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Wednesday, August 6, 2025
Apple
Dreamt I couldn't find things for my kids' school/proof of learning and whatnot. I remember one thing was a tiny little toy apple like you'd see in the board game hi hi cherry oh or whatever. First I started in my grandma's trailer but then had to walk and was in dad's driveway when I noticed the apple thing and grabbed it. I was so relieved to find it! My uncle Thane was in the dream (in grandma's trailer) and my sister was there too (maybe on the driveway?).
Sunday, July 13, 2025
Cleaning
Dreamt I was on my phone and saw that my favorite musician was posting a video and the background has all these familiar names etc, and then I realized they were in the area. I freaked out and was worried they were going to stop at my house. I started cleaning the house (it was my childhood home), and the house was a complete mess. Woke up exhausted, thankfully no one stopped by, I don't think lol. Oh I forgot. While cleaning, I got a really weird number and I can't remember if anyone ever talked or not, but it made me clean faster.
And now I remember another dream. My daughter and I were in a car. My daughter was driving on the interstate and we were looking for my husband. We weren't sure if he was supposed to work that day or not, but needed to get a hold of him fast. We stopped at some business thinking he'd be there if he was, and didn't see him.
Tuesday, June 17, 2025
Starbucks
Two separate things tho same dream I believe.
First I was over at an adult sleepover. It was a dark room. Husband and I in a bed, others in other beds in our room. I noticed this woman is bouncing on one of those rocking horse style rides. When she gets off I realize she has a dildo attached to the saddle part. I think "huh, that's handy." And tell her it was a good idea and joke how I should just do that and 'who needs a man?' then after saying that I worry my husband heard me. Lol
Okay the other part. We had to go help my husband's sister out. She has this huge log that needs moved or something. I tell him I'd like a Starbucks drink before we go and he gets all grumpy and says no. I get really annoyed and pissed off and walk off. I'm at this dance party type place. Like a non-fancyvwedding reception. I think 'well screw this, I have my own money, so I'll use mine.' I walk up to the bartender lady there and wait to order my drink (why I assume she makes Starbucks drinks I dunno) and the bartender cuts me off and tells me she wants to get someone else's order first. I think like her younger brother or something. So while I'm waiting I grab my wallet out (and it ends up being my husband's wallet) and I'm noticing that his wallet is breaking apart bit by bit. I also find the corner of an "$18" bill. I wake up before I can order ..
Friday, June 13, 2025
Black River Falls
Dreamt that my husband, my kids and I were in BRF, and for some reason it was a much bigger city than it really is. I was trying to tell my kids that there was this kids area you can go to but that it's hard to find. The kids area has these super long slides to get to another part of the city, so we were trying to search for this kids area. Kept getting lost. Also I think there was some bad guy chasing us or something, too.
Saturday, June 7, 2025
X
Weird, very long dream. Okay I dreamt I was in this house and sharing it with others. My kids were there, but so was my ex and his wife and kids. I wanted to come off and showing no hard feelings and that I kinda wanted to have a new clean slate but noter his wife knows we knew each other because she seemed nice and I wanted to be her friend. Okay there was this bad guy in the house. He disappeared with one of their kids so we all had to go search for them.
I can't remember the rest. I know other stuff happened but after writing stuff down, getting a phone call, I forgot. I don't think it was very eventful though. Oh. Okay we must have found their daughter, and then the wife was asking me about homeschooling my kids.
Thursday, May 22, 2025
Jeep
At childhood home. Black van is parked up by big chicken coop. Aunt E is there and wants to know who owned our jeep before we did because she may know 'the guy' (now that I'm awake I realize it was a girl).. I'm looking a bit through paperwork. Mom is looking at tea flavors.
Just before I woke up, a man with a reddish mullet came outside with me and my aunt and, looking suspicious, asked if we plan on 'driving it in water'. I said maybe, and then I followed him to his own car and thinking 'what if he kills me? Kidnaps me?' I didnt want to be rude though, so I kept telling myself he's probably just going to his car to give us parts for the jeep to go offroading in water more.
I remember giving my husband a kiss too.
Wednesday, April 16, 2025
Baby
Yikessss. Dreamt I had another baby. It was a girl. Dreamt that she wouldn't stop pooping and that it was always a blow out and that we were running out of clothes for her to change into, so we had to go to the garage in front of my grandma's old house to look for old baby clothes from when my first child was a baby. Dreamt that when we got to that garage, my cat Stan ran up to me and wanted attention. Oh. Also that the clothes were all perfectly stacked up all over the place in the garage, so when I went to climb on them to look for the right sizes, there was a domino effect and a bunch of them fell over and I got yelled at by my husband for messing up his organized stuff lol.
Not sure if this was before or after, I'm thinking before, but I also dreamt that there was this small trailer or camper that me or someone else was living in, and the landlord wanted someone out. I can't remember who. So we had to move someone out as fast as possible. Might have dreamt that someone got shot or OD'd, too, weirdly. That's all I remember.
