Sad and Angry

Dreamt husband and I were living in my childhood home together. It was night, there was a woman over. Don't remember why. Husband asked for sex and I just wasn't in the mood. I honestly can't remember who brought up the other girl, could have been me thinking 'just this once'. Well. She leaves after and we're still sleeping in separate beds and I can't sleep and I walk into his bedroom and I kind of hesitate but eventually tell him I regret letting him do that. He gets mean. He tells me he doesn't want to be with me anymore. Time goes fast and I'm with my kids and we are walking into the room he's in with his new girlfriend and their friend (some random fat dude with tattoos... Husband's new girlfriend is also fat apparently). I do remember shortly before bringing littlest in trying to convince him he likes me more than his father but begrudgingly telling him he could see his dad and whatnot. Anyways we're in the room with them and I'm sad and angry still and just asking why he doesn't want to be with me, trying to get the fat friend to be on my side and he says he's Devin's friend and not mine and he agrees with him, I say something funny and he laughs and says I'm funny but still agrees with husband to leave me..  husband tells me it's because I never want to be with him and that I haven't been in love with him in forever and all that bullshit and ugh. I just wake up really sad and angry. 

Turtle

Dreamt I was in my "house" but honestly it was just a rundown version of my ex's childhood house. Weirdly enough though, I've dreamt of this house before. My husband and I were 'house shopping' and we liked this one.

--- I woke up and had to do stuff, so I don't remember the order of everything. --

I remember checking my life360 app to see if my husband was home yet. He was leaving to go somewhere. I zoomed out and saw he was just dropping something off with the village. I started walking downstairs thinking "oh yeah, we have two living rooms in this house, so I can watch TV in one room and the kids can watch in another!' but halfway down the stairs, I realized we changed the stairs out and it took away that extra living room. My husband gets home, I joke about him leaving to have an affair and then nag to him about how I was just thinking and getting excited about having a second living room but realized we can't anymore. Anyways I go downstairs and see all this old furniture that can be tossed like a shelf that was scratched up by a cat, etc. It fit perfectly under the stairs, but looks really bad. So I take note of that and a pile of old tvs and VCRs. My husband and I are going through the tvs and VCRs and deciding what might be important or needed and what needed tossed. I wander around to the kitchen and see a pile of trash on a carpeted floor. I start sweeping around or grabbing stuff and suddenly something heavy starts skittering around underneath the carpet. I freak out thinking it's a mouse, but my daughter follows it and says it's a turtle. It's a HUGE turtle. Tall head. Cartoonish. I tell her to run and get her dad and to not get near it because he could bite. She doesn't listen to me and I have to repeat myself and she snaps at me she isn't worried about it. My husband comes in and she's mad at him, too, and he explains he's not sure he can take off time from work to take her to her friends party a few hours away. I explain to her we will find a way somehow. Then I woke up. 

The Past

Weird dream! Half dandy's world, half the past. Obviously I had to fill machines and look for stuff. The other thing was the weird part: I dreamt I was in the past when my mom was little. I saw he parents who were about my age, my mom about my kids age (6 or 7). So in one part I dreamt that there was a ghost at my mom's house and it scared her when she was little. I was trying to get rid of it. Another thing I dreamt was my grandma at a dining room table, eating dinner. It seems like Grandma had a slave/maid and she was really rude to someone staying with her. There were friends of hers and Grandpa's that needed to stay and live with them and she was sometimes mean to them. I told my mom and aunt and the brushed it off and explained some excuse to make up for it, like stress and the friends staying were being rude first. 

There was another part where I was outside I think and at a zoo. There was a dog I think and a big snake, a gecko, a bird. The gecko and bird got along, for some reason. 

TV Dinners

Dreamt my brother and his family were up visiting. He showed us something Ashton made and I totally blanked on Ashton's name in the dream and I think I kind of pissed him off. Then his wife was making these TV dinner soups and every time I would go to stir it with a plastic spoon, the spoon would start melting. I felt so bad wasting one or two. There was also a cat or dog in the dream.

Accident

Had a weird dream that I had an accident while sitting down with a group of people. One of the ladies was so confused.. she got angry at me.