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Monday, September 1, 2025

50¢

Dreamt I was in a gas station/fast food place. Probably a Burger King. My son needed his water refilled so I asked if it'd be alright to fill his cup with water for him and that if I had to, I'd buy something. The lady said I could use it for a few of 50¢. I thought that was reasonable, and started looking through my wallet. I found one quarter but couldn't find another. I spent ages looking to the point they gave up and started ordering for other people. I realized later that I could have used a couple dimes and a nickel or my card. Lol. My husband comes over and I tell him I'm embarrassed I can't find 50¢.. Anyways, suddenly someone in back pipes up and I look over and it's an old co-worker, Stephanie. She tells me that it's okay and to just fill the water. I think that's what she said. She also talks to a manager and I think the manager is mean, so I don't know. Anyways, my husband takes over and I turn around and notice they were serving some dole whip. I call my daughter and tell her to come in. 


Suddenly things shift and I'm not there anymore. I'm in a hotel or hallway of a house or something? I'm there to pick up my daughter. She's there to meet a friend of hers. I wander off to check on my husband who is babysitting some little boy along with our two sons. Suddenly I'm in my dad's porch. The door is wide open, it's night time, my cats are running up to the door to escape, so I run over and I'm about to shut it when the little boy comes in. I kind of scold him and then walk over to my husband who is asleep next to my sons on the couch (that's supposed to turn into a bed but he never turned it into one). I yell at him, wake him up, tell him what happened etc and that he needs to get up and turn the couch into a bed so the little boy can go to sleep. 

... Suddenly I'm back at the hotel and I'm looking for my daughter again. A famous dude from a band (v) is calling me on my phone and I answer it. Somehow I manage to get him to drive and pick up my daughter for me or something even though I'm in the hotel. He said he would get the her and her friend together to meet. I let my daughter know and she's excited. Then I woke up. 

Sunday, August 10, 2025

Vote

Dreamt me, my husband, my mom and dad, my sister, etc, were all together in this room that felt like a humongous version of my childhood kitchen. Toms of people were there. It was an election party and there were sooooamy maga people and my whole family were trying to convince these people that they were voting for evil basically. It was just no use though. They were happy with trump. 

Saturday, August 9, 2025

Parking

Dreamt I was in car with husband. He parked kind of and got out to go into a building quick while I stayed in. For some reason the car started moving forward. It hit a car in front of us. A lady got out and ran over to behind our car and I noticed there was a child behind the car too. She was more worried about us possibly hitting the child over her car, thankfully. I was too. We both were nice and just worried, not rude to each other. She left and my husband came back. I tried to break the news to him gently, but then I noticed another kid that looked homeless was behind our car and had his hand stuck/hurt between our car (like a heavy door and the road). I was thinking in my head "let's just bring him home and keep him" lol. It seemed easier than worrying about it now. 

Before this I think I dreamt we were in a school getting books for the kids schools. 

Sunday, August 3, 2025

Mansion

Dreamt I was in this big house that sometimes was a department store. It was like a skyrise mansion but had different floors for random other people. It was husband's Uncle's house tho didn't know whose. There was a small dog in a shopping cart and I asked my husband if I should get the dog out so he could walk around and my husband said no. We were gonna separate floor than the Uncle at the time I think. I just remembered that at the end of my dream I was laying down on the couch and my husband's mom and sister and her older daughter were all there in the kitchen/separate room. I had makeup with me, blush. I was trying to put it on but heard one of them coming into the room (set up like my uncle Larry's old house) so I quickly sat it down and maybe tried to act asleep. It was the older daughter and she had her own blush in her hands and I was thinking 'oh great, she's going to think I stole this from her' when she picked up my blush to inspect it. I think she was just admiring it tho. 


Woke up to the smoke alarm going off. There was no smoke, so hopefully all is okay. 

Wednesday, July 23, 2025

Health

Dreamt cleaning the house upstairs. Messy. Found a bunch of presents in a corner under a tree. Forgotten.

