Escaping The Boarding School

Continued dream from before at the abusive boarding school. I was caught trying to escape back to my world with a group of friends. One I loved very much, possibly a boyfriend. They separated all of us. The boarding school is still like a department store warehouse, and our punishment was to work there. I'm working somewhere but instead of that, I'm looking at a bunch of workers that are taking fruit and vegetables from one big vat/square container to another. Hoping to spot a friend. Woke up. 

Gas Station

At Warrens Mall with husband and kids. Since it's a gas station, I dreamt that while in there he knew a bunch of people from his job there. We were fixing a van but also had our truck too. I was grabbing stuff from one car to the other while he's fixing the van. Kids were in the van too. At some point I'm in the store with him and a trucker stops him and they talk and he finds out his job has their own TV provider called buzztv. Husband leaves while I'm paying for stuff. When I finish, I go outside and yell for him to help me carry stuff cuz it's a lot. I hear workers inside laughing and mocking me for yelling for him, so then I go back in. It's dark inside and there's not many people in there anymore. I go back out and see husband. While he's working there is another woman working on her own car next to ours. I walk over to my husband, point towards the woman, and quietly shout 'no!' at him, meaning do not talk to the woman because I was jealous. I go back to the other truck or the car and I hear my husband talking to someone but it ends up being a coworker that's getting into his car....

Suddenly I'm in the van (should have been the truck) and I'm driving in the show over towards husband is parked with the kids. Unfortunately there were no parking spots so I freak out because technically I don't have a license, so I worry about getting stopped by a cop. I turn thinking I can just go around a block quick but the snow makes me swerve a little. Eventually while continuing on driving, I tell myself 'what the hell am I doing? I'm dreaming. I can just get out of this dream and not have to deal with it '.

Bar

Kind of remember the setting of my dream from last night. It was a huge bar. Honestly it was a square bar all the way around and most of the space was on the bartenders side. There was barely any room on the customers side. It was dark red velvet and gold colors. I think I worked there and had to clean up. 

Phone Call

Had a nightmare. First, I dreamt that my sister told me that she didn't like her neighbor anymore. Immediately I assumed the younger family because of political differences or because their dog nipped at the moment in the family a few weeks ago. Instead, Sarah tells me that it's the elderly lady that she doesn't like. I asked why and I can't remember what the reason was... Anyways, then I dreamt that my front top-right tooth broke in half or cracked. Almost like when a baby tooth is about to fall off; it's hanging on for dear life, except it was hanging on in the middle. I was terrified, and Devin had to go to work, so he couldn't take me right then and there to my dentist. I figured I'd just call and see when I could get in and worry about the how later. I tried calling my dentist but it wouldn't go through fully. It'd take me to an automated thing and talk about a second location in Appleton. I hung up.. but then a weird number called me that had 'mom' in the title. When I answered, it was a scary horror-movie-voice threat. I was confused but also starting to get worried for my mom. I was thinking that maybe the neighbor took my mom or her phone and was using it. 

Right before I woke up, I dreamt I was in Warrens again, at the gas station/'Warrens mall'. I was walking around the gas station, towards the post office. There was this kid that looked like a vampire that was selling a bunch of vampire-y objects. I grabbed a goosebumps book. That's all I remember. 

Math Test

Dreamt that I was doing a math test in what felt like a hospital setting/the hallways and desks. Devin and his dad were there. They worked together or told each other answers. I realized later I had the 'old answers' from last year, so I started copying off for that. 

Another dream I had was realizing Devin had to go back to work. Might have been swimming in the pool when I realized this. (Which is weird because he does go back today after an 11-day vacation, and also family might be stopping by to swim.i also remember being at Grandma's old house but in her driveway. I don't remember what happened at all but I was there at one point. I think I was looking up at the sky maybe? 

Ex

Dreamt c was in a car behind me and fam, with their fam. Like nowadays fam. I recognized him or his wife and got nervous because I realized we'd have to see each other. I think I looked like shit, so I was worried he'd see me. Worried husband and c would see each other. Anyways we're parked and maybe at my dad's house/my childhood home? Walking around in woods? I think C's wife comes up and talks to my husband. They are doing some kind of job on Dad's property. She says something about c having to come check something. Again I worry because I don't think husband likes c. I don't remember anything else really. 

