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Showing posts with label food. Show all posts
Showing posts with label food. Show all posts

Thursday, September 4, 2025

pork

I remember one bit in my dream, maybe two. 

One I just remembered was a big dog I was petting thG almost nipped at me I think. 


Second one I definitely remember was Joaquin Phoenix was showing a camera how he wae eats some meat 9 ways or something.. I think it was pork. 

Monday, September 1, 2025

50¢

Dreamt I was in a gas station/fast food place. Probably a Burger King. My son needed his water refilled so I asked if it'd be alright to fill his cup with water for him and that if I had to, I'd buy something. The lady said I could use it for a few of 50¢. I thought that was reasonable, and started looking through my wallet. I found one quarter but couldn't find another. I spent ages looking to the point they gave up and started ordering for other people. I realized later that I could have used a couple dimes and a nickel or my card. Lol. My husband comes over and I tell him I'm embarrassed I can't find 50¢.. Anyways, suddenly someone in back pipes up and I look over and it's an old co-worker, Stephanie. She tells me that it's okay and to just fill the water. I think that's what she said. She also talks to a manager and I think the manager is mean, so I don't know. Anyways, my husband takes over and I turn around and notice they were serving some dole whip. I call my daughter and tell her to come in. 


Suddenly things shift and I'm not there anymore. I'm in a hotel or hallway of a house or something? I'm there to pick up my daughter. She's there to meet a friend of hers. I wander off to check on my husband who is babysitting some little boy along with our two sons. Suddenly I'm in my dad's porch. The door is wide open, it's night time, my cats are running up to the door to escape, so I run over and I'm about to shut it when the little boy comes in. I kind of scold him and then walk over to my husband who is asleep next to my sons on the couch (that's supposed to turn into a bed but he never turned it into one). I yell at him, wake him up, tell him what happened etc and that he needs to get up and turn the couch into a bed so the little boy can go to sleep. 

... Suddenly I'm back at the hotel and I'm looking for my daughter again. A famous dude from a band (v) is calling me on my phone and I answer it. Somehow I manage to get him to drive and pick up my daughter for me or something even though I'm in the hotel. He said he would get the her and her friend together to meet. I let my daughter know and she's excited. Then I woke up. 

Thursday, May 22, 2025

Jeep

At childhood home. Black van is parked up by big chicken coop. Aunt E is there and wants to know who owned our jeep before we did because she may know 'the guy' (now that I'm awake I realize it was a girl).. I'm looking a bit through paperwork. Mom is looking at tea flavors. 

Just before I woke up, a man with a reddish mullet came outside with me and my aunt and, looking suspicious, asked if we plan on 'driving it in water'. I said maybe, and then I followed him to his own car and thinking 'what if he kills me? Kidnaps me?' I didnt want to be rude though, so I kept telling myself he's probably just going to his car to give us parts for the jeep to go offroading in water more. 

I remember giving my husband a kiss too. 

Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Soda

Dreamt I met my favorite drag queen, t, and her awesome co-worker k. I was at a soda fountain and t was showing me her favorite mix to get the perfect soda. That's all I remember. 

Friday, May 2, 2025

The Past

Weird dream! Half dandy's world, half the past. Obviously I had to fill machines and look for stuff. The other thing was the weird part: I dreamt I was in the past when my mom was little. I saw he parents who were about my age, my mom about my kids age (6 or 7). So in one part I dreamt that there was a ghost at my mom's house and it scared her when she was little. I was trying to get rid of it. Another thing I dreamt was my grandma at a dining room table, eating dinner. It seems like Grandma had a slave/maid and she was really rude to someone staying with her. There were friends of hers and Grandpa's that needed to stay and live with them and she was sometimes mean to them. I told my mom and aunt and the brushed it off and explained some excuse to make up for it, like stress and the friends staying were being rude first. 

There was another part where I was outside I think and at a zoo. There was a dog I think and a big snake, a gecko, a bird. The gecko and bird got along, for some reason. 

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Party

At Dad's and I'm trying to pack him a lunch before he goes to work. I make him 2 containers and my sister tries to convince me to use some special lid that you can print words onto but I keep messing it up. 


Afterwards, I dreamt that I was at this party with a bunch of celebrities and I do feel heavily out of place. There's a large bar or DJ and I'm just watching all these celebrities be normal people. These celebrities were all classic people too, not these fake plastic ones nowadays. Dad was with me and he was super happy to meet a bunch of people. 

