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Showing posts with label minnesota. Show all posts
Showing posts with label minnesota. Show all posts

Friday, January 5, 2024

Graduation

Dreamt I was graduating again but it was further away in Minnesota. I would have flown out(lol). I find out that mom and Dad won't be able to make it so I confront Mom and she explains they have to do a meeting with school that same morning and they probably won't make it. I tell them Sarah has the same issue and they made a way etc but they are just not changing their stance. I'm depressed no one will be there. I start packing and looking for a fanny pack thinking I'll want my lgonez a lipstick, etc. I can't find it anywhere in the house (dad's/my childhood home) so I start wandering outside looking in campers and the garage. I find it nowhere. I remember our newer camper is in woods so I start heading that way. It starts to suddenly get dark I turn back, feeling defeated and sad. I tell Sarah what's going on and she's not hearing me. She's ahead of me looking around peeking in woods, turning around. I'm screaming telling her to see me. 

Monday, January 31, 2011

Gardening In The Streets.

Dreamt I was at school but the school was set up like a hospital. The school was filled with evil people, so I needed to escape. I was in an upper level of the school and found this phone booth on the wall and go over to call someone. My sister Sarah was a (good) nurse or something in the school, so I called her and told her we should both leave. She agrees and we decide to meet up in the lobby downstairs. We both enter the lobby at the same time, from different elevators. We walk outside and as I am getting into a van I get confused or something and I start telling her that I just had a dream about her where we tried to escape from somewhere. The van has some old classmates of mine in it, so I chat with them for awhile.

Then I dreamt that I was wearing this green halter top and I had ginormous breasts. (I don't in real life. LOLOL.) I am looking in the mirror as my boyfriend Devin is fixing my hair for me.

Then I dreamt that I was still living with my mom and sister in this house of my grandpa's and we all had our own dogs but they were all misbehaving and when I walked outside, my mom was doing gardening in the STREET. Along with her neighbor, who had a huge garden and greenhouse in the intersection. The road was there, but was cut in squares in the parts where the flowers were.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Go, Greyhound. Go.

Dreamt I was in this computer room or maybe just a bedroom with a computer in it. There were collages on the walls. A woman is also in the room and she digs me. She disappears and an Indian woman appears in her place. We're in love for some reason and she tells me she has to go. This is where the republicans come into play. They are trying to kidnap her (because we're both women, dating). I give her a hug and hate myself to see her have to leave. I lean in to kiss her cheek but instead I whisper to her that I'll meet her somewhere. Maybe the republicans were listening in? I don't know. She disappears and I get on computer. But then Sara Quin appears in the room and she wants to take a picture with me. As the camera lens gets nearer, I notice how filthy it is, so I try to clean it off as best as I could. Then everything disappears and I'm living in the house I grew up in. I'm with Devin and we're waiting for my dad to pick us up to take us to Minnesota. He doesn't show up at the right time, so I call my mom and ask her where he is. Then I start packing and put my stuffed animal Robot and Macbook in a backpack and wait some more. Then I'm outside and I notice this huge greyhound parked outside. Instead of letting us on, Dad gets off and the greyhound leaves. Then I woke up.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Northshore and Tomatoes, Tomatoes.

Dreamt I was listening to Tegan and Sara's 'Sainthood' record, and was playing Northshore. The song sounded fuzzy and wrong, and realized a few seconds later that one of the speakers wasn't completely in. I fix it and begin playing it again. Then my aunt comes in and complains her shoulder hurts, I ask if she got it from work, and she says it's from putting sheets and blankets in her guest bedrooms at her house. Then I went to this family reunion of my dad's and my mom was strangely there (my mom and dad are divorced). My aunt Cindi assumed I was getting married and asked me if the last name "R______ - Oppelt" sounded nice. (I didn't get the 'R__' last name, she said it too fast for me to comprehend..) I said. "I prefer just Oppelt", which in my weird way of responding meant "I am not getting married." My mom looked at us awkwardly and she said "Like they say, tomatoes, tomatoes.. (lol, this is hard to write this out but read that with one of the tomatoes with a hard 'a', the other a soft 'a'" My aunt didn't get my mom's weird banter, and my aunt said something kind of similar to that, and my mom said "That's pretty much what I meant. We just say it differently from where I come from."






Thursday, July 22, 2010

7/22/10 - Dad Is Pissed.

Devin and I were standing on a street in Tomah. Two kids, both boys, come over with their dad marveling at the teal Mustang that we own. They ask to take a ride in it. We allowed. So Devin is driving me, this father, and his two kids. We start heading for Minnesota and the family is replaced by my dad. He's in the back seat all chipper to go visit his dad in Minnesota, and we drop him off eventually. When we get to Mom's, we find her drunk, half asleep on her mattress and half-naked too, thankfully she had a sheet over her though. She is on the phone with Dad, yelling at us about why we didn't bring Dad back with us. I am so embarrassed immensely with her intoxication and nudity, that I tell Devin to go into a different room. Then I tell Mom that we'll pick up dad, even though he didn't tell us to pick him up right away or anything. (Dad really was mad, and he really did want to come back home.) Mom tells Dad that we'll head back right away, but he says "Forget it," and hangs up. Then I woke up.




Driving
  • To dream that you are driving a vehicle, signifies your life's journey and your path in life. The dream is telling of how you are moving and navigating through life.


Telephone
  • To dream that you are having a telephone conversation with someone your know, signifies an issue that you need to confront with that person. This issue may have to do with letting go some part of yourself.