Okay I heard footsteps and see husband's mom walk in. She had a cane or a crutch and I noticed she had no shoe on and was missing her toes. I first was worried about the mess. She seemed disappointed and maybe mad about it but didn't say anything. My son and I were by the stairs when she came back out and I kind of asked very subtle what happened and she started crying a bit and sat down on the floor. I pushed my son to her to hug her and I pttted her back. Whatever she was talking about scared me thinking it'd happen to me.. 

Ahhhhh another dream. Husband wanted sex so we were about to (no shorts on me) and I heard kids coming up.i ran over and leaned over and saw them coming up. Ran to the bathroom and didn't even have time to turn a light on when my two oldest came in while I was picking up a blue crayon off the floor to pretend like I was cleaning. Kids were sad because they didn't know where we were. 

Then I dreamt that I got emails that were happy first but turned threatening because someone had read some on my book and finished where I stopped (handful of chapters in) and wanted more. I complained how I'll have to write more. Sister in law was there and overheard and wondered what site I was writing on etc i started showing her the website (this one) and realized I was logged into my kids' school account and accidentally failed a test. I freaked out about that but didn't really do anything. 

After that, I was looking at the mirror and noticed my teeth were AWFUL. Some missing, one of them really loose. I could wiggle it. I freaked out. 

I dreamt about the teeth issue because I had just taken my kids to dentist. Husband is taking his family to the country fair today, so maybe that's why. Got an email from kids school this morning when I woke up for a second and I'm thinking that's why I dreamt that. 

So tired now.
 Gonna stop. 

Sunday, July 20, 2025

Cleaning

Dreamt me and husband were cleaning the camper out but it was also dad's house/childhood home. Clothes everywhere, furniture everywhere.. found a console TV and hid that in a corner behind other furniture because I didn't want my dad seeing it and wanting it lol. I remember walking into the kitchen and seeing the counters were flipped the wrong way (my sister and mom cleaned this room), and dad's kitchen was extremely clean. Also remember when I was cleaning stuff out, there were a bunch of toys of my daughter's and I was trying to stuff what I could in bookbags etc. 

Saturday, July 19, 2025

Cancer

Just woke up to a bad dream. Dreamt my husband and I were visiting with his mom and she told us that his Uncle Clint's doctor's were 'pretty sure he had cancer'... And that he would have to do some 'bark test' the next morning where he would have to sit up against a light to see if he had it or not. Woke up right away.

Sunday, July 13, 2025

Cleaning

Dreamt I was on my phone and saw that my favorite musician was posting a video and the background has all these familiar names etc, and then I realized they were in the area. I freaked out and was worried they were going to stop at my house. I started cleaning the house (it was my childhood home), and the house was a complete mess. Woke up exhausted, thankfully no one stopped by, I don't think lol. Oh I forgot. While cleaning, I got a really weird number and I can't remember if anyone ever talked or not, but it made me clean faster. 



And now I remember another dream. My daughter and I were in a car. My daughter was driving on the interstate and we were looking for my husband. We weren't sure if he was supposed to work that day or not, but needed to get a hold of him fast. We stopped at some business thinking he'd be there if he was, and didn't see him. 

Wednesday, July 9, 2025

Auction

I kept waking up every 20 mins probably, so I had some random small dreams... I can only remember a couple. First one was me, a couple of my kids, my husband and some other adult were on a road and a tornado was passing by. We went under an overpass (don't know why, as I know this is a bad idea now) and just stood there... We didn't hold onto anything. In my head I was thinking, as the tornado was about to pick us up, that it was just a dream, so I should be sat down normal or woken up, which I did wake up. 

The other dream I had was my husband telling me that he put a bid in for a new house and that the house was my dentist's house. (In reality, this guy didn't look like my dentist at all, but maybe because he's newer since my older one retired and his son took over). I remember my husband showing me pictures of the house and there were random cringe-y photos of my dentist doing yoga poses maybe thinking it'd look cool for his house auction photos. 