Thursday, March 27, 2025

Test

(In real life, my two sons have these 'reading screeners' meeting today where they have to read in front of a teacher to see if they need help with progressing).... Anyways, I dreamt realistically. 'woke up' exhausted and kept wanting to sleep in. Need to clean house, make sure boys look presentable, put on makeup etc, and it's getting close. Well just now I woke up to a nightmare. I dreamt I finally decided to wake up and my husband is dressed in his work outfit. He says he works today. Also he tells me he made lunch and it just looks like deli meat in some gravy in a casserole dish. I quickly look for another casserole dish and find one in dish washer and start scraping it (because it's not totally clean) so I can make the lunch we were supposed to have. Then my husband is gone and I tell me daughter she'll have to sit with each boy that isn't doing the test at the time, so that they aren't distracting the other. I start cleaning the house some. 

Then I woke up. Thank fuck that my husband is off today. 

Monday, March 17, 2025

Field Trip

Dreamt me, my daughter, my sister and my mom were living at the old house with my dad and my husband. The house was messy, and my daughter's classmates and teachers were over (Ms. S and Mr. B) plus others with unrecognizable faces. My daughter almost changed her clothes in front of everyone. Had to explain to art teacher that my daughter is awkward and of course as I said that I looked super awkward myself. 

Then I dreamt groceries needed to come in and my husband bought ALL the Aldi eggs he could find. Like five different types, with four of the same type. There were so many and stuffed so much into a grocery bag, that a corner of a carton was broken. I told my mom and was annoyed with whoever ordered the eggs and at first blamed my dad and said 'good thing you divorced him, haha' then realized it was my husband who ordered them so said 'wait it was my future ex husband' (was joking in the dream). 

Then I dreamt that the class of my daughters were wandering out in the woods so we could t talk about them in case they walked in. 

Wednesday, January 1, 2025

Cooking

Dreamt my husband asked me to take over for cooking food on the stove. I went over and saw he had two frying pans. Seeing a few different ground meats in one, I grabbed a little from what looked like sausage and added it to the other pan. My thought was that I wanted a little more seasoning to the meat that looked plain, but as I did it I regretted it, because I was thinking that the sausage could have been spicy. The plain meat was for me and the kids, and the kids and I don't like too much spice. I think all o remember after that was yelling to my husband to ask him if the sausage was spicy. 

That's all I remember. 

Wednesday, December 18, 2024

Dog Treats

Dreamt scarlet and I had our dogs and Try Guys stopped us and a bunch of other people to answer questions while testing dog treats. Scarlet answered something so hilarious that I laughed loud. Afterwards/just as I was waking up I was wondering how long it takes from recording to airing on their channel, because I was certain whatever it was scarlet answered would have been in the show, and I was slightly mortified my ugly mug might be on YouTube soon. 

My alarm was also going off just then so I was half turning off the alarm and half about to search the duration. Took me a second to realize it was a dream. 

Wednesday, July 3, 2024

Pancakes

Only entering pieces and I just know I'll get flashes all day again like I've been getting lately, but what I remember just before waking up was my sister making pancakes and coffee for me the coffee was on top of a microwave and was dirty. Oh! My aunt was sleeping on a couch but was gone for the day to work. I saw her cat so I decided to give him a bath in the sink. As I was soaping him up o noticed a bunch of dead fleas and a couple half alive ones. I told Erin but was sure to mention they were dying so she knew I wasn't complaining. 

Thursday, June 27, 2024

Hotel Gunshots

Currently staying at a hotel in real life for the night, so keep that in mind. Dreamt that I was getting out of the jeep, husband got out with our two older kids. I got out, started to get my littlest out when a woman walked up to get in her own car. Instead she opened my door to help me in. The jeep kind of turned into a hybrid jeep/hotel bed. I laid down next to my son and tried to fall asleep (my guess is I was half asleep).. anyways then she got in our bed too. I felt awkward because I knew I'd need to get me and my son out to find husband. I looked around by the bed on the floor for shoes and then quickly wandered a second to see if I could find my husband. Turned around and got a little lost looking for the jeep/hotel room. Decided to look into other beds/cars for my son. Suddenly I hear sounds from behind me in another turn of the hallway.. it sounded like gunshots and started to get closer sounding. I tried to hurry to look for my son. I'm not sure if I found the room or not.. I just remember attempting to make chocolate pancakes and worrying about burning them. 


