Song Of The However Long I Feel Like..

Thursday, June 19, 2025

Masked Guy

Dreamt I fell in love with this guy. He was masked and looked creepy. Think Ghost. I was married. I had kids. Everybody was pissing me off. Husband was with his family at this big party/water Park. I decided to stay by myself. That's when I met the masked guy. At some point I'm told I have to carry a bunch of groceries up some stairs. I get the chosen to pick my partner and it's either masked guy or someone else. I let fate decide and I think it ends up being him. I grab everything and figure whoever I'm partnered with can just grab doors. We get to where we need to be and I set everything down. We hug. He puts his arms up my dress and sees I'm not wearing any underwear. 


.. woke up. 🙄🙄

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

Politics

Kinda scary dream.. dreamt I was going to a park with my husband and kids. Some guy walked up with a sign and asked me something stupid and maga, anti-LGBT or anti-abortion etc and I answered back truthfully and a little annoyed, and the guy got irate. Husband and kids and I left the park because the guy seemed scary. Back at home and I suddenly get a phone call and my phone shows me it's the same guy calling that we saw at the park. Same time that my phone calls, we also get a loud, banging knock on the door. I recall hearing this happen to other women in my head and worry I will be killed. I yell to my husband to please make sure the door is locked, and I quickly assess whether I should call the police or not. I don't remember what happened after, but I don't think I woke up right away either?

Tuesday, June 17, 2025

Starbucks

Two separate things tho same dream I believe. 


First I was over at an adult sleepover. It was a dark room. Husband and I in a bed, others in other beds in our room. I noticed this woman is bouncing on one of those rocking horse style rides. When she gets off I realize she has a dildo attached to the saddle part. I think "huh, that's handy." And tell her it was a good idea and joke how I should just do that and 'who needs a man?' then after saying that I worry my husband heard me. Lol


Okay the other part. We had to go help my husband's sister out. She has this huge log that needs moved or something. I tell him I'd like a Starbucks drink before we go and he gets all grumpy and says no. I get really annoyed and pissed off and walk off. I'm at this dance party type place. Like a non-fancyvwedding reception. I think 'well screw this, I have my own money, so I'll use mine.' I walk up to the bartender lady there and wait to order my drink (why I assume she makes Starbucks drinks I dunno) and the bartender cuts me off and tells me she wants to get someone else's order first. I think like her younger brother or something. So while I'm waiting I grab my wallet out (and it ends up being my husband's wallet) and I'm noticing that his wallet is breaking apart bit by bit. I also find the corner of an "$18" bill. I wake up before I can order ..

Sunday, June 15, 2025

The Cellar

I was in this whole other family and I was the dad. At least in one part. What I remember is there were bad people or one person was bad? I had a shotgun and in a cellar and the room was dark and the baby/toddler thing tried to take my gun and almost shot. We were fighting for the gun and it started pointing first towards me then towards the sky (we were in a cellar though so I was worried someone was above us). I took the gun back and the older daughter criticized me for having the gun ready to shoot, so I made it safer somehow. Then the older daughter felt more ghostlike to me. It was weird! 

One other thing I remember. I was looking either at my phone at a photo and it was my mother in law with a couple of her sisters. They posted a caption like 'does anyone else use this in old age?' or something like that, and one of them was holding a can of hair spray and all of them had their elbows up/towards the camera. I remember feeling my elbows and they were really, really cracked and rough and thick flakes were on them. I was thinking how much I should probably use that tip from now on. 


Edit: weird! I'm reminded of another part in my dream. Me and my kids were singing along to the Beatles song 'In My Life' ... I remembered this because after I woke up I was scrolling Instagram and my friend made a fathers day post and used that song as her background. Crazy how that happens.. 

Friday, June 13, 2025

Black River Falls

Dreamt that my husband, my kids and I were in BRF, and for some reason it was a much bigger city than it really is. I was trying to tell my kids that there was this kids area you can go to but that it's hard to find. The kids area has these super long slides to get to another part of the city, so we were trying to search for this kids area. Kept getting lost. Also I think there was some bad guy chasing us or something, too. 

Wednesday, June 11, 2025

The House

Interesting dream. I'm in the car with my mom, aunt, and sister. They're showing me photos of an upstairs of a house. They tell me that The Rezins own it (I don't know this family, but know of them). The pictures she shows me are very cool. It's three giant blue and orange rooms with like a swing in one, library in another. Then they tell me they're selling the house for like 110k. I get all excited and ask if I can see it so I can take photos for my husband to see. They take me over there and we walk in and I start taking pictures. The downstairs is also huge, with two living room-stile rooms. The kitchen is slightly cramped but there is a separate dining room at least. Anyways, I lose my family at some point and walk into the second living room and there is an elderly couple sitting down eating and watching TV. I apologize and explain I'm there to look at the house and I'm part of my mom's group of people. They seem really nice. I head back out the way I came and get to the outside. I forget how to use the camera my mom lent me. We get into the car and drive away. I realize I never looked the property. They tell me it's big. I call my husband and plan to show him the house.. curse myself for not looking if there was a garage. 

Saturday, June 7, 2025

X

Weird, very long dream. Okay I dreamt I was in this house and sharing it with others. My kids were there, but so was my ex and his wife and kids. I wanted to come off and showing no hard feelings and that I kinda wanted to have a new clean slate but noter his wife knows we knew each other because she seemed nice and I wanted to be her friend. Okay there was this bad guy in the house. He disappeared with one of their kids so we all had to go search for them. 

I can't remember the rest. I know other stuff happened but after writing stuff down, getting a phone call, I forgot. I don't think it was very eventful though. Oh. Okay we must have found their daughter, and then the wife was asking me about homeschooling my kids.