Thursday, May 7, 2026

Devil

Woke up so fucking angry. Dreamt I was at a water park with family (I think I'm still a kid/teen, so I'm with my mom, dad, and sister and random friends and families. We go through this onby course on water and one of us has to hold a key. I'm unfortunately starting first, so I have to hold the key. I get a ways and climb up to a really high point and see that the next bit is this long jump into a trampoline. I freak out and look behind me and see that NONE of my group of there anymore. I stop and let others go past me and wait for my group, but after waiting what felt like thirty fucking dream minutes, I see someone. (Okay now I'm realizing I wasn't a kid, I'm an adult I. The dream, because I see my youngest son standing at the start.) I yell his name and ask him where everyone is. He wanders away like he's going to get someone. I wait another five minutes and my mom comes. She tells me something though I don't remember what. Basically everyone suddenly had to leave and didn't bother to tell me. I climb back down and jump into the water and wade to the start and out of the obby. I get to this long table that had a big feast that was partly eaten and I realize that the group ate quick without me before leaving. Got pissed about that too. Then I'm seeing this weird vision thing.. I don't know if I turn into some biker dude or I'm just watching a show, but there's this biker sitting on a chair by a door to a shop. Another group of bikers plus this devil-looking creature come into the store and grab the biker guy/sort of me. I realize this is the group that probably made my group leave fast and that my group probably died or something. One of them asks where a specific person in my group is and the biker/me says they're dead (but in my head I know that this is a lie). In order for the devil to believe him, they do this weird pact... The Devin brings his head close and his tongue (long and sharp) loops into the bikers mouth and cuts a hole into the side of his cheek. Whatever this does seems to make the devil believe the biker. I realize that the biker must have done some kind of magic cloak thing to make this person (I think it's a kid they're looking for) seem dead. I wake up mainly just still pissed that I was stuck on that obby waiting forever and no one told me. I'd have rather just died with them. 

Monday, May 4, 2026

Fire

If I had wrote this down sooner I might remember. Anyways.. dreamt I was at childhood home property. Or maybe walking the town I think the house is located in. Saw smoke in distance while walking and told person I was with (maybe in laws?) that their cabin was on fire. I assumed some lady did it. When I was at the childhood home I dreamt I saw the girl/lady that set cabin on fire. She was walking in woods. She was talking to the woods and begging it to help her kill herself so she could be with her daughter. She poured kerosene all over her and lit a match. Woke up. 

Big House

Oh my god I wanna go back. Dreamt I loved in this big house with many doors to many rooms. I had more than just my own kids and they all slept in their own bends. One bedroom my oldest stayed in with another bed and like three closets plus a walk in. 


I remember getting up to change and looking through a drawer for my clothesmb

Tornado

*big storms are expected today...

Ugggh had an awffffffull dream kinda. Dreamt I was looking outside and saw a tornado a huge one was coming towards the house. But then I was on a couch and sleeping and I was trying to wake up to alert my husband and kids that a tornado was coming but I couldn't. I tried screaming and shaking my head to wake myself up which usually works in waking life but it wasn't working. Suddenly an old friend of my sister's came into the room and noticed I was whispering/shaking my head trying to wake up and she watches me for a couple seconds and then realized I was trying to wake up/was whispering to her to wake me up. 


I had another dream after that but when I woke up, my sister called and told me that a tornado was 45 mins away and headed toward the town lol. Thankfully it went north. 

Wednesday, April 29, 2026

Ring

Dreamt I was in grandmas old house in her bedroom/bathroom. I was searching for an old ring my aunt had given me. Couldn't find it anywhere. My mom came in and I told her and she helped look was also watching a movie and someone proposed to someone 
 

Hotel

Possibly dreamt of r maybe. He was in a band maybe? With a group of friends. We were all younger like young 20s. In a hotel room. I was only wearing my underwear/bra and had to leave maybe the bathroom and get to the bedroom. Someone was cleaning the floor (hardwood) and it was very soapy. I walked last r and watched as he turned his head to check me out and I remember secretly smiling/getting excited when I looked away from him. Sat down on bed in a big pile of clothes and realized I needed to find come clothes. Felt him sit down in bed. Then I woke up because my sister called me. 

Monday, April 27, 2026

Can't Talk

Wtffff. Bad dream. Dreamt my husband was coming into the house late. He had food with him and was on the phone. I overheard him talking about still going to hang out with his family. I walked into kitchen where he was (set like our old trailer kind of) and I couldn't speak normally. I kept unintentionally whispering instead of talking and it was making him angry. I had to repeat myself a lot hoping I could speak normal and not whisper. I kept asking him what he was doing because it sounded like he had plans to leave again with family. He got angrier and got closer to me and I cowered. He kept getting closer to me. Then he started to put his hands around my neck. Suddenly I am outside but I don't think I'm me.. I'm like just a random point of view/a camera or something. I see a dead body in a trash by me. My vision zooms in and I see maggots crawling all over the body. I think it's supposed to be me in there.