Stones

First I remember being a jellystone. I stopped in to get food and I noticed behind the counter a schedule..  my name was at the end. I was weirded out but thought nothing of it. Then I remember being with my Aunt Erin and my husband. I think (I could be wrong about the order here but this seems more right).. Erin was driving us home but she was really tired. I was in the back with husband and my aunt was driving. I was watching the road and suddenly I noticed she was getting awfully close to two bicyclists. I said "Erin, you're getting kind of close" and she kind of bobbed her head to the side and I yelled her name out and she sat up straighter and slowed down. I suggested she park on the ramp of the interstate (at this point we were in front of Jellystone). My husband was going to take over but he was pretty tired too. For some dumb reason he was about to drive from the passenger side but I yelled at him and he sat in the driver side. We started pulling up to a toll area and I looked down in the car and found some mail on the floor boards in back. I picked up two envelopes and saw one with the wrong address and was addressed to 'current resident' at the wrong address, so I sat that one down again. The other one was to me. I opened it and saw a tax info thing and it made it seem like I was set to start working at Jellystone this week. I look up and see my husband just kind of drove through the toll and some lady was poking her head out. The road turned into an alleyway.. 

Now I'm in a store at Jellystone. It looks like a gift shop with random clothing etc. I remember seeing a cat condo/bed thing too for almost $400. I noticed I'm absolutely wet and in a swimsuit maybe? Or naked? Lol I can't remember. I asked my mom to buy me something so I wasn't so naked feeling. For some reason she didn't, I don't know if the store was expensive or what. 

Then I see an older, bigger guy that looked like the actor that plays Jill's dad in Home Improvement. He was a worker and hebwas holding a pair of speedos. He was joking and saw two black men sitting down at a bench opposite me in the store and asked them if it was theirs, or made the assumption it was or that it was their 'type' of suit or whatnot. Everybody kind of laughed along, even the guys, but then I got weirded out by the old white guy and thought it had some racial undertones to the joke so I remember stopping from laughing and walking out. I was walking through Warrens playground and I saw the two guys but they were younger (so was I..  we were all kids now). My clothes were still wet. The boys were on the playground and I was walking through/past. I asked if they always lived around here or were new, can't remember their answer. They followed just out of politeness, since we were still talking. We were maybe where the fire department was or where the Wades lived but there was an old building there instead. We noticed these beautiful gravestones with holographic etchings on them. I was in love. I walked into the building and saw an older bearded man walk up. I asked if he made them and he said yes. I told him I would love for him to make mine someday, and he kind of laughed awkwardly and I realized he probably thought that I meant I'd die before him and he was a LOT older (I did mean that but I changed the thought process then) and explained maybe I could buy one well before I pass. I started getting gleeful thoughts of what picture I wanted on mine and what I'd put as my epitaph. Woke up. 

Flooring

Dreamt I was putting more flooring in. 

Work

Dreamt that I was dropping my husband off at his job and I saw mail for the workers and peeked and saw my own name on one of the envelopes. I picked it up and opened it and saw it was from an old boss and his wife (they both were my bosses) and that they were explaining to me that they bought my husband's company. I ended up seeing/talking to the male boss at some point and he was older looking and seemed really forgetful. 

I also remember a high school band .. maybe my cousins Gavin or Gracin were in band class and I saw a xylophone? I can't totally remember. 

The Affair

Worst dream ever. 😢 Dreamt husband cheated/fell in love with someone online. He handed me his phone and I can't remember what it was. An email? Texts? Video? Photos? But he showed me the proof. Some girl at work from his old distribution job/maybe just randomly online. I ended up calling her when I saw a link to her number. I just remember trying to be nice and asking about the guy she's seeing and then got straight up murderous and just said "well he's fucking married, you bitch." After hanging up, I pleaded with him to show me something about her again. He pretended to go through his phone and find something, made an elaborate gift where I had to unwrap his phone or whatnot or peel away at a cake or something and nothing was there and he was laughing. He was done and didn't care. It felt so real. The kids were there and they didn't seem bothered by what was going on either. 

I also dreamt a random cat we owned got outside and ran off and to find him I had to become an animal. Wait... I also dreamt I was a snail too. I don't know. Very fucked up dream. I feel like I took a bunch of magnesium or something. (I did rub a lot of magnesium lotion on myself last night since I was so sore from work.) I'm just absolutely exhausted. Physically, mentally, emotionally. 

