Characters

Ugh feel like I'm dying. 😩 I'm on antibiotics and super exhausted all the time, pressure headaches often.. 

Anyways napped on the couch and dreamt something nice. Dreamt I was in the passenger seat and possibly one of my sons were driving? Though whoever it was, they were old enough to drive. We passed this man that was walking opposite us on the road and I looked at him closely and he looked so much like a character in a show that one of my favorite actors is in. I told my son to turn around or park or whatever. He took the first road to do a u-turn and yet another character, same actor, was on his phone by the road, which made me realize that all these characters in this show are wandering my town. I was so excited and hopeful and a little spicy... But then I woke up to one of my kids yelling for me. 😩 lol

Melatonin Dream

Melatonin dream. Special no less. Dreamt him. He was in a room with others and I was sitting on a couch and I felt him looking at me, but I was too scared to look at him. I remember changing my phone background, looking at food some lady handed me.. anything but look at him. 

Before this, I dreamt I had both boys and we were in what looked like florida. There was a tornado. I kept spinning around to make sure it wasn't coming at us, because I couldn't see it. I also remember looking out childhood home, my middle child was on a chair and I was looking out the window and noticing the house was not where it should. A rotted, abandoned garage was in view when it shouldn't be. I wondered why everything was wrong in my dream. 

Hysteria

I was in a car with husband's family, especially my niece Vanessa, and Bonny Doon's Saw A Light came on the radio. Vanessa complained and said she preferred the song before, which was kv's Hysteria. I told her though both are great, Hysteria is my favorite, so I understood. 

Then I woke up. 

JCM

Dreamt I was in this big theater and I have no idea what was happening but everyone was sitting down in the audience and someone on stage announced director jcm was in the audience and there were several claps but I jumped up clapping like a giddy idiot (I would never do that in real life) and he looked over and acknowledged me. Then a bunch of the audience ran up to him for photos - not me lol. After, I just remember being outside the theater being very happy about seeing him. 

Pretty sure I dreamt this because shortly before bed I was scrolling Instagram and he had posted something. 

make him appear

Dreamt I was in a building maybe an airport or mall or something? I can't remember what was happening but suddenly I realized I was dreaming and said if that's the case, I'll make cfc appear. He did. He walked up and we started kissing and touching. It was nice. 

After, I dreamt I was in childhood living room and this girl with a hard to understand accent (maybe really think German?) was talking about tea and her braces 

Grandpa's

Dreamt I was at Grandpa's house, packing to head home. Singing along to July by Noah Cyrus (cuz that's what was playing in waking world, as I woke up soon after this.) I remember Snickers was there, still sleeping possibly, and I was trying my best to sing along sweetly and beautiful (well what I could do with my ugly ass voice lol). As I was packing I saw some old notes I wrote down on a notepad that I had left at Grandpa's a long time ago and felt embarrassed because I knew a cousin had cleaned the room previously and probably saw what I wrote. 

Cars

Weird dream. There were like 4-5 cars that were set off on their own and kept donut-ibg, swerving, and hitting each other loudly. Husband and I were definitely in dream, trying to stop the cars, but how? How do you stop cars not being driven? Especially when they won't stop domino-ing into others. Finally someone shot a gun at one and blue it up and it ended. Then husband's parents came and wanted to see a video of what happened. Instead, a game show came on and they were watching that. Had my favorite actor in it. Close up of his nicely manicured hands. Lol

Boarding School Superstore

Wow. First dream with him in it. 

