Religion

I was with my family and walking up to a building. It was kind of like a place you'd go during a break from hiking. A kid walked past me and I remember thinking "I'm glad I didn't pat the kids head or that would have been weird" since they weren't my kid. Suddenly a huge group was behind me so I walked in. I noticed someone was about to do a religious speech so I was trying to leave but people were telling me I couldn't. Finally I followed a child out. They all called me horrible names and tried to spit on me because I wasn't religious. I remember also walking last a couple water slides on my way to find my family. 

Ooohh. I remembered another part. Before this, I dreamt that it was getting very windy outside of a house I was in, so I told all of my kids and husband that we needed to get to an inner room in the house (must not have been a basement?) and a tornado passed through the house. I could feel myself being jolted a couple times from the house almost getting picked up. 

The Motel

Dreamt that dev was at work. There was this building full of druggies and prostitutes, like a motel. Seems like I was looking through someone else's eyes first and seeing what goes on there. I was searching for something, like a game. Feels like I was on the roof at some point and the whole hotel was moving. The person I was was exposing herself to passersby and hoping to get clients. 

Okay now I'm myself and I'm looking at this building on my life360 app. I see that my husband works right next to the building and it looks like he's walking over to the motel. I immediately call a lady (I'm assuming the one I could see through the eyes of) and I ask her if she is about to see anyone tonight. She tells me she's supposed to see someone by his name, and was referred to by a 'Jill' (an old friend). I was bawling but begging her to keep me on the phone. I told her he was my husband. I needed to know why he was going over there. He knocked on her door and she was too scared and embarrassed to answer. I begged her to. She was still too scared, so he left and got back in his car. He was pulling out of the parking lot when she changed her mind and ran out to ask him what he was there for. He explains that it was something to do with his job (not his real life job, but some made up job on the dream where he's a maintenance man. 

Before this I remember taking my two boys to a church (I'm not religious, and frankly I'm surprised I didn't burst into flames when I entered the building. I was hoping that MAYBE going here will teach my boys to be good. I was desperate. 

Oooookay.

Dreamt I was in two astral planes at one time. First was in the bathroom, near the bath tub, writhing in sexual ecstasy. The second was possibly at a bar, watching a video of a demonic-looking man, telling me he wanted to "plant his seed" in me. I'm guessing this man was Satan. He definitely had that vibe.


* I don't know why I dreamt this. I am Atheist/Agnostic. Talk about embarrassing, yo. lol

Catholic School Girls.

I dreamt I was in this catholic school, in this bathroom. The bathroom was kind of grungy, pretty grimy.. I was with some random girl and we were caked in cement. I remember first she showered off and got herself pretty cleaned up afterwards, but for some reason I couldn't take a shower, so I went to the sink to wash my hands/hair, etc, and after washing up a bit, she turned me around, away from the sink, and we started fooling around. Like pulling each other close, kissing each other, but nothing more than playful cuddles. Anyways, the door of the bathroom was open and these two men, priests (with suits similar to what Billy Corgan is wearing in the music video Ava Adore) notice what we are doing and they both stalk into the room and one of them walks up to this girl I am with and I get in between them, afraid he'll hurt her. He then grabs my hand instead and says "Two pokes!" and pulls out this really really strange, demonic knife/tool out of his coat. It was double-sided; One side was this poky end, like a really big needle, and the other end was this sharp blade. Before anything else happens, I shit you not, demonic music started playing in the background, like a bunch of men chanting! (Think Mike Patton-meets-swampy-cemetery sound. Or in a way I could explain it more simply: It sounds like Lurch from the Addams Family, when he whines "Yes, Mrs. Addams.") Anyways, now that I've explained the chanting I heard in the background, I can get on with the scary part. He grabs a hold of my arm tightly, and pokes me with the needle side of the demonic instrument in a strange angle, like how doctors do when they put an IV in you, and then with swift motion, he slices across my arm with the blade half of the instrument. The cut is really deep, though it doesn't bleed. I can literally see the flap of skin he tore into, though. Then he does another slice across my arm. And with that, I wake up.

4/24/02 - Nicknacks.

Forgot my last dream, here's an old one on my dad's birthday, too. I was just thinking about this dream a few days ago..


4/24/02


"I had the second worst dream ever. It started out with me and Heather in a church. Heather saw these nicknacks and picked one up, and was telling me it looked dumb. I kind of agreed, thinking it was pretty silly. We walked out of the church and came to my parent's garage, the door was open. There was a picnic table with a plate of hamburgers laid atop it. I remember seeing this girl I knew and I "wished" her to become a hamburger because I hated her. So she turned into one and was on the plate with the rest of them. Another guy I knew that I grew up with came up and was about to grab 'her', but I stopped him. Anyways, somehow I got into a really dark auditorium, and these teenagers were telling me to turn a light on. I do, but it's a small light, though sufficient. A teacher comes up on stage and he looks like my dad. The teacher started yelling at me, and at first I thought it was because I turned the light on, then I thought it was because I turned someone into a hamburger.. He tells me it's because another boy I grew up with, Brandon, was in an accident, and that the accident had alcohol involved.. And that somehow I was at fault. They did tests to see if I was involved as well. but I magically get teleported in front of this clothes line by the pond. I'm walking on a road with people walking towards me. I remember seeing all these people really dressed elegant-like. One old classmate was wearing this ugly blue dress, and another was wearing a prettier dark pink dress with the sleeves flared out and tied to the rest of the dress. I passed a few people who criticized me for my religion. I also heard someone say "Hi, Alyssa!" and they had passed me and was in a crowd of people, so I had to jump up to find it was my best friend from elementary school.. I go to walk again in the same direction as before, with everyone else walking the opposite way (towards me) and I see my mom. I try to catch up to her but my feet started to act like lead. Like they were anchors or something. So I tried to run and it got worse. I got even slower. So I tried to push myself from anything nearby and pull myself closer with other objects.. It worked, but it was a long process. Mom starts to leave but stops behind this building. I go into the building and it's this big building with little houses inside. I can see windows and doors, etc, inside the building. I look into one of the windows and I see this old man laying in a coffin. I somehow expected to see the girl I turned into a hamburger in a coffin as well, which is morbid, but she must have been still alive or something.. I go back to the church I was in at first and I notice this child with a scarred face is following me. I turn around to find mom but I notice the nicknack I saw in the beginning. I started crying really hard when I picked it up to look at it. I realized then that this nicknack belonged to the old man that died. I felt horrible for making fun of his nicknack when he had just died, and I had known nothing about him. I was also crying because I felt bad for what I did to that girl that turned into the hamburger. "

