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Showing posts with label Scarlet. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Scarlet. Show all posts

Monday, September 1, 2025

50¢

Dreamt I was in a gas station/fast food place. Probably a Burger King. My son needed his water refilled so I asked if it'd be alright to fill his cup with water for him and that if I had to, I'd buy something. The lady said I could use it for a few of 50¢. I thought that was reasonable, and started looking through my wallet. I found one quarter but couldn't find another. I spent ages looking to the point they gave up and started ordering for other people. I realized later that I could have used a couple dimes and a nickel or my card. Lol. My husband comes over and I tell him I'm embarrassed I can't find 50¢.. Anyways, suddenly someone in back pipes up and I look over and it's an old co-worker, Stephanie. She tells me that it's okay and to just fill the water. I think that's what she said. She also talks to a manager and I think the manager is mean, so I don't know. Anyways, my husband takes over and I turn around and notice they were serving some dole whip. I call my daughter and tell her to come in. 


Suddenly things shift and I'm not there anymore. I'm in a hotel or hallway of a house or something? I'm there to pick up my daughter. She's there to meet a friend of hers. I wander off to check on my husband who is babysitting some little boy along with our two sons. Suddenly I'm in my dad's porch. The door is wide open, it's night time, my cats are running up to the door to escape, so I run over and I'm about to shut it when the little boy comes in. I kind of scold him and then walk over to my husband who is asleep next to my sons on the couch (that's supposed to turn into a bed but he never turned it into one). I yell at him, wake him up, tell him what happened etc and that he needs to get up and turn the couch into a bed so the little boy can go to sleep. 

... Suddenly I'm back at the hotel and I'm looking for my daughter again. A famous dude from a band (v) is calling me on my phone and I answer it. Somehow I manage to get him to drive and pick up my daughter for me or something even though I'm in the hotel. He said he would get the her and her friend together to meet. I let my daughter know and she's excited. Then I woke up. 

Wednesday, July 23, 2025

Health

Dreamt cleaning the house upstairs. Messy. Found a bunch of presents in a corner under a tree. Forgotten.

Okay I heard footsteps and see husband's mom walk in. She had a cane or a crutch and I noticed she had no shoe on and was missing her toes. I first was worried about the mess. She seemed disappointed and maybe mad about it but didn't say anything. My son and I were by the stairs when she came back out and I kind of asked very subtle what happened and she started crying a bit and sat down on the floor. I pushed my son to her to hug her and I pttted her back. Whatever she was talking about scared me thinking it'd happen to me.. 

Ahhhhh another dream. Husband wanted sex so we were about to (no shorts on me) and I heard kids coming up.i ran over and leaned over and saw them coming up. Ran to the bathroom and didn't even have time to turn a light on when my two oldest came in while I was picking up a blue crayon off the floor to pretend like I was cleaning. Kids were sad because they didn't know where we were. 

Then I dreamt that I got emails that were happy first but turned threatening because someone had read some on my book and finished where I stopped (handful of chapters in) and wanted more. I complained how I'll have to write more. Sister in law was there and overheard and wondered what site I was writing on etc i started showing her the website (this one) and realized I was logged into my kids' school account and accidentally failed a test. I freaked out about that but didn't really do anything. 

After that, I was looking at the mirror and noticed my teeth were AWFUL. Some missing, one of them really loose. I could wiggle it. I freaked out. 

I dreamt about the teeth issue because I had just taken my kids to dentist. Husband is taking his family to the country fair today, so maybe that's why. Got an email from kids school this morning when I woke up for a second and I'm thinking that's why I dreamt that. 

So tired now.
 Gonna stop. 

Sunday, July 20, 2025

Cleaning

Dreamt me and husband were cleaning the camper out but it was also dad's house/childhood home. Clothes everywhere, furniture everywhere.. found a console TV and hid that in a corner behind other furniture because I didn't want my dad seeing it and wanting it lol. I remember walking into the kitchen and seeing the counters were flipped the wrong way (my sister and mom cleaned this room), and dad's kitchen was extremely clean. Also remember when I was cleaning stuff out, there were a bunch of toys of my daughter's and I was trying to stuff what I could in bookbags etc. 

Sunday, July 13, 2025

Cleaning

Dreamt I was on my phone and saw that my favorite musician was posting a video and the background has all these familiar names etc, and then I realized they were in the area. I freaked out and was worried they were going to stop at my house. I started cleaning the house (it was my childhood home), and the house was a complete mess. Woke up exhausted, thankfully no one stopped by, I don't think lol. Oh I forgot. While cleaning, I got a really weird number and I can't remember if anyone ever talked or not, but it made me clean faster. 



