Ride

Dreamt two things:

First, I was driving illegally with I think my kids in the back. We were almost home and I saw that our road had a bunch of signs and flags all over saying the road was down, but I drove through anyways and backed up once the road was fully closed and then drove over our lawn to park. 

Then the next dream.. I was in a hotel room I think and an old classmate was there, Melissa p. We were watching a music video for Alice in chains and it was just a bunch of people on a room that kept fully spinning around, like the ceiling became the floor, etc. Suddenly, she and I were outside in a line of people waiting to go on a ride for a similar contraption. We had to start by sitting on this gurney looking thing and not strapped in at all, and then it would slide into the room. Woke up or dreamt something else before I ever saw the room I believe. I do remember warning Melissa that I wouldn't be able to handle this ride because I'm a big fat baby. 

Nesting Doll Stores

I was in this store. It kept turning into more stores. Like a store in a store in a store, etc.. I was with my sister and maybe some old friends of hers? I believe Niki was one. Accidentally took scissors and a sewing kit from a store so I went back to give it back. One lady addidentally took one of my sister's earbuds. 

Oooo. I remember on the way. We were driving fast over this huge rickety bridge. I was taking photos and decided on a selfie but hated how I looked. Felt like a rollercoaster. 

Rabbit Hole

It was a reaaaaaalllllly long and exhausting dream but I'm forgetting it already. This is difficult because I think I'm one part I had a big family but in another certain part it was I think my mom, sister, and my own kids. Anyways.. some bad ghost or demon or something was kind of haunting us or something in our house (childhood home). I remember my daughter was there and she was listening to music on headphones and we were already having issues with this thing because we were all in cots in the living room and I had to share with my daughter. I stayed up to keep an eye out and make sure none of us were killed. Suddenly I heard her headphones talking so I listened in a bit and I heard like two ghosts or demons talking about their plan to kill us all, so I threw the blankets off and woke everyone up and told everyone we had to leave the house and get in the car. My mom was super hard to wake up so I had to drag her to the car and put her in a back seat. Then I helped get my sons into a seat and told my daughter to climb into the last seat. My sister sat in a passenger seat, so I got in the driver side. The ghosts or evil demons looked like actual people and they started coming out of the house with the animals we had in the house so I opened a door quick and yelled for a couple of the animals that looked willing to come with us. We got a dog I think and that was it. I drove out of the driveway and started heading right on childhood property's road.. there was a new stoplight. I was confused since it's a rural road, no need. Kept driving. Suddenly I realized there was a bridge/river and the bridge was still in the process of being built or it was broken, so I turned around and kept driving. Had an awkward encounter with an old man maybe on a bike who was slow but in the way. Everyone in the car told me to stay behind him but I just wanted to get the hell away from the bad people so I kept trying to pass him which kept pissing him off. 

Okay I don't remember how but I was back at the house again. Still trying to leave the bad people. I'm grabbing some stuff from the house and everyone else is already a ways ahead of me. I grab a bunch of coupons for food and go outside and I immediately can hear a slightly muffled laugh from my mom. I follow the sound and head towards where the swing set used to be when I was a kid and keep walking a little bit more. Suddenly I see a long hole in the ground slightly covered by leaves and I slide into it and very slowly fall down a long ways into a restaurant right where my aunt is standing. She takes me to a table where everyone is and I immediately tell my mom she's too loud and the bad people will definitely be able to find us if she keeps talking/laughing so loud. I think maybe we were about to get some food, but I woke up. 

Chickens

Remember only bits and pieces. I remember driving in a car with my mom and it's dark out. I think we're headed from T to W towns. I see this bright red lightning along with fireworks up ahead and we eventually pass it going through W. 

Then I dreamt I'm at dad's/my childhood home and I'm walking in the front yard/kitchen side and there's chickens everywhere, it's muddy instead of grass. I was wandering with a purpose but I don't remember why. Possibly looking for all the chickens? Mom and dad were still together. I think the chickens were hers in fact and not dad's. 