Before this, I dreamt I was back in school. Middle or high? Couldnt find my locker. 

Thursday, April 23, 2026

Bar

Short dream. Dreamt I saw a insta post of k's and it was like a small bar concert and there were a few guys in the photo. K commented that "(some guys name) must have caught another one" like the guy was trying to flirt with someone and it worked or something. Then I appeared at the bar. There's like five people there and they're all on the floor like they're sleeping. One is wearing a tlog shirt and I want to compliment it lol. Suddenly tho I realize all these guys are jerking off and that's what this weird event is for at this bar. I walk out embarrassed, kinda grossed out, and annoyed I couldn't even compliment the dude's shirt now or it'd be awkward lol. 

That's all I remember. 



Edit: I remember a little bit of another dream. I was with my husband and kids but we were living at childhood home. My middle and youngest children are outside and the middle one comes up and tells me he's been stung by a bunch of bees. I worry he could be allergic, so I start carrying him up to the house. I walk towards two cars (one on real life was an actual car we owned, a mustang, just recently started on fire a couple days ago). I put my son in the mustang and see my husband was in the other car and he's backing out. I try to yell to him that we might need to take our son to a hospital but he doesn't listen. All of a sudden the mustang starts moving. With my son in the car still. I hold onto the open window as well as possible and get dragged with, hoping it won't hit anything too hard and hurt my son. Somehow it slows a bit down and a tree stops it. 

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Chickens

Remember only bits and pieces. I remember driving in a car with my mom and it's dark out. I think we're headed from T to W towns. I see this bright red lightning along with fireworks up ahead and we eventually pass it going through W. 

Then I dreamt I'm at dad's/my childhood home and I'm walking in the front yard/kitchen side and there's chickens everywhere, it's muddy instead of grass. I was wandering with a purpose but I don't remember why. Possibly looking for all the chickens? Mom and dad were still together. I think the chickens were hers in fact and not dad's. 

Teens

Dreamt I was in this store and witnessing some dude pranking these teens with paying for something with a big bill and them not having any cash to give back etc. Eventually he revealed it was a prank. 

I think I also dreamt that it was like an apocalyptic and the teens were searching for food or something. A girl with shorter hair found some a bowl of strawberries and then pretended to sneeze on them as a joke that she should have them to herself. 

Monday, April 6, 2026

Halloween Costume

Dreamt I met and maybe already knew k's brother. He was showing me this fake arm thing for a Halloween costume or something? Woke up really fast just as I was asking him who was going to wear it and what the costume would be. 

bad dream

Ugh blogger sucks. Can't post properly anymore and have to schedule post now. Forgot to with this dream and it went straight to drafts so here's one from April first: Dreamt I was in my old childhood bedroom sharing with some goth chick I was in my bed peeking under covers trying not to cry. My husband's mom came in and I remembered that my husband had died. She looked around in the room and felt bad for me.. she noticed I was having a hard time letting go of anything of his. Things piling up, starting to hoard. she lingered over a piece of mail written to him. 

Woke up. 

Friday, March 27, 2026

Wedding

I don't remember most, but I remember a couple bits. First I remember that I was at a wedding. I was wearing a white dress as it was all I had. Worried the bride would mind lol. I also remember finding a white snake coiled in a tree but it was torn apart. Part of me felt like I still saw it twitching. Also saw a skinny tornado outside on my deck and it was coming closer towards me but I didn't move. Eventually it passed me in the front yard, wasn't RIGHT on top of me. Husband was in my dream but I don't know what he did in it. I think maybe I kept trying to find him at this wedding? Hard to locate?

Thursday, March 12, 2026

Beanstalk

Dreamt weird shit. Don't remember much but it was magical, for sure. The very very end I was with a man and woman and they were messing with a cord attached to an extension cord. I was worried it'd start a fire because the were being idiots with it so I tried to distract them away from it. Then, the guy left and I saw this green barrel come out of the ground and it just kept going straight up. Turned into a giant beanstalk. I hesitated on whether I wanted to jump on and so did the other lady (and she spoke her hesitations) but I eventually said "nah.. how would we ever get back down? Woke up pretty soon after. 

