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Monday, September 1, 2025

50¢

Dreamt I was in a gas station/fast food place. Probably a Burger King. My son needed his water refilled so I asked if it'd be alright to fill his cup with water for him and that if I had to, I'd buy something. The lady said I could use it for a few of 50¢. I thought that was reasonable, and started looking through my wallet. I found one quarter but couldn't find another. I spent ages looking to the point they gave up and started ordering for other people. I realized later that I could have used a couple dimes and a nickel or my card. Lol. My husband comes over and I tell him I'm embarrassed I can't find 50¢.. Anyways, suddenly someone in back pipes up and I look over and it's an old co-worker, Stephanie. She tells me that it's okay and to just fill the water. I think that's what she said. She also talks to a manager and I think the manager is mean, so I don't know. Anyways, my husband takes over and I turn around and notice they were serving some dole whip. I call my daughter and tell her to come in. 


Suddenly things shift and I'm not there anymore. I'm in a hotel or hallway of a house or something? I'm there to pick up my daughter. She's there to meet a friend of hers. I wander off to check on my husband who is babysitting some little boy along with our two sons. Suddenly I'm in my dad's porch. The door is wide open, it's night time, my cats are running up to the door to escape, so I run over and I'm about to shut it when the little boy comes in. I kind of scold him and then walk over to my husband who is asleep next to my sons on the couch (that's supposed to turn into a bed but he never turned it into one). I yell at him, wake him up, tell him what happened etc and that he needs to get up and turn the couch into a bed so the little boy can go to sleep. 

... Suddenly I'm back at the hotel and I'm looking for my daughter again. A famous dude from a band (v) is calling me on my phone and I answer it. Somehow I manage to get him to drive and pick up my daughter for me or something even though I'm in the hotel. He said he would get the her and her friend together to meet. I let my daughter know and she's excited. Then I woke up. 

Wednesday, July 23, 2025

Health

Dreamt cleaning the house upstairs. Messy. Found a bunch of presents in a corner under a tree. Forgotten.

Okay I heard footsteps and see husband's mom walk in. She had a cane or a crutch and I noticed she had no shoe on and was missing her toes. I first was worried about the mess. She seemed disappointed and maybe mad about it but didn't say anything. My son and I were by the stairs when she came back out and I kind of asked very subtle what happened and she started crying a bit and sat down on the floor. I pushed my son to her to hug her and I pttted her back. Whatever she was talking about scared me thinking it'd happen to me.. 

Ahhhhh another dream. Husband wanted sex so we were about to (no shorts on me) and I heard kids coming up.i ran over and leaned over and saw them coming up. Ran to the bathroom and didn't even have time to turn a light on when my two oldest came in while I was picking up a blue crayon off the floor to pretend like I was cleaning. Kids were sad because they didn't know where we were. 

Then I dreamt that I got emails that were happy first but turned threatening because someone had read some on my book and finished where I stopped (handful of chapters in) and wanted more. I complained how I'll have to write more. Sister in law was there and overheard and wondered what site I was writing on etc i started showing her the website (this one) and realized I was logged into my kids' school account and accidentally failed a test. I freaked out about that but didn't really do anything. 

After that, I was looking at the mirror and noticed my teeth were AWFUL. Some missing, one of them really loose. I could wiggle it. I freaked out. 

I dreamt about the teeth issue because I had just taken my kids to dentist. Husband is taking his family to the country fair today, so maybe that's why. Got an email from kids school this morning when I woke up for a second and I'm thinking that's why I dreamt that. 

So tired now.
 Gonna stop. 

Thursday, March 27, 2025

Test

(In real life, my two sons have these 'reading screeners' meeting today where they have to read in front of a teacher to see if they need help with progressing).... Anyways, I dreamt realistically. 'woke up' exhausted and kept wanting to sleep in. Need to clean house, make sure boys look presentable, put on makeup etc, and it's getting close. Well just now I woke up to a nightmare. I dreamt I finally decided to wake up and my husband is dressed in his work outfit. He says he works today. Also he tells me he made lunch and it just looks like deli meat in some gravy in a casserole dish. I quickly look for another casserole dish and find one in dish washer and start scraping it (because it's not totally clean) so I can make the lunch we were supposed to have. Then my husband is gone and I tell me daughter she'll have to sit with each boy that isn't doing the test at the time, so that they aren't distracting the other. I start cleaning the house some. 

Then I woke up. Thank fuck that my husband is off today. 

Friday, March 21, 2025

Smoke

Dreamt I was in bed sleeping and could smell cigarette smoke. "Woke up" and found my 7 year old smoking under his blanket. Completely shocked. Thank fuck it was just a dream. 

Thursday, February 6, 2025

Treasure

Did a scavenger hunt to with a band thing from the band HIM. It was set up by fans, nothing official. Had the kids in the back of a car and the guy I was with was driving. Icy roads.. we hit a small hill, go up it and start to get out. As we were going up a hill and slightly down, I remember looking back and trying to hold the boys in place so they wouldn't expel out the car. Weade it safe and exited the vehicle. Kept working on getting the treasure I think. 

