally. I kept unintentionally whispering instead of talking and it was making him angry. I had to repeat myself a lot hoping I could speak normal and not whisper. I kept asking him what he was doing because it sounded like he had plans to leave again with family. He got angrier and got closer to me and I cowered. He kept getting closer to me. Then he started to put his hands around my neck. Suddenly I am outside but I don't think I'm me.. I'm like just a random point of view/a camera or something. I see a dead body in a trash by me. My vision zooms in and I see maggots crawling all over the body. I think it's supposed to be me in there.



Before this, I dreamt I was back in school. Middle or high? Couldnt find my locker. 

Thursday, April 23, 2026

Bar

Short dream. Dreamt I saw a insta post of k's and it was like a small bar concert and there were a few guys in the photo. K commented that "(some guys name) must have caught another one" like the guy was trying to flirt with someone and it worked or something. Then I appeared at the bar. There's like five people there and they're all on the floor like they're sleeping. One is wearing a tlog shirt and I want to compliment it lol. Suddenly tho I realize all these guys are jerking off and that's what this weird event is for at this bar. I walk out embarrassed, kinda grossed out, and annoyed I couldn't even compliment the dude's shirt now or it'd be awkward lol. 

That's all I remember. 



Edit: I remember a little bit of another dream. I was with my husband and kids but we were living at childhood home. My middle and youngest children are outside and the middle one comes up and tells me he's been stung by a bunch of bees. I worry he could be allergic, so I start carrying him up to the house. I walk towards two cars (one on real life was an actual car we owned, a mustang, just recently started on fire a couple days ago). I put my son in the mustang and see my husband was in the other car and he's backing out. I try to yell to him that we might need to take our son to a hospital but he doesn't listen. All of a sudden the mustang starts moving. With my son in the car still. I hold onto the open window as well as possible and get dragged with, hoping it won't hit anything too hard and hurt my son. Somehow it slows a bit down and a tree stops it. 

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Chickens

Remember only bits and pieces. I remember driving in a car with my mom and it's dark out. I think we're headed from T to W towns. I see this bright red lightning along with fireworks up ahead and we eventually pass it going through W. 

Then I dreamt I'm at dad's/my childhood home and I'm walking in the front yard/kitchen side and there's chickens everywhere, it's muddy instead of grass. I was wandering with a purpose but I don't remember why. Possibly looking for all the chickens? Mom and dad were still together. I think the chickens were hers in fact and not dad's. 

Teens

Dreamt I was in this store and witnessing some dude pranking these teens with paying for something with a big bill and them not having any cash to give back etc. Eventually he revealed it was a prank. 

I think I also dreamt that it was like an apocalyptic and the teens were searching for food or something. A girl with shorter hair found some a bowl of strawberries and then pretended to sneeze on them as a joke that she should have them to herself. 

Monday, April 6, 2026

Halloween Costume

Dreamt I met and maybe already knew k's brother. He was showing me this fake arm thing for a Halloween costume or something? Woke up really fast just as I was asking him who was going to wear it and what the costume would be. 

bad dream

Ugh blogger sucks. Can't post properly anymore and have to schedule post now. Forgot to with this dream and it went straight to drafts so here's one from April first: Dreamt I was in my old childhood bedroom sharing with some goth chick I was in my bed peeking under covers trying not to cry. My husband's mom came in and I remembered that my husband had died. She looked around in the room and felt bad for me.. she noticed I was having a hard time letting go of anything of his. Things piling up, starting to hoard. she lingered over a piece of mail written to him. 

Woke up.