Cleaning

Dreamt I was on my phone and saw that my favorite musician was posting a video and the background has all these familiar names etc, and then I realized they were in the area. I freaked out and was worried they were going to stop at my house. I started cleaning the house (it was my childhood home), and the house was a complete mess. Woke up exhausted, thankfully no one stopped by, I don't think lol. Oh I forgot. While cleaning, I got a really weird number and I can't remember if anyone ever talked or not, but it made me clean faster. 

And now I remember another dream. My daughter and I were in a car. My daughter was driving on the interstate and we were looking for my husband. We weren't sure if he was supposed to work that day or not, but needed to get a hold of him fast. We stopped at some business thinking he'd be there if he was, and didn't see him. 

Politics

Kinda scary dream.. dreamt I was going to a park with my husband and kids. Some guy walked up with a sign and asked me something stupid and maga, anti-LGBT or anti-abortion etc and I answered back truthfully and a little annoyed, and the guy got irate. Husband and kids and I left the park because the guy seemed scary. Back at home and I suddenly get a phone call and my phone shows me it's the same guy calling that we saw at the park. Same time that my phone calls, we also get a loud, banging knock on the door. I recall hearing this happen to other women in my head and worry I will be killed. I yell to my husband to please make sure the door is locked, and I quickly assess whether I should call the police or not. I don't remember what happened after, but I don't think I woke up right away either?

Phone Call

Dreamt that I woke up to a phone call and I answered it. It was a very long time childhood friend that I recently stopped contact with, and she just started acting like we were never mad at each other. I remember thinking as she was talking "fuck, why am I talking to her? Why did I have to answer this?" So glad it was just a dream, because it felt sooo real. 

Dog Fights

Deep sleep. Dreamt I was in a dream and that I was laying in bed. I could see my two childhood dogs (technically they were my mom's) dogs fighting. I kept trying to break them up from a fight but couldn't do it myself so I had to yell for my husband, my mom, etc... no one came to help. Then I'm back in bed. My music starts playing so I try to turn it off quick and move my phone over to my bedside table. My husband comes in to wake me up and I try to fake sleep but suddenly when I try to open my eyes I can barely do it. Can't really move my hands either. Everything feels heavy. I tell my husband the dream I had and that I was yelling for him or even mom and no one came to help etc... I'm getting out of bed and it's soooo comfy looking. It's tall, a four-poster style, the sheets are a dark coral pink. I walk down to the living room and I can't remember what I did but I pissed off a cat we own accidentally. After pissing her off, she wouldn't fucking stop trying to scratch me/hurt me. I tossed her away and she landed her claws into a door (I was suddenly in my childhood home again). 

... Husband called me in real life, so it woke me up. 

Fast Car

Had another dream. I was in the very back of a van or possibly our jeep. Maybe looking at my phone - wait. No. First I was in my childhood home, in what is now my dad's bedroom. I was looking at my phone and accidentally set the wallpaper wrong. I was also looking online and saw that a celebrity had died. (Morrisey). Anyways suddenly now I'm in the back of the jeep or van. I see my husband is driving ridiculously fast from the ramp, onto the interstate. He's swerving a bit too and then crosses the divider and gets onto the other lane. I crawl up to the front passenger seat. He seems normal. Then I wake up. 

Wedding

Dreamt we (husband, kids, and I) were driving south and didn't think we'd make it in time to get to a wedding. I'm watching the map on my phone and husband is calling his mom to let him know we'll possibly be late and if we should turn around. We end up arriving there anyways and my husband is still trying to call his mom and I'm all "we're already here, we may as well stay now". Jeremy meets a boy about his age, maybe an inch shorter, and they start playing. I'm carrying these pictures and what looked like a phone book, and I noticed these smaller photos are falling out (the size of cheeseitz but triangular). I try to grab for them and I see my aunt cindie. She looks young (like in her 30s) and she stops me and looks at me and husband and says we remind her of her and her husband. I try to tell her that's a huge compliment, but I'm kind of mumbling it/having a hard time talking. Then I wake up. 

School

Dreamt my kids started going to public school. My daughter didn't really want to go, so I told her she could stay home. Had to find the phone number and tell them that my kids have COVID or something . Then I dreamt that my ex friend sent me a message and I couldn't figure out how to message back so I considered calling her back. 

Weird dream, cuz fuck nah. Not sure why I'd consider that I'm not a talking person. 

