The Hypnagogic Heroine: Abuse

Had an abusive husband. Tried to show my parents before he came home. Weirdly me and husband were both teenagers.

Introduction

I'm really fascinated by dreams.. I remember when I was little my dad told my sister and me to write our dreams down in a journal, so I started out by just writing down the dreams I could remember that day in my regular journal. Sometime around 2007 or so I got really depressed and had really intense dreams, so I started writing them down immediately upon waking and in a separate journal strictly for dreams. After awhile I was able to control my dreams and wake myself up in nightmares by blinking my eyes or screaming or in one case shooting myself in the head knowing it'd wake me up. My dreams can be really screwed up when I'm depressed.. I figured I'd compile all of my past dreams that I've recorded (and now present and future) and put them online so that I have them in one spot and can access any of them easier through the tags.

* I had a daughter in 2012 and neglected writing down dreams for awhile, so I can't control my dreams and I can't remember them as well, either. Hopefully I can get back to that.

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Saturday, June 15, 2024

Abuse

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