Thursday, February 6, 2025
Treasure
Did a scavenger hunt to with a band thing from the band HIM. It was set up by fans, nothing official. Had the kids in the back of a car and the guy I was with was driving. Icy roads.. we hit a small hill, go up it and start to get out. As we were going up a hill and slightly down, I remember looking back and trying to hold the boys in place so they wouldn't expel out the car. Weade it safe and exited the vehicle. Kept working on getting the treasure I think.
Sunday, September 22, 2024
Help
Dreamt I was working as a social worker of some sort for this boy whom we suspected of being abused. Had no proof and his dad had super powers. My sister and I both went to a library and looked through books to help him for the meantime. We found a couple books, one being a witchcraft-like book to help protect him until we could provide the proof to get him out. I wanted to drop these books off so I drove around hoping to find his house. I was driving on the road my dad lives on. We passed a white house with multiple garbage bags outside and my immediate thought was that the dad did something and was hiding his body. Then I saw a flash in a window and worried it was a gun going off. Somehow I was my husband and still driving and I slowed down further away where I could still see the house. I saw something move and realized it was the boy hiding behind something and walking with it to get to the car. We drive to Walmart (I think I was going to buy him stuff to just run away with or something) and then I woke up.
Best Teacher Award
Dreamt I found out that an old old old childhood friend won an award for best teacher, so I went to the school for find her. Through hallways, bathrooms, library, etc. Nada. Couldn't find her. Went up to every teacher a student to ask where she was. At some point there was even a tornado.
Never did find her. Explained to a librarian how we knew each other, that we weren't exactly friends but acquaintances.. woke up.
Thursday, September 19, 2024
Kiss
Dreamt I was walking up to Dad's house and a whole bunch of celebrities were there to greet me. Like someone heard I was a fan of them and wanted to celebrate that or whatnot. Okay change that and I'm in a city/store that's also outside. I'm looking for clothing because I'm naked. I'm being looked for by police or a hospital or something. I quickly find clothes and try to get them on. Running around through hospital again. I see k. He looks nervous to see me but also not. Like he's heard bad things about me but also doesn't want to believe or something. Anyways we try to find privacy on some basement stairs. We kiss.
Honestly I can't remember much..
Tuesday, August 20, 2024
Lost Cat
Dreamt a cat/kitten got out and a dog chased it. Walked around block to look for it and found it came into a veterinarian clinic or morgue or something. Looked like a warehouse. I walked in (I'm not me, some random lady) and asked a man that owned it if he saw the kitten or dog. He helps me look and I switch to being him and I tell the lady to hide in a room with her dogs. She does. Then I open a door that has a sky light opened up and see the cat is in the room. I pick him up and carry him through the hallway to the lady. I plop him in her arms. She's super happy. I turn into the woman again. She hugs the guy and wants to start a relationship with him.
Friday, July 26, 2024
Obstacle Course
Playing an obstacle course game in my dream with a bunch of people and I remember carrying my bottle of water with me and losing it at some point. There was hay all over so I assumed maybe it fell into that. Kept doing the course when I bump into my uncle Dave who was also doing the obstacle course and I mention losing my bottle and he says he uses it as a marker to remember someone or something he saw or something like that. I had dropped it while going from one obstacle to the other and he saw it and used it as a way to remember something he needed to do after the game. Anyways after that I think I had a lil romance with CS.
Friday, July 5, 2024
The Alice In Wonderland Staircase
Dreamt I was in my own house. I was in the back porch and realized we had a skylight. The ceiling was a bit higher and there was a small loft above too but very tiny loft. Like to store stuff on. Suddenly I saw a cat sitting on our window. I looked around and saw our cat so I knew it wasn't him. Looked up again and an adorable shaggy-haired bright orange, blue-eyed kitten was about to fall out of the window and onto the floor. I caught him and sat him in our kitchen. Then another shorter orange haired kitten fell. I put him next to the other kitty. I yelled for my kids medium and big to come to the kitchen because they have new kittens. (My littlest claims our actual cat).
Later I dreamt that this other guy was 'with' me. We were making out on a bed but others were in the bed too. I told him to stop attempting anything. Then I dreamt that I don't even know.. the world ended and we had this new place to stay but it was hidden. I was trying to get into the room but I was going down these concrete stairs and they just kept getting narrower and steeper. At the end I realized there was no opening except a very small slat that I could only put my hand through. Maybe three inches. So I climbed down the stairs some and noticed the paneling on the walls looked like doors so I tried seeing if any opened. After ten or so tries I found a panel that swung open and it revealed a vintage wooden door. I opened that and another door, then another.. then I opened that one and I found the room. A bunch of people were in there. It looked like Squid Games main room where the beds are. Big, big room. Painted teal. Bunch of people randomly on beds or benches. Saw t and s even. Kept walking though. Saw Kayla again and she hugged me and I told her I'm sorry for real life stuff and after giving the excuses she said it was okay. Anyways found the guy I was with. I was honestly just really horny and wanted him but there was nowhere we could really go to get alone.