Carpet

For the last month or so I've been going to my mom's and pulling out carpet. Dreamt I was doing this. Also dreamt about Hanson for some reason. Something to do with Taylor first... Like maybe I was talking to him first? Then Zac? I can't remember. 

Work

Dreamt I was in the backseat of a car and my aunt was in the passenger. Somehow we were driving even though no one was in driver's seat. We were stopped at a fast food drive thru and my mom was at the window with someone else (a supervisor) taking our order. My aunt joked that the worker was 'rude' and I wasn't totally sure I heard her correctly so I loudly repeated back and the supervisor yelled at me for 'making fun of" my mom. I was so embarrassed lol. 

Then I was back at my old job cleaning bathrooms. I went to a stall and started cleaning a toilet, and an old coworker was slightly confused but went to the next one to clean. 

Work Boots

Dreamt I was at Grandma's old house (next to childhood home), outside, snow in ground, facing backyard towards neighbor's house. An actor from the 90s was there and apparently worked with dev. Dev at work, and this guy (I get him mixed with Pacey actor, both have same last name I think?) needs work boots so he can start work. We wander over to childhood home (I yell to the kids in Grandma's house that I'll just be over on the other house for a second) and we go through the house. It's a mess. I'm embarrassed going in with a celebrity. We eventually find shoes, and eventually childhood home turns into my current home. 

That's about it. Woke up super super warm because I had turned off the fan and the A/C turned off too. 🥵 Dying..

Alien Egg

Dreamt someone put raw (cracked) eggs in a bunch of individual Ziplock bags and hung them up all over in a kitchen. I think this kitchen was at a workplace, and that it was supposed to be a prank of some sort. I remember looking at the different bags and suddenly saw an egg with a face that resembled the creature from the movie "Alien". It was biting at nothing really in particular, but was gnashing its teeth around violently. It terrified me. I started yelling for Devin and suddenly instead of being in a Ziplock bag, it was in a plastic grocery bag and was falling to the floor amongst a bunch of other similar bags. I searched everywhere for it but could not find it. At some point I started looking for it on videos, as if I had seen it on a tape before. I was looking on my parents' old console TV we had for so long when I was a child. After awhile I started thinking it was a fish I had seen and was looking for that (with the creepy Alien face) instead. I also thought I had seen it in a video of Abraham Lincoln, so I was looking for him, too.


Yeah.. I don't get it, either.

Visiting Dana In Madison.

My friend Dana spent the night here, so I dreamt that she and I were planning on having me come to Madison to see her. We were looking at our schedules and seeing what days worked.

Possession.

Dreamt I was walking up to this abandoned, broken down house. It was a white house with the paint peeling off in places. I was instructed by this man that looked like my late great-uncle Walt to kill this evil little girl (that looks like Tina Majorina when she was in Corrina Corrina) that was haunting this home. To explain: I'm not in reality (in the dream, that is), I am in this other "dream realm", perhaps in the mind of this child. Maybe I took this task and I am inside the girl's subconscious and trying to help her or something that needs to get rid of this evil being. The girl had telekinesis and she was a hellion. When I started in the dream realm, I started at the corner of the street. Next to me were these two dollhouses. One looked just like the house I would enter, the other looked newer but torn up as well. I slowly walked up to the house, I knew evil lurked inside. I climbed slowly into the house through a window and she appeared at once as half-smoke, half-human. I fought with her for awhile and finally she blew up into ashes. I put her ashes into a bag and was told by this man (that was coercing me subconsciously) to go upstairs and look for money. I crept slowly up the stairs, still worried that her spirit lingered in the house. I found wads of $5s, $10s and $20s and I put them in my pocket. Then I keep walking and I notice her bedroom door is open. I don't go in, but I throw her ashes into the bedroom and I start to walk away but I notice in the corner of my eye that the ashes turned back to smoke. The smoke lingers down the bed and underneath. I get scared and start running down the stairs. I get to the window I crawled in from and I start crawling back out. When I get all the way out, she slams her half-smoke/half-human body into the window and it shocks me to the core, so I fall. This would have been fine if the dream realm hadn't transformed where we were at. Suddenly the house was in the air and I fall onto this branch in a tree. All the while as she slammed into the window and I fell onto the branch, I turn into the little girl (physically, not mentally).

