Rabbit Hole

It was a reaaaaaalllllly long and exhausting dream but I'm forgetting it already. This is difficult because I think I'm one part I had a big family but in another certain part it was I think my mom, sister, and my own kids. Anyways.. some bad ghost or demon or something was kind of haunting us or something in our house (childhood home). I remember my daughter was there and she was listening to music on headphones and we were already having issues with this thing because we were all in cots in the living room and I had to share with my daughter. I stayed up to keep an eye out and make sure none of us were killed. Suddenly I heard her headphones talking so I listened in a bit and I heard like two ghosts or demons talking about their plan to kill us all, so I threw the blankets off and woke everyone up and told everyone we had to leave the house and get in the car. My mom was super hard to wake up so I had to drag her to the car and put her in a back seat. Then I helped get my sons into a seat and told my daughter to climb into the last seat. My sister sat in a passenger seat, so I got in the driver side. The ghosts or evil demons looked like actual people and they started coming out of the house with the animals we had in the house so I opened a door quick and yelled for a couple of the animals that looked willing to come with us. We got a dog I think and that was it. I drove out of the driveway and started heading right on childhood property's road.. there was a new stoplight. I was confused since it's a rural road, no need. Kept driving. Suddenly I realized there was a bridge/river and the bridge was still in the process of being built or it was broken, so I turned around and kept driving. Had an awkward encounter with an old man maybe on a bike who was slow but in the way. Everyone in the car told me to stay behind him but I just wanted to get the hell away from the bad people so I kept trying to pass him which kept pissing him off. 

Okay I don't remember how but I was back at the house again. Still trying to leave the bad people. I'm grabbing some stuff from the house and everyone else is already a ways ahead of me. I grab a bunch of coupons for food and go outside and I immediately can hear a slightly muffled laugh from my mom. I follow the sound and head towards where the swing set used to be when I was a kid and keep walking a little bit more. Suddenly I see a long hole in the ground slightly covered by leaves and I slide into it and very slowly fall down a long ways into a restaurant right where my aunt is standing. She takes me to a table where everyone is and I immediately tell my mom she's too loud and the bad people will definitely be able to find us if she keeps talking/laughing so loud. I think maybe we were about to get some food, but I woke up. 

Starbucks

Two separate things tho same dream I believe. 

First I was over at an adult sleepover. It was a dark room. Husband and I in a bed, others in other beds in our room. I noticed this woman is bouncing on one of those rocking horse style rides. When she gets off I realize she has a dildo attached to the saddle part. I think "huh, that's handy." And tell her it was a good idea and joke how I should just do that and 'who needs a man?' then after saying that I worry my husband heard me. Lol

Okay the other part. We had to go help my husband's sister out. She has this huge log that needs moved or something. I tell him I'd like a Starbucks drink before we go and he gets all grumpy and says no. I get really annoyed and pissed off and walk off. I'm at this dance party type place. Like a non-fancyvwedding reception. I think 'well screw this, I have my own money, so I'll use mine.' I walk up to the bartender lady there and wait to order my drink (why I assume she makes Starbucks drinks I dunno) and the bartender cuts me off and tells me she wants to get someone else's order first. I think like her younger brother or something. So while I'm waiting I grab my wallet out (and it ends up being my husband's wallet) and I'm noticing that his wallet is breaking apart bit by bit. I also find the corner of an "$18" bill. I wake up before I can order ..

Destruction

Dreamt there was an advertisement on TV about tornado sestruyand they were showing my house. My husband jokes and said I'd never leave the house now (either because I was scared of a tornado or of criminals etc). 