Thursday, June 27, 2024
Hotel Gunshots
Currently staying at a hotel in real life for the night, so keep that in mind. Dreamt that I was getting out of the jeep, husband got out with our two older kids. I got out, started to get my littlest out when a woman walked up to get in her own car. Instead she opened my door to help me in. The jeep kind of turned into a hybrid jeep/hotel bed. I laid down next to my son and tried to fall asleep (my guess is I was half asleep).. anyways then she got in our bed too. I felt awkward because I knew I'd need to get me and my son out to find husband. I looked around by the bed on the floor for shoes and then quickly wandered a second to see if I could find my husband. Turned around and got a little lost looking for the jeep/hotel room. Decided to look into other beds/cars for my son. Suddenly I hear sounds from behind me in another turn of the hallway.. it sounded like gunshots and started to get closer sounding. I tried to hurry to look for my son. I'm not sure if I found the room or not.. I just remember attempting to make chocolate pancakes and worrying about burning them.
Woke up hungry.
Sunday, May 12, 2024
Game
Kinda going away but I remember dreaming like I was playing this game Trying to get out. I had to grab certain things around the room and there were bad people. Something to do with the clouds maybe. Lost all my good stuff I won at one point and had to start over. It sucked. At one point I remember hiding with someone else in leaves on the ground. Also remember Jerry Cantrell was on the ground cuddling with another guy lol. Oh! Right before I woke up I remember trying to dig under a fence to get to safety.
Wednesday, April 17, 2024
Crocodile Rollercoaster
Dreamt I was in the big limo with husband and his mom. We were parked in this city and his mom and him had to go into a building and I was supposed to go but I was changing my shoes or looking for one or something. My door was opened. Suddenly this black girl with glasses came into the car to look inside. Her mom and dad walked up and kind of followed. They were just curious what the insid looked like. I let them sit in and I helped them take some pictures. When it was time for me to leave I realized I didn't know if mother in law left keys with me or kept them. I called my husband and I don't think he was sure either. I looked at my phone and somehow saw I could unlock with that but wasn't sure if that function would go away once I left the car. Husband just took a chance and we locked the car. Anyways we walked up to building I think and it kind of changed and I was showing my mom a video on my phone of this kid rollercoaster where you sit in a crocodile shaped coaster seat and real crocodiles are trying to attack you. My youngest son was on one. The video stops just as he's getting close to one and I freak out a little because it's a live video and I'm worried he got hurt and the person stopped the video to check on him.
Sunday, April 14, 2024
Grandpa's House
Dreamt my sister and I were at Grandpa's house. It's weird because some of the time he was gone, but other times he was still alive. What I do remember was we had to go through grandma's clothes and miscellaneous things to clear out the house kind of. I found some pictures and clothes and kind of looked through but felt weird going through stuff, so when I heard grandpa downstairs I stopped. I can't remember what happened after. I think I remember wondering how my sister and I will get home, since any cars that were parked there looked broken down.
Friday, April 12, 2024
The Cabin
Okay.. dreamt I was in a whole new life. I had a mom that looked like Alice from Riverdale. I fell for this guy that looked like the long-haired dude from Wednesday. He went 'missing' one day and I had an inkling I knew where he was. I ran off, away from home, into the woods and went to this cabin. Found him and several other people. I walked into the cabin, found him at a table with others. They were playing this game and I joined in. It was a game where there are situational questions and you answer how you'd react (had photos next to answer, too). The question was something like if he and I were alone or something, and I answered one where we'd make out. We went off and it gets really confusing here.. I remember seeing blood on someone's pants. Might have been my sister's. I wondered how she got blood and she pointed at me. I look down and I've got blood on me too. I realize that the guy I liked might be violent during sex, which was a shame. I was in total denial. My 'mom" and a cop found the cabin and got me out of there. The cop sat a baby on my lap and then another one. I realized at least one of these were mine that I had with this guy. (I assumed the other was my "mom's").
Saturday, April 6, 2024
Catnapped
Dreamt I had an animal. Can't remember is cat. I was just outside my uncle T's room and his room was an exterior door to go outside. I tried to keep my cat back but I got interested and peeked around l. Uncle T opened the door wide enough that the cat wandered out. I was trying to hold back other stuff so I couldn't grab my cat
I was annoyed Uncle T couldn't grab my cat but assumed we'd get him right away. (Someone had knocked so he had to open the door). Anyways they finished talking and he went to shut the door and the cat is gone. I'm devastated. I just know it's a lost cause. I start to get suspicious tho. When he leaves, I snoop around in his room. I find miscellaneous things of mine that's been missing. I later assume that he has always kept missing stuff of mine to sell to weirdos who want kid's things. I can't find my cat but I find other things like lost toys (not Jolly 😢 was hoping tho) and also old permit IDs. I grab some stuff and confront my uncle just outside his room and he brushes it all off. Just as he's leaving I spot outside on a tree my cat high up in a tree sitting on a shelf. I act like I believe him it's all a coincidence my stuff is there and I let him go. I tell my dad we need to quietly and quickly grab my cat before at notices. I wake up before we're reunited again but I knew I'd get him back.
Before this I think I was driving round in Mather. My sister was in this part of the dream. Seems like she's ahead in another car.
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