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Through The Woods

Dreamt the kids and I were in the woods looking for a really pretty place we had gone to before and it was getting dark.Dev worked this day so it was just us. It looked like Dad's woods but we were a ways from the house. Nova had gotten out too, so I decided we needed to turn around and say screw the pretty area. Wait no. Just before turning around we hid out in a small trailer clustered around a little community of other trailers. I wanted to walk ahead a little bit to drop something off to my sister Sarah. I heard me middle child screaming for me, so I turned back around to just have them all come with me. Then we head back home/turn around.. Immediately when we turn around and make our first curve around a path, we run into Nova. I pick her up. I don't know how it happened because I'm sure I kept her tight in my arms but somehow she shows us a shortcut back. We get to my grandma's trailer and I see my sister is trying to fix something on the deck or clean something maybe. Her, Uncle Thane, Erin, maybe Mom. I drop off things to Sarah. Seems like Thane played a slightly bigger part but I don't know how. Anyways then I remember going down this staircase and seeing my husband's cousin's wife. She gave me a hug. Woke up. 

Thursday, August 1, 2024

Tornadoes

Dreamt I was at a beach with my husband and kids. There was a bad guy or something that we were trying to stay away from. My two littlest boys that can't swim were in water and I had to help them both up and down and get out. We were all running..


 Then I dreamt I was with my kids and at least my aunt Erin but probably my mom and sister too. My aunt was driving. There were bad storms and tornadoes everywhere. We were in Tomah kind of near Burger King and I saw two tornadoes. One of in the direction of my house and another in the direction of theirs. The one by my house was coming towards tomah. Erin thought she could go extremely fast to pass the tornado getting closer. I was worried about the speed because of my kids and also I was worried we wouldn't be able to pass the tornado. Just way too close. She floored it though and I don't really know what happened but suddenly were in a tight alley but way up off the ground in a high riser style building. Windows everywhere. I'm looking for doors to get to safety and I see one door curves up. I yell out and there's this weird glitch in my voice. I peek around the corner and see a man in a tan rain jacket facing towards a wall. He does NOT want us in his room, so I usher my kids back out and lock the guy in his own room as he's running after us. We're about to go through another set of doors when I wake up. 

Sunday, June 23, 2024

Driving

First dream I was on a computer. It was apparently my own even though I don't have one. I was Google searching who some celebrity looked like because I had heard his name but not seen him. Luke? Anyways I click the first link and suddenly my computer turns in a big porno fest. Awful. I can't even get to the desktop. Somehow I figured out how to delete it.. had to do it with another computer too. After that I'm escaping the room because this villain is after me. I leave through a window and hide on the roof. Some Asian woman sees me and gets out and starts following and I'm waving for her to leave so that the villain doesn't see me etc, but she is not listening. Instead I grab her and we are suddenly holding onto this huge parachute style sheet and when we lift it we go higher and when we drop it some we get to ground. We're scared to lift it too high and not be able to get back, so we stick way too close to ground and make it too easy for the villain to see us. We are leaving from my dad's property and heading towards Warrens. 


Dreamt I was in the jeep and Julian was driving. I told him he needed to stop and to let me drive because we'd be on big trouble if he drove etc. what do I do? I try to start it and it flutters a little, then the steering gets bad and I start veering into a parked car. (We're in a parking lot).. I freak out, try to decide if I stop or go. Realize I would also be in deep shit because of my permit, so I drive off. It's still acting funny so I try shifting gears to see if it was in neutral or something. Then it starts reving loud like it's in a higher gear. I tell myself to open my eyes and wake up, because I don't want to be in that dream lol. 

Thursday, March 28, 2024

Snakes

I was in a dream with a bunch of other people. We were in a hotel, maybe sometimes it'd switch to childhood home. Dunno. 

Anyways, I kept dreaming snakes were everywhere. One of my kids - maybe middle? - was just able to pick it up no problem. It was red and black. Anyways it kept wanting to escape. This red and white snake at one point shot up into the air and unhinged his jaw and was inches from my face. I was so grossed out and pissed off it couldn't be contained. 


Another part of the dream was where we were driving. I could feel my door slightly open and we could hear a noise outside. There was a cord sticking out. I told Devin to stop when I realized the cord was a leash. I ran out and saw it was snowy that was being dragged. She was alive still but very weak. I got her in the car and sat down and was about to tell Devin to wait and see if all animals were in the car before we go but he just started slowlybl driving forward. I screamed and saw my other dog sunny just barely make it out from the front of the car and not get ran over. Like she was almost hit by a tire within hairs. Very close. 


This is all I remember. 

Wednesday, March 13, 2024

Spiders

Dreamt I was with husband and husband's family. We are at a store looking at clothes. Kind of a mix between a shopping mall and 5below. I'm rushing through trying to find something to buy. Looking at shoes and just can't find anything my size. Everyone else is paying, leaving the store, getting annoyed because we have to leave etc. I finally leave the store and start walking down a road, through fields, not sure exactly where we parked. I call my husband and hear his phone off a certain direction so I head that way. Finally I find him walking down a road and we're both a little lost. Finally we walk through some bushes or something and find his family at a car. Then I wake up. 


Oh wow. I remember something else. I'm in a camper, cleaning the ceiling. It's caked in dust and cobwebs. Then I find a huge spider on a wall. It's humongous. The wall is practically made of plastic bag so I go from the outside and grab the spider that is the size of a baseball and I pop him/he so they die. Then, I am dreaming that we are driving the camper. Once parked I see that my son is over by the wall that had the big spider. I run over there worrying it has baby spiders and he could be infested. I see tiny white flecks all over him and now me. 

Tuesday, August 1, 2023

Every Creatures And Bees

Jeremy says: I dreamed I was looking in the pool, and Julian was swimming, and there was worms and every creatures and bees... that was it. 



I can't remember my dream.. just tiny, tiny pieces..