Saturday, March 7, 2026

Waterfall

Damn. Dreamt my husband and I were rich. The nightmare was waking up... Anyways.. dreamt we had a pool, a waterfall, etc. Devin had bought this thing you put in the water thatassages your feet while you sleep. I figured I'd try it out, so I was getting it set up but confused where to put this tablet thing that looked like a tums. I had to go find him and ask him where to put it (straight in water? In a little case thing directly where my feet do? Etc). I remember I had other meds with me and when I came into his room to ask, I jokes and said 'heloe with my pirin tablets." (Was referencing The Birdcage 


Slight other dream maybe. Dreamt that we bought this a slice of cake that was very expensive. It was a cake they had served at like the super bowl or something. I tried a piece and let the kids try also. It was peanut butter and jelly flavored. 

Wednesday, February 25, 2026

Evil Nurse

Dreamt my sister's friend Becky was having a child. Me and my husband stopped by to visit in the hospital and we had to bring a new puppy we had because Becky's older daughter wanted to see the puppy. I let one of them hold the puppy for a photo and couldn't see well but it sounded like the puppy ran across over the baby's head. Suddenly a nurse ran over, grabbed the puppy and threw it on the floor and started hitting him hard in the face with something heavy. She just kept hitting him sooo much that I was sure she bashed in his skull. I tried running over but everyone kept pushing me away from getting to her and the dog. Eventually she stopped and everyone cleared out except for the dog. He was lying on the floor with a blanket already over him. Becky came back in asking if I'd sign something and I remember thinking 'fuck that, this is probably something where I can't sue them for this". And told her no, fuck off." Or whatever. Screamed at her for being on the nurse's side. 





Wow. Shortly before this I dreamt that I was still on high school and dad worked for 🤮 trump. We were rich and I remember us walking in a parade for school and I saw someone from my high school that was really popular and I told her she always seemed really nice to me/most popular. That made her smile. 

Tuesday, February 24, 2026

Soldiers

Dreamt I was married to my currebt celeb crush rp. There was a huge crowd and we lost each other. Then these soldiers were grabbing people and taking them somewhere. I was able to run away at some point with two other women. I ran through houses and backyards, hoping the soldiers wouldn't find me. Went into a house and saw this little girl in a house. She helps hide me and tells me where I need to go to get to some police. I decide to call a cab (though it never comes) and start walking along train tracks. Soldiers are out again so I hide in bushes. They leave and I continue walking. I find a plastic bag with some stuff in it and realize it's my 'husbands'. Its even colder like he had just had it recently. I cry in excitement and keep walking. I see the train again and the have two spots open and I beg then to let me on. They do. I continue on... 


... Another dream, not sure if it was before or after this. We we married and had a baby, though for some reason he never met my parents and I was excited for him to. That's all I really remember. 


Fell back asleep for ten minutes maybe and dreamt this: I was now the creator of the story of these two people who lost each other. I really wanted them to find each other again. I opened a book or something and there was this writing I couldn't understand that said I changed a setting in the dream to make it so they wouldn't find each other in the end. I wanted to change it back but I didn't know how. I tried just going into the dream again and found the guy and scared him too much. He was in this run down area of a city and walking through an abandoned store with some girl helping him find his 'wife'/me from before, and I yelled his name. First his name in the show I watched lol, then his real name, then since none of those registered I yelled a name I remember seeing in the settings. He slightly turned and listened. I tried to tell him where his wife was, in some museum that I had last been in at the start of this dream that I forgot about til now, he just wouldn't believe me. He got all upset and ran away through a back door of the store. Woke up. 

Thursday, February 5, 2026

Storms

I remember a couple parts to a dream. First, I dreamt my favorite musician's dad died. Felt really bad for him. Then a bunch of stuff happened and I dreamt that I was waking up in my childhood home and noticing it was dark outside. I see my dad has TV in and it's showing really bad storms on the way v

Sunday, January 25, 2026

School Computer

Really weird dream but I also don't remember much. Seems like I was undercover or something? 

But also, I was on a computer for my kids' school. Then, my sister was borrowing it from me. I remember my youngest child was in the dream, or at least talked about. 

Wednesday, January 21, 2026

Bathroom

Nightmare. Dreamt I was camping but in this huge mansion/warehouse with all of my husband's family and my mom, aunt, and sister were there too. We did a bunch one day and we're all getting ready for bed and I was still a little hungry so I looked for some food. Found my mom and she had these pizzas she was storing and I asked her if she was making them and it sounded like she was just rearranging them for my in laws. I also remember that this kitchen we were in looked like my grandpa's kitchen in minnesota. I heard my favorite singer playing in the living room so I peeked my head over and saw he was on the TV in some music video with a few other guys. Of I remember correctly, I was thinking that a lot of my husband's big-ass family were sleeping in the living room and I was wondering what they thought of the music/video. The singer was wearing big glasses that maybe changed into sunglasses. Looked like he was in a backyard amongst some mid-sized trees, in the grass, etc. Then I had to pee and change my clothes for bed so I went searching for a bathroom. I saw one but it had a big window so I left that and found my mom again and she showed me another one. I went into the bathroom and my mom followed, along with some other lady and some 20-somerhibg skinny white boy who may have had a mental disability. I peed first and halfway through everyone but the guy left. I noticed he kept trying to come closer and it worried me, he would leave me alone. Finally some ladies found me and the grabbed him off me and made him leave. I quickly changed, grabbed my old clothes I was wearing, and sobbed on my way to my husband. I was so worried he would be angry at me. 

Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Mouse

Napped on the couch most of the morning, so I had a couple different dreams. One dream was where I was napping on a couch still, but in a different home. There were robots all over in the house and one robot was in the shape of a cat. It jumped up next to me and I saw it had a black mouse in its mouth. The mouse jumped and ran under me/my neck. I had sleep paralysis here and couldn't move in the dream. I kept trying to sit up because mice give me the ick a little, but my body just wouldn't move well. I could maybe move an inch or two at most with my head and hands. 





Second dream.. longer. I dreamt my husband was talking on the phone with one of my son's favorite YouTubers. They seemed like buddies. I was so confused. They eventually hung up, and my husband left the dream. I realized I left my glasses or something at the YouTuber's house and had no idea how to contact them to get them back. 

School

Dreamy I was in a school. The Wades were there. I don't remember much. 

Friday, January 16, 2026

Message

Dreamt that I accidentally messaged an old friend I haven't talked to in years. Actually, I didn't message her but liked an old message. Then I had to message her some BS excuse and somehow suddenly she was at my house. I had two puzzles on a table. One was finished and one I was working on. She asked if she could help put away the finished and o said sure, and she grabbed a handful and threw it on the floor. Then she started grabbing the new one and throwing both. I told her to stop, she left, and I had to explain to my aunt who stopped by why my house was a mess. Also my aunt told me she noticed in my house (which was my childhood home) that a corner looked warped. Then I noticed that the floor was craving in. Had to tell my mom to move away from that area. Nobody fell... I don't remember the rest.

Thursday, January 15, 2026

Moses

I can't remember a lot, just that I was with my husband and his sister and her boyfriend and we were in a car. They mentioned forgetting a dog they meant to bring and I remember thinking "oh, too mad for them." (Genuinely). Then a few seconds later somehow I remembered that the we're watching my past dog Moses and we're supposed to bring him back. I brought up to Devin maybe just going to get him but his sister said that someone was coming to drop him off. Woke up. 

Sunday, January 11, 2026

Garage Sale

Dreamt me, husband, and kids were driving somewhere and we saw a thin tornado. It was near the Walmart in town. My husband just kept driving like he wasn't worried but it kept getting super close to us. Anyways, he kept driving more into the rural part of town and then parked in front of a house/garage. We walked up and they motioned for us to keep going through the house and into other houses (kind of like how hotels are connected to other rooms), til we got to a garage. It was full of stuff they were selling - a garage sale. I looked at stuffed animals, movies, Christmas lights, etc... then I woke up. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2026

Driving

Dreamt my daughter and I were driving to meet up with my sister, my mom, my aunt, and my sons who were all in some shopping mall. I realize halfway down a road that I have my 13 year old driving. I tell her towt me drive and she parks in the middle of the street. 



I also remember at some point being on my childhood home, in the living room, on the floor. I was sleeping on the floor with possibly a few other people. I notice a little tornado forming in the room. I remember it's December and thought it was odd, lol. 

Saturday, January 3, 2026

Vacation

Dreamt my favorite celeb posted something about going on vacation. They shared a photo of a bag with a swimsuit, wallet, etc.. Somewhere with a beach. Then very shortly after my husband and I were cleaning/organizing our "house" but it was my childhood home. He looked over at me and was all "Don't you want to go somewhere nice?" And for a split second I thought he meant he was taking me somewhere fancy nice. But then he added, "like somewhere with air conditioning?" And I burst out laughing and pulled some more because I was hoping he meant somewhere farther away and tropical. We talked about my short misunderstanding, too, light-heartedly. 

Wait... Right after that I was playing a game for my daughter where I had to walk a character as fast as possible over this shore with a slightly wide path. I could move them side to side to dodge obstacles like flooded areas, waves coming in, etc. I got her past a level and it got harder and had a tornado. I think I passed one more time when I veered a little to close to the ocean trying to dodge the tornado and the character got taken away by the ocean and I lost. I remember knowing I was dreaming then and feeling really bad for that character that they were forever gonna be in an ocean in my dream. 

Pregnant

Dreamt I was pregnant and could feel the baby moving inside me. Felt way too real.