And now I remember another dream. My daughter and I were in a car. My daughter was driving on the interstate and we were looking for my husband. We weren't sure if he was supposed to work that day or not, but needed to get a hold of him fast. We stopped at some business thinking he'd be there if he was, and didn't see him. 

Thursday, March 27, 2025

Test

(In real life, my two sons have these 'reading screeners' meeting today where they have to read in front of a teacher to see if they need help with progressing).... Anyways, I dreamt realistically. 'woke up' exhausted and kept wanting to sleep in. Need to clean house, make sure boys look presentable, put on makeup etc, and it's getting close. Well just now I woke up to a nightmare. I dreamt I finally decided to wake up and my husband is dressed in his work outfit. He says he works today. Also he tells me he made lunch and it just looks like deli meat in some gravy in a casserole dish. I quickly look for another casserole dish and find one in dish washer and start scraping it (because it's not totally clean) so I can make the lunch we were supposed to have. Then my husband is gone and I tell me daughter she'll have to sit with each boy that isn't doing the test at the time, so that they aren't distracting the other. I start cleaning the house some. 

Then I woke up. Thank fuck that my husband is off today. 

Thursday, March 20, 2025

The Store

Dreamt I was trying to flirt with some younger guy in a grocery store. Bending over, etc. also dreamt there were shoes or slippers with different characters in them. Dark green had Shrek and Donkey in each top of the foot, a medium brown suede material had I think Hank Hill and Bobby Hill. There was also one or two others but I forgot the characters. My sister and my daughter were with. We were looking for our sizes but having trouble. Suddenly all the shoes were gone. Couldn't buy them. Then I was in a car worried I was going to jail. Terrified, I tried to wake myself up. I could FEEL how deep my dream was. I started shaking my head to wake myself up, worried it wouldn't work. Thankfully it worked, but it felt like going through layers in waking myself up. 

Monday, March 17, 2025

Field Trip

Dreamt me, my daughter, my sister and my mom were living at the old house with my dad and my husband. The house was messy, and my daughter's classmates and teachers were over (Ms. S and Mr. B) plus others with unrecognizable faces. My daughter almost changed her clothes in front of everyone. Had to explain to art teacher that my daughter is awkward and of course as I said that I looked super awkward myself. 

Then I dreamt groceries needed to come in and my husband bought ALL the Aldi eggs he could find. Like five different types, with four of the same type. There were so many and stuffed so much into a grocery bag, that a corner of a carton was broken. I told my mom and was annoyed with whoever ordered the eggs and at first blamed my dad and said 'good thing you divorced him, haha' then realized it was my husband who ordered them so said 'wait it was my future ex husband' (was joking in the dream). 

Then I dreamt that the class of my daughters were wandering out in the woods so we could t talk about them in case they walked in. 

Thursday, March 13, 2025

School

Dreamt my kids started going to public school. My daughter didn't really want to go, so I told her she could stay home. Had to find the phone number and tell them that my kids have COVID or something . Then I dreamt that my ex friend sent me a message and I couldn't figure out how to message back so I considered calling her back. 


Weird dream, cuz fuck nah. Not sure why I'd consider that I'm not a talking person. 

Friday, February 14, 2025

Helicopters

Dreamt we were living at my old childhood home and that my sister and her friend Becky were all living with us too. Husband wasnt in dream or at least not in the lart I remember. I also vaguely remember my parents in it but not in the parts o remember as well. They may have gone to work. Becky had an extra kid. Toddler. She got cold easy and often. Okay so dreamt we could hear helicopters outside. I peek out and one is circling out house, coming back and circling again. Becky wanted to go outside and look but I told her not to because it seemed suspicious. I peeked around at other houses and saw that they were being shot at. I yelled for everyone to get in a car and do it discreetly under the house/hidden. I tell my daughter to grab the dogs and I try to grab my cat, Stan. We start tiptoeing as fast as we can to a cat. Someone notices us. They call on their walkie talkie  for backup. More come. We try to talk out of getting killed. A lady instead tries to give us stuff for a suitcase and I can tell it is a tracker. I mentally tell myself I need to get it off as soon as we aren't being watched. Woke up. 

Thursday, February 6, 2025

Treasure

Did a scavenger hunt to with a band thing from the band HIM. It was set up by fans, nothing official. Had the kids in the back of a car and the guy I was with was driving. Icy roads.. we hit a small hill, go up it and start to get out. As we were going up a hill and slightly down, I remember looking back and trying to hold the boys in place so they wouldn't expel out the car. Weade it safe and exited the vehicle. Kept working on getting the treasure I think. 

