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Saturday, November 22, 2025

VR Set

Damn. Wait I remember now. 


First I dreamt I had this vr set and I needed that to watch gmm live episodes or something. I remember something being on my floor while sitting down and I kicked it with my foot and wondered if they could see it on their end too. Then I remember R was walking into a van and sat down in the back of it or something and you could see his outline in blue My daughter was watching TV and R was joking that he was on a toilet going to the bathroom lol. 


Then I "woke up" and needed to write this on my dream journal. I was having troubles remembering what I dreamt. Then I woke up in real life. 

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

Turtle

Dreamt I was in my "house" but honestly it was just a rundown version of my ex's childhood house. Weirdly enough though, I've dreamt of this house before. My husband and I were 'house shopping' and we liked this one.

--- I woke up and had to do stuff, so I don't remember the order of everything. --

I remember checking my life360 app to see if my husband was home yet. He was leaving to go somewhere. I zoomed out and saw he was just dropping something off with the village. I started walking downstairs thinking "oh yeah, we have two living rooms in this house, so I can watch TV in one room and the kids can watch in another!' but halfway down the stairs, I realized we changed the stairs out and it took away that extra living room. My husband gets home, I joke about him leaving to have an affair and then nag to him about how I was just thinking and getting excited about having a second living room but realized we can't anymore. Anyways I go downstairs and see all this old furniture that can be tossed like a shelf that was scratched up by a cat, etc. It fit perfectly under the stairs, but looks really bad. So I take note of that and a pile of old tvs and VCRs. My husband and I are going through the tvs and VCRs and deciding what might be important or needed and what needed tossed. I wander around to the kitchen and see a pile of trash on a carpeted floor. I start sweeping around or grabbing stuff and suddenly something heavy starts skittering around underneath the carpet. I freak out thinking it's a mouse, but my daughter follows it and says it's a turtle. It's a HUGE turtle. Tall head. Cartoonish. I tell her to run and get her dad and to not get near it because he could bite. She doesn't listen to me and I have to repeat myself and she snaps at me she isn't worried about it. My husband comes in and she's mad at him, too, and he explains he's not sure he can take off time from work to take her to her friends party a few hours away. I explain to her we will find a way somehow. Then I woke up. 

Saturday, November 15, 2025

Big Window

Living in a big house. Probably same person as last dream where the neighbor was trying to kill her. Everyone is upstairs and I'm trying to get them up and awake. No one wants to. I start heading downstairs and take my shirt off. I'm going down the steps when I realize the big bay window is wide open and a group of guys are passing by. I quickly grab at myself and hurry back upstairs so nobody will see me. I peek out a window upstairs and see the guy laughing and motioning the way I was, talking about it to his friends. I yell to my husband to hurry because of what happened and that I need a shirt etc and also that I want the doors locked in case that bad neighbor is still around. We are heading downstairs and it kind of pans out of first person view and I'm seeing the back of my/some random lady's head. She is blonde. She's pulling a tarp off a coffee table and about to lay down on couch. My vision starts moving around looking at the table and stuff to show that this lady is a celebrity has been and that her furniture is the same stuff from when she was in some reality show 30 some years ago. Woke up. 

The Neighbor

Ugh bad dream. Dreamt I lived in my dad's house/my childhood home). There was this heavier set lady that was our neighbor. My husband told me as t some point that the neighbor lady is jealous of me. (Three kids, husband, nice house) He said he thinks she's going to try to kill me. I look out the window and I see her walking up to the house. I quickly ran around the house shutting blinds and locking doors. I lay on a couch and hide. My sons are with me and they want to come over by my couch and hide with me. My youngest is about to run when we see her pass a window near us. He stops and waits and then runs over to me when she isn't looking. I think before this I was killed and I'm like a ghost or something and I'm trying to find my daughter who is hiding in the woods. Her dog is nearby and I run over worrying it'll give away to the neighbor where she is but it fooled even me and she isn't there. I help my daughter run to the house. 

Wednesday, November 12, 2025

Electrocutions

Can't sleep well. Last night when I got into bed I felt cramps in my uterus and leg even though I shouldn't get my period for another 12 days or so. Fell asleep okay once the kids fell asleep but woke up often. First to pee a couple hours after sleeping. Then maybe got ten minutes every couple hours after. Daughter's alarm went off so I asked if she's ask her father to take her down so I could sleep. Couldn't fall asleep til an hour later. Horrible crazy dream. At this point I'd rather dream snakes:


Dreamt I was still crampy and on the couch or a bed. Dreamt that the sister sister twins were doing a weird tribute for t&s but they did a great job. Hair and all lol. Then you versions of t&s walked into my room and I said they all did a great job. As t some point I also remember walking into a doctor's room, interrogating a doctor (a man). Found random items on floor that they didn't even think to send with patient a cusing him of something bad.

Went to bathroom. Found blood all over in my underwear and on a pad. Realized maybe I had a uterine fibroid or cyst or sething and it burst. Suddenly I heard loud wind outside. Looked out and it felt like a tornado but there was snow on ground so I wasn't worried. Then I noticed this weird electrical thing and it was sparking. I was still on toilet so I yelled at my husband to check it out. I saw him go outside to look at it and it like came to life turning into this man with a bamboo head that looked like a tiki.. He tried to electovute my husband. He was zapped but not harmed. It started coming to the house so I tried to lock the door but when I went to lock it, it unlocked itself. He came in and started coming towards me. I found scissors and tried to stab him. Woke up 

Not as crampy but only got an hour of sleep ..  ugh. 

Brown Boas

Dreamt I was in a bed that was kind of up in the air a little. There was another bed on the ground and there were brown boa constrictors kind of shoved under it. I freaked out thinking "what if I sleep on that one by accident??" Then after I told some people, they went and checked and the snakes were gone, so I freaked out worrying where the hell they are. 


Then, woke up in real life and found a dying bee on one of my pillows and just feel icky and like there's a bunch of bees hiding around under my bed or something. Ugh. 

Festival

Dreamt there was this big festival in town. The cool (but unsanitary thing) was that the audience played down on this HUGE bed. I remember there were two stages, so two giant beds. I chose one that was in the street kind of in front of where the wades lives. My dad was also there. I remember hearing that my favorite musician was rumored to check it out, so I kept scanning the bed hoping I'd see them. My uncle Ash called at some point and asked me where I was (he was at the other stage, on the other bed, and told me that some well known musicians 'Remmy and Lemmy' were there next to him. I had to explain that I preferred theusic playing at this stage more but was really really considering going over to the other just because of the celebrities that were in the audience of that one. 

Also dreamt I had an iguana for a pet. I remember shortly before waking up that I knew I was dreaming and that this iguana was kind of a typical pet of mine in a bunch of my dreams (I don't think this is true) and that it was weird I was willing to hold him etc since I'm afraid of reptiles. 

Twister

Yesterday I remembered a dream I had several days ago while in the car listening to my kids talk about the clouds they were looking at. I dreamt that I was in a car and looking at the clouds and the were very low and twisting horizontally, following us as we drove. Suddenly one closest to me started rotating towards the ground in front of us and made a tornado. 



Last night I dreamt my husband and our kids and I were biking or maybe considering biking to Jellystone from my dad's house. I was trying to think if it was a bad idea to have the boys ride bike and of they were that skilled on them. Everyone seemed a couple years younger, so not quite as good as they really are now.