Oooo.. I do remember a separate dream now but not much of it. I dreamt that my sister was sleeping in the porch at my childhood home. I was looking at her shelf of books etc. 

Thursday, June 19, 2025

Masked Guy

Dreamt I fell in love with this guy. He was masked and looked creepy. Think Ghost. I was married. I had kids. Everybody was pissing me off. Husband was with his family at this big party/water Park. I decided to stay by myself. That's when I met the masked guy. At some point I'm told I have to carry a bunch of groceries up some stairs. I get the chosen to pick my partner and it's either masked guy or someone else. I let fate decide and I think it ends up being him. I grab everything and figure whoever I'm partnered with can just grab doors. We get to where we need to be and I set everything down. We hug. He puts his arms up my dress and sees I'm not wearing any underwear. 


.. woke up. 🙄🙄

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

Politics

Kinda scary dream.. dreamt I was going to a park with my husband and kids. Some guy walked up with a sign and asked me something stupid and maga, anti-LGBT or anti-abortion etc and I answered back truthfully and a little annoyed, and the guy got irate. Husband and kids and I left the park because the guy seemed scary. Back at home and I suddenly get a phone call and my phone shows me it's the same guy calling that we saw at the park. Same time that my phone calls, we also get a loud, banging knock on the door. I recall hearing this happen to other women in my head and worry I will be killed. I yell to my husband to please make sure the door is locked, and I quickly assess whether I should call the police or not. I don't remember what happened after, but I don't think I woke up right away either?

Tuesday, June 17, 2025

Starbucks

Two separate things tho same dream I believe. 


First I was over at an adult sleepover. It was a dark room. Husband and I in a bed, others in other beds in our room. I noticed this woman is bouncing on one of those rocking horse style rides. When she gets off I realize she has a dildo attached to the saddle part. I think "huh, that's handy." And tell her it was a good idea and joke how I should just do that and 'who needs a man?' then after saying that I worry my husband heard me. Lol


Okay the other part. We had to go help my husband's sister out. She has this huge log that needs moved or something. I tell him I'd like a Starbucks drink before we go and he gets all grumpy and says no. I get really annoyed and pissed off and walk off. I'm at this dance party type place. Like a non-fancyvwedding reception. I think 'well screw this, I have my own money, so I'll use mine.' I walk up to the bartender lady there and wait to order my drink (why I assume she makes Starbucks drinks I dunno) and the bartender cuts me off and tells me she wants to get someone else's order first. I think like her younger brother or something. So while I'm waiting I grab my wallet out (and it ends up being my husband's wallet) and I'm noticing that his wallet is breaking apart bit by bit. I also find the corner of an "$18" bill. I wake up before I can order ..

Friday, June 13, 2025

Black River Falls

Dreamt that my husband, my kids and I were in BRF, and for some reason it was a much bigger city than it really is. I was trying to tell my kids that there was this kids area you can go to but that it's hard to find. The kids area has these super long slides to get to another part of the city, so we were trying to search for this kids area. Kept getting lost. Also I think there was some bad guy chasing us or something, too. 

Wednesday, June 11, 2025

The House

Interesting dream. I'm in the car with my mom, aunt, and sister. They're showing me photos of an upstairs of a house. They tell me that The Rezins own it (I don't know this family, but know of them). The pictures she shows me are very cool. It's three giant blue and orange rooms with like a swing in one, library in another. Then they tell me they're selling the house for like 110k. I get all excited and ask if I can see it so I can take photos for my husband to see. They take me over there and we walk in and I start taking pictures. The downstairs is also huge, with two living room-stile rooms. The kitchen is slightly cramped but there is a separate dining room at least. Anyways, I lose my family at some point and walk into the second living room and there is an elderly couple sitting down eating and watching TV. I apologize and explain I'm there to look at the house and I'm part of my mom's group of people. They seem really nice. I head back out the way I came and get to the outside. I forget how to use the camera my mom lent me. We get into the car and drive away. I realize I never looked the property. They tell me it's big. I call my husband and plan to show him the house.. curse myself for not looking if there was a garage. 