Hamburger

• To see or eat a hamburger in your dream, suggests that you are lacking some emotional, intellectual, or physical component in order to feel whole again. You may be feeling unsatisfied with some situation or relationship. It is also symbolic of your experiences and how you need to learn from them. Look at the big picture.

Dress

• To see or wear a dress in your dream, represents a feminine outlook or feminine perspective on a situation. You are freely expressing your femininity. If you are a man and dream that you are wearing a dress, suggests that others are questioning your sexuality. Or that you are feeling sexually insecure.

• Blue

• Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness.

• Fuchsia

• The color fuchsia represents mediation and your connection to your spirituality. You are letting go of old attitudes and welcoming a new change. This color is also associated with emotional stability.

Legs

• If your legs are weak, then you may be feeling emotionally vulnerable.

Coffin

• To see a body in a coffin in your dream, signifies that you are going through a period of depression. You may feel confined, restricted and that you are lacking personal freedom. There may be a dead or decaying situation or issue in your life that you need to address. It is time to end this situation or relationship.

7/18/10 - Interviewing Hanson.

- Woke up early, wrote this:

"Walking around. Flooded fields except on road. [Squiggle mark I can't make out - "I'm"?] this kid, walking, looking for something. There were tents (or booths) up near flooded fields. Like Cranfest (my hometown's festival every year on the last weekend of September). Britney Spears music playing in one booth, I go to it and look at one of her CDs. Went to another booth and looked through a bag of clothing. Then to another tent. I was a ghost of some sort, watching a man and woman kissing and walking into the tent as well. They couldn't see me. The woman had long blond hair and was wearing a bright pink belly dancing outfit. She excused herself and went into another room inside of this huge tent. Then I transported to the room she was in. She took her bra off and exposed her breasts, then she touched herself and sucked her hands and touched herself lower down. Then she called for the man. Then I transport back to the room the man is in and he walked around trying to find the woman. He sees another woman, this one with chin-length curly black hair and wearing a red belly dancing outfit, exit a room. She tells the man that the woman is inside waiting for him. Then I started hearing dogs barking, but when I woke up (I actually woke up), I couldn't hear any of the dogs actually barking. I even went downstairs to check on them, and they were all sleeping, so the barking was just in my dream."

Fell asleep again, then woke up to write this one:


- "Dreamt that Cranfest was happening still, and I was walking around looking at all the booths. I was wearing these purple high-heels and could go en pointe à la ballerina. I'd keep doing this position once in awhile. Anyways, at some point I saw my aunt Erin walking around and someone was with me and I said something about the fact that Erin almost always buys some sort of dessert at Cranfest on the last day (which it apparently was), so I walked up to her hoping to get food, but she told me she was helping to take the decorations and orange plastic fencing down, etc, and asked if I wanted to help, so I did. But my Aunt and Uncle didn't want me to help, someone nearby asked if my aunt and uncle were "a part of my congregation", and I answered them that "it's because I'm not a Christian." Or something like that. At some point, though, the town turned into a marketplace, similar to Burnstead's, and I was looking at these tabloids. The band Hanson was on the cover, and the word "penniless" was written in big, white writing across their picture. All of a sudden I became a TV show host, and knew that the band was in the store waiting for me to interview them about it. I found them and we went to this bed that was unmade, and the pillows were in a circle around the bed. We all sat on a pillow and I talked to them a bit about them being gipped out of their money. At one point I joked around with them about the length of their hair, and that it was no wonder I liked them so long ago, since I like women so much. They laughed, but not really politely to that joke. They disappeared after awhile and the bed turned into a circular wooden deck, the pillows became an extra, higher step of the deck. Alan Rickman was on the deck and it became apparent that it was his deck. He showed me that his deck was ruined once, and screwed off the higher part of the deck, and water poured out of it. He said the water ruined the deck, and he had to fix it. (It was fixed now, apparently.) "






Masturbation

• To see others masturbating in your dreams, denotes your anxieties and concerns about your inhibitions. It may also be a reflection that something in your waking life is not as satisfying as it could be. Keep in mind that this dream may not necessarily represent sexual inhibitions or satisfaction, but may be analogous to some situation or relationship.

Ballet

• To see or wear ballet slippers in your dream, represents your understanding of the principles of balance and grace. You carry yourself with much poise and get along well with others.

Tabloids

• To read the tabloids in your dream, suggests some sensational situation or gossip.

Interview

• To dream that you are at an interview, denotes your anxiety over being judged by others. You may be experiencing some dissatisfaction with some aspect of yourself.