Miss You Terribly.

Dreamt people were dying. I was outside by my parents' garage with Devin. He turns to me and tells me he thinks he's dying, too. He slowly falls to the ground and lays down. I lay next to him. We're right in front of the garage door and I hold his hands and watch him as he slowly dies. I tell him that I only ever loved him and maybe one other (WHY I mentioned another, I don't know. I guess I'm a bitch in my dreams..), and that I'll miss him terribly.

Then I'm in my parents' kitchen. It seems like a few hours had passed, although it feels like Devin's funeral is taking place or something. I'm with a few people talking and we're all in somber moods. I look out the kitchen window and see the garage. I look at where Devin was and there was nothing there except a bunch of hats. I think to myself that I really need to go outside and try to find out what hat Devin wore, because I want to keep it for myself. As a memory of him.

I also had a small dream in which I was at Wal-Mart and I passed this heavy, bulky thing with a balloon tied to it and I accidentally bumped into the thing. Instead of the thing falling over, it started floating up. I quickly grabbed it and tried to find ways to keep it from floating without getting anyone's attention.

Bruno's Pelvic Thrusts.

Dreamt I was at Cranfest and I noticed Devin was wearing his snowboarding boots. I laughed and told him he could wear those and be Mario on Halloween. Strangely Devin started becoming Mario and we both somehow transported to a store. It was this long hallway filled with things on the walls to buy. We're looking for things to go with his look. Then I start walking off and tell him, quite giddily, that I could be Toad or Princess Daisy. I start skipping off down the hallway and Devin picks me up and I notice this sailor hat that I HAVE to try on, so I yell for him to take me back. He sets me down and I run over to try it on, but this Angelica Houston look-a-like snatches the hat before I get a chance. I grab a different hat to try on so that I don't look like an idiot and I look at myself in a mirror to see how I look. Suddenly Angelica Houston turns into Bruno (the movie about that flamboyant german guy) and I shit you not, he pelvic thrusts me like five feet out of his way so he can look at himself in the mirror. PELVIC thrusts me out of the way.

10/5/10 - My Hat Is Attractive.

Dreamt I was wearing my new stocking cap that has these polar bear-looking ears on it. A guy I really despise comes up to me and tells he likes me. I yell at him and walk away.

7/16/10 - This One Is Confusing.

This one is confusing. I wrote this one half asleep. I cannot read the first word even.

It looks like.. "unwholing" or "urwhealing"

And then: "Dated T. Picture of her as teen w/ blond hair."


I also remember at one point being in a store, and I tried on this hat and these awesome glasses. I wore them for a few minutes until I realized that they were stuck together. They were able to be fastened together, and the hat which at first was a fedora turned into a black helmet of some sort, and the glasses turned into weird black plastic goggles. It looked ugly, so I set them back on the shelf.

Date

• To dream that you are on a date, represents your need for self-discovery and self-awareness. You are getting to know some hidden aspects of yourself and acknowledging your hidden talents. Alternatively, it may reflect your anxieties about dating or finding acceptance. The dream may also be a "rehearsal" for an actual date you have. It serves to overcome anxieties you may have.

Goggles

• To see or wear goggles in your dream, suggest that you are trying to protect yourself from emotional harm. Perhaps you need to confront something in your waking like that you know is hurting you.

Helmet

• To see a helmet in your dream, symbolizes protection. It also indicates that you need to keep your thoughts and ideas closely guarded.