Concert

Dreamt husband and I were at a concert. Seems like we were getting ready first, and I saw that my mother in laws cat came back but she was giving him away to someone. Then I was getting ready for the concert. Had to do stuff on my phone. 

House

Dreamt some guy was looking at our house to analyze it for insurance purposes. It was a mess,no we waited when they called to set up an appointment so we could wait an hour to clean. When he did show up, he noticed the flooring was rotting and so when he kicked the floor a bit, it broke and made a hole in the wall. Also I remember sex in the dream.

Meteor?

Had a small dream just now. I was alone in my childhood home and it's dark out. I can't find people. My sister, a kid or possibly my own, etc. I walk in the dark to my grandma's house down the road. I start to call my sister on the cellphone and she answers and I ask where everyone is, hoping they're are grandma's so that I can find them. I find Sarah i think. The kid seems close but I don't know where. They're also small like a cat. A cat passes by and I worry she'll be hit but she doesn't get hit. Almost back to childhood home, on the driveway leading up the slight hill, and I see a light in the sky. Looks like the start of a meteor and I remember a dream I had a long time ago when I was a teen. It made me realize I was dreaming. Woke up. 

The Beach

I can't remember much but want to start writing my dreams down again. What I remember: I was on a beach and on my phone, trying to zoom into a photo or something? It might have been storming. 

Caught

Dreamt that I was trying to catch husband cheating. I just didn't believe in him at all, so I ran to the "house" (which was an island with like a tent or something) and swore I knew I'd catch him. My sister knew what I was doing tho and let him know ahead of time so I wasn't able to catch him. 

Phone Call

Had a nightmare. First, I dreamt that my sister told me that she didn't like her neighbor anymore. Immediately I assumed the younger family because of political differences or because their dog nipped at the moment in the family a few weeks ago. Instead, Sarah tells me that it's the elderly lady that she doesn't like. I asked why and I can't remember what the reason was... Anyways, then I dreamt that my front top-right tooth broke in half or cracked. Almost like when a baby tooth is about to fall off; it's hanging on for dear life, except it was hanging on in the middle. I was terrified, and Devin had to go to work, so he couldn't take me right then and there to my dentist. I figured I'd just call and see when I could get in and worry about the how later. I tried calling my dentist but it wouldn't go through fully. It'd take me to an automated thing and talk about a second location in Appleton. I hung up.. but then a weird number called me that had 'mom' in the title. When I answered, it was a scary horror-movie-voice threat. I was confused but also starting to get worried for my mom. I was thinking that maybe the neighbor took my mom or her phone and was using it. 

Right before I woke up, I dreamt I was in Warrens again, at the gas station/'Warrens mall'. I was walking around the gas station, towards the post office. There was this kid that looked like a vampire that was selling a bunch of vampire-y objects. I grabbed a goosebumps book. That's all I remember. 

Book Party

Dreamt I was cleaning my house (but it was my childhood home) because I had gotten stuck with a dumb MLM-buy-party thing, and didn't think about it til the day of. I realized I have no food at all to feed people, so I call my aunt but she doesn't answer. Called my mom next and she does answer. I ask her if she could stop at a store and pick up some pizzas and then maybe some sides like Cole slaw etc. we start talking about the party and I list off a couple people going to be there like her cousin Mina (and then mentally realizing that everyone there will be family and I have no friends). I remember cleaning counters, sweeping, moving clothes, and then thinking I should take a shower because I was stinky, so I took these tall black crew socks off my sweaty feet and threw them in the closet. At this point I start thinking it might be dad's house and I probably won't get those socks back. Did all that while talking to Mom on phone. She tells me her and my aunt won't be able to make it. She asks me what the party is selling and I try to think and that's when I realized the party I was stuck hosting was from an online party, and that it's probably all online. Immediately I try to get online. I see it's 8 something pm and I might have missed it entirely. 

Noon

I can travel to different worlds. At some point some guy calls me and he wants to take me out on a date. He's not handsome in my opinion, but whatever. I say okay. We are talking over this staticy walkie talkie and it's translating into Facebook or something like that. He uploads my conversation. I told him to meet me at noon at some point but it translates really really weird and something like 'i was born on a day at noon' or something like that. I tell him to pick a place to eat for us and list a few of the things I don't really like. We meet up in a truck or something? I dunno. I wake up like immediately after. 