Wednesday, December 18, 2024

Dog Treats

Dreamt scarlet and I had our dogs and Try Guys stopped us and a bunch of other people to answer questions while testing dog treats. Scarlet answered something so hilarious that I laughed loud. Afterwards/just as I was waking up I was wondering how long it takes from recording to airing on their channel, because I was certain whatever it was scarlet answered would have been in the show, and I was slightly mortified my ugly mug might be on YouTube soon. 

My alarm was also going off just then so I was half turning off the alarm and half about to search the duration. Took me a second to realize it was a dream. 

Sunday, October 13, 2024

Party

Couple dreams. First one I dreamt that Sarah gave up her dog Bernie. I searched everywhere on Dad's property worried he was lost. Found him under a chair. 


Next dream. Dreamt that scarlet had a bday party. We invited some family I think a rich family? No wait. Celebrity family. I remember Bieber was in it or something. Anyways one girl needed to change because she had dirtied the back of her shorts, so I had to take her to the side to let her know and then find clothes for her. 

Thursday, August 1, 2024

Tornadoes

Dreamt I was at a beach with my husband and kids. There was a bad guy or something that we were trying to stay away from. My two littlest boys that can't swim were in water and I had to help them both up and down and get out. We were all running..


 Then I dreamt I was with my kids and at least my aunt Erin but probably my mom and sister too. My aunt was driving. There were bad storms and tornadoes everywhere. We were in Tomah kind of near Burger King and I saw two tornadoes. One of in the direction of my house and another in the direction of theirs. The one by my house was coming towards tomah. Erin thought she could go extremely fast to pass the tornado getting closer. I was worried about the speed because of my kids and also I was worried we wouldn't be able to pass the tornado. Just way too close. She floored it though and I don't really know what happened but suddenly were in a tight alley but way up off the ground in a high riser style building. Windows everywhere. I'm looking for doors to get to safety and I see one door curves up. I yell out and there's this weird glitch in my voice. I peek around the corner and see a man in a tan rain jacket facing towards a wall. He does NOT want us in his room, so I usher my kids back out and lock the guy in his own room as he's running after us. We're about to go through another set of doors when I wake up. 

Tuesday, July 9, 2024

Death

Dreamt husband's cousin in law R died of sudden heart attack. Went to hospital to 'pay respects'  to the wife D. Weren't sure how to let his "kids/grandkids" know what happened. (They were young and looked like husbands other cousin Danielle's kids. Very young.) We all went to the hospital. We wanted to wait until someone specific got there (I think my husband's mom) to let the 'kids' know. I was in a parking lot with a whole bunch of stuff out on the pavement like two cameras, some shoes, clothes, etc, my duffle bag and some other stuff. I'm trying to stuff as much into the duffle bag so I have less to carry. I'm trying to get home. I get most of it in. I stand up and have everything in my arms when I see my daughter getting into a car with a baby and two older guys maybe in their 70s. I asked her what she was doing and she said they asked if she could drive them home. I told her no, don't go with strangers even though they seemed kind. Then I run into the wife of the guy that died in my dream and she's in my dad's house by the front door. I awkwardly try to figure out what to say to pay my respects. I tell her I'm so scared of losing someone I love. That I'm sorry. She seems like she isn't sad. She tells me they knew he was going and that she's been with someone else for a while, so she didn't really feel bad. 

Woke up.

Thursday, February 15, 2024

Weird Interview

Only remembering bits of my dream. I remember sister in law, husband, daughter, niece, my sister, and others I can't remember right now. Some people I didn't recognize. I remember now. We were on two teams. We had to get the other team to want to stop playing? We had to ask questions like an interview - for something specific. I brought this bright blue lightkind of thing that maybe is for makeup and I tried to shine it up in the eyes of the people we interviewed. My sister in law was recording on an old telephone next to bed (we must have been in a hotel?). My sister in law asked if more people could come help so I yelled for my sister but she told me that she was too tired so she went back to bed in another room off of this room. I turned around and looked for my daughter thinking she and her cousin could help with stuff. I realized they were balled up hiding under the covers of the bed in the room so I pulled covers off and asked them. I think they were getting up to help when I woke up. My husband was in this in the beginning... I can't remember what happened in that portion but I remembered kissing him at some point. 