Woke up hungry. 

Thursday, June 6, 2024

Shopping

Was in an Asian store. Bought groceries and then found out there was a lower level. Don't know why dev didn't buy the stuff in main level first but he took kids with him to car and I took out full cart to find how to get to lower level. I get to an elevator (after finding out I had like 8 minutes or so left before it closes) and see a man in a wheelchair. He explains we use elevator but that they don't allow carts. I get wishy washy, do I want to leave the cart in elevator and take a chance? Just leave? I decided to leave but apparently my memory tells me I did go down there and found TMNT shirts. Head to car and instead in in a house with dev and kids at his "mom's house". His parents are annoyed we bought food and stuff but dev explains me and the kids didn't feel like leftovers. Woke up shortly after to husband calling me. 

Thursday, May 9, 2024

Space Travelers

This one was weird. It's like a space traveler came and picked up several Earthlings (me included. Also husband, maybe my dad? Maybe my sister,? An ex, his wife). I just remember thinking how all the food was different now, so maybe they'd have something similar to cereal that I can actually eat. The cereal is healthy now. No sugars.. full of vitamins. I was worried tho what the milk was. Hoping other choices besides cow but nothing weird. We worked for something and food was all paid for already, so we had a lot of money just waiting to be spent on god knows what. I think we were looking around in what looked like a garage sale to see if we wanted to buy stuff and this is where I noticed my ex and his wife were also in the group. I was worried how my husband would react so I went looking for him. I don't think he really cared, but I can't remember. 

This is all on the tip of the brain so I can't remember much. I kind of remember a girl (mid twenties like) working for bad people and shes in her bedroom, clothes everywhere, bills for colleges in her room, and she was waiting to get picked up by these bad people. She hiked up her skirt to show some underwear a bit and a car stopped. Ended up having her dad in the car. She hid her face. Her dad I don't think was bad buhe didn't want him knowing she was leaving. I think she was wanting to join this space traveling group, too. 

Tuesday, March 5, 2024

TV Dinners

Dreamt my brother and his family were up visiting. He showed us something Ashton made and I totally blanked on Ashton's name in the dream and I think I kind of pissed him off. Then his wife was making these TV dinner soups and every time I would go to stir it with a plastic spoon, the spoon would start melting. I felt so bad wasting one or two. There was also a cat or dog in the dream.

Wednesday, February 14, 2024

Hide and Seek

I was at a party with husband, my dad, my dad's friend Jack, and husband's family (or at least for sure his sister, new boyfriend and ex husband, littlest daughter etc). 

I don't remember much. But it was a party of some sort and I remember singing along to music while doing dishes. Jack comes over for a second I think for a quick small tall bit then I see dad, Jack, husband, and husband's sister all holding bite sized moldy broccoli. I'm confused. Dad tells me that mold is safe to eat because it's just oxygen hitting or something or others and he starts drizzling a little bit of western dressing on his and everyone is doing the same. Dad gives me one and then makes himself one. We're all supposed to down this together like it's a shot. Everyone is eager to try except me. As soon as everyone is distracted by eating it, I quickly give my husband one. 



Hey perfect timing I remember what happened before this and that part of dream is over... Woke up. Before that, we were playing hide and seek. It was a weird mix of inside the house (maybe grandpa's this time?) and the woods on dad's property. Some guy is counting and we're all rushing to hide almost like we'll be killed if found. I'm terrified so I cling to my husband's back of his shirt while he's jumping/flying onto a tree. We get on top of one and husband slides further and falls to ground. The seeker saw us and jumps to me and I just drop down hoping he doesn't notice and see where I land. I land in some clothes and sightly on top of my daughter who's hiding. I just try to discreetly sink further into the clothes and blankets so everything is covered. I think I'm good and he doesn't see me (or my daughter). 

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Work

Dreamt I was in the backseat of a car and my aunt was in the passenger. Somehow we were driving even though no one was in driver's seat. We were stopped at a fast food drive thru and my mom was at the window with someone else (a supervisor) taking our order. My aunt joked that the worker was 'rude' and I wasn't totally sure I heard her correctly so I loudly repeated back and the supervisor yelled at me for 'making fun of" my mom. I was so embarrassed lol. 