Okay I was a student. Stuck in this boarding like school but the boarding school was humongous. In one part it looked like the mall area in A Mom For Christmas where they shopped for moms. Seemed dark. Anyways.. this boarding school was crazy and abusive sort of. I remember a classmate came up to me, freaking out, because she saw in a rule somewhere that the school would check to make sure our periods were working correctly - nothing off. Then I dreamt I was at this church or something and the kids from stranger things were sitting at a pew and Mike kept staring in my direction and I had no idea why but that freaked me out too. Okay so like I said this place was abusive. I had this 'mom' who was probably my age now that kind of took me in with some other 'kids' my age while at this boarding school. The mom was super nice. She took me to this area where they had a shit ton of clothes, perfume, etc. she told me to find some nice clothes. I assumed she was going to take me to a nice party and she wanted me to meet someone there/find a boyfriend or whatnot. I looked around for way too long. Grabbed a bunch of cute clothes, found this perfume I was excited to try, some shoes.. I remember walking around a corner and finding the principal. She stopped me. Somehow I rewound what happened and I was back in the aisle before bumping into the principal and went the other way. I went as far away as I could but then remembered I needed to let the 'mom' know we had to leave before the principal found out she was helping.. but as I'm heading back, I run into him. He kind of looks down at my shopping cart I have of clothes I clearly shouldn't have and he looks worried for me and tells me to hurry or whatever before I got in trouble.. then I wake up. 

Hotel

Possibly dreamt of r maybe. He was in a band maybe? With a group of friends. We were all younger like young 20s. In a hotel room. I was only wearing my underwear/bra and had to leave maybe the bathroom and get to the bedroom. Someone was cleaning the floor (hardwood) and it was very soapy. I walked last r and watched as he turned his head to check me out and I remember secretly smiling/getting excited when I looked away from him. Sat down on bed in a big pile of clothes and realized I needed to find come clothes. Felt him sit down in bed. Then I woke up because my sister called me. 

Bar

Short dream. Dreamt I saw a insta post of k's and it was like a small bar concert and there were a few guys in the photo. K commented that "(some guys name) must have caught another one" like the guy was trying to flirt with someone and it worked or something. Then I appeared at the bar. There's like five people there and they're all on the floor like they're sleeping. One is wearing a tlog shirt and I want to compliment it lol. Suddenly tho I realize all these guys are jerking off and that's what this weird event is for at this bar. I walk out embarrassed, kinda grossed out, and annoyed I couldn't even compliment the dude's shirt now or it'd be awkward lol. 

That's all I remember. 

Edit: I remember a little bit of another dream. I was with my husband and kids but we were living at childhood home. My middle and youngest children are outside and the middle one comes up and tells me he's been stung by a bunch of bees. I worry he could be allergic, so I start carrying him up to the house. I walk towards two cars (one on real life was an actual car we owned, a mustang, just recently started on fire a couple days ago). I put my son in the mustang and see my husband was in the other car and he's backing out. I try to yell to him that we might need to take our son to a hospital but he doesn't listen. All of a sudden the mustang starts moving. With my son in the car still. I hold onto the open window as well as possible and get dragged with, hoping it won't hit anything too hard and hurt my son. Somehow it slows a bit down and a tree stops it. 

Halloween Costume

Dreamt I met and maybe already knew k's brother. He was showing me this fake arm thing for a Halloween costume or something? Woke up really fast just as I was asking him who was going to wear it and what the costume would be. 

Soldiers

Dreamt I was married to my currebt celeb crush rp. There was a huge crowd and we lost each other. Then these soldiers were grabbing people and taking them somewhere. I was able to run away at some point with two other women. I ran through houses and backyards, hoping the soldiers wouldn't find me. Went into a house and saw this little girl in a house. She helps hide me and tells me where I need to go to get to some police. I decide to call a cab (though it never comes) and start walking along train tracks. Soldiers are out again so I hide in bushes. They leave and I continue walking. I find a plastic bag with some stuff in it and realize it's my 'husbands'. Its even colder like he had just had it recently. I cry in excitement and keep walking. I see the train again and the have two spots open and I beg then to let me on. They do. I continue on... 

... Another dream, not sure if it was before or after this. We we married and had a baby, though for some reason he never met my parents and I was excited for him to. That's all I really remember. 

Fell back asleep for ten minutes maybe and dreamt this: I was now the creator of the story of these two people who lost each other. I really wanted them to find each other again. I opened a book or something and there was this writing I couldn't understand that said I changed a setting in the dream to make it so they wouldn't find each other in the end. I wanted to change it back but I didn't know how. I tried just going into the dream again and found the guy and scared him too much. He was in this run down area of a city and walking through an abandoned store with some girl helping him find his 'wife'/me from before, and I yelled his name. First his name in the show I watched lol, then his real name, then since none of those registered I yelled a name I remember seeing in the settings. He slightly turned and listened. I tried to tell him where his wife was, in some museum that I had last been in at the start of this dream that I forgot about til now, he just wouldn't believe me. He got all upset and ran away through a back door of the store. Woke up. 