Garage Sale

Dreamt me, husband, and kids were driving somewhere and we saw a thin tornado. It was near the Walmart in town. My husband just kept driving like he wasn't worried but it kept getting super close to us. Anyways, he kept driving more into the rural part of town and then parked in front of a house/garage. We walked up and they motioned for us to keep going through the house and into other houses (kind of like how hotels are connected to other rooms), til we got to a garage. It was full of stuff they were selling - a garage sale. I looked at stuffed animals, movies, Christmas lights, etc... then I woke up. 

Driving

Dreamt my daughter and I were driving to meet up with my sister, my mom, my aunt, and my sons who were all in some shopping mall. I realize halfway down a road that I have my 13 year old driving. I tell her towt me drive and she parks in the middle of the street. 

I also remember at some point being on my childhood home, in the living room, on the floor. I was sleeping on the floor with possibly a few other people. I notice a little tornado forming in the room. I remember it's December and thought it was odd, lol. 

Gas Station

At Warrens Mall with husband and kids. Since it's a gas station, I dreamt that while in there he knew a bunch of people from his job there. We were fixing a van but also had our truck too. I was grabbing stuff from one car to the other while he's fixing the van. Kids were in the van too. At some point I'm in the store with him and a trucker stops him and they talk and he finds out his job has their own TV provider called buzztv. Husband leaves while I'm paying for stuff. When I finish, I go outside and yell for him to help me carry stuff cuz it's a lot. I hear workers inside laughing and mocking me for yelling for him, so then I go back in. It's dark inside and there's not many people in there anymore. I go back out and see husband. While he's working there is another woman working on her own car next to ours. I walk over to my husband, point towards the woman, and quietly shout 'no!' at him, meaning do not talk to the woman because I was jealous. I go back to the other truck or the car and I hear my husband talking to someone but it ends up being a coworker that's getting into his car....

Suddenly I'm in the van (should have been the truck) and I'm driving in the show over towards husband is parked with the kids. Unfortunately there were no parking spots so I freak out because technically I don't have a license, so I worry about getting stopped by a cop. I turn thinking I can just go around a block quick but the snow makes me swerve a little. Eventually while continuing on driving, I tell myself 'what the hell am I doing? I'm dreaming. I can just get out of this dream and not have to deal with it '.

Fast Car

Had another dream. I was in the very back of a van or possibly our jeep. Maybe looking at my phone - wait. No. First I was in my childhood home, in what is now my dad's bedroom. I was looking at my phone and accidentally set the wallpaper wrong. I was also looking online and saw that a celebrity had died. (Morrisey). Anyways suddenly now I'm in the back of the jeep or van. I see my husband is driving ridiculously fast from the ramp, onto the interstate. He's swerving a bit too and then crosses the divider and gets onto the other lane. I crawl up to the front passenger seat. He seems normal. Then I wake up. 

Wedding

Dreamt we (husband, kids, and I) were driving south and didn't think we'd make it in time to get to a wedding. I'm watching the map on my phone and husband is calling his mom to let him know we'll possibly be late and if we should turn around. We end up arriving there anyways and my husband is still trying to call his mom and I'm all "we're already here, we may as well stay now". Jeremy meets a boy about his age, maybe an inch shorter, and they start playing. I'm carrying these pictures and what looked like a phone book, and I noticed these smaller photos are falling out (the size of cheeseitz but triangular). I try to grab for them and I see my aunt cindie. She looks young (like in her 30s) and she stops me and looks at me and husband and says we remind her of her and her husband. I try to tell her that's a huge compliment, but I'm kind of mumbling it/having a hard time talking. Then I wake up. 

Stuck

Dreamt my sister and I were stuck on the side of the road with the truck and another vehicle too. Lost. Can't figure out which way my husband went to follow him. I think music played a part in this dream too. My husband might have been main character from Alice in Borderland? Lol. 

Tornadoes

Dreamt I was at a beach with my husband and kids. There was a bad guy or something that we were trying to stay away from. My two littlest boys that can't swim were in water and I had to help them both up and down and get out. We were all running..