The Affair

Worst dream ever. 😢 Dreamt husband cheated/fell in love with someone online. He handed me his phone and I can't remember what it was. An email? Texts? Video? Photos? But he showed me the proof. Some girl at work from his old distribution job/maybe just randomly online. I ended up calling her when I saw a link to her number. I just remember trying to be nice and asking about the guy she's seeing and then got straight up murderous and just said "well he's fucking married, you bitch." After hanging up, I pleaded with him to show me something about her again. He pretended to go through his phone and find something, made an elaborate gift where I had to unwrap his phone or whatnot or peel away at a cake or something and nothing was there and he was laughing. He was done and didn't care. It felt so real. The kids were there and they didn't seem bothered by what was going on either. 

I also dreamt a random cat we owned got outside and ran off and to find him I had to become an animal. Wait... I also dreamt I was a snail too. I don't know. Very fucked up dream. I feel like I took a bunch of magnesium or something. (I did rub a lot of magnesium lotion on myself last night since I was so sore from work.) I'm just absolutely exhausted. Physically, mentally, emotionally. 

The Road

Dreamt I was driving on interstate with kids trying to get a hold of my husband. He was supposed to pick us (me and kids) up and take us a few hours away to pick up something we were buying. I had looked at my life 360 app and saw he was a couple cities away already heading to pick it up. He wouldn't answer. I knew his dad was going with us on the ride, so I toughened up and called his phone. He answered and told me just those two would go and that me and kids could stay with my mom til they get back. I'm freaking out because I'm driving this big truck on the interstate and I don't know what I'm doing. I hang up on his dad hoping he knows I'm pissed off and I try to figure out how to park on the side of the interstate. I get hit by another big truck. I get out and just know I'm in big trouble so I try to lessen the damage by making a deal with the other driver by basically giving him whatever I'm hauling in the back of the truck. 

The Motel

Dreamt that dev was at work. There was this building full of druggies and prostitutes, like a motel. Seems like I was looking through someone else's eyes first and seeing what goes on there. I was searching for something, like a game. Feels like I was on the roof at some point and the whole hotel was moving. The person I was was exposing herself to passersby and hoping to get clients. 

Okay now I'm myself and I'm looking at this building on my life360 app. I see that my husband works right next to the building and it looks like he's walking over to the motel. I immediately call a lady (I'm assuming the one I could see through the eyes of) and I ask her if she is about to see anyone tonight. She tells me she's supposed to see someone by his name, and was referred to by a 'Jill' (an old friend). I was bawling but begging her to keep me on the phone. I told her he was my husband. I needed to know why he was going over there. He knocked on her door and she was too scared and embarrassed to answer. I begged her to. She was still too scared, so he left and got back in his car. He was pulling out of the parking lot when she changed her mind and ran out to ask him what he was there for. He explains that it was something to do with his job (not his real life job, but some made up job on the dream where he's a maintenance man. 

Before this I remember taking my two boys to a church (I'm not religious, and frankly I'm surprised I didn't burst into flames when I entered the building. I was hoping that MAYBE going here will teach my boys to be good. I was desperate. 

Boxes

Dreamt I was at Warrens mall and my husband and I left a couple small boxes of papers and pictures and schoolwork of the kids' there. I ran in thinking it's probably closed because barely anyone was there and it was dark. Saw my cousin Mel and I told her we accidentally left the boxes and that my daughter's phone was in there. She found the phone in the boxes and I started to explain proof of how I know it's ours (messages etc), she opened the camera and saw photos of daughte or random ones of family etc, so she said she believed me. She handed it back over. That's all I remember of my dream! 

Fire

Dreamt I was living with my parents again in my childhood home. The rooms were all dark. I was walking up to the bathroom when I could smell a smoke smell. I looked everywhere in the house and finally saw flames shooting up from below a window in a bedroom. I yelled to my mom who was half asleep on the couch. To call fire department. Ran outside, and saw that the fire was small enough that I was able to pour rain water out of a bucket and put the fire out. The thing in fire ended up being a bag of bandages and things. I came back in to show mom and remembered she was calling fore department. I told her to cancel and when she told them nevermind, I saw she was getting yelled at or something so I told her to give me the phone and I'd explain. I did and all was okay. 

After that I just remember trying to find my bedroom and seeing car lights outside the window, pulling up in garage. I assumed it was dad, sitting in the car, talking to someone that was dropping him off. I needed to change and was worried the blinds weren't covering enough. Woke up.