Sunday, February 4, 2024

Dead Horses

Dreamt my daughter had gotten the start of her period. I had to find her a pad. We were at my dad's house, but I think it was my husband's and my house in the dream. Also dreamt that the house was kind of messy - this was just some weird house, nothing I know of. And I was trying to clean up and look for my water bucket for plants. Before this I remember now: my mom stopped by and told me they couldn't take care of their chicken (they don't really have one - they live in town) - Ifirst asked if Dad could watch it since he has some but they didn't listen and just started moving stuff around. Mom carried this huge cage that had two dead horses in it... So weird... I was thinking in my head why do we have to take care of your animal of we can't even remember to take care of our own? Okay so she plops the chicken down next to Dad's door (now my door) and I realize it's winter and this poor chicken will want to stay warm, so I grab these bulky warming lamp that was by the horses, and an even bulkier plug in for it. I try to plug it in but the adapter is soooooo weird and humongous and moves around like fricken transformers. I have to slide it around so it fits right into dad's plug in up above his door. Then I noticed my mom is also dropping off a huge, fancy, probably handmad table and chairs off. She tells me it's "the Allen's" and now that I'm out of my dream I realize that this is their neighbors, but inside the dream I had no idea who or where these Allen's were.. she had to get me to explain all the places/people dad ever took me to in the area and she kept saying no, not there. I dunno. Anyways I had to find a place for a bunch of these things she was getting rid of. End tables (I put the chicken cage on top and sat it next to the door) and a bunch of plants.) THIS is why I was searching for a watering can. I had to place them around the outside of the house so it looked nice. First though to get upstairs from the door I had to maneuver some things about the house around because of where the chicken was, so I moved things around like Legos to fit some stairs into the house. Unfortunately I realized later that I put the dumbest, hardest to crawl through kind of stairs/almost like a ventilation system as soon as you go through the front door, so I had to make note to fix that later. When I get up there to the second floor, my mom, aunt, and sister are up there and they give me a bah of old candy they didn't want anymore. After that, I realize I need the watering can to water the plants they gave me. The house was a mess and there was furniture everywhere. I remembered seeing the watering can under a desk but there are so many desks so I have to go through a bunch to find the right one. I'm kind of in my own house now set up-wise. I ended up finding it, and kind of picking up dishes along the way.. I think I woke up at this point. 


Monday, January 1, 2024

Dripping Fire

Wow...


Dreamt I lived in this big old house with my sister and mom. First I dreamt that my daughter was going to spend the night somewhere with her grandma and cousin. She seemed okay with it (in reality, she won't even leave for a few hours to go with anyone). 

Okay back to the dream.. I lived in this huge house, daughter was away for the night. Suddenly my sister noticed that there was this corner of the old house that was dripping what looked like water but was on fire too. We yelled for mom, we called the fire department. A lady came that looked nothing like a firefighter but said that it wasn't anything dangerous and that it was the paint.. old radioactive paint (not dangerous my ass 🥴). If we scraped the paint off, it shouldn't do that anymore. I went to call my daughter quick but she didn't answer (I was going to tell her what was going on).. anyways we all start scraping everything in the house. Ceiling, wall, stairs, etc. EVERYTHING. After scraping a while, my sister yells that it's back. We run over and see the same dripping fire.. we find out later that the lady that came by was not a fireman or a fired one or something. She wasn't good. I don't know if we called and other firemen came or what. That's all I remember.

Friday, October 13, 2023

Mad

Dreamt that Greg said something REALLLY rude and then said something mean about my oldest child. Something like how she's weird and he wouldn't want to have her in his house or something like that. I remember being irate and telling him he doesn't have to worry because we wouldn't be coming over ever again or vice versa. I was so pissed and was screaming across the parking lot at them etc .. we went back "home" to this huge, abandoned-looking thing. Wood-paneled walls that were falling apart on some places. Reminded me of a mix between my childhood home and my grandma's house that really was falling apart on her and caused her to have to move. 

Sunday, July 23, 2023

Trip

Dreamt Scarlet was going on a trip with Kaelynn. Literally just them, unsupervised, on a trip, with maybe a bunch of other kids. I had a wad of money and gave it to Scarlet and told her to be responsible and Kaelynn asked if she could borrow money too. Dev handed her some money. Seems like there were piles of clothes and stuff she still need e to pack. 

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Orbs Of Power, Like Suns

Dreamt that Devin and I were driving down the interstate. It was flooded in areas and Devin was still driving the speed limit, so we hydroplaned off the road and were driving on a big, hilly ditch. I called Sarah to tell her we might not make it (I think I meant to tell Sarah to tell Scarlet we loved her, because I was thinking of Scarlet when I said that).

Then I'm outside, flying. Sarah is also there. She is creating these big orange orbs that have powers. From a far enough distance away, they look like setting suns. She's making a bunch of them and plans to absorb them into her so that she has powers, or more powers since we're both flying. It seems like we were superheroes or something, fighting something bad in the world. I also remember everything outside was broken buildings, trash and graffiti everywhere, etc.. We were next to the ocean and a gas station or something. It was flooded in areas.

Then suddenly I am talking to some random female author. She is asking me if I read her books. I explain I've read some, but not all. She hands me one book and tells me that it's her best, then she hands me two books stuck together and tell me that it's her personal favorite.