 Then I dreamt I was with my kids and at least my aunt Erin but probably my mom and sister too. My aunt was driving. There were bad storms and tornadoes everywhere. We were in Tomah kind of near Burger King and I saw two tornadoes. One of in the direction of my house and another in the direction of theirs. The one by my house was coming towards tomah. Erin thought she could go extremely fast to pass the tornado getting closer. I was worried about the speed because of my kids and also I was worried we wouldn't be able to pass the tornado. Just way too close. She floored it though and I don't really know what happened but suddenly were in a tight alley but way up off the ground in a high riser style building. Windows everywhere. I'm looking for doors to get to safety and I see one door curves up. I yell out and there's this weird glitch in my voice. I peek around the corner and see a man in a tan rain jacket facing towards a wall. He does NOT want us in his room, so I usher my kids back out and lock the guy in his own room as he's running after us. We're about to go through another set of doors when I wake up. 

Driving

I forgot a lot, but I do remember the gist of it being that I had a "friend from school" (this friend I've never met in my life, also I'm way past school age) was kind of stranded on side of road (I don't think anything was wrong with her car but herself.. like sick or super tired, etc.. also the road was a few miles away from my childhood home) so I told her I'd help get her to her house. My aunt was driving, but I realized it'd be a good idea to try and get her car home with her too, so I said I'd drive her car home. I must have known where she lived because my aunt didn't wait for me.. also I felt weird driving like I didn't know how to. 

Snakes

I was in a dream with a bunch of other people. We were in a hotel, maybe sometimes it'd switch to childhood home. Dunno. 

Anyways, I kept dreaming snakes were everywhere. One of my kids - maybe middle? - was just able to pick it up no problem. It was red and black. Anyways it kept wanting to escape. This red and white snake at one point shot up into the air and unhinged his jaw and was inches from my face. I was so grossed out and pissed off it couldn't be contained. 

Another part of the dream was where we were driving. I could feel my door slightly open and we could hear a noise outside. There was a cord sticking out. I told Devin to stop when I realized the cord was a leash. I ran out and saw it was snowy that was being dragged. She was alive still but very weak. I got her in the car and sat down and was about to tell Devin to wait and see if all animals were in the car before we go but he just started slowlybl driving forward. I screamed and saw my other dog sunny just barely make it out from the front of the car and not get ran over. Like she was almost hit by a tire within hairs. Very close. 

This is all I remember. 

Spiders

Dreamt I was with husband and husband's family. We are at a store looking at clothes. Kind of a mix between a shopping mall and 5below. I'm rushing through trying to find something to buy. Looking at shoes and just can't find anything my size. Everyone else is paying, leaving the store, getting annoyed because we have to leave etc. I finally leave the store and start walking down a road, through fields, not sure exactly where we parked. I call my husband and hear his phone off a certain direction so I head that way. Finally I find him walking down a road and we're both a little lost. Finally we walk through some bushes or something and find his family at a car. Then I wake up. 

Oh wow. I remember something else. I'm in a camper, cleaning the ceiling. It's caked in dust and cobwebs. Then I find a huge spider on a wall. It's humongous. The wall is practically made of plastic bag so I go from the outside and grab the spider that is the size of a baseball and I pop him/he so they die. Then, I am dreaming that we are driving the camper. Once parked I see that my son is over by the wall that had the big spider. I run over there worrying it has baby spiders and he could be infested. I see tiny white flecks all over him and now me. 

The Road

Dreamt I was driving on interstate with kids trying to get a hold of my husband. He was supposed to pick us (me and kids) up and take us a few hours away to pick up something we were buying. I had looked at my life 360 app and saw he was a couple cities away already heading to pick it up. He wouldn't answer. I knew his dad was going with us on the ride, so I toughened up and called his phone. He answered and told me just those two would go and that me and kids could stay with my mom til they get back. I'm freaking out because I'm driving this big truck on the interstate and I don't know what I'm doing. I hang up on his dad hoping he knows I'm pissed off and I try to figure out how to park on the side of the interstate. I get hit by another big truck. I get out and just know I'm in big trouble so I try to lessen the damage by making a deal with the other driver by basically giving him whatever I'm hauling in the back of the truck. 

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Nightmare. Dreamt that husband and kids and I were all walking in snow at night. I think I was in a car behind them walking? Anyways dreamt that my littlest kid suddenly stopped breathing/fainted from the cold. Husband screamed and we rushed to get him to a hospital. I don't know why but husband thought running in front of car was faster? Seems like the car I was driving was too slow, really only there to slow me down and trap me from helping more to gab anything. Like a car wasn't *really* there but just in my own head? 