Storms

I remember a couple parts to a dream. First, I dreamt my favorite musician's dad died. Felt really bad for him. Then a bunch of stuff happened and I dreamt that I was waking up in my childhood home and noticing it was dark outside. I see my dad has TV in and it's showing really bad storms on the way v

Mouse

Napped on the couch most of the morning, so I had a couple different dreams. One dream was where I was napping on a couch still, but in a different home. There were robots all over in the house and one robot was in the shape of a cat. It jumped up next to me and I saw it had a black mouse in its mouth. The mouse jumped and ran under me/my neck. I had sleep paralysis here and couldn't move in the dream. I kept trying to sit up because mice give me the ick a little, but my body just wouldn't move well. I could maybe move an inch or two at most with my head and hands. 

Second dream.. longer. I dreamt my husband was talking on the phone with one of my son's favorite YouTubers. They seemed like buddies. I was so confused. They eventually hung up, and my husband left the dream. I realized I left my glasses or something at the YouTuber's house and had no idea how to contact them to get them back. 

Vacation

Dreamt my favorite celeb posted something about going on vacation. They shared a photo of a bag with a swimsuit, wallet, etc.. Somewhere with a beach. Then very shortly after my husband and I were cleaning/organizing our "house" but it was my childhood home. He looked over at me and was all "Don't you want to go somewhere nice?" And for a split second I thought he meant he was taking me somewhere fancy nice. But then he added, "like somewhere with air conditioning?" And I burst out laughing and pulled some more because I was hoping he meant somewhere farther away and tropical. We talked about my short misunderstanding, too, light-heartedly. 

Wait... Right after that I was playing a game for my daughter where I had to walk a character as fast as possible over this shore with a slightly wide path. I could move them side to side to dodge obstacles like flooded areas, waves coming in, etc. I got her past a level and it got harder and had a tornado. I think I passed one more time when I veered a little to close to the ocean trying to dodge the tornado and the character got taken away by the ocean and I lost. I remember knowing I was dreaming then and feeling really bad for that character that they were forever gonna be in an ocean in my dream. 

VR Set

Damn. Wait I remember now. 

First I dreamt I had this vr set and I needed that to watch gmm live episodes or something. I remember something being on my floor while sitting down and I kicked it with my foot and wondered if they could see it on their end too. Then I remember R was walking into a van and sat down in the back of it or something and you could see his outline in blue My daughter was watching TV and R was joking that he was on a toilet going to the bathroom lol. 

Then I "woke up" and needed to write this on my dream journal. I was having troubles remembering what I dreamt. Then I woke up in real life. 

Electrocutions

Can't sleep well. Last night when I got into bed I felt cramps in my uterus and leg even though I shouldn't get my period for another 12 days or so. Fell asleep okay once the kids fell asleep but woke up often. First to pee a couple hours after sleeping. Then maybe got ten minutes every couple hours after. Daughter's alarm went off so I asked if she's ask her father to take her down so I could sleep. Couldn't fall asleep til an hour later. Horrible crazy dream. At this point I'd rather dream snakes:

Dreamt I was still crampy and on the couch or a bed. Dreamt that the sister sister twins were doing a weird tribute for t&s but they did a great job. Hair and all lol. Then you versions of t&s walked into my room and I said they all did a great job. As t some point I also remember walking into a doctor's room, interrogating a doctor (a man). Found random items on floor that they didn't even think to send with patient a cusing him of something bad.

Went to bathroom. Found blood all over in my underwear and on a pad. Realized maybe I had a uterine fibroid or cyst or sething and it burst. Suddenly I heard loud wind outside. Looked out and it felt like a tornado but there was snow on ground so I wasn't worried. Then I noticed this weird electrical thing and it was sparking. I was still on toilet so I yelled at my husband to check it out. I saw him go outside to look at it and it like came to life turning into this man with a bamboo head that looked like a tiki.. He tried to electovute my husband. He was zapped but not harmed. It started coming to the house so I tried to lock the door but when I went to lock it, it unlocked itself. He came in and started coming towards me. I found scissors and tried to stab him. Woke up 

Not as crampy but only got an hour of sleep ..  ugh. 

