Sad and Angry

Dreamt husband and I were living in my childhood home together. It was night, there was a woman over. Don't remember why. Husband asked for sex and I just wasn't in the mood. I honestly can't remember who brought up the other girl, could have been me thinking 'just this once'. Well. She leaves after and we're still sleeping in separate beds and I can't sleep and I walk into his bedroom and I kind of hesitate but eventually tell him I regret letting him do that. He gets mean. He tells me he doesn't want to be with me anymore. Time goes fast and I'm with my kids and we are walking into the room he's in with his new girlfriend and their friend (some random fat dude with tattoos... Husband's new girlfriend is also fat apparently). I do remember shortly before bringing littlest in trying to convince him he likes me more than his father but begrudgingly telling him he could see his dad and whatnot. Anyways we're in the room with them and I'm sad and angry still and just asking why he doesn't want to be with me, trying to get the fat friend to be on my side and he says he's Devin's friend and not mine and he agrees with him, I say something funny and he laughs and says I'm funny but still agrees with husband to leave me..  husband tells me it's because I never want to be with him and that I haven't been in love with him in forever and all that bullshit and ugh. I just wake up really sad and angry.