The Bus

Dreamt first that scarlet was going to go with devs family for a trip. Like camping or something, but not the usual stuff. But before then, his dad said something about me that pissed me off. I couldn't say she couldn't go, so I continued to let her go with them, but then I felt so worried the whole time while she was gone. She came back safe though. 

Then I'm on this weird almost like a tour bus but it's very very futuristic. Shits going on outside with the weather and we feel very safe. Kind of like magic school bus. I have a huge crush on someone but suddenly can't find them amongst everyone. Right before I wake up we are driving kind of by the burnstads park and suddenly outside looks so weird. It looks like a line of water above us. I yell to everyone to look up/watch out and just as everyone is looking, we drive onto a road that changes us completely. Suddenly I don't even know.. it was like a Grand canyon or the ocean but no water. We're floating, though. 

Orbs Of Power, Like Suns

Dreamt that Devin and I were driving down the interstate. It was flooded in areas and Devin was still driving the speed limit, so we hydroplaned off the road and were driving on a big, hilly ditch. I called Sarah to tell her we might not make it (I think I meant to tell Sarah to tell Scarlet we loved her, because I was thinking of Scarlet when I said that).

Then I'm outside, flying. Sarah is also there. She is creating these big orange orbs that have powers. From a far enough distance away, they look like setting suns. She's making a bunch of them and plans to absorb them into her so that she has powers, or more powers since we're both flying. It seems like we were superheroes or something, fighting something bad in the world. I also remember everything outside was broken buildings, trash and graffiti everywhere, etc.. We were next to the ocean and a gas station or something. It was flooded in areas.

Then suddenly I am talking to some random female author. She is asking me if I read her books. I explain I've read some, but not all. She hands me one book and tells me that it's her best, then she hands me two books stuck together and tell me that it's her personal favorite.

So...

I have two entries that I don't remember at all (this was a couple days ago), so I will write them word-for-word. With the first one, I should explain that I watched the movie Pacific Rim recently.. With the second one, umm.. Yeah, I don't remember it at all, and I wrote it down with my eyes closed, so it's written with phrases all jumbled on top of each other.. It's a mess.



The first dream:

Pacific Rim-like. Seems like I switched something in my dream to make it safer - can't remember what.


Second:

Parking lot for zombie apocalypse. Dev likes some, I mine. I leave at night, testing a car. Try to leave quietly, was eating cookie batter. Bad for me.

Searching For Bear And Avalanche.

Dreamt my dog Bear was still alive and that we were watching my dad's friend's dog Avalanche. We were in a house in town, although it looked like dad's house (house I grew up in). Must have been living with mom, Sarah and Erin. I saw that a door was open and my dog Bear ran out, then when I went to go after/shut the door, Avalanche escaped, too. Apparently I was pregnant. I ran after them both and eventually Erin and I were driving around town searching for them. We went into a gas station at some point and asked the cashier, no luck. We went back on the road to look for them in the residential areas. I was driving but not paying attention to the road, suddenly a cop car passes us and turns around with its lights on. Suddenly I forget how to drive, but I'm super calm. Maybe this was the future.. The cop somehow was able to get his voice to go through Erin's phone and he said something and all I answered back was that I was still out looking for my dog and hadn't found him. I pulled into a parking lot ahead of us (again, having a hard time remembering how to drive). It seems like the cop stopped me because he knew I was pregnant and was worried about me stressing out.

-- this morning (in real life) I took my temperature and it shot up (I already ovulated). This is called a triphasic pattern when your temperature shoots up twice in one cycle. I think my stupid idiotic mind is subconsciously hopeful I'm pregnant. I was pregnant last November through the end of January when we lost the baby. Around the time the baby died my dog Bear died, and I cried buckets, and was so worried I'd miscarry and did anyways.. I think my body is just on high alert this time in case maybe I am pregnant. Which I highly doubt I am, but I think subconsciously I feel I might be, maybe. Too many months of not being pregnant, I don't want to get my hopes up over a triphasic pattern on my bbt chart. (It isn't an indicator of pregnancy anyways, it can happen without being pregnant, too.) Blah.