Festival

Dreamt there was this big festival in town. The cool (but unsanitary thing) was that the audience played down on this HUGE bed. I remember there were two stages, so two giant beds. I chose one that was in the street kind of in front of where the wades lives. My dad was also there. I remember hearing that my favorite musician was rumored to check it out, so I kept scanning the bed hoping I'd see them. My uncle Ash called at some point and asked me where I was (he was at the other stage, on the other bed, and told me that some well known musicians 'Remmy and Lemmy' were there next to him. I had to explain that I preferred theusic playing at this stage more but was really really considering going over to the other just because of the celebrities that were in the audience of that one. 

Also dreamt I had an iguana for a pet. I remember shortly before waking up that I knew I was dreaming and that this iguana was kind of a typical pet of mine in a bunch of my dreams (I don't think this is true) and that it was weird I was willing to hold him etc since I'm afraid of reptiles. 

Wtf

Started out where I was awkwardly having to share a bed or couch with my kids. We were way too big to fit. I had my very new pillow that I am trying out tonight in the dream with me and I called my husband from the other room to come help take a layer out from it to shorten it because I was thinking it was a bit tall. (Shortly before this dream, I had woken up and considered asking him but decided not to since he got very little sleep so far and drives for work so I didn't want to mess up his sleep. Anyways I can't remember if he got it or not but he left and I remember going back to bed and seeing my daughter playing with a cat the was mostly white with calico brown and black spots. 

Then, I was in a random town with husband. Found out vk would be playing there so I went alone to see.There wasn't many like maybe 30. Saw a FB friend mutual that sat next to me. He said 'hi' and I was said hi just as he said a name (person behind me/lady next to ne);and they said hi. So I had to introduce myself and ask if they knew me because we were fb frienda. Anyways, music starts. Lady next to me said I looked better and that a couple years ago I looked worse and wore what she called 'walmart makeup look' so say I had looked awful before. I felt uncomfortable with the compliment and kind of stayed snarky when I talked to her the rest of the night, but still tried to seem nice. Anyways I realized I didn't have my glasses on but saw k. They would play a song and then bring something out for people. I remember at some point my dreams kind of blended together and my middle child was in between me and the fb friend I knew, and when the lady nearby mentionwd autism, my son piped up and said he had it as well. Anyways k threw a shirt and it landed right on my arms. Lady next to me tried to take it but I said something about how it'll make my ugly face look better, so I should keep it. I looked down at it and it was made out of felt and cut horribly lol (probably my brain was associating with how I've been making Halloween masks with felt in real life and so it used that) Anyways here's where it got weird lol. They played another song and then a bunch of people started walking around to sit at what was now tables we were at and I cursed not having glasses again but k dropped some paper down at me and everyone else and then sat next to a child that was beside me. Both were dressed up as hogwarts wizards. Lolol. Anyways I woke up right after that. 

Snakes In The Ceiling

Ugh. Dreamt that husband and I were in our house (tho set up more like childhood home) and husbands dad had found reason to believe that snakes were up in the ceiling. They brought a insulation gun thing to stuff the whole ceiling area with insulation to deter any snakes from getting in/out. I didn't believe it so I was looking around for my phone to Google if it was possible and it was. (Also looked on my phone after I woke up and unfortunately it's possible. 🤮)

Shortly before that, I dreamt that I was outside near a sidewalk that was supposed to be near my house on our property but it looked nothing like our property. I found an old vhs-c tape with a kv bumper sticker attached to it and knew it had to be mine. There were these boys on bikes near it so I picked it up before they could take it and I ran back home to see what was on the tape. I was hoping it was a recording my sister and our friends and I did that I had been missing, but it ended up being a tape with a bunch of hanson footage on it lol. I rewound the tape and fast-forwarded the tape to see if maybe it was the movie I was looking for, but it was all the same stuff.