Thursday, May 22, 2025

Jeep

At childhood home. Black van is parked up by big chicken coop. Aunt E is there and wants to know who owned our jeep before we did because she may know 'the guy' (now that I'm awake I realize it was a girl).. I'm looking a bit through paperwork. Mom is looking at tea flavors. 

Just before I woke up, a man with a reddish mullet came outside with me and my aunt and, looking suspicious, asked if we plan on 'driving it in water'. I said maybe, and then I followed him to his own car and thinking 'what if he kills me? Kidnaps me?' I didnt want to be rude though, so I kept telling myself he's probably just going to his car to give us parts for the jeep to go offroading in water more. 

I remember giving my husband a kiss too. 

Monday, May 12, 2025

Shopping

Dreamt that I was in a store with my husband and people kept bumping into us and staring at us. One did it on purpose, probably the second person, to be funny. After the third one bumped right into me straight-on, I laughed and explained what was happening and she seemed surprised. 

Other thing I remember is I was with my mom and maybe my aunt or sister and we were looking at these booths/garage sales and I had no shoes on and felt weird for that, so I asked my mom if I could borrow her shoes a minute so I could venture further into the booth to look for shoes to buy. She let me borrow them and I told her they fit and some nosy lady told my mom they definitely don't fit lol. It was just weird. 

Thursday, May 1, 2025

Ghost

I'm not going to remember what order things happened..  

I remember physically running around like I'm playing real life Dandy's World. 

Husband and I were doing something. Seems like a ghost was haunting a house - maybe one we lived in? - and we were trying to get rid of it. I don't remember a lot of what happened to get rid of it, though. Maybe also some Dandy's World stuff? Or trying to make the ghost fall in love while me or husband does something else to 'kill' it? Or time traveling?? Can't remember. 


Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Camping

Dreamt I'm in a basement. I'm cleaning some clothes I think. Seems like the rooms I'm in switch to being in a basement or childhood dining room. I'm packing to go camping. I'm with my husband, but my husband comes downstairs and asks me if it's okay to celebrate my ex's brother's birthday when we celebrate mine and my husband's. 


I can't remember a whole lot. Just doing laundry so I can pack to go camping. 

Oo. At some point I'm making out with TQ. 

Destruction

Dreamt there was an advertisement on TV about tornado sestruyand they were showing my house. My husband jokes and said I'd never leave the house now (either because I was scared of a tornado or of criminals etc). 

Sunday, April 6, 2025

Gas Station

At Warrens Mall with husband and kids. Since it's a gas station, I dreamt that while in there he knew a bunch of people from his job there. We were fixing a van but also had our truck too. I was grabbing stuff from one car to the other while he's fixing the van. Kids were in the van too. At some point I'm in the store with him and a trucker stops him and they talk and he finds out his job has their own TV provider called buzztv. Husband leaves while I'm paying for stuff. When I finish, I go outside and yell for him to help me carry stuff cuz it's a lot. I hear workers inside laughing and mocking me for yelling for him, so then I go back in. It's dark inside and there's not many people in there anymore. I go back out and see husband. While he's working there is another woman working on her own car next to ours. I walk over to my husband, point towards the woman, and quietly shout 'no!' at him, meaning do not talk to the woman because I was jealous. I go back to the other truck or the car and I hear my husband talking to someone but it ends up being a coworker that's getting into his car....

Suddenly I'm in the van (should have been the truck) and I'm driving in the show over towards husband is parked with the kids. Unfortunately there were no parking spots so I freak out because technically I don't have a license, so I worry about getting stopped by a cop. I turn thinking I can just go around a block quick but the snow makes me swerve a little. Eventually while continuing on driving, I tell myself 'what the hell am I doing? I'm dreaming. I can just get out of this dream and not have to deal with it '.