Thanksgiving Dream

Thanksgiving. Dreamt I was in a chef's kitchen, walking from freezer to kitchen, back and forth. I remember grabbing eggs as an ingredient for whatever concoction this was.. I also remember the door wanting to shut on me, trying to lock me in the freezer. I kept having to keep my foot in the door every time I went into the freezer.

Work Sucks.

Dreamt I was working in a fast food place in my childhood home. I took a break in the bathroom and noticed how messy it was. There were frames all around the mirror and inside the frames were pictures of my dad's family. I also noticed this pocket in the wall. I put my hand inside and there was a record player inside the wall. Inside the record player was a passport. I went back into the living room to work again and outside (it was night time) there were a few military men looking into the screen door wanting some frozen drinks. I grabbed a few glasses and then found these hawaiian weeds and stuffed them and one flower each into the glass. I noticed outside the window that the tree in front of my house was sprouting red and purple flowers.

I also remember some guy buying these white sneakers with silver jewels for my aunt Erin.

Before all of this, I remember seeing a boat in our pond. I had to get into the water with nice boots on and grab the boat and put it on shore. I moved the boat onto shore but when I let go of the boat it seemed to have moved completely onto shore, which freaked me out. I thought my dad would kill me if he found his propeller in sand, so I had to move it back towards water again. When I walked up towards the house I remember a LOT of snakes everywhere in the woods.

Will Smith Is Not My Cousin.

I dreamt I found this picture of me in this striped dull teal and white dress (age 5 or so) and I had these neon orange and green toy guns for earrings (like actual tiny toy gun-size) and this neon pink/orange/green necklace with circles all over.



Then I dreamt I was in this store, walking out. All of a sudden I found it hard to move my legs. My calves were too stiff, so I told Devin to hold on. Devin then tells me that Will Smith is shooting a film at the store and we were going to be in it, and I can't look like an idiot. I freaked out, I was walking wacky and I knew I'd make the movie director unhappy. I couldn't help but walk with one foot tippy-toed from how tight my calf was. Then a woman comes over and tells me she wants me to play a part in the movie as a cop. She starts walking me back into the store and through a hallway and I tell her "Is it because of my cousin?" thinking because my cousin in real life was a cop, but she laughs loudly, sarcastically. Then I realize she thinks that I think that Will Smith is my cousin. I don't correct myself but I made a fist in the air look thinking how dumb I sounded. She takes me to this back room. Then this guy tells me he remembers when I was little and he really wants me in the movie, I assume he's the director. He asks me if my mom "still gets herself into trouble sometimes?" I freak out, he acts creepy. Like he wants me, and he's wanted me since I was a kid. He's kind of older, too. Not my age. Late forties. I walk away thinking "Fuuuuck that shit, that dude is creepy and he's an ass for hating on my mom." The woman that took me back there follows me towards the parking lot again and we talk for awhile. The walmart hallway turns into an airport. I think I had a crush on the woman, maybe. Not sure.

9/11/10 - Two Types.

I dreamt the world was being overtaken by aliens. Humans were classed into two types. One was "Security Guard" (which in reality would be like recruits for an army) and the other wasn't really termed in my dream, but they were just the average bystanders that couldn't do anything to save their life. I was the last type. So in my dream, I'm hiding with a group of people in this office, and we're all looking out the window. The "Security Guards" in the office get called out to war, so Devin leaves, along with his sister. I wait with the rest of the scared bunch and watch as lightning bolts hit telephone poles and a trailer park that was in our view. Finally the Security Guards come back around by one of the windows, one of them even had their badge over their eye as a gag. One of the guys that was cocky in the group of Bystanders jumped up and decided to leave the office and help fight, so I followed him to the door to shut the door and lock it back up because at this point I was thinking the Security Guards were bad guys now. When I tried to lock the door, I realized I had gloves on. For some reason the gloves were making it hard for me to lock the door. Then a man in a ski mask comes running at me from outside with pruning shears. He starts opening and shutting them, getting closer and closer to my throat. I woke up before he got to me.


Aliens

• To see aliens in your dream, signify that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and disconnected. You may also be having difficulties with how to handle or deal with a certain situation or person. On a psychological level, seeing aliens represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self.

Shelter

• To see or dream that you are at a shelter, represents the difficulties and sense of helplessness that you are experiencing. You are looking for some sort of security and stability.

Lightning

• To see lightning in your dream, signifies sudden awareness, insight, spiritual revelation, truth and purification.