School

Dreamt my kids started going to public school. My daughter didn't really want to go, so I told her she could stay home. Had to find the phone number and tell them that my kids have COVID or something . Then I dreamt that my ex friend sent me a message and I couldn't figure out how to message back so I considered calling her back. 

Weird dream, cuz fuck nah. Not sure why I'd consider that I'm not a talking person. 

Online Class

Dreamt scarlet was supposed to watch her math class but was exhausted (boy do I feel her pain now). The video kept cutting the sound out and we were both tired so it was always hard to notice. I kept having to nudge her to watch. Finally I turned the video on so that her teacher would see her and she would have to stay awake. I handed it to her and then I realized it was practically pitch black in the room. I was about to get up to turn a light on but he was ending the class anyways. Scarlet turned her nic on to say goodbye and said something like: "goodnight teacher! Goodbye Miss teacher! " (So like she said goodnight and he was about to joke that it was daytime and then she tried to correct herself and called him a Miss. Lol

Grandma

I can't remember much but I DO remember being in a living room and a movie was on the TV and there was an extra in the movie.. she was older with shorter red hair. There was a woman next to me and she said that the woman actor knew my grandma Milly and they were really good friends. I didn't think to ask her name or anything but I started trying to search for her and just couldn't find her. 

Book Party

Dreamt I was cleaning my house (but it was my childhood home) because I had gotten stuck with a dumb MLM-buy-party thing, and didn't think about it til the day of. I realized I have no food at all to feed people, so I call my aunt but she doesn't answer. Called my mom next and she does answer. I ask her if she could stop at a store and pick up some pizzas and then maybe some sides like Cole slaw etc. we start talking about the party and I list off a couple people going to be there like her cousin Mina (and then mentally realizing that everyone there will be family and I have no friends). I remember cleaning counters, sweeping, moving clothes, and then thinking I should take a shower because I was stinky, so I took these tall black crew socks off my sweaty feet and threw them in the closet. At this point I start thinking it might be dad's house and I probably won't get those socks back. Did all that while talking to Mom on phone. She tells me her and my aunt won't be able to make it. She asks me what the party is selling and I try to think and that's when I realized the party I was stuck hosting was from an online party, and that it's probably all online. Immediately I try to get online. I see it's 8 something pm and I might have missed it entirely. 

Driving

First dream I was on a computer. It was apparently my own even though I don't have one. I was Google searching who some celebrity looked like because I had heard his name but not seen him. Luke? Anyways I click the first link and suddenly my computer turns in a big porno fest. Awful. I can't even get to the desktop. Somehow I figured out how to delete it.. had to do it with another computer too. After that I'm escaping the room because this villain is after me. I leave through a window and hide on the roof. Some Asian woman sees me and gets out and starts following and I'm waving for her to leave so that the villain doesn't see me etc, but she is not listening. Instead I grab her and we are suddenly holding onto this huge parachute style sheet and when we lift it we go higher and when we drop it some we get to ground. We're scared to lift it too high and not be able to get back, so we stick way too close to ground and make it too easy for the villain to see us. We are leaving from my dad's property and heading towards Warrens. 

Dreamt I was in the jeep and Julian was driving. I told him he needed to stop and to let me drive because we'd be on big trouble if he drove etc. what do I do? I try to start it and it flutters a little, then the steering gets bad and I start veering into a parked car. (We're in a parking lot).. I freak out, try to decide if I stop or go. Realize I would also be in deep shit because of my permit, so I drive off. It's still acting funny so I try shifting gears to see if it was in neutral or something. Then it starts reving loud like it's in a higher gear. I tell myself to open my eyes and wake up, because I don't want to be in that dream lol. 

Kansas Catfishing

Dreamt husbands dad needed help getting ahold of someone on Facebook. I was supposed to go through a group called Kansas Cat fishing to find a member he could send a message to. When I got to the members list, he told me the name but kept walking off, so I couldn't hear well. It was E-something-s. Still never knew, because after a few listens I just gave him my phone to look through members but somehow he didn't know how to work my phone and he took a picture of himself for a virtual reality thing. 