The Zombie That Wouldn't Die

I can't understand my handwriting half the time, but I wrote a couples of sentences and the only phrases I understand is that I saw money and that I was going somewhere with my sister and told her I would pay for her to come with - wherever this may be.  I am at our dad's house, maybe waiting for her to get ready, and am looking out the screen door. I see the moon and suddenly it is getting closer and closer. I yell to my boyfriend Devin and BOOM, it hits Earth, but not in a catastrophic way. It is like this humongous ball of broken moon just a few miles away from me. Devin comes in and I tell him what happened and he says, "Didn't you hear?", like it had happened awhile ago. I walk outside (and now it looks nothing like my dad's property -- more like alleyways and sandy/concrete/shelters/brick walls on both sides of windy paths to the shelters). It's sunny in areas and dark in other areas. My sister is following me, and we are winding along through this area. I see a group of people eating at a picnic table. I look around and also see what kind of looks like the black hooded version of the Nameless Ghouls from the band Ghost sitting on this bench - except there are no masks, it's this empty/blank/invisible space. I point over at them to my sister because I'm not gonna lie, the invisible aspect of it was frightening. My sister tells me to quit pointing because I might get their attention and they could hurt me or something. Then this zombie-like person comes at me from behind and tries to suffocate me with his own shirt. I pull his shirt off of me and turn around to suffocate him with his own shirt and he just won't die. (durr..) Then the man-zombie turns into a lady-zombie and she tells me I need to die. I tell her that's not happening. She tries to kill me, so I try to embarrass her instead.

End Of The World

I'm at my parents' old house and I have my dog in my arms. I hear people singing in the trees outside. I'm not sure what song, it could have been three (very different) songs..: Don't Fear The Reaper, Thank God I'm A Country Boy, or America The Beautiful. I know, how can I possibly not tell these songs apart? I don't know. Anyways, I walk outside to see who is singing in the trees, but instead I look over in the direction the sun is setting, near the cranberry marsh. I watch as fireworks go off. Then suddenly the sky gets dark and there are lights lighting up in odd places in the sky. I think that it's the end of the world and I cling to my dog as tightly as possible. I turn around, not wanting to see what will happen, but when I turn, I am back in the position I was in, facing the cranberry marsh. I turn around again and still I am facing the cranberry marsh. I do this a few times, utterly confused as to why I couldn't turn around. At some point when I turn around I notice a white shadow of a person in the reflection of the window in the door. I freak out and close my eyes and cradle my dog in my arms, trying to wake myself up. I wake up in bed and hear Devin watching TV (the video looks like old-school Little Rascals and the audio is super loud and it sounds like newer Rob Zombie music). I think to myself that this must have been why I was having a nightmare. I grab my journal to write down my dream but the journal breaks apart and pages fall out. I still continue to write instead of grabbing pages and worrying about my journal and that's when I notice that this isn't right, so I must be dreaming. Then I really wake up.

9/12/10 - The Floor Caves In.

Dreamt I was at my parent's old house. The house was seriously falling apart. The floor even caved in.



The night before, I was talking about karma. I did something horrible, and I was talking to my dog (I know, lame.) about how the floor was going to cave in because of the bad thing I did. So I was right, in a way.


House

• To see an old, run-down house in your dream, represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. To dream that your house is damaged, indicates your waking concerns about the condition of your house.

7/14/10 - Dead Animals, Dead People.

I've been camping this week.. So I've written in my journal all these dreams I had, and I screwed up the dates on some, so I'll try to get them right. I believe I had two dreams on the fourteenth.


- Niki (sister's old high school friend) died. Fell from ladder that was high up. It was in the shape of an upside down V. Then this guy gave me a guitar, and I accidentally broke a window and a glass. I must have been at this guy's house, because my boyfriend, his sister and their dad were all mad at me for breaking everything. Accidental or not. They made me leave, and wouldn't let me keep the guitar. I cried, grabbed a wad of money and started pulling out 20s, 50s.. I begged the guy to take the money, to pay for the damages. He took the money but everyone was still pissed at me.



- Animals in a field. Pokey-looking boar. Porcupine-like. Dog/fox with ribs sticking out of flesh. I remember Sara Quin was in this dream, too. Also, I had a camera and was taking a picture of a family and a ghost Niki was in it, following around her ex-boyfriend Ben. I remember explaining what happened to her (why she was a ghost) to Sara.

Break

• To dream that you break something, indicates that changes are ahead for you. You need to "break" away from some situation and change the direction that your life is headed in. Alternatively, to break something suggests that you need to take things slower as in "take a break". Or the dream may be a pun on being broke. Are money matters weighing on your mind?

Money

• To give or spend money in your dream, is analogous to giving love. You are looking for love.

Ghost

• To see the ghost of a living relative or friend in your dream, signifies that you are in danger of malice acts by that person.

Bones

• To see bones in your dream, represent the discovery of your personal, family, or cultural secrets. It is also symbolic of your underlying strengths that you have not yet recognized.