Then I was back at my old job cleaning bathrooms. I went to a stall and started cleaning a toilet, and an old coworker was slightly confused but went to the next one to clean. 

Sunday, February 4, 2024

Dead Horses

Dreamt my daughter had gotten the start of her period. I had to find her a pad. We were at my dad's house, but I think it was my husband's and my house in the dream. Also dreamt that the house was kind of messy - this was just some weird house, nothing I know of. And I was trying to clean up and look for my water bucket for plants. Before this I remember now: my mom stopped by and told me they couldn't take care of their chicken (they don't really have one - they live in town) - Ifirst asked if Dad could watch it since he has some but they didn't listen and just started moving stuff around. Mom carried this huge cage that had two dead horses in it... So weird... I was thinking in my head why do we have to take care of your animal of we can't even remember to take care of our own? Okay so she plops the chicken down next to Dad's door (now my door) and I realize it's winter and this poor chicken will want to stay warm, so I grab these bulky warming lamp that was by the horses, and an even bulkier plug in for it. I try to plug it in but the adapter is soooooo weird and humongous and moves around like fricken transformers. I have to slide it around so it fits right into dad's plug in up above his door. Then I noticed my mom is also dropping off a huge, fancy, probably handmad table and chairs off. She tells me it's "the Allen's" and now that I'm out of my dream I realize that this is their neighbors, but inside the dream I had no idea who or where these Allen's were.. she had to get me to explain all the places/people dad ever took me to in the area and she kept saying no, not there. I dunno. Anyways I had to find a place for a bunch of these things she was getting rid of. End tables (I put the chicken cage on top and sat it next to the door) and a bunch of plants.) THIS is why I was searching for a watering can. I had to place them around the outside of the house so it looked nice. First though to get upstairs from the door I had to maneuver some things about the house around because of where the chicken was, so I moved things around like Legos to fit some stairs into the house. Unfortunately I realized later that I put the dumbest, hardest to crawl through kind of stairs/almost like a ventilation system as soon as you go through the front door, so I had to make note to fix that later. When I get up there to the second floor, my mom, aunt, and sister are up there and they give me a bah of old candy they didn't want anymore. After that, I realize I need the watering can to water the plants they gave me. The house was a mess and there was furniture everywhere. I remembered seeing the watering can under a desk but there are so many desks so I have to go through a bunch to find the right one. I'm kind of in my own house now set up-wise. I ended up finding it, and kind of picking up dishes along the way.. I think I woke up at this point. 


Sunday, January 14, 2024

Candy

Dreamt I was eating a bunch of candy and worrying about my blood sugar
 Whole all this is happening, I'm watching TV and waiting for a type of candy to be called off because of it's the one I'm eating then I have to stand up and do something.. I forget which. Mom, dad, Erin, Sarah.. they are also doing this. None of us have the same candy name, so we all have to go separate. Wait maybe we had to do a game or something? Like a bingo or some kind of numbers or work game?? Seems like I got confused and was mixing up who had what candy... Mostly everyone left to go do something so I had to message them when their turn was. 

Also I remember being with someone (a guy) and we are swimming or in a boat or something and we're looking for something specific. Like penguins? We find a rollercoaster and he wants to go on and I decline. He goes by himself I think. 

Right before waking up I'm asking Sarah about the game and she goes to her room and kinda shuts door in my face. 

Thursday, December 14, 2023

Cake

Cleaned the house (the house was childhood home) with daughter.. Though it was also my own house. Put blankets for couch in the washer.. expecting husbands aunt Shirley. Cleaning for a birthday party (daughter's).. we had a lot to do so I was trying to convince her to get a cake from Walmart instead of make it. I told her they may have Digital Circus cakes and she got excited and said she'd go with that if they did. So I started calling my sister because she borrowed husband's Eclipse car. Phones not answering so I peek out dad's bathroom window from the kitchen and I see them pulling up (also got a notification that a cousin has just arrived home which made me think they were home too because they were all together or something anyways I'm looking out window and I see sister get out and she's going to back to open trunk. Husband walks over to look out too and he says under his breath that he hopes they're careful as the car is a manual. All of a sudden Erin rolls back where Sarah is, looking into car, about to run over her. I wake up immediately.