The Missing Girl

I can't remember a whole lot but that I was maybe at my grandpa's house in Minnesota. I also remember going through my iTunes on my old MacBook and accidentally checking everything so that *everything* would play. Really embarrassing stuff. I remember looking for a young Asian girl or something and finding her in a field and she finds out that her brother died. She faked being missing because she was hoping to get money? I can't remember... And some baby alligator was a pet, but someone had gotten rid of his teeth. Also remember making out with some dude. Probably husband, possibly a mix of him and a celebrity (young jc?). 

The Most Influential Band Ever.

Dreamt my aunt (she's going back to school) had homework and had to answer who the most influential band was. I thought it was The Beatles, so I looked online to be sure.

10/3/10 - Floating In The Sea.

I'm with a bunch of women (two of them being my mom and aunt), scared out of our minds, trying to float in the sea. It's super windy out. It's slightly dark out, but I can see clouds billowing from the sky all the way until it is touching the sea. A blue 1950s car is floating in the sea and we are afraid it will come near us and push us under. It gets near us and starts sloshing water around. My aunt hits her head and my mom does the same. I try to keep them afloat but they're too heavy. I lose them. Only three other women are with me, and we eventually appear out of the sea and are walking down this driveway. It's still really cloudy out. I'm trying to find my mom amongst all the women. Some of us were wearing these black and red abaya/hijab attire. Some women were wearing this red plaid with gold flecks in the pattern. I find on the ground this red plaid shirt my mom often wears. It's wet, muddy. I pick it up and put it around me. I see someone and I tell them that their mom didn't make it. (Supposedly the mother must have drowned as well). I look ahead and see my mom and aunt walking towards me coming from the other side of the driveway. I'm happy they're alive.

Before I woke up, I dreamt Devin wanted to buy something in South Dakota. I decide to get online and check google maps, because I want to see Mt. Rushmore. For some reason, I put South Dakota as the first destination and Mt. Rushmore as the second destination. Google couldn't find Mt. Rushmore. I eventually gave up after awhile.

8/25/10 - Destroyed Mailbox.

Dreamt that my Aunt Erin gave me money so my sister and I can go somewhere and do something. Maybe eat at a restaurant.

Then I'm in this lake, though the waves are big and pounding, like an ocean. I tell myself to calm down, float, and naturally let the waves take me to land. At some point, while dreaming and half-drowning, I can hear myself say "uggghhh" outside of my sleep. It's almost like in The Truman Show, when Jim Carrey is looking up to the sky feeling watched. That's how I felt. Like I knew something outside of the dream life was happening, because of this foreign voice sounded throughout the land.. though it was me.

Then I'm in this house. The downstairs looks like the house I grew up in. Tegan and Sara are there and so are other women that I don't know. We're all downstairs having some sort of party, but soon the party leaves and I can't find anyone. I can sense that everyone is still in the house, but I can't find them anywhere. I feel like a ghost. I can hear them talking, laughing, but I cannot see any person. I get onto this computer that's on a bed and there is this chatroom on the screen. Everyone from the party is online, chatting, along with people that weren't at the party. The ones that were at the party are speaking in this strange cypher that I couldn't understand. Everything on the screen that they'd write were symbols. A some point, someone invites me into their personal chat with the rest of the party, and the cypher turns to english and I can understand what they write. We're still in this big chatroom with other, uninvited strangers that are also typing in strange codes, though. I get bored fast with chatting, which is not surprising since I never chat with anyone at all online, so I go upstairs. The upstairs of this house looks like the house I own right now. I look out the window of one of the rooms and I see our mailbox is destroyed and I get pissed, thinking that whoever hit our mailbox with a baseball bat were probably the bastards that ran our cat over (in real life, the night before).

Okay, it gets weird. I'm outside of Walmart, on the sidewalk, and I am wearing my new swimsuit I bought. I'm running down the curb with a football in my hand and counting the seconds in my head how long it takes to reach a certain object. I think it ended up being 17 seconds. The women from the party are all outside and I notice Tegan ahead of me, so I stop when I run passed her and I turn around and kick the ball at her to catch. She catches it, laughs, runs backwards a few feet and throws the ball back to me. I catch the ball perfectly. I see people way up ahead, behind Tegan, and decide I want to play with them instead now, so I go to kick the ball to them and my leg can't hit the ball. As if gravity is non-existent, or maybe in my dream I expected it to be easy, as if the ball and my foot were magnetic and realized they weren't. I don't know. Anyways, I still couldn't kick the ball, so Tegan comes over and tries to show me, but I wake up before I can learn how to.






Symbol

• To see an unknown symbol in your dream, indicates your ambivalence, confusion, or ignorance in a situation. Consider the shape of the symbol and what it reminds you of for additional significance.

Mailbox

• To see a mailbox in your dream, represents important information that you are about to receive. Pay particular attention to your dream and what message it is trying to convey to you from your unconscious.

Football

• To dream that you are playing football or on a football field, represents your competitive nature. Alternatively, you are not getting enough cooperation or support in some area of your life. You are being faced with many demanding challenges.

8/13/10 - Lame Dream.

I had yet another dream about looking at a picture. This one was black and white, and it was my grandpa and his sister next to a tree. I don't know if I was looking at the picture though, or if it was actually them moving around. It was the picture in my view, and nothing more. I couldn't see my hands holding the picture, etc.


I'm brushing my wet hair at my childhood home, in the living room. I notice a pile of stuffed animals on the couch and I set the brush down and sift through them. I see my [real life] old stuffed animal, Jolly, my fuzzy green stuffed animal that looked like a mix between Gumby and the Jolly Green Giant, (in my waking life, a dog had stolen Jolly and I was too afraid to ask the owner for it back, so I lost him forever). So I was really excited to see him again. I hugged him and clung to him, walking out the house towards a beer tent that was magically thirty feet from my home. I remember the orange-tape fencing clearly. I walked up, grabbed a beer (which I rarely drink), and walked back out of the beer tent and stood next to Devin. I was still carrying Jolly with me. At some point, I notice a tour bus with a huge picture of Bam Margera painted across it riding down the road past the beer tent. Following behind were a bunch of men on motorcycles. Even though I was far away, I could see Ryan Dunn in the front wearing sunglasses. To explain, I am not a big fan of Bam or anything like that. I was at one point, though, and in my waking life, I obtained a joke poster of Bam Margera as a gift from a penpal, so I'm blaming her a second time for affecting my dreams. Moving on, though. I was outside the beer tent and I noticed the bus. I started dancing to the music that was playing, trying to see if the bus would stop and see me dancing and think that there was a party going on or something. I was bored as hell and wanted a crowd there. The bus did stop, but I didn't watch to see them come off the bus or anything. I ended up dropping my bottle off at the bar and the bartender starts to get suspicious about Jolly. I start worrying that he thinks I stole Jolly, so I leave the beer tent and walk to a gas station nearby. Jolly disappeared, as did Devin. I walked up to some stranger and I told them I needed shampoo, so I walked into the gas station. I change my skirt right in the gas station, in a place people could see. Don't ask me why. I walk back out and I see a group huddled on the floor. It's my mom, my aunt, my uncle and my sister. They tell me that a News Channel was just inside the store and was taping something. I try to remain calm, but inside I am thinking "I just showed my underwear to a news crew. My ass might be on television." I teleport somehow to this computer and I am trying to get the internet to work. I call tech support and first I am afraid I'll get this person I really don't like in real life but I end up getting someone nice that I don't mind. I didn't even get to the website to see if I was caught changing into a skirt, I ended up just getting the computer fixed and teleport back to the gas station. Once there, at night, I notice a bus waiting. An old friend, Chelsey, is telling me I should come with her on the bus, so I join. We get on the bus and ride for awhile and at some point, for no reason - I shit you not - she points at some random person and declares that "That person just farted." I laughed awkwardly and eventually got off the bus.

I really really really don't want to post the rest of this dream, but it's a dream and it's one I can't control no matter how cringe-worthy it gets.. (Plus, after reading The Oxford Book Of Dreams, and reading excerpts from journals of other dreamers, I can safely say this is nothing compared to what others have dreamt about.. hahahahahaha-yikes.)

Somehow I'm in this house. It has MANY doors and the rooms open to other rooms, which open to other rooms. It's unending. The walls were white and all the beds had maroon bedspreads. There were always two beds in one room, and the beds were aligned in a crooked manner to the room. I'm walking through the house with my boyfriend and we notice Tegan Quin and her girlfriend in the house, too. I get starstruck and I end up not listening to something Devin says, because Tegan is wearing quite the risque clothing.. Nighties, swimsuits, etc.. We all sit down on the two beds, Devin and I on one bed and she and her girlfriend on another. The two women get lovey-dovey, and I get insanely jealous and I end up leaving the room. I open the first door and I can barely hear what Tegan is saying to her girlfriend, so I follow the wall closest to where she was sitting and get to another door around the corner. Now I am entering a bathroom and I can hear her even clearer. She is telling her girlfriend how much she loves her or something, and I keep my hands and ear against the wall, trailing along to get closer and closer to her voice. I respond that I love her back and notice the voice is even louder through this other door that is between the bathroom and the bedroom they are all in. I open the door and it is a closet with three darkly wooden steps that go down to this wall. I walk down the steps and I hear her say even louder now that she loves her again, so I push my hands up against the wall and scream a response again. The wall pulls back as soon as the weight of my body hits it (like a secret passage would do) and I end up falling down more stairs. I land on this weird flooring. It's almost a rat's nest. Fuzziness everywhere. There are holes in the flooring and I notice movement below. Underneath this strange flooring is a basement I assume, so I peer down to look below. I notice a piece of paper that has "obsession" in big letters and the movement below me notices me watching them and the person starts to climb up the holes in the flooring to catch me. This person (I'm unsure if it was male or female, I never saw a face) is upset that I caught them spying on me and the other three. I crawl up the stairs trying to keep away from this person. I notice Tegan and her girlfriend are fighting, but I tell them about this person that was spying on us and they all freak out. We all start walking out of the bedroom and Tegan follows closely behind me instead of her girlfriend, because of their fight they had.

I think we know the interpretation for this one. Obsession over a celebrity. That's lame and really embarrassing. Can't wait to write more dreams so I can bury this one.





Stuffed Animal

• To see a stuffed animal in your dream, represents an immature attitude. You are trying to escape from your daily responsibilities and problems. Alternatively, a stuffed animal indicates your need to relax and be less serious. You need to let your mind and body to rejuvenate. A stuffed animal may also mean security, love, comfort, support and unconditional or unquestioned love.
  

Walls

• To see a wall in your dream, signifies limitations. obstacles and boundaries. There is a barrier obstructing your progress. Alternatively, the wall indicates that you are too accustomed to your old habits and way of thinking. You feel stuck. To dream that you are hiding behind a wall, suggests that you ashamed in acknowledging your connections. To dream that you are being thrown or shot through a wall, means that you need to literally breakdown those walls that you have put up around you.

Spy

• To dream that someone is spying on you, represents your impulsive behavior. This dream may also serve as a warning that you are being watched, investigated, or evaluated. Someone is looking over you.
  

Sign

• To see a sign in your dream, indicates that you need help. You need some direction and guidance in your life. Pay attention to what the sign says and what it is pointing you to do. Perhaps the dream is highlighting "a sign of the times".

• Obsession

• To dream of an obsession, suggests that you need to take some time to work through some difficulty. There is a situation that may potentially take over your daily